For rapid palsy would come on thy hand,
Awful and sceptre-ruined lord of men,
An impotence, a shrivelling with fear,
Avenging ere thou shed offenceless blood!
(Saul's hand drops.)
Who once was kindlier than kindest are?
For but a woman's wantonness of word
And idle air, my life?
Hath put into her mouth this stratagem
Of fevered, false-impassioned overpraise.
(Saul, tortured, sweeps from the tent, entreated of Jonathan. Many follow in doubt, whispering.)
Goliath's dead——
(Only Michal and Merab are left with David; he waits.)
And wrought away from recompense so right.
Can you forgive him?
That even I now ask it?
Conquered to exultation and aglow
To wreathe you for this might to Israel,
Beautiful, unbelievable and bright!
Noble the dawn of it was in your dream,
Noble the lightning of it in your arm,
And noble in your veins the fearless flow
And dare of blood!—so noble that I ask
As a remembrance and bequest for ever,
In priceless covenant of peace between us,
A drop of it——
(She draws dagger and offers it to him.)
To one whose greatness humbles me from hate.
Its edge one vein of you—than priceless nard.
(He searches her eyes.)
Of dew, were you a traveller upon
The illimitable desert's thirst? Or than—
(He draws his own dagger, pricks his wrist, and hands it her.)
Under a sham of tribute poison?
I a mere shepherd innocent of wile!
A singer music-maudled and no more?...
The daughter of King Saul has yet to learn.
(She goes. He turns to Michal.)
The vaunting of this victory is done.
We are alone at last.
For Israel I've wrought to-day—and for
You, ever round about me as a mist
Of armèd mighty angels triumphing.
A shrivelled hallowing ...
Ashes of ecstasy that burned in vain.
And had I cried my praise the ground had broke
To Eden under me with blossoming.
Where was so wonderful a deed as this,
So fair a springing of salvation up?
Glory above the heavens could I seize,
Wreathing of dawn and loveliness unfading,
To crown you with and crown!
A sling, a shepherd's sling, you sped the brook,
Drew from its bed a stone, and up the hill
Where the great Philistine contemning cried,
Mounted and flung it deep upon his brain!
Tell, tell thy joy with kisses on my lips!
Thy mouth! thy arms! thy breast!
(Clasps her.)
Of dread and distance and the deep of doubt!
Now must I fold you, falter all my love
And triumph on your senses till they burn
Beautiful to eternity with bliss.
This irremediable victory
Over Goliath severs us the more.
(The tumult, again, afar.)
Almost to-day and in my father's room
They would that you were king.
Dim shall I be, and ere the harvest bend
Less than a gleam in their forgotten peril!
Jehovah fast is beckoning the realm
Into thy hands.
The gliding on of firm divinity.
And yet whatever may be shall be done.
It may be told my father; that I may
Say to him all the secret!
The tread and tremble of seraphic song
Along the infinite.
With Samuel netted fears about my father,
Till I am paltrily unto you pledged.
Out of my heart, as 'twere enchantment dead,
And free you; but no more.
(He moves from her.)
A gentleness clad once your every grace.
(Judith glides in.)
Brave, it was brave, my love! beauteous! brave!
A bastion of strength, fell to the earth!
(She clasps and kisses him.)
(Free.) Take it away, the heat and myrrh of it.
(Wantonly.) Oh! Ah! I understand! the princess! Oh!
(Goes laughing and shaking her timbrel wickedly.)
It is chicanery of chance or craft.
You who are noble, though in doubt adrift,
Be noble now!
(A hand is seen at the door. Ahinoam enters.)
(Michal goes.)
It is but life.
Our hearts, so pitifully prone for it,
To ecstasy—then snaps.
Where words are futile for an utterance.
But of the king—the king——?
And hither comes again, and must be calmed.
The harp take you, and winds of beauty bring,
And consolation, as of valley eves
When there is ebb of sorrow and of toil.
Oh, could you heal him and for ever heal!
(Breaks off with great desire. Takes the harp and seats himself.)
(A strain of wild sadness brings Saul, and many, within. He pauses, his hand to his brow, enspelled of the playing; then slowly goes up the daïs.)
O heart of woe,
Heart of unrest and broken as a reed! (Plays.)
O heart whose flow
Is anguish and all bitterness of need! (Plays.)
O heart as a roe,
Heart as a hind upon the mountain fleeing
The arrow-wounds of being,
Be still, O heart, and rest and do not bleed!
(Plays longer with bowed head.)
Days that are driven swift and wild from the womb! (Plays.)
O days so rife—
Days that are torn of trouble, trod of doom!
(Plays. Michal enters.)
Days of desire on deserts spread unending,
The burning blue o'erbending,
O days, our peace, our victory is the tomb!
(He plays to a close that dies in anguished silence.)
Stilling to sorrow!... Oh, my friend, my son!
And safety covering!
Loveliest have you been among my days,
And singing weary madness from my brain.
(David starts toward him.)
Is jeopardy and fate about you! drive
Him from you utterly and now away!
(Murmurs of astonishment.)
Would rend silence for ever from you—pale
Your flesh with haunting of it evermore!
All, all your being would become a hiss,
A memory of syllables that sear,
A living iteration of remorse.
I—I myself will save your lips the words
Of this betrayal leaping from your heart.
(Nobly before Saul.)
Anointed.
(Consternation.)
I, though I sought it not and suffer, though—
(Saul seizes a javelin.)
Never against you to lift up——
Now he will cozen!
(Goliath's head is upset.)
(Lifts javelin.)
(Reels.)
(Rushes up throne.)
Strike me to darkness and the waiting worm!
But after be your every breathing blood!
Remorse and riving bitterness and fear!
Be guilt and all the hideous choke of horror!
(Saul trembling cowers, the javelin falling from him. David breaks through Doeg and Ishui and escapes by the door. Michal sinks to her knees, her face buried in her hands.)
ACT III
Scene: A savage mountain-cliff in the wilderness of Engeddi. On either side grey crags rise rugged, sinking away precipitously across the back. Cut into each is a cave. The height is reached by clefts from all sides. Between the crags to the East is the far blue of the Dead Sea; and still beyond, bathed in the waning afternoon, stretch the purple shores of Moab. During the act the scene grows crimson with sunset and a thundercloud arises over the sea. Lying on a pallet of skins near the cliff's verge, David tosses feverishly. Three of his followers and a lad, who serves him, are gathered toward the front, ragged, hungry, and hunted, in altercation over a barley cake.
Water!
(He goes. David sinks back.)
Give me the bread.
It is the last. Already you have eat.
And we are here within a wilderness.
Why should we but to follow a mere shepherd
Famish—over a hundred desert hills?
The prophecy portending him the throne—
Folly, not fate! though it is Samuel's.
I'll trust in it no more.
Has driven us from waste to waste—pressed us
Even unto the Philistines for shelter,
And now unto this crag. And is not David's
Thought but of Michal, not of smiting him
And, with a host, of leaping to the kingdom?
(David stirs to rise.)
Implacable they stare unto each other,
This rock and stony sky.... We must have news.
(Rises and comes down to them. They are silent.)
Of sighing—and remembered verdancy;
Nor any dew comes here or odour up.
Who will go now and bring us word of Saul?
And others gone?
And life's but once.... So we will follow you
No longer hungered and rewarded never,
But perilously ever.
(He looses a bracelet from his arm.)
(Gives it to Third Follower, who goes.)
Still of the sunny haven of his heart.
Upon my hand he pressed it—the day we leapt
Deeper than friends into each other's love.
(Gives it to First, who goes.)
'Tis riches—such as Sidon marts and Tyre
Would covet.
A woman—dear to me. Her face at night ...
Weeping among my dreams....
The prophesy
Is unfulfilled and vain!
(Motions.) So, without any blame, go—to content.
(The Second, faltering, goes.)
Of barren sea and bitterness as vast.
Thou hast bereft me, Saul!... and Michal, thou!
(He moves up cliff, gazes off, then kneels as to pray.)
Unwaking away into the night ... where is
No tears, but only tides of sleep....
No, crieth
Not for oblivion and night, but for
Rage and revenge! Saul! Saul!... My spirit, peace.
I must revenge's call within me quell
Though righteously it quivers and aflame.
As pants the hart for the water-brook, so I!
(He bows his head.... Michal enters in rags with the lad. She sees David rise and wander into cave, right.)
So long in want and sickness he hath hid?
Under the livid day and lonelier night?
But he has heard no word from me?—not how
My father, Saul, frantic of my repentance,
Had unto Phalti, a new lord, betrothed me?
How then I fled to win unto these wilds?
I told of Moab, my own land.... But, oh!
(David plays within.)
I'll speak to him ... and yet must be unknown!
A leper? as a leper could I...?
Must he not know you?
But go a little.
(He sets down the water-skin and goes.)
(Conceals her face in her hair.)
Poor leper in these wilds, who art thou?
Outcast and faint, forlorn!
To one more bitter outcast than yourself—
One who has less than this lone void to give,
This sterile solitude and sun, this scene
Of leaden desolation that makes mad;
Who has no ease but cave or shading rock,
Or the still moon, or stars that glide the night.
One over whom——
Flow dead into eternity.
This chain of Ophir for thy every need.
Once it was dear, but should be so no more.
(Flinging it to her). Have it, and with it vanish memory
Out of my breast——
Link upon link her loveliness that bound.
I once beheld wind undulantly bright
O'er Michal the king's daughter.
A spy of Saul and hypocrite have crept
Hither to learn...?
Wandering came you here?
Almost and I had touched thy peril, held
Thy hideous contagion.
Art thou to know and speak of her, of Michal?
Michal, you have beheld her?
In face was fairer and in heart than now
They say she is.
The treading of the wine-presses with song.
David she loved, but anger-torn betrayed,
Unworthy of him.
Nor of her cruelty, unless to pray
He she has ruined may forget her.
If deep she should repent?—if deep she should?
(A cry interrupts. They start.)