“Here,” and Patty showed him the small hidden springs that opened the concealed spaces so often found in old desks.
With meticulous care, Colton went all over the desk, measuring and calculating, in his endeavour to find the papers. But he at last turned a baffled face to Patty.
She looked pleasantly interested, but said simply, “You are mistaken, you see.”
“As to the desk, yes, but I must find the papers. Sorry, Miss Fairfield, but my duty must be done. I believe what I seek is in this room, and I must make search for it. With your permission—or without——”
“Oh, go ahead,” Patty laughed, for she deemed it wiser to make no objection, “search all you like. May I stay here, or would you rather be alone.”
“Stay, please,” and a shrewd glance was thrown toward her.
An indicative glance it was, too,—though it was not meant to be. But Patty’s quick wits told her that he wished her to remain, hoping she would by some involuntary glance, disclose the hiding-place.
This gave her new courage, and she determined to look anywhere save toward the old album that held the papers. If he should find them, she would defend them with her life, if need be, she thought. But if they were not discovered the victory was hers. She was convinced now that this was no emissary of Farnsworth’s. Had he been, he would have gone back for further instructions, before he made such desperate search.
Moreover, his attitude would have been confidential and persuasive,—not belligerent and domineering.
So she watched him, a little amused smile on her face, that gave no hint of her perturbation of spirit.
She carefully let her eyes follow the directions taken by his own, but never by any chance led him to a fresh field of search.
Frequently he looked up quickly, hoping to catch her gaze straying to the real hiding-place, but Patty was too canny for that.
Once or twice she allowed him to intercept a furtive glance, carefully turned in the wrong direction, and her look of embarrassment led him to turn his attention that way.
But all to no purpose. He looked everywhere, as he supposed, where the packet could have been hidden. He even moved the books on the side table, taking up the album itself, and laying it down again, assuming that the thick packet could not be between the leaves of any book.
And now came Patty’s supreme test of nerve and poise.
“I suppose you think you’re very smart,” he said, irritatedly, “to have hidden the thing so securely.”
“It must be so, if that exhaustive search of yours failed to find it,” she replied, but not triumphantly at all. “However, you must remember that I assured you I hadn’t the papers. You cannot, therefore, expect me to be surprised that you didn’t unearth them.”
“I salute you, Miss Fairfield, as an exceedingly clever young woman in more ways than one. I cannot tarry longer,——”
“Afraid you’ll be caught here?” Patty couldn’t resist this fling.
“No; I must report to Captain Farnsworth. He will send some one else, doubtless, who may succeed where I have failed.”
“Let us hope so,” said Patty, drily.
CHAPTER XVI
THE FLAG AND THE GIRL BACK HOME
Copyright, MCMXVIII, by Jos. W. Stern & Co., N.Y.
[play]
Then a rousing Hip-Hoo-ray!
For our Soldier Boys,
and pluck will win the day
for our Soldier Boys.
Patty at the piano, sang out the stirring words of the refrain and then began on the second verse:
Our Soldier Boy is a tip-top sort,
And wherever he may roam,
His colours are unfurled for the freedom of the world
And the smile of a girl back home.
When it’s “Forward, March!” he is on the job
With his cheek aglow and his heart athrob;
When it’s “Ready, Fire!” with a Hip-hooray!
He’ll fight ’em to a finish for the U. S. A.
Then a rousing Hip-hooray for our Soldier Boys
And pluck will win the day for our Soldier Boys,
Off they go to smash the foe,
And that’s just the surest thing you know!
Then sing out a brave “March On!” to our Soldier Boys,
The war will yet be won by our Soldier Boys,
Colours flying for Victory!
For the Flag and the Girl back home!
Patty wound up with a grand flourish of voice and piano keys, just as Helen came in.
“Oh, Patty,” she cried, “is it all right?”
“Yes, I think so,—I hope so,—but what did happen, Bumble? Who is Sergeant Colton, and what do you mean by your telephone message?”
Half hysterical, Helen told the whole story of her experiences of the night before. She confessed fully and frankly that she had babbled unthinkingly, and that Mrs. Lummis had made use of her revelations.
“Did anybody come here?” she asked, eagerly.
“I should say yes!” Patty returned, but Helen’s fear and misery were so poignant, Patty’s kind heart wouldn’t let her scold the culprit.
“You saved the day by telephoning, Bumble, if you hadn’t, there would have been very grave trouble. Now, don’t think any more about it; but I’m not going to let you know things after this. You were terribly thoughtless, but I know you must have suffered from remorse and regret, so let’s not talk any more about it. The papers are safe, so far. I’m sorry it is known that I have them,—but even that isn’t positively known. Your Mrs. Lummis is a spy, or, at least, conniving with spies. It was strange you should drift into her house in that way, but spies are everywhere now. Run upstairs, dear, and get your things off, and get calmed down. Don’t worry over what you’ve done, and—listen, Helen, don’t tell anybody, not even Nan, about it. You must learn to keep your mouth shut. Now, I forgive you, and I’ll forget what has happened, if you’ll promise never to talk to any one, not even to me, about secret service matters or papers or anything pertaining to Captain Farnsworth’s or my connection with affairs of state.”
“I will promise, Patty, and you’re awful good to me. I was careless and thoughtless, but that woman was so kind and wheedlesome, she got it out of me before I knew it.”
“I see just how it was. You don’t appreciate or realise the deep responsibility of these secret matters. I do, and so, remember, even you and I must never mention them again.”
Helen went off to her room, and Patty turned back to the piano.
It was a habit of hers to sing when perturbed or anxious, and this new song was a favourite with her, and she sang it with a clear, vibrant energy that made the house ring with melody.
“Colours flying for Victory,
For the Flag and the Girl back home!”
“That’s a great little old song!” said a voice behind her, and Patty looked up to see Phil Van Reypen coming into the room.
“Yes, isn’t it? I like it best of all the new war songs. There’s a fine swing to the music, and a stunning accompaniment. When did you come up from the South? At break of day?”
“Just about. And I’m here only for a few minutes, but I have a warning for you. Be very careful, Patty,” Phil drew nearer and lowered his voice, “of anything Farnsworth may trust to you. You remember Herron?”
“Oh, yes.”
“He is a spy, or rather, a tool of a spy. In our uniform, among our soldiers, he has been suspected of selling our secrets. That whole performance at the Country Club was a cooked-up job. Munson was the plotter, and he was trying to get from your pocket the letter that he hoped was another and a more important paper. Since then, they have worked silently toward the same end. Beware of Herron, Patty, but don’t let him know you suspect him. It is only suspicion so far, nothing has been proved, but he is under strict surveillance.”
“Phil,” and Patty’s heart beat fast, “I would defend Bill’s confidential matters with my very life. Something has happened,—but I feel it’s better not to tell you the details. Tell me this, though. Supposing some one came to me, purporting to be sent by Captain Farnsworth and using as a token of faith a word dear and familiar to Bill and myself. Could that have been learned by an outsider and used, or, would you think it really meant a message from Bill?”
“Distrust it, Patty. These people have almost incredible powers of getting hold of just such arguments or persuasions. Distrust always,—is the best rule toward any stranger. Farnsworth, if he sends you a message at all, by a man who is a stranger to you, will make it so that you can have no possible doubt of its truth.”
Patty drew a sigh of relief. “Just what I thought,” she said. “But I’m frightened, Philip. I feel so weak, so inexperienced, to defend these secrets. It is a terrible responsibility.”
“It is, Patty, of course. But, look at it this way. Whatever Farnsworth asks of you, he feels you are capable of accomplishing. So, make good,—justify his faith in you, by bravely accepting the responsibility, and succeeding in the task.”
“I can do anything when I feel I’m helping him,” said Patty, softly. “Anything to help him along, with
Colours flying for Victory,
For the Flag and the Girl back home!”
“Of course you can.”
Van Reypen’s heart contracted as he looked at Patty’s lovely face, aglow with love and patriotism. He was slowly but very surely coming round to the opinion that he could never win her heart away from Farnsworth. He had hoped to do this, not in any dishonourable way, but only in confidence of his own devotion, and a hope that Patty’s affection for Farnsworth was but a temporary infatuation.
But it was becoming more and more clear to him, that Patty’s heart was given once and for all time to his rival, and though deeply disappointed, Phil was man enough not to whine.
Besides, his motto was, “the game’s never out till it’s played out,” and he had not yet abandoned all hope. Also, he was absolutely fair, and never by word or implication said anything to Farnsworth’s disparagement or obtruded himself unduly.
“That’s what I sing every time I go up in my airplane,” he said. “For the Flag and the Girl back home!”
“I know your Flag,—but who’s your girl?”
“You are.”
“Nixy!” Patty laughed in her gay, sweet fashion. Secure in her single-hearted devotion to Bill, she felt no fear of Philip, and treated him with a serene un-self-consciousness, that went far to convince him of the hopelessness of his suit.
“Oh, yes, you’re my girl, even if you aren’t My Girl!”
“You mean even if I’m not your only girl. Would you be surprised, Philip, my child, to learn that I know more about Your Girl than you do?”
“Meaning you know more about yourself than I can possibly know about you?”
“No; that isn’t what I mean a little bit! But I won’t tell you now, only some time, I will tell you the meaning of my cryptic utterance!”
“Glad to be informed, at your convenience, ma’am.”
And then Helen came into the room, and leaving her to entertain Van Reypen, Patty ran away to look after some of her own affairs.
It was that same afternoon that Lieutenant Herron called.
Patty was inclined to refuse to see him, and then thought better of that, for, she argued to herself, perhaps she could learn something from him.
She went down to greet him, with a pleasant smile and a courteous manner.
To her surprise, she found him in a perturbed and nervous state, fidgeting about the room as he awaited her appearance.
“Sit down, won’t you?” she invited, but he shook his head.
“I’m here only for a minute, I had to come. Patty,” he grasped her two hands in his own, and glanced wildly about, “I’m frantic because of love for you——”
“Lieutenant Herron!” Patty cried, startled by his strange demeanour and trying to release her hands from his burning grasp.
“Don’t! don’t repulse me! Patty, you little darling, I’m crazy I know,—but I can’t help it! I’ve loved you from the first minute I laid eyes on you! That my case is hopeless, I can’t—I won’t believe! Oh, have pity on me,——”
The man quite broke down, and raising Patty’s hands to his lips he covered them with burning kisses.
Patty was not frightened. Often in her life she had experienced the sensation of a sudden and unexpected outbreak such as this, and she was entirely mistress of the situation.
But she was conscious of a strong desire to ask this suspected man a few leading questions as to certain matters, yet it seemed a mean thing, to take advantage of his protestations of affection for her.
But, she reflected, all’s fair in love and war, and if she could find out something that her Little Billee wanted to know, it surely could not be wrong.
“Please, Lieutenant Herron,” she said, at last drawing away her hands; “I know I have only to remind you that you are talking to the affianced wife of another man to make you realise what you are doing. As a soldier and a gentleman you will not, I am sure, continue such avowals. Please, don’t, and I will promise to forget what you have just said. Did you come on an errand?”
“Only this. My only errand is to tell you of my love and beg for a ray of hope.”
It was not going to be so easy, after all, Patty discovered, but she said, gently, “There is no ray of hope for you, Mr. Herron, and I am sure it is the kindest thing to tell you so at once. I am appreciative of your regard, but I am also exceedingly surprised. I cannot feel that I have given you any encouragement or any reason to think I have an especial interest in you.”
“No,—you haven’t given me what could be called encouragement, I know, and I suppose I ought to have known better than to fall over head and ears in love with your exquisite face and winning personality. But we cannot rule our hearts always, and the moment I saw you I knew it was all up with me.”
The frank, boyish face was pathetic in its utter woe, and Patty felt truly sorry for him.
“I think,” she said, smiling, “the best thing to do is to drop this subject right here and now. Indeed I must insist on your doing so if I continue to talk to you. Where are you stationed now?”
“I don’t know,—I’m on the jump. I say, Miss Fairfield, I’m all broken up. I guess I’ll go away.”
“Very well, Mr. Herron. Make up your mind to forget this little episode and I will do the same. By the way, do you think you played quite fair the day we were at the Country Club?”
“Oh, that. No, I don’t. But I was so anxious to be with you, that I took any opportunity that offered.”
“Still, you didn’t have to lend yourself to—to underhanded proceedings.”
“Just what do you mean?”
Herron, Patty saw, was on his guard at once. But so was she. No word, she determined, should be spoken by her that might be misused.
“If you don’t know, I don’t either,” she parried.
“Then we neither of us know, and that’s best after all,” he returned, gravely. “Now, Miss Fairfield, I’m going—out of your life forever. I’ve told you my sorry story,—but I hope I’m man enough to accept your dismissal properly. No matter what I’ve been or done, I’m going to do something for you now. At least, for the man you love,—and that’s for you,—isn’t it?”
“Yes,” breathed Patty, wondering what was coming.
“Well, it’s just this. When you see Captain Farnsworth,—don’t on any account trust this to writing,—when you see him, alone, tell him to watch out for a certain wire-puller in Washington. Tell him that he’s trying to sidetrack him into the Searchlight gang,——”
“Who is the man?”
“I can’t speak his name. But tell Captain Farnsworth that it begins with S and ends with s. He’ll know.”
“If this is straight goods, I’m much obliged to you, Mr. Herron.”
“It is. It’s gospel truth, and Farnsworth will be glad to know it. Moreover, he’ll be greatly surprised. But it will be to him valuable information. When shall you see him?”
“I don’t know. I doubt if it is soon.”
“Can you telephone—no, don’t do that. Do you have a cipher code?”
“No, we don’t. But wouldn’t a sealed and registered letter do?”
“No; it’s unsafe. Try to see him as soon as you can. Now I must go. I suppose I mayn’t ask you for anything for a—a keepsake——”
Patty’s gentle heart was touched by the sadness in the poor chap’s face, and she looked about. On the table lay a little book of verses that she was fond of and had often read.
“Take this,” she said, kindly. “It’s so tiny you can put it in your pocket.”
Gratefully he accepted the souvenir, and as he bowed himself out, Patty couldn’t help admiring his big manly figure and his military bearing.
She wandered to the piano, and absent-mindedly ran over the chorus of
“Colours flying for Victory,
For the Flag and the Girl back home.”
The ringing of the telephone bell brought her to her feet.
“Yes,” said a well-loved voice, “it’s Your Own. I’ll be with you in about twenty minutes. Good-bye.”
“My gracious goodness!” exclaimed Patty to herself. “What a sudden one he is, to be sure! He fairly takes my breath away!”
She ran to spread the good news.
“Little Billee’s coming!” she cried to Nan and Helen, who were in the sitting-room, waiting to hear the account of Lieutenant Herron’s call. But this new information quite eclipsed their interest in Herron.
“Really!” cried Nan. “When? How long will he stay?”
“Dunno. Didn’t get any details, only he’ll be here in twenty minutes and thank goodness, that other person has departed.”
“Herron? What’d he come for, anyway?”
“On an errand,” and Patty smiled to think of the ridiculous boy daring to make love to her. “He had a bee in his bonnet,—a most foolish bee, and I had to get it out for him. Oh, my Little Billee’s coming! I’m so glad!”
She danced about the room, scarce able to control her impatience for the necessary twenty minutes.
“How can I wait?” she frowned, “seems’s if I’d just perfectly fly!”
“Go and sing that favourite song of yours,” advised Nan. “That always keeps you contented.”
“I do like it, but I’m too happy to sing. I want to dance or fly!”
Patty executed some most intricate and marvellous dancing steps and like a fairy girl indeed, she looked, as with waving arms and graceful gestures, she pirouetted round the room.
“Daughter of the Regiment,” she announced, as she fell into martial step and to the accompaniment of the Soldier Boy song, she marched down stairs.
Helen followed.
“Nixy, Bumble, my pet,” Patty said; “sorry, but I’ve just got to see my own Little Billee all alone. So, you’ll forgive me if I drop a gentle hint that you’re not invited.”
“I know that, Patsy; but listen a minute. I just want to say this. If you think better to tell Bill about what I did, you tell him. I’d hate to have him know it, I admit, but if it’s right, why, tell him, and I’ll take the blame.”
“That’s a goody girl, Bumble, dear, but I don’t believe it will be necessary. Anyway, I’ll know that I have your permission to tell and I’ll see if I think it’s best to do so. Probably I’ll think it’s better not to tell him, for no real harm was done, you know,—and yet, it may be that I’ll think he ought to know all.”
“What did Lieutenant Herron want, Patty?”
“Me.”
“What do you mean?”
“What I say. He actually had the nerve to tell me he admired me. I thought of sending for you and offering you as a substitute. But truly, Bumble, honey, he isn’t a reliable citizen. He’s—well, we won’t say it out loud,—but he isn’t our sort.”
“I know it. I know a lot about him. But did he really dare lift his eyes to you, Patty?”
“He really did. You see a soldier is of necessity a brave man, and it seems Lieutenant Herron is one of the bravest.”
“Brave! He’s a blind bat, if he thinks you’d look at him twice!”
“Or once even. You see my heart and hands are full with the one man in the world for me, and Mr. Herron’s sentiments are not even interesting to me. And now, my dearest cousin, if you’ll take your departure, I’ll compose myself to await my visitor. Sit still, my fluttering heart!”
CHAPTER XVII
PATTY AND BILL
Watching from the window, Patty saw him coming and in a moment the big man had gathered the dainty little figure into his arms.
“Blossom Girl,” he whispered, “my own Patty Precious, are you glad to be here?”
“Well, I just am!” and Patty drew back to look in his eyes, and then flung her arms round his neck in a burst of joyous gladness. “But you’re so high up, Little Billee,—I can’t reach.”
“Going up!” said Bill, and he swung her from the floor up into his close embrace.
“There!” he said, after a series of kisses, “now, will you be good!”
Patty, laughing and breathless, was deposited on the sofa, and Bill sat down beside her.
“You blessed angel,” he said, looking at her as if he could never look his fill, “I wish I could just talk love nonsense to you, instead of telling you what I must.”
“Is it very bad, dear?” and Patty’s smile faded at the serious look in her lover’s eyes.
“Pretty bad, Patty-Pet, but a soldier’s life is not a lazy one. To put it as briefly as possible, I’m ordered to France.”
“Bill-lee! Me, too?”
“’Fraid not, Sweetheart, it’s a special mission and a hurry call, and all sorts of disagreeable stipulations.”
“What are you going for?”
“For my country’s good, I hope.”
“I mean what are you going to do?”
“Dearest, it would take too long to explain, and you couldn’t altogether understand it, anyway, but in a few words, it’s to look after some mining operations. You see, my plans for investigating a certain coal mine district in France have been approved by the Powers That Be. It seems that there has been a ghastly destruction of the mines by the enemy and the coal supply for the railroads is imperilled and all sorts of troubles are toward. So re-construction is necessary, if they are to get coal for the Allies’ use in the Northeast part of Fair France. My experience in re-building wrecked mines in Colorado counts for a lot, and so I’m picked for duty.”
“You wonderful man!” and Patty’s eyes gleamed with admiration as she looked at the eager, fine face, full of efficiency and enthusiasm. “Oh, and Billee, dear, that reminds me, Lieutenant Herron said to tell you to watch out for a certain wire-puller in Washington——”
“Wait a minute, Patty, can we be overheard?”
“No; but I’ll close this door.”
“I’ll close it, but remember, dear, you must never tell secrets where any servant or any one at all can by chance learn of them.”
“All right. Well, Mr. Herron said to watch out for this person, for he is trying to sidetrack you into the Searchlight gang,—whatever that is.”
“Herron said this? Did he tell you the name?”
“He said it began with S and ended with s, and that you’d know from that——”
“Whew! Did Herron say that! Why, Patty,—are you sure?”
“Yes, sure; and he said you’d be surprised but you’d be glad of the information.”
“I should say so! Why, Patty, you’ve no idea of the enormous importance of that warning! Him! Well, well!”
“I’m so glad to help you, Billee——”
“How did Herron happen to tell you?”
Patty hesitated. “Well,” she said, blushingly, “Lieutenant Herron did me the honour to make love to me——”
“What! what do you mean by ‘make love’?”
“Nothing! Please don’t bite my head off! I only mean he seemed to admire me,—or said he did,—and I sent him flying.”
“I should say so! The scoundrel——”
“Oh, come, now, Little Billee, he may be a scoundrel,—I’m told he is one,—but not because he admired me! A cat may look at a king.”
“But no cat or king or scrubby little lieutenant may look at my Patty Blossom!”
“Oh, he didn’t! The Miss Fairfield he looked at is a very different personage from your Patty Blossom.”
“How, different?”
“Well,” and Patty sprang up, “this is the lady he saw.”
She stood, with a most dignified air, and a coldly courteous expression, looking a little bored, and exceedingly formal.
Then she broke into a happy smile, and holding out her arms in a lovely gesture of welcome came toward Farnsworth, her blue eyes beaming with love and happiness, saying, “and this is your Patty Blossom!”
Farnsworth jumped for her in an ecstasy of gladness, and Herron’s presumptuous intrusion was forgotten.
“And just when do you go to France?” asked Patty, after a time.
“Dunno. I’m awaiting orders.”
“And you’ll stay here till you go?” She nestled comfortably in his arms, and smiled up into his loving face.
“Nay, nay, my lady fair. I’m even now on my way to Springfield.”
“Springfield! Whatever for?”
“Making some tests for the Government.”
“Tests of what?”
“Honey-girl, you can’t understand,—but it’s a test of the water- or moisture-resisting qualities of certain explosives used in the setting off of blasts——”
“Oh, Little Billee, you’ll be blown up!”
“Well, we’ll hope not.”
“Why can’t the people who make the explosives do their own testing?”
“You see, it has to be a Government test,—to decide between various competitors.”
“You’re not the Government.”
“Yes, I am, in so far as they entrust these things to me.”
“Oh, Little Billee,—Captain, my Captain, I’m so proud of you! I do believe you’re the biggest man in the Service,—and I don’t mean physically, now.”
“Hardly that, Blossom, but I do have responsibilities.”
“Do they wear on you?”
“They do, indeed! So, for just a few moments I’m going to forget them utterly, and only remember the touch of your pink blossom fingers and the sweetness of your flower-face.”
“Dear Big Little Billee! For such a strong person you are very gentle.”
“To you how could I be otherwise? Now, Pattibelle, what about it? Can you make our wedding-day an earlier date, and go along with me?”
“You said I couldn’t go!”
“You can, if you’ll marry me in time. But I just ’most know you won’t.”
“Oh, I couldn’t, dear. Why, you may go any day, now.”
“Yes, but—can’t,—won’t you go, too?”
The wistfulness in the earnest face touched Patty’s heart, but she couldn’t quite say yes to this question.
“How long do you expect to be over there?”
“I’ve no idea. It may be for years and it may be forever——”
“What?”
“Oh, I don’t mean that literally——”
“You won’t be at the front?”
“Oh, no; unless some emergency calls for it.”
“Well,” and Patty sighed, “I see I’ll have to be sensible for us both. In the first place, dear, you’d be hampered with a bride——”
“Hampered! Oh, Patty!”
“You wouldn’t,—but your work would. I see it more clearly than you do. All you think of is to get me to go with you. But you don’t realise how it would bother you to have me along. Why, I doubt if you’d be allowed to take me, anyway.”
“Maybe I wouldn’t,” and Farnsworth frowned. “But, then, how can I leave you? Oh, my little Posy Face, you don’t know yet what you mean to me! And,—after I’m gone,—you’d—Patty! you’d flirt,—you know you would!”
“Oh, no! no!” and the big blue eyes were full of mock horror. “Oh, no, I’d take the veil and do nothing but weep until you came back.”
“You little rascal,—how you do love to tease me!”
And as a matter of fact, Patty did. Whole-hearted, single-hearted, her love was all Farnsworth’s—once and forever, but her gay nature made her love to play on his big, honest sensitive heart as on a lute.
“I do,” she said, calmly, as she twined her little pink fingers into his big, strong ones, “because you take teasing so beautifully!”
“Scallywag! I think I’ll just grab you up and carry you off,—willy-nilly!”
“I never did know what willy-nilly means, and I’d love to find out.”
“You’ll find out when you’re my wife! I expect you to obey my lightest word! I shall be a regular caveman!”
“You’re big enough, but you’ve got about as much of the ‘caveman’ temperament as a kitten!”
Farnsworth laughed, well knowing that the soft, gentle personality of the girl he loved would never be cowed or coerced by his will. He knew he could persuade her through love, where harsher means would be useless.
Big Bill Farnsworth perfectly understood Patty’s nature, and her little inconsistencies and whimsicalities bothered him not a whit.
He was most desirous to take her to France with him, but he knew too, that her commonsense view of that matter was the right one. He knew that, even were he allowed to take a wife with him, there would be many rude experiences, even dangers, which Patty must face, and yet he shrank from the thought of leaving her for an indefinite, perhaps for a very long time.
Farnsworth went on to Springfield with the question still unsettled.
At least, to his satisfaction, Patty declared that it was settled. She bravely accepted the fact of his necessary absence because it was his duty to his country, and Patty was patriotic first, last and all the time.
“Don’t you care?” asked Helen, curiously; “what are you made of, Patty, that you can let him go?”
Patty’s eyes filled with tears.
“I suppose it does look strange to you, Bumble,” she said; “but you don’t understand, dear. I know Billee would do better work and get along with less care and anxiety without me than with me. I know I should be a hindrance and I daren’t go. I mustn’t put a straw in the way of his splendid career,—I mustn’t be the least mite of a millstone about his neck. It is because my love for him is so complete, so all-enveloping,—that I know I must sacrifice myself to it—and to him.”
“But, Patty, he’ll think you don’t want to go.”
“I know that, Helen. And that I have to bear, too. If he knew how I want to go,—how I long to go,—how it seems as if I must go,—he never would go off without me! I have to bid him good-bye, smilingly,—even though my heart breaks after he is gone.”
“Forgive me, Patty, I did misjudge you. You are bigger than I am. I should be too selfish to look at it as you do.”
“Perfect love casts out selfishness, Helen, even as it casts out fear. I know I am right. I’ve thought it all out for myself. It is my duty to stay at home, and to send my Billee away, with only words of cheer and Godspeed. It is my duty not to let him know my real feelings,—I mean the depth of sorrow and grief that I feel at his going. It is my duty to make it as easy for him to go as I possibly can,—and that can only be done by a light, even seemingly careless attitude on my part. I know what I’m talking about, dear, and I know that if he knew what is really in my heart for him,—he would take me with him—or,—stay at home! Oh, I don’t dare, Bumble, I don’t dare let him know!”
Patty’s earnestness carried conviction, and Helen saw at last that Patty’s sacrifice was because of the greatness of her love, not the lack of it.
“But this is between you and me, Helen. You are to tell no one, not even Nan, that I feel more deeply than I show. If Billee learns of my—oh, Helen,——” Patty burst into agonised tears, “if he should know,—and should coax me to go,—I couldn’t refuse him! I’d give in,—and I mustn’t, Bumble, I mustn’t!”
The little hands clenched and the white teeth fairly gritted in the desperation of Patty’s resolve.
And Helen at last understood that there is a love that is above consideration of self, and sacrifices personal happiness for the welfare of the loved one.
The date of Farnsworth’s trip to France was imminent, yet uncertain, and when Patty received an unexpected invitation from a school friend to make a little visit in Washington, she accepted gladly. It would give her a chance to be near Little Billee, and her friend, Rose Barrett, would, she knew, be most kind and sympathetic.
Helen was to go with Patty as far as Wilmington, where she, too, was to visit a friend.
“I shall take you to your friend’s very house!” Patty declared, “or else you’ll bring up in some alien household again!”
“Nonsense,” returned Bumble, “I can find the place by myself.”
But Patty insisted, and when the two girls reached Wilmington, they went together to the house where Helen was to stay.
Philip Van Reypen was there to greet them, for he was a friend of Bumble’s hostess, and knew of the girls’ coming.
And then, nothing would do, but that Patty must stay there over night and go to the Aviation Field next morning to see the stunts there.
Quite willing, Patty agreed, and telephoned to Rose Barrett not to expect her till the following day.
The trip to the Aviation Field was full of novelty and pleasure. Fascinated, Patty watched the great machines as they swept and swerved and was interested in all the details and wonders of the whole place.
A gay young Lieutenant by the name of Breen was introduced and Patty found him a most pleasant and intelligent guide. With him she went about, seeing things, while Van Reypen escorted Helen.
“Wouldn’t you like to go for a little fly, Miss Fairfield?” asked Breen, presently.
“I’d love to,” said Patty, her eyes sparkling at the thought, “I’m just crazy to, but I can’t, thank you.”
“Why not?”
“I promised not to,—promised somebody to whom I always keep my promises.”
“Ah, a man?”
“Yes, a man, though I usually keep my promises to women, too.”
“A bad promise is better broken than kept,” Breen said, laughingly; “come on in,—the air’s fine!”
“Fie, fie, Lieutenant, to tempt me to break my promises! I’m ashamed of you!”
“But you’d like to go?”
“If I hadn’t promised—yes.”
“Oh, all right, I won’t tempt you. I know just how you feel. We all have to keep promises sometimes that we wish we didn’t.”
The jolly young man continued to keep her interested in the sights and at last he said, “Suppose you just get in here, and see how it seems, I don’t mean to fly, you know, but just have the experience of getting in and out again.”
Patty consented to this, and took her seat as directed.
Just how it all came about, she never quite knew, but soon she found herself gently rising from the ground.
“We’re going!” she exclaimed. “Oh, let me out!”
“Steady!” said Breen, his eyes on his machinery; “don’t speak to me. Yes, we’re going for a tiny spin, and you can have it out with me afterward.”
Patty was aghast, but she realised with her quick common-sense that she must not speak to Breen, or distract his attention in any way.
But she said quietly, “Please put me out as soon as you can.”
A light laugh was his reply, and they soared higher.
Finding herself utterly unable to prevent the trip, and knowing not at all how long it would last or where it would terminate, Patty, with her usual adjustment to circumstances, allowed herself to enjoy it. The day was perfect, the air cold and clear, and the sensation of the strange motion wonderfully exhilarating.
After a short time her tense muscles relaxed a bit, and she breathed more freely. She didn’t feel afraid, but felt a strong nervous tension, and an intense desire to get down again. She tried to speak to Breen, in spite of his warning, but the noise of the motor drowned her voice.
She looked about, or tried to, when suddenly she became aware that a strand of her hair had loosened and was caught in something.
Terribly frightened, and feeling sure that to move her head would precipitate some awful disaster, Patty put her wits to work.
Her hair was caught in a piston at the side of the machine, and any gentle movement failed to loosen it. A stronger jerk would tear her hair out by the roots, and Patty wondered if this were not what she ought to do to avert worse disaster.