II
YET WHEREFORE
Yet wherefore was this early light,
This glowing hope, this promise sent,
If, ere ’twas even marked aright,
It sank—it went?
We ask. But silence, grey, sedate,
Cold answer proffers as is fit
To questionings importunate,
Devoid of wit.
Mere probings of the how and why,
Poor words, scarce stronger than a moan,
Yet answered, if at all, then by
A God alone;
Who in the blade perceives the grain,
And in dumb flesh the dreaming soul,
Gathers the ends of joy and pain.
The foreseen whole.
And yet we ask, why thus allowed
This dawn, these hopes so fondly nursed,
These nascent gifts so high endowed,
Yet subtly cursed?
Cursed too by no mere vacant breath,
No priestly ban, or seer’s vain rhyme,
Cursed by a doom as old as Death,
As deep as Time;
Writ in some dull foreboding star,
Which, hovering o’er man’s little life,
Diffuses poison from afar,
Cold hate, dull strife.
Oh, lost the goodly growing years!
The years that shape a nation most!
Wasted in faction, drowned in tears,
Lost, lost, all lost!
“Yet, stay!” some urge, “such words estrange,
Hope’s freer, happier spirit blights,
Wisdom would take a larger range,
Climb loftier heights;
“What if the weeds your fields have marred,
What if your barns show vacant floors,
Are there not other lands unscarred,
Brighter than yours?”
“True,” we reply, “on alien shores
The weeds by hostile breezes sown
Men all unmoved see round the doors,
Not round their own!
“Not on the long-loved homelands, where
The child drew in its earliest breath,
For which the old hearts cease to care
Only in death.”
We hope, hope, hope; but whence, how brought,
New light shall dawn, who may declare?
We stumble on, too dark for thought,
Too dim for prayer.
“First last, last first,” so ran the word;
As dull and bent we slowly grope,
Above us, like some song of bird,
Carols that hope.
“First last, last first,” our hearts repeat;
An azure gleam invades the ground,
As when—heaven breaking ’neath the feet—
Bluebells are found.
As when, sore burdened, weary, we,
With feet deep sunk in miry sod,
Lift suddenly our eyes, and see
The Hills of God.
Hoping we pass. In grief, in mirth,
Like wind-torn clouds our days flit by,
Thin shadows of a shadowy earth,
And a pale sky.
We, and this land we tread, grow old,
Its thoughts, loves, ways are strange and dark,
Its ancient wrongs—a tale oft told—
Men cease to mark.
Its future? Nay, enough, enough!
See where the hills o’ertop the plains,
So smooth and vast, so poor and rough,
Man’s lot remains!
Not long their light the motes retain,
The chequered arrows, towering all,
Kiss the loved gleam; then find it wane,
And, turning, fall.
Striving we sink, fighting we fail,
Stout soldiers in a losing cause,
Out-fashioned knights whose ancient mail
Breaks in new wars.
Follows the dark, and sleep is dear;
Dearest to those, the Hope Forlorn,
Who, having toiled, scarce wait to hear
The notes of Dawn.
Who spent their day to heal the night,
Who sowed that other men might reap,
Whose simple guerdon is the right
Soundly to sleep.
Fetch laurels then, ye luckier swains,
Who in some later hour are born,
Whose barns brim over with the grains
These sowed in scorn!
Who, wandering through the Promised Land,
And noting how its ramparts fall,
Scarce heed where lies that earlier band,
Hard by the wall.
The men that fought, the men that failed,
The men that struggled through the night,
Remember!—Ye whose eyes have hailed
Their longed-for light.
Have seen it touch the smiling plain,
And waken every lake and rill,
Have watched its standards proudly gain
Hill after hill.
To you the prize, but theirs the praise,
Coequal heirs in one wild Past,
Spent mid the circles of a maze,
Now ’scaped at last!
Is that a dream? Ah! Who shall say
Save One whose name we do but guess,
Whose office—so we humbly pray—
Is to redress?
Whose coming? Nay, look up afar,
Through seas whose brineless waves immerse
The shores of that mysterious star
Our Universe.
Behold a gleam. The end! The end!
O, dream of dreams. O, hope immense,
On which thought, heart, love, soul attend,
All life, all sense!
Leave it close wrapped in silence, lest
By some ill-omened note we mar
A spell which, linking east to west,
Binds star with star:
And sweeps in one all-mastering flood
Ocean and rill to the same goal,
Gathers the tides of ill and good,
Completes the Whole.
With us meanwhile the rill still flows
With us the little days speed fast
And fast our changeful Present grows
Our changeless Past.
Island of faith, of hope, of pain,
Home of a thousand varying fears,
See you no light beyond your rain?
Across your tears?
Forbid it all the good, the strong,
True friends, true lovers, grave or gay,
Hatred and wrong endure for long,
But not for aye.
And not for ever bare and brown
The boughs despoiled by autumn swing.
Time, which draws down the winter’s frown,
Restores the spring:
Brings comfort to the wreck-strewn strand.
To men long pressed by evil, right,
And to a weary, cloud-girt land
At Evening, light.
1896.