The Project Gutenberg eBook of The Defence of Guenevere and Other Poems
Title: The Defence of Guenevere and Other Poems
Author: William Morris
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THE
DEFENCE OF GUENEVERE
AND OTHER POEMS
BY
WILLIAM MORRIS
Reprinted from the Kelmscott Press Edition
as revised by the Author
LONGMANS, GREEN, AND CO.
39 PATERNOSTER ROW, LONDON
NEW YORK, BOMBAY, AND CALCUTTA
1908
All rights reserved
Reprinted, 1875, for Ellis & White, and
Subsequently for Reeves & Turner
Kelmscott Press Edition (revised by the Author), 1892
Transferred to Longmans, Green, & Co., 1896
New Edition corrected by Kelmscott Press Edition, May 1900
Reprinted January 1908
CONTENTS
| PAGE | |
| The Defence of Guenevere | 1 |
| King Arthur's Tomb | 19 |
| Sir Galahad, a Christmas Mystery | 43 |
| The Chapel in Lyoness | 57 |
| Sir Peter Harpdon's End | 65 |
| Rapunzel | 111 |
| Concerning Geffray Teste Noire | 135 |
| A Good Knight in Prison | 148 |
| Old Love | 155 |
| The Gilliflower of Gold | 159 |
| Shameful Death | 163 |
| The Eve of Crecy | 166 |
| The Judgment of God | 169 |
| The Little Tower | 174 |
| The Sailing of the Sword | 178 |
| Spell-Bound | 182 |
| The Wind | 187 |
| The Blue Closet | 194 |
| The Tune of Seven Towers | 199 |
| Golden Wings | 202 |
| The Haystack in the Floods | 215 |
| Two Red Roses across the Moon | 223 |
| Welland River | 226 |
| Riding Together | 231 |
| Father John's War-Song | 234 |
| Sir Giles' War-Song | 237 |
| Near Avalon | 239 |
| Praise of My Lady | 241 |
| Summer Dawn | 246 |
| In Prison | 247 |
THE DEFENCE OF GUENEVERE
She threw her wet hair backward from her brow,
Her hand close to her mouth touching her cheek,
And feeling it shameful to feel ought but shame
All through her heart, yet felt her cheek burned so,
She walked away from Gauwaine, with her head
Still lifted up; and on her cheek of flame
O knights and lords, it seems but little skill
To talk of well-known things past now and dead.
And pray you all forgiveness heartily!
Because you must be right, such great lords; still
And you were quite alone and very weak;
Yea, laid a dying while very mightily
Of river through your broad lands running well:
Suppose a hush should come, then some one speak:
Now choose one cloth for ever; which they be,
I will not tell you, you must somehow tell
Yea, yea, my lord, and you to ope your eyes,
At foot of your familiar bed to see
Not known on earth, on his great wings, and hands,
Held out two ways, light from the inner skies
Seem to be God's commands, moreover, too,
Holding within his hands the cloths on wands;
Wavy and long, and one cut short and red;
No man could tell the better of the two.
'God help! heaven's colour, the blue;' and he said, 'hell.'
Perhaps you then would roll upon your bed,
'Ah Christ! if only I had known, known, known;'
Launcelot went away, then I could tell,
And roll and hurt myself, and long to die,
And yet fear much to die for what was sown.
Whatever may have happened through these years,
God knows I speak truth, saying that you lie.
But as it cleared, it grew full loud and shrill,
Growing a windy shriek in all men's ears,
She said that Gauwaine lied, then her voice sunk,
And her great eyes began again to fill,
But spoke on bravely, glorious lady fair!
Whatever tears her full lips may have drunk,
Spoke out at last with no more trace of shame,
With passionate twisting of her body there:
To dwell at Arthur's court: at Christmas-time
This happened; when the heralds sung his name,
Along with all the bells that rang that day,
O'er the white roofs, with little change of rhyme.
And over me the April sunshine came,
Made very awful with black hail-clouds, yea
And bowed my head down: Autumn, and the sick
Sure knowledge things would never be the same,
Of blossoms and buds, smote on me, and I grew
Careless of most things, let the clock tick, tick,
My eager body; while I laughed out loud,
And let my lips curl up at false or true,
Behold my judges, then the cloths were brought;
While I was dizzied thus, old thoughts would crowd,
By Arthur's great name and his little love;
Must I give up for ever then, I thought,
Glorifying all things; for a little word,
Scarce ever meant at all, must I now prove
Will that all folks should be quite happy and good?
I love God now a little, if this cord
Make me love anything in earth or heaven?
So day by day it grew, as if one should
Down to a cool sea on a summer day;
Yet still in slipping there was some small leaven
Until one surely reached the sea at last,
And felt strange new joy as the worn head lay
Sweat of the forehead, dryness of the lips,
Washed utterly out by the dear waves o'ercast,
Do I not know now of a day in Spring?
No minute of that wild day ever slips
And wheresoever I may be, straightway
Thoughts of it all come up with most fresh sting:
And went without my ladies all alone,
In a quiet garden walled round every way;
That shut the flowers and trees up with the sky,
And trebled all the beauty: to the bone,
With weary thoughts, it pierced, and made me glad;
Exceedingly glad, and I knew verily,
I dared not think, as I was wont to do,
Sometimes, upon my beauty; If I had
And, looking on the tenderly darken'd fingers,
Thought that by rights one ought to see quite through,
Round by the edges; what should I have done,
If this had joined with yellow spotted singers,
But shouting, loosed out, see now! all my hair,
And trancedly stood watching the west wind run
I lose my head e'en now in doing this;
But shortly listen: In that garden fair
Wherewith we kissed in meeting that spring day,
I scarce dare talk of the remember'd bliss,
And aching sorely, met among the leaves;
Our hands being left behind strained far away.
Had Launcelot come before: and now, so nigh!
After that day why is it Guenevere grieves?
Whatever happened on through all those years,
God knows I speak truth, saying that you lie.
If this were true? A great queen such as I
Having sinn'd this way, straight her conscience sears;
Slaying and poisoning, certes never weeps:
Gauwaine be friends now, speak me lovingly.
All through your frame, and trembles in your mouth?
Remember in what grave your mother sleeps,
Men are forgetting as I speak to you;
By her head sever'd in that awful drouth
I pray your pity! let me not scream out
For ever after, when the shrill winds blow
For ever after in the winter night
When you ride out alone! in battle-rout
Ah! God of mercy, how he turns away!
So, ever must I dress me to the fight,
See me hew down your proofs: yea all men know
Even as you said how Mellyagraunce one day,
All good knights held it after, saw:
Yea, sirs, by cursed unknightly outrage; though
This Mellyagraunce saw blood upon my bed:
Whose blood then pray you? is there any law
Lie on her coverlet? or will you say:
Your hands are white, lady, as when you wed,
I blush indeed, fair lord, only to rend
My sleeve up to my shoulder, where there lay
The honour of the Lady Guenevere?
Not so, fair lords, even if the world should end
Instead of God. Did you see Mellyagraunce
When Launcelot stood by him? what white fear
His side sink in? as my knight cried and said:
Slayer of unarm'd men, here is a chance!
By God I am so glad to fight with you,
Stripper of ladies, that my hand feels lead
For all my wounds are moving in my breast,
And I am getting mad with waiting so.
Who fell down flat, and grovell'd at his feet,
And groan'd at being slain so young: At least,
At catching ladies, half-arm'd will I fight,
My left side all uncovered! then I weet,
Upon his knave's face; not until just then
Did I quite hate him, as I saw my knight
With such a joyous smile, it made me sigh
From agony beneath my waist-chain, when
Ever Sir Launcelot kept him on the right,
And traversed warily, and ever high
Sudden threw up his sword to his left hand,
Caught it, and swung it; that was all the fight,
For it was hottest summer; and I know
I wonder'd how the fire, while I should stand,
Yards above my head; thus these matters went;
Which things were only warnings of the woe
For Mellyagraunce had fought against the Lord;
Therefore, my lords, take heed lest you be blent
Against me, being so beautiful; my eyes,
Wept all away to grey, may bring some sword
Like waves of purple sea, as here I stand;
And how my arms are moved in wonderful wise,
See through my long throat how the words go up
In ripples to my mouth; how in my hand
Of marvellously colour'd gold; yea now
This little wind is rising, look you up,
Within my moving tresses: will you dare,
When you have looked a little on my brow,
For any plausible lies of cunning woof,
When you can see my face with no lie there
But in your chamber Launcelot was found:
Is there a good knight then would stand aloof,
O true as steel come now and talk with me,
I love to see your step upon the ground
That gracious smile light up your face, and hear
Your wonderful words, that all mean verily
To me in everything, come here to-night,
Or else the hours will pass most dull and drear;
Get thinking over much of times gone by,
When I was young, and green hope was in sight:
And no man comes to sing me pleasant songs,
Nor any brings me the sweet flowers that lie
To see you, Launcelot; that we may be
Like children once again, free from all wrongs
What thing could keep true Launcelot away
If I said, Come? there was one less than three
Till sudden I rose up, weak, pale, and sick,
Because a bawling broke our dream up, yea
For he looked helpless too, for a little while;
Then I remember how I tried to shriek,
The stones they threw up rattled o'er my head
And made me dizzier; till within a while
On Launcelot's breast was being soothed away
From its white chattering, until Launcelot said:
Judge any way you will: what matters it?
You know quite well the story of that fray,
That caught up Gauwaine: all, all, verily,
But just that which would save me; these things flit.
Whatever may have happen'd these long years,
God knows I speak truth, saying that you lie!
She would not speak another word, but stood
Turn'd sideways; listening, like a man who hears
Of his foes' lances. She lean'd eagerly,
And gave a slight spring sometimes, as she could
Her cheek grew crimson, as the headlong speed
Of the roan charger drew all men to see,
The knight who came was Launcelot at good need.
KING ARTHUR'S TOMB
KING ARTHUR'S TOMB
Since sunrise through the Wiltshire downs, most sad
Of mouth and eye, he had gone leagues of way;
Ay and by night, till whether good or bad
That he was Launcelot, the bravest knight
Of all who since the world was, have borne lance,
Or swung their swords in wrong cause or in right.
The Glastonbury gilded towers shine,
A lady dwelt, whose name was Guenevere;
This he knew also; that some fingers twine,
(Making him good or bad I mean,) but in his life,
Skies, earth, men's looks and deeds, all that has part,
Not being ourselves, in that half-sleep, half-strife,
Was Launcelot most glad when the moon rose,
Because it brought new memories of her. "Lo,
Between the trees a large moon, the wind lows
Wishing for strength to make the herdsman hear:
The ripe corn gathereth dew; yea, long ago,
In the old garden life, my Guenevere
Had quite come on, hair loosen'd, for she said,
Smiling like heaven, that its fairness might
Draw up the wind sooner to cool her head.
As it did then: I tell myself a tale
That will not last beyond the whitewashed wall,
Thoughts of some joust must help me through the vale,
A good course that day under my Queen's eyes,
And how she sway'd laughing at Dinadan.
No. Back again, the other thoughts will rise,
Verily then I think, that Guenevere,
Made sad by dew and wind, and tree-barred moon,
Did love me more than ever, was more dear
And kiss her feet, or, if I sat behind,
Would drop her hand and arm most tenderly,
And touch my mouth. And she would let me wind
Upon my red robe, strange in the twilight
With many unnamed colours, till the bell
Of her mouth on my cheek sent a delight
Wherewith God threw all men upon the face
When he took Enoch, and when Enoch woke
With a changed body in the happy place.
She turn'd a little, and laid back her head,
And slept upon my breast; I almost died
In those night-watches with my love and dread.
And I breathed low, and did not dare to move,
But sat and quiver'd inwardly, thoughts crept,
And frighten'd me with pulses of my Love.
Of her bodice, in the green sky overhead;
Pale in the green sky were the stars I ween,
Because the moon shone like a star she shed
And ruled all things but God: the night went on,
The wind grew cold, and the white moon grew low,
One hand had fallen down, and now lay on
For near an hour, and I fell asleep
In spite of all my striving, even when
I held her whose name-letters make me leap.
I did some loved one wrong, so that the sun
Had only just arisen from the deep
Still land of colours, when before me one
She seemed to have changed so in the night;
Moreover she held scarlet lilies, such
As Maiden Margaret bears upon the light
Through the fresh wet woods, and the wheat that morn,
Touching her hair and hand and mouth, and talk
Of love we held, nigh hid among the corn.
We went, and in a cool green room all day
I gazed upon the arras giddily,
Where the wind set the silken kings a-sway.
For which may God forgive me! but I think,
Howsoever, that she was not in that place.
These memories Launcelot was quick to drink;
There rose yet others, but they wearied more,
And tasted not so sweet; they did not fall
So soon, but vaguely wrenched his strained heart sore
A longing followed; if he might but touch
That Guenevere at once! Still night, the lone
Grey horse's head before him vex'd him much,
Still night, and night, and night, and emptied heart
Of any stories; what a dismal load
Time grew at last, yea, when the night did part,
The horse's grey ears turn'd this way and that,
And still he watch'd them twitching in the glare
Of the morning sun, behind them still he sat,
Until about the dustiest of the day,
On the last down's brow he drew his rein in sight
Of the Glastonbury roofs that choke the way.
When she slept by him, tired out, and her hair
Was mingled with the rushes on the floor,
And he, being tired too, was scarce aware
A shiver ran throughout him, and his breath
Came slower, he seem'd suddenly amazed,
As though he had not heard of Arthur's death.
He rode on giddy still, until he reach'd
A place of apple-trees, by the thorn-tree
Wherefrom St. Joseph in the days past preached.
Not knowing it was Arthur's, at which sight
One of her maidens told her, 'He is come,'
And she went forth to meet him; yet a blight
With a long white veil only; she went slow,
As one walks to be slain, her eyes did lack
Half her old glory, yea, alas! the glow
As she lay last night on her purple bed,
Wishing for morning, grudging every pause
Of the palace clocks, until that Launcelot's head
Each side: when suddenly the thing grew drear,
In morning twilight, when the grey downs bare
Grew into lumps of sin to Guenevere.
Only her mouth was open, and her eyes
Gazed wretchedly about from hill to hill;
As though she asked, not with so much surprise
So cold and grey. After, a spasm took
Her face, and all her frame, she caught her hair,
All her hair, in both hands, terribly she shook,
Set her teeth hard, and shut her eyes and seem'd
As though she would have torn it from her head,
Natheless she dropp'd it, lay down, as she deem'd
O Lord Christ! pity on her ghastly face!
Those dismal hours while the cloudless blue
Drew the sun higher: He did give her grace;
And put her raiment on, and knelt before
The blessed rood, and with her dry lips said,
Muttering the words against the marble floor:
But go to hell? and there see day by day
Foul deed on deed, hear foulest word on word,
For ever and ever, such as on the way
That curled me up upon my jennet's neck
With bitter shame; how then, Lord, should I curl
For ages and for ages? dost thou reck
And your dear mother? why did I forget
You were so beautiful, and good, and true,
That you loved me so, Guenevere? O yet
But love you, Christ, yea, though I cannot keep
From loving Launcelot; O Christ! must I lose
My own heart's love? see, though I cannot weep,
Moreover, Christ, I cannot bear that hell,
I am most fain to love you, and to win
A place in heaven some time: I cannot tell:
Ah! now I weep!' The maid said, 'By the tomb
He waiteth for you, lady,' coming fleet,
Not knowing what woe filled up all the room.
He did not hear her coming, as he lay
On Arthur's head, till some of her long hair
Brush'd on the new-cut stone: 'Well done! to pray
That ever lived.' 'Guenevere! Guenevere!
Do you not know me, are you gone mad? fling
Your arms and hair about me, lest I fear
'Pray you forgive me, fair lord Launcelot!
I am not mad, but I am sick; they cling,
God's curses, unto such as I am; not
'Yea, she is mad: thy heavy law, O Lord,
Is very tight about her now, and grips
Her poor heart, so that no right word
That she not knowing what she does, being mad,
Kills me in this way; Guenevere, bend low
And kiss me once! for God's love kiss me! sad
Yea once, once for the last time kiss me, lest I die.'
'Christ! my hot lips are very near his brow,
Help me to save his soul! Yea, verily,
Fair serpent mark'd with V upon the head!
This thing we did while yet he was alive,
Why not, O twisting knight, now he is dead?
Remember anything for agony,
Pray you remember how when the wind ran
One cool spring evening through fair aspen-tree,
The king came back from battle, and I stood
To meet him, with my ladies, on the stair,
My face made beautiful with my young blood.'
Wrung heart, how first before the knights there came
A royal bier, hung round with green and blue,
About it shone great tapers with sick flame.
Lay royal-robed, but stone-cold now and dead,
Not able to hold sword or sceptre more,
But not quite grim; because his cloven head
Being by embalmers deftly solder'd up;
So still it seem'd the face of a great lord,
Being mended as a craftsman mends a cup.
To their long trumpets; Fallen under shield,
Here lieth Lucius, King of Italy,
Slain by Lord Launcelot in open field.
And through the spears I saw you drawing nigh,
You and Lord Arthur: nay, I saw you not,
But rather Arthur, God would not let die,
And in his great arms still encircle me,
Kissing my face, half blinded with the heat
Of king's love for the queen I used to be.
When he had kissed me in his kingly way?
Saying: This is the knight whom all the land
Calls Arthur's banner, sword, and shield to-day;
In such strange way unto my fingers then?
So eagerly glad to kiss, so loath to leave
When you rose up? Why among helmed men
And sway like an angel's in your saddle there?
Why sicken'd I so often with alarms
Over the tilt-yard? Why were you more fair
Why did you fill all lands with your great fame,
So that Breuse even, as he rode, fear'd lest
At turning of the way your shield should flame?
When as day passed by day, year after year,
I found I could not live a righteous life!
Didst ever think queens held their truth for dear?
Sometimes, always uncertain as the spring;
When I was sad she would be overbold,
Longing for kisses. When war-bells did ring,
'Now, Lord God, listen! listen, Guenevere,
Though I am weak just now, I think there's not
A man who dares to say: You hated her,
In the daisied meadows! lo you her thin hand,
That on the carven stone can not keep still,
Because she loves me against God's command,
Tears Launcelot keeps somewhere, surely not
In his own heart, perhaps in Heaven, where
He will not be these ages.' 'Launcelot!
The noisy back-toll'd bells of Camelot,
There were two spots on earth, the thrushes sang
In the lonely gardens where my love was not,
Weep quite in those days, lest one maid should say,
In tittering whispers: Where is Launcelot
To wipe with some kerchief those tears away?
And warning hand up, scarcely lower though:
You speak too loud, see you, she heareth it,
This tigress fair has claws, as I well know,
Why met he not with Iseult from the West,
Or better still, Iseult of Brittany?
Perchance indeed quite ladyless were best.
Queen Guenevere, uncertain as sunshine
In March; forgive me! for my sin being such,
About my whole life, all my deeds did twine,
I think; in the lonely palace where each morn
We went, my maids and I, to say prayers when
They sang mass in the chapel on the lawn.
For Launcelot's red-golden hair would play,
Instead of sunlight, on the painted wall,
Mingled with dreams of what the priest did say;
Judging of strange sins in Leviticus;
Another sort of writing on the wall,
Scored deep across the painted heads of us.
And Mary Magdalen repenting there,
Her dimmed eyes scorch'd and red at sight of hell
So hardly 'scaped, no gold light on her hair.
To touch upon the sin they said we did,
(This in their teeth) they looked as if they deem'd
That I was spying what thoughts might be hid
Beneath quick thoughts; while they grew red with shame,
And gazed down at their feet: while I felt sick,
And almost shriek'd if one should call my name.
But where you were the birds were scared I trow:
Clanging of arms about pavilions fair,
Mixed with the knights' laughs; there, as I well know,
And scowling Gauwaine, like the night in day,
And handsome Gareth, with his great white hand
Curl'd round the helm-crest, ere he join'd the fray;
All true knights loved to see; and in the fight
Great Tristram, and though helmed you could trace
In all his bearing the frank noble knight;
He fought, his face brush'd by his hair,
Red heavy swinging hair; he fear'd a scoff
So overmuch, though what true knight would dare
And bitter useless striving after love?
O Palomydes, with much honour bear
Beast Glatysaunt upon your shield, above
And think of Iseult, as your sword drives through
Much mail and plate: O God, let me be there
A little time, as I was long ago!
Gauwaine and Launcelot, and Dinadan
Are helm'd and waiting; let the trumpets go!
Bend over, ladies, to see all you can!
Throws Kay from out his saddle, like a stone
From a castle-window when the foe draws near:
Iseult! Sir Dinadan rolleth overthrown.
Fly fathoms up, and both the great steeds reel;
Tristram for Iseult! Iseult! and Guenevere!
The ladies' names bite verily like steel.
Or else die kissing him, he is so pale,
He thinks me mad already, O bad! bad!
Let me lie down a little while and wail.'
And slay me really, then we shall be heal'd,
Perchance, in the aftertime by God above.'
'Banner of Arthur, with black-bended shield
Here let me tell you what a knight you are,
O sword and shield of Arthur! you are found
A crooked sword, I think, that leaves a scar
Twisted Malay's crease beautiful blue-grey,
Poison'd with sweet fruit; as he found too late,
My husband Arthur, on some bitter day!
That the husbandman across his shoulder hangs,
And, going homeward about evensong,
Dies the next morning, struck through by the fangs!
Lest you meet Arthur in the other world,
And, knowing who you are, he pass you by,
Taking short turns that he may watch you curl'd,
Lest he weep presently and go away,
Saying: I loved him once, with a sad sigh,
Now I have slain him, Lord, let me go too, I pray.
[Launcelot falls.
If I run fast it is perchance that I
May fall and stun myself, much better so,
Never, never again! not even when I die.'
Launcelot, on awaking.
How long I lay in swoon I cannot tell:
My head and hands were bleeding from the stone,
When I rose up, also I heard a bell.'