But I don’t care, if she looks that way;
She is always glad as glad can be
When we come to see her, Brother Bill and me.
We live away out in the country you know,
When we get to grandma’s, it’s hungry we grow;
In her pantry there is always something good to eat,
An orange, an apple, perhaps a soft piece of meat
To put between bread, it surely tastes fine;
There can be none better than that grandma of mine.
Always a great big hug, so glad to see you, and a kiss;
But never on my mouth, for she says roses linger there;
Way up on my forehead, think it’s very near my hair.
Then she sits and holds me, while Bill leans on her knee,
And then I’m just as happy as I possibly can be;
Then she says, “Now say your prayers, and to your grandma show
The lines your ma has taught you, and all the verse you know.”
She held me so much closer, cause not one word did I miss;
And Bill, he joined, but often missed a line;
He’s not three years old, yet, but really doing fine.
I’m going to be a big girl, as sure as you’re alive,
When my next birthday comes, then I will be just five,
Then I’m going to wear a long dress and specs, like grandma, too,
And folks will pass and say, Miss Dorothea, how de do.
’Cause I will be real careful and study every line.
And then I’ll be too old for dolls, I’ll put them on a chair,
For we have been such good friends, think I should treat them fair;
I’ll be too big for hair bows—oh, dear, what shall I do;
Well, I’ll go down to grandma’s, and settle it with you.
Good-By, Daddy.
They seemed to know each other, whom they had not even met;
The friends of these brave soldiers, in sorrow bent and sore,
For fear these sons have parted, and will never see them more.
When I get to camp, dear, you shall daily hear from dad;
Two lovers stood beside the train, good-bye, a last embrace,
A moment later he was gone; the tears streamed down her face.
And many prayers were offered; Oh, God, take care of him,
And bring him back in safety, when this great war is o’er,
Then we will be so happy; we will ask for nothing more.
The Bird of Paradise.
Where breezes blow that can do them no harm;
The bird of paradise, most beautiful of all,
In the month of May entertains with a ball,
To show off their plumage, they dance high up in the trees.
Early in the mornings, when all is at peace.
How they love to display and sit in the sunshine;
They are the size of a hawk, with head and neck
Like golden velvet all bedecked;
And the sprays of orange colored feathers long
Sometimes two feet, but not very strong;
On each side of the body, under their wings,
These masses of golden plumage springs.
My Faithful Shoes.
Although it will nigh break my heart;
You have offended me so, just the other day,
A new home you must find—shall I throw you away?
I was out on the lawn, with the children playing ball;
I begged her excuse me, just one little minute,
She said, please don’t dress, fifteen minutes is my limit.
For I had decided this should be your last day;
With a knife I had split you on either side,
When I went to the door, my feet I would hide.
Even if the heels are down at both ends;
She stayed and she stayed, I didn’t know quite what she said;
For you, old shoes, kept running around in my head.
I flung you away, I don’t want you more;
How untidy I looked; I was ready to drop;
I’ll put on the new ones, I bought in the shop.
Oh, how they did hurt, and how cross I did look;
When my husband came home, I was all in tears—
What’s the matter, you’re older at least, by ten years.
I believe my heart stood still, I saw only one;
The new ones did not prove good friends, I declare,
After a few hours I looked for you there.
Me pick up my shoe, under the old apple tree?
I wiped you off tenderly and put you on;
Oh, where is the other, I fear it is gone.
Me where my shoe is?—and waited a spell,
Then back he came prancing, in his mouth was my shoe,
I was so glad to see you—none but myself knew.
The day that we called on the beautiful bride;
And down the aisle, in the church, when the bells rang,
And the choir their heavenly hallelujahs sang.
The wonders, then truly you were good to me;
For we walked in the mornings, late into the nights,
You gave me much pleasure in seeing the sights.
That such mortals like me should be made of mere clay;
It near breaks my heart in sorrow to lay,
You away in a corner, a short time to stay.
Not Big Like Me.
And I understand he came here to stay;
I’ve prayed for a sister ever so long,
But it’s a brother, with lungs lusty and strong.
Although I wanted to show him my books,
He wouldn’t look my way, how hard I would try;
He’d pucker his face up and cry and cry.
Some day, but somehow I cannot see;
I’m almost a man now, I’m nearly three
On my next birthday in January.
Would have a playmate, not one that would cry;
And one who’d be out in the garden to play
With me, the whole of the livelong day.
And gets big like me—heaven only knows,
I’ll just call up central, and tell her that we
Have a boy at our house—not big like me.
Sometime ago—I said, please don’t stop,
But telephone to heaven, my number fifty-seven,
To send me a sister to earth from heaven.
A Fair Young Bride.
Than this pure maiden standing there,
In her bridal robes, as light as air,
With orange blossoms in her hair.
Like the glory that the angel sips;
The contour of her lovely face,
Within the folds of priceless lace.
Divinely beautiful at the altar there;
And her wondrous deep brown eyes—
Surely she hails from Paradise.
Two Little Red Birds.
Tapping just as if he knew
There were happy little children
Where the wind was blowing through;
And they tapped and kept on tapping.
Did they want to come inside?
Their little wings were flapping,
Open up your window wide.
Just to see the birds fly in
Under shelter, under safety,
In the snow storm they had been;
And we fed these little birdies
With soft crumbs of whitest bread;
And they ate, these little sturdies,
Tempted them to go to bed.
Coming Home.
From the camp so far away—how glad and cold I grow.
I have sat at even’, when the sun was bending o’er
The west; I can see him, still, go through the open door.
I’ll be back to you shortly, by His will and His grace;
And today I’ll begin to look and to hear
If his wandering feet are coming near.
The walk is like his, over the old ground,
And a sound like one whistling—Oh, is it he?
I falter; no, no; it cannot be.
Colorado.
Piercing boldly through the sky;
With snow patched ridges here and there,
Solemn magnificance everywhere.
Your scenery so bold and grand,
Rivulets foaming, through deep ravines,
Throwing out green and silvery sheens.
Where vegetation can never grow;
The snow lies sleeping the year around,
And deep glaciers on its bosom abound.
Mrs. O’Day.
And decided to change her name to Mrs. O’Day;
Mr. Minister tied the knot firmly and strong,
For together they must live—we hope very long.
Not to please herself; oh, no, but to please him;
And she is so sweet for this good man to possess,
She is winsome and brave, and will a home bless.
To My Beloved Parents.
In Memoriam.
Sweet blossoms on your bed of clay;
Alas, what more here can I do
But pray, dear ones, for both of you.
With glowing colors you are blest;
Thus here I stand, the declining day,
With birds about you still at play.
And silvery moonbeams over head,
To guide your souls to heaven above,
Where all is peace, eternal love.
Divorced.
With no one to scold, I can do what I may;
My heart seems to flutter, how happy I feel,
It will take some time this great wound to heal.
I have heard about a divorce, is it really true?
Well, I’m awfully sorry, now what can I do
To lessen your burden, for your children and you.
In the warm summer evenings, to ride about;
Such love looks he’d give you; now how can this be
To break up a home, I pray you, tell me.
How to cook or keep house, not even to sew;
My parents were old—so it fell to me
To help support them—now, do you see?
And nearly deplored my unfortunate fate.
When I laid them away, I was left alone,
Friends I had few—oh, how I did mourn.
All was peace and harmony, no thought of strife;
And blessings were added when our children came;
The harder he worked, so anxious for fame.
In his presence I scarcely could feel at ease,
For I didn’t do one little thing for him right,
Until I wished he was far out of sight.
I felt so small—just like a wee child;
I resented his words and told him that I
Would not live with him longer—and sooner would die.
From early till late, the whole blessed day;
I gave you this home, what more can I do;
I have worked and worked for my children and you.
Just anywhere, I’d say—you need it, you know,
What nonsense he’d say; I’m well as can be;
A vacation for me? Well, that I can’t see.
Was so unhappy I wanted to fly;
Perhaps this sounds trivial to you, but to me
It seems as big as the great open sea.
That he’s been to call, and some gifts did send;
And the great loads of coal he sent you last week,
Surely you thanked him—some kind word did speak?
For his little family—I can safely tell
We never suffered for a want or a care
When the time came around, it was always there.
It’s so long since I’ve seen them. Why, Minnie, how thin
You have grown; why, Charlie, how small
And pale you are; do have your doctor call.
Oh, papa, dear, papa, come kiss me again.
The door softly opens, a lov’d voice in the hall,
In his arms he clasps her, his best friend, his all.
The glad days of youth are gone, somehow,
But on her face a sweet smile is lingering there,
And sweet contentment is found everywhere.
Mother.
And gave of yourself, your very best;
Your anxiety, care and watchful nights,
When all was still you would turn on the lights
To see I was snugly covered in bed
Long after my little prayers were said.
When my lessons were hard—but your soft touch
Would ease it all, for I leaned on your word,
It was always the dearest I ever have heard;
My heart beats fast, when I think how dear
You always were to your children here.
Ascension Day.
From Norway’s shore so far away
To a new land; our hopes were high;
Oh, what have we done; oh, my; oh, my;
Left father and mother and dear friends on shore,
Perhaps never to see them more.
We sailed and sailed many miles over the sea,
And prayed God to protect my children and me.
The captain shouted no water in sight,
Like mountains around us, we are here to stay;
It may be a week, it may be a day.
We looked at each other in mute horror and dread,
Should the days go by, who would give us bread?
Nearly three weeks went by, no help in sight,
Each man was willing to do his mite.
Out of these icebergs, we must get out;
I was up on the mast, I see water ahead;
The sun is high and looks quite red;
Today is Ascension Day, all come, kneel and pray
That we will be out of here before close of day.
Weeping and sobbing they knelt on the floor,
And prayed as they never had prayed before.
Make a path for our ship. To work, time flies;
They labored untiringly for hours; ’twas hard work,
It meant much suffering if this work they should shirk,
Then when they were through, all panting and cold;
They were drawn up by ropes into the ship’s hold.
For, if it’s God’s will, we will be in the light.
The ship moves; what’s creaking; oh, what a roar;
Today it’s life or death; what can be done more;
Mothers clung to their children and clasped them real fast,
For this is a day of days, it may be the last.
The foghorn blows; I trembled with fear
For my little ones and my husband, so dear.
We are saved, we are saved, I heard with a start;
Do my ears hear aright; I laugh and I cry,
For I was ready this day to die.
God heard our prayers; ah! can it be
That we are again sailing out on this wide sea?
Such laughing, such shouting, no time to weep;
Only to dance and sing; no time for sleep.
From hearty congratulations his right arm was lame;
But three hundred souls, with God’s help, he had saved
From the towering bergs and a briny grave.
This really happened in April, 1865, in the northern part of the Atlantic ocean. The ship was an old fashioned sailing vessel and under ordinary circumstances would have required three to four weeks time from Bergen, Norway, to Montreal, Canada.
Passengers were compelled to carry enough bread for their entire families, to last for the whole trip, which of course, would become hard and dry. Many icebergs have nearly vertical walls, often more than one hundred feet. These floating mountains of ice sometimes have very fantastic shapes. It is not safe for a ship to come near one, and it is no uncommon thing for an iceberg to suddenly turn upside down. How things have changed since then! One can go the same distance in about twelve days. We were seven weeks crossing at that time on account of the anxious and terrible stay in the icebergs.
I’m glad to be here in this great land and to tell you this story of my youth.
Your Star.
No eye its depths hath seen
What secrets there are hidden,
Below the briny green.
Both great and small,
And mermaids, too, that sweetly sing;
It’s Him that made them all.
Their duplicates you’ll find;
The world is still a closed book,
Each living thing of every kind.
A Moth.
Where the flame turned all into gorgeous light;
It flew ’round about till it finally came
Too near; for it was a cruel flame
And never stopped till it fell to the floor,
Air seared and misshapen; it hopped to the door
There it lay, breathing its last,
For love of a flame its life was past.
Lonely.
And his good little wifey cried and cried.
A few days after he was laid away
Under the sod—deep down in the clay.
For he died in the autumn; not a green tree;
She took out his clothes and brushed them so neat,
And patched his pants right over the seat.
And showed her the clothes Nicodemus “had wore;
And his poor old socks she broidered in brown;”
Such a good man was he—they weeping sat down.
Playtime.
And to prepare for the coming day.
This is your playtime—do not be sad.
And the little ringlets softly play.
Singing a lullaby—this is your part.
From your golden meerschaum; gladness doth shed.
Bringing to all the time we hold dear.
Of youth, full of fire—you remember still.
My Lillian.
And hair like the softest of thistledown;
I clasp you, my darling, close to my heart,
And pray that heaven will never us part.
Swope Park.
Out to Swope Park; now don’t say no;
We love the green, the flowers, the trees,
The humming birds, the bumble bees.
Last night I saw it in my dream;
The sky is bluer, the keen air
Is more invigorating there.
Out on the grassy slopes to run
The birds sing sweetly in the trees,
And listen to the whispering breeze.
For bits of food that’s to be found
Over land and meadow free
Where sweet blossoms and the bee
A Letter to a Friend.
My Dear Mrs. Gowey: How are you, pray? I can guess you are enjoying the breeze from the bay, while we are most uncomfortable. Be glad you are there, in your home in Seattle, where heat need not give you a care. Daughter is all settled now in her home so neat, with her husband and her two children sweet. They left for the country a few days ago, and left me their son to care for, you know. But daughter got lonesome and wanted her boy. So dad took his hopeful to her with great joy. Nothing has happened on this dear little street since the day that you left it, at least nothing great. The same neighbors sit on their porches at night, trying to find a breeze, perhaps a stray one, real light. I’ll close now and hope that these lines will fall into the hands of your dear self and all. We think of you often in your home far away, and hope you’ll be well and happy; and say, here’s a kiss, and goodby, and hope you will find the time to write me; now do be kind.—Very cordially yours, D.
Sweet Sixteen.
Mother thinks it’s time I should learn to sew.
Then to the dry goods store I went,
Straight to the bargain counter bent.
Just what was suited to my mind.
At last I decided on some cloth of blue
With roses and violets of gorgeous hue.
And put my mind on what I was about;
My, but wasn’t it hard to work, to sew and to baste,
My sleeves went in wrong six times in my haste.
A Soldier’s Son.
I’ll begin to do as he did in our home this very day;
I’m only twelve years old, but I’ll do my very best
To make it happy day by day and give mamma a rest.
And go down to the spring and bring the water cool;
I’ll milk the cow, and feed the pigs, as father used to do;
I know he’ll say, when he gets back, “My son, I’m proud of you.”
Folks seem to say I’m small yet—but work, I don’t despise;
Before Dad went away, he laid his hand upon my head,
“My son, take care of mother, sister Lillian and Fred.”