VII
"SANCTUARY"
Our dwelling-place in all generations.--Psalms xc, 1.
They are wonderful to me still--those few brief days that
followed. While Esmond Clarenden was forcing his business
transactions to a speedy climax, he was all the time foreseeing
Santa Fé under the United States Government. He had not
come here as a spy, nor a speculator, but as a commerce-builder,
knowing that the same business life would go on when the war
cloud lifted, and that the same men who had made the plains
commerce profitable under the Mexican flag would not be exiled
when the Stars and Stripes should float above the old Palace of
the Governors. Belief in the ethics of his calling and trust in
manhood were ever a large part of his stock in trade, making him
dare to go where he chose to go, and to do what he willed to
do.
But no concern for commerce nor extension of national territory
disturbed our young minds in those sunlit days, as Mat and
Beverly and I looked with the big, quick-seeing eyes of youth on
this new strange world at the end of the trail.
We were all together in the deserted dining-room on our first
evening in Santa Fé when the man whom I had seen on the
Plaza strolled leisurely in. He sat down at one of the farthest
tables from us, and his eyes, glistening like blue-black steel,
were fixed on us.
Once at Fort Leavenworth I had watched in terror as a bird
fluttered helplessly toward a still, steel-eyed snake holding it
in thrall. And just at the moment when its enemy was ready to
strike, Jondo had happened by and shot the snake's head off. The
same terror possessed me now, and I began half-consciously to
long for Jondo.
In the midst of new sights I had hardly thought of him since he
had left us out beyond the big arroyo. He had come into town at
dusk, but soon after supper he had disappeared. His face was very
pale, and his eyes had a strange look that never left them again.
Something was different in Jondo from that day, but it did not
change his gentle nature toward his fellow-men. During our short
stay in Santa Fé we hardly saw him at all. We children
were too busy with other things to ask questions, and everybody
but Rex Krane was too busy to be questioned. Having nothing else
to do, Rex became our chaperon, as Uncle Esmond must have
foreseen he would be when he measured the young man in
Independence on the day we left there.
To-night Esmond Clarenden, smiling and good-natured, paid no heed
to the sharp eyes of this stranger fixed on him.
"What's the matter now, little weather-vane? You are always first
to sense a coming change," he declared.
"Uncle Esmond, I saw that man watching us like he knew us, out
there on the Plaza to-day. Who is he?" I asked, in a low
tone.
"His name is Ferdinand Ramero. You will find him watching
everywhere. Let that man alone as you would a snake," my uncle
warned us.
"Is that his boy?" I asked.
"What boy?" Uncle Esmond inquired.
"Marcos, the boy I pitched endways out of the church. He's bigger
than Bev, too," I declared, proudly.
"Gail Clarenden, are you crazy?" Uncle Esmond exclaimed.
"No, I'm not," I insisted, and then I told what had happened at
the church, adding, "I saw Marcos with that man in the Plaza, and
they went away together."
Esmond Clarenden's face grew grave.
"What kind of a looking child was she, Gail?" he asked, after a
pause.
"Oh, she had yellow hair and big sort of dark eyes! She could
squeal like anything. She wasn't a baby girl at all, but a
regular little fighter kind of a girl."
I grew bashful all at once and hesitated, but my uncle did not
seem to hear me, for he turned to Rex Krane and said, in low,
earnest tones:
"Krane, if you can locate that child for me you will do me an
invaluable service. It was largely on her account that I came
here now, and it's a god-send to have a fellow like you to save
time for me. Every man has his uses. Your service will be a big
one to me."
The young man's face flushed and his eyes shone with a new
light.
"If any of you happen to see that girl let me know at once," my
uncle said, turning to us, "but, remember, don't act as if you
were hunting for her."
"I know now right where she lives. It's up a crooked street by
that church. I saw her run in there," I insisted.
"Every hut looks like every other hut, and every little Mex looks
like every other little Mex," Beverly declared.
Uncle Esmond smiled, but the stern lines in his face hardly broke
as he said, earnestly, "Keep your eyes open and, whatever you do,
stay close to Krane while Bill helps me here, and don't forget to
watch for that little girl when you are sight-seeing."
"There's not much to see, as Bev says, but the outside of 'dobe
walls five feet thick," Rex Krane observed. "But if you know
which wall to look through, the lookin' may be easy enough.
Seein' things is my specialty, and we'll get this princess if we
have to slay a giant and an ogre and take a few dozen Mexican
scalps first. The plot just thickens. It's a great game." The
tall New-Englander would not take life seriously anywhere, and,
with our trust in his guardianship, we could want no better
chaperon.
That night Beverly Clarenden and I were in fairyland.
"It's the princess, Bev, the princess we were looking for," I
joyously asserted. "And, oh, Bev, she is beautiful, but
snappy-like, too. She called me a 'big brown bob-cat', and then
she apologized, just as nice as could be."
"And this little Marcos cuss, he'll be the ogre," Beverly
declared. "But who'll we have for the giant? That priest, footing
it out by that dry creek-thing they call a 'royo?"
"Oh no, no! He and Jondo made up together, and Jondo's nobody's
bad man even in a story. It will be that Ferdinand Ramero," I
insisted. "But, say, Bev, Jondo wrote a new name on the register
this evening, or somebody wrote it for him, maybe. It wasn't his
own writing. 'Jean Deau.' I saw it in big, round, back-slanting
letters. Why did he do that?"
"Well, I reckon that's his real name in big, round, back-slanting
letters down here," Beverly replied. "It's French, and we have
just been spelling it like it sounds, that's all."
"Well, maybe so," I commented, and when I fell asleep it was to
dream of a princess and Jondo by a strange name, but the same
Jondo.
The air of New Mexico puts iron into the blood. The trail life
had hardened us all, but the finishing touch for Rex Krane came
in the invigorating breath of that mountain-cooled, sun-cleansed
atmosphere of Santa Fé. Shrewd, philosophic, brave-hearted
like his historic ancestry, he laid his plans carefully now, sure
of doing what he was set to do. And the wholesome sense of really
serving the man who had measured his worth at a glance gave him a
pleasure he had not known before. Of course, he moved slowly and
indifferently. One could never imagine Rex Krane hurrying about
anything.
"We'll just 'prospect,' as Daniel Boone says," he declared, as he
marshaled us for the day. "We are strangers, sight-seein', got no
other business on earth, least of all any to take us up to this
old San Miguel Church for unholy purposes. 'Course if we see a
pretty little dark-eyed, golden-haired lassie anywhere, we'll
just make a diagram of the spot she's stand'n' on, for future
reference. We're in this game to win, but we don't do no foolish
hurryin' about it."
So we wandered away, a happy quartet, and the city offered us
strange sights on every hand. It was all so old, so different, so
silent, so baffling--the narrow, crooked street; the solid
house-walls that hemmed them in; the strange tongue, strange
dress, strange customs; the absence of smiling faces or friendly
greetings; the sudden mystery of seeking for one whom we must not
seem to seek, and the consciousness of an enemy, Ferdinand
Ramero, whom we must avoid--that it is small wonder that we lived
in fairyland.
We saw the boy, Marcos, here and there, sometimes staring
defiantly at us from some projected angle; sometimes slipping out
of sight as we approached; sometimes quarreling with other
children at their play. But nowhere, since the moment when I had
seen the door close on her up that crooked street beside the old
church, could we find any trace of the little girl.
In the dim morning light of our fifth day in Santa Fé, a
man on horseback, carrying a big, bulky bundle in his arms,
slipped out of the crooked, shadow-filled street beside the old
church of San Miguel. He halted a moment before the structure and
looked up at the ancient crude spire outlined against the sky,
then sped down the narrow way by the hotel at the end of the
trail. He crossed the Plaza swiftly and dashed out beyond the
Palace of the Governors and turned toward the west.
Aunty Boone, who slept in the family wagon--or under it--in the
inclosure at the rear of the hotel, had risen in time to peer out
of the wooden gate just as the rider was passing. It was still
too dark to see the man's face distinctly, but his form, and the
burden he carried, and the trappings of the horse she noted
carefully, as was her habit.
"Up to cussedness, that man is. Mighty long an' slim. Lemme see!
Humph! I know him. I'll go wake up somebody."
As the woman leaned far out of the gate she caught sight of a
little Indian girl crouching outside of the wall.
"You got no business here, you, Little Blue Flower! Where do you
live when you do live?"
Little Blue Flower pointed toward the west.
"Why you come hangin' 'round here?" the African woman
demanded.
"Father Josef send me to help the people who help me," she said,
in her soft, low voice.
"Go back to your own folks, then, and tell your Daddy Joseph a
man just stole a big bunch of something and rode south with it.
He can look after that man. We can get along somehow. Now
go."
The voice was like a growl, and the little Indian maiden shrank
back in the shadow of the wall. The next minute Aunty Boone was
rapping softly on the door of the room whose guest had registered
as Jean Deau. Ten minutes later another horseman left the street
beside the hotel and crossed the Plaza, riding erect and
open-faced as only Jondo could ride. Then the African woman
sought out Rex Krane, and in a few brief sentences told him what
had been taking place. All of which Rex was far too wise to
repeat to Beverly and me.
That afternoon it happened that we left Mat Nivers at the hotel,
while Rex Krane and Beverly and I strolled out of town on a
well-beaten trail leading toward the west.
"It looks interestin'. Let's go on a ways," Rex commented,
lazily.
Nobody would have guessed from his manner but that he was
indulgently helping us to have a good time with certain
restriction as to where we should go, and what we might say, nor
that, of the three, he was the most alert and full of definite
purpose.
We sat down beside the way as a line of burros loaded with
firewood from the mountains trailed slowly by, with their
stolid-looking drivers staring at us in silent
unfriendliness.
The last driver was the tall young Indian boy whom I had seen
standing in front of Little Blue Flower in the crowd of the
Plaza. He paid no heed to our presence, and his face was
expressionless as he passed us.
"Stupid as his own burro, and not nearly so handsome," Beverly
commented.
The boy turned quietly and stared at my cousin, who had not meant
to be overheard. Nobody could read the meaning of that look, for
his face was as impenetrable as the adobe walls of the Palace of
the Governors.
"Bev, you are laying up trouble. An Indian never forgets, and
you'll be finding that fellow under your pillow every night till
he gets your scalp," Rex Krane declared, as we went on our
way.
Beverly laughed and stiffened his sturdy young arms.
"He's welcome to it if he can get it," he said, carelessly. "How
many million miles do we go to-day, Mr. Krane?"
"Yonder is your terminal," Rex replied, pointing to a little
settlement of mud huts huddling together along the trail. "They
call that little metropolis Agua Fria--'pure water'--because
there ain't no water there. It's the last place to look for
anybody. That's why we look there. You will go in like gentlemen,
though--and don't be surprised nor make any great noise over
anything you see there. If a riot starts I'll do the
startin'."
Carelessly as this was said, we understood the command behind
it.
Near the village, I happened to glance back over the way we had
come, and there, striding in, soft-footed as a cat behind us, was
that young Indian. I turned again just as we reached the first
straggling houses at the outskirts of the settlement, but he had
disappeared.
It was a strange little village, this Agua Fria. Its squat
dwellings, with impenetrable adobe walls, had sat out there on
the sandy edge of the dry Santa Fé River through many and
many a lagging decade; a single trail hardly more than a
cart-width across ran through it. A church, mud-walled and
ancient, rose above the low houses, but of order or uniformity of
outline there was none. Hands long gone to dust had shaped those
crude dwellings on this sunny plain where only man decays, though
what he builds endures.
Nobody was in sight and there was something awesome in the very
silence everywhere. Rex lounged carelessly along, as one who had
no particular aim in view and was likely to turn back at any
moment. But Beverly and I stared hard in every direction.
At the end of the village two tiny mud huts, separated from each
other by a mere crack of space, encroached on this narrow way
even a trifle more than the neighboring huts. As we were passing
these a soft Hopi voice called:
"Beverly! Beverly!" And Little Blue Flower, peeping shyly out
from the narrow opening, lifted a warning hand.
"The church! The church!" she repeated, softly, then darted out
of sight, as if the brown wall were but thick brown vapor into
which she melted.
"Why, it's our own little girl!" Beverly exclaimed, with a smile,
just as Little Blue Flower turned away, but I am sure she caught
his words and saw his smile.
We would have called to her, but Rex Krane evidently did not hear
her, for he neither halted nor turned his head. So, remembering
our command to be quiet, we passed on.
"I guess we are about to the end of this 'pure water' resort.
It's gettin' late. Let's go back home now," our leader said,
dispiritedly. So we turned back toward Santa Fé.
At the narrow opening where we had seen Little Blue Flower the
young Indian boy stood upright and motionless, and again he gave
no sign of seeing us.
"Let's just run over to that church a minute while we are here.
Looks interestin' over there," Rex suggested.
I wondered if he could have heard Little Blue Flower, and thought
her suggestion was a good one, or if this was a mere whim of
his.
The church, a crude mission structure, stood some distance from
the trail. As we entered a priest came forward to meet us.
"Can I serve you?" he asked.
The voice was clear and sweet--the same voice that we had heard
out beyond the arroyo southeast of town, the same face, too, that
we had seen, with the big dark eyes full of fire. Involuntarily I
recalled how his hand had pointed to the west when he had
pronounced a blessing that day.
"Thank you, Father--" Rex began.
"Josef," the holy man said.
"Yes, thank you, Father Josef. We are just looking at things. No
wish to be rude, you know."
Rex lifted his cap and stood bareheaded in the priestly
presence.
Father Josef smiled.
"Look here, then."
He led us up the aisle to where, cuddled down on a crude seat, a
little girl lay asleep. Her golden hair fell like a cloud about
her face, flowing over the edge of the seat almost to the floor.
Her cheeks were pink and warm, and her dimpled white hands were
clasped together. I had caught Mat Nivers napping many a time,
but never in my life had I seen anything half so sweet as this
sleeping girl in the beauty of her innocence. And I knew at a
glance that this was the same girl whom I had seen before at the
door of the old Church of San Miguel.
"Same as grown-ups when the sermon is dull. Thank you, Father
Josef. It's a pretty picture. We must be goin' now." Rex Krane
dropped some silver in the priest's hand and we left the
church.
At the door we passed the Indian boy again, and a third time he
gave no sign of seeing us. I was the only one who was troubled,
however, for Rex and Beverly did not seem to notice him. As we
left the village I caught sight of him again following behind
us.
"Look there, Bev," I said, in a low voice. Beverly glanced back,
then turned and stared defiantly at the boy.
"Maybe Rex knows about Indians," he said, lightly. "That's three
times I found him fooling around in less than an hour, but my
scalp is still hanging over one ear."
He pushed back his cap and pulled at his bright brown locks.
Happy Bev! How headstrong, brave, and care-free he walked the
plains that day.
The evening shadows were lengthening and the peaks of the
Sangre-de-Christo range were taking on the scarlet stains of
sunset when we raced into town at last. Rex Krane went at once to
find Uncle Esmond, and Beverly and I hurried to the hotel to tell
Mat of all that we had seen.
Her gray eyes were glowing when she met us at the door and led us
into a corner where we could talk by ourselves.
"Uncle Esmond has sold everything to that Mexican merchant, Felix
Narveo, and we are going to start home just as soon as he can
find that little girl."
"Oh, we've found her! We've found her!" Beverly burst out. But
Mat hushed him at once.
"Don't yell it to the sides, Beverly Clarenden. Now listen!" Mat
dropped her voice almost to a whisper. "He's going to take that
little girl back with us as far as Fort Leavenworth, and then
send her on to St. Louis where she has some folks, I guess."
"Isn't he a clipper, though," Beverly exclaimed.
"But what if the Indians should get us?" I asked, anxiously. "I
heard the colonel at Fort Leavenworth just give it to Uncle
Esmond one night for bringing us."
"You are safe or you are not safe everywhere. And if we got in
here I reckon we can get out," Mat reasoned, philosophically.
"And Uncle Esmond isn't afraid and he's set on doing it. We
aren't going to take any goods back, so we can travel lots
faster, and everything will be put in the wagons so we can grab
out what's worth most in a hurry if we have to."
So we talked matters over now as we had done on that April day
out on the parade-ground at Fort Leavenworth. But now we knew
something of what might be before us on that homeward journey.
Thrilling hours those were. It is no wonder that, schooled by
their events, young as we were, we put away childish things.
That night while we slept things happened of which we knew
nothing for many years. There was no moon and the glaring yellow
daytime plain was full of gray-edged shadows, under the far stars
of a midnight blue sky, as Esmond Clarenden took the same trail
that we had followed in the afternoon. On to the village of Agua
Fria, black and silent, he rode until he came to the church door.
Here he dismounted, and, quickly securing his horse, he entered
the building. The chill midnight wind swept in through the open
door behind him, threatening to blot out the flickering candles
about the altar. Father Josef came slowly down the aisle to meet
him, while a tall man, crouching like a beast about to spring,
rather than a penitent at prayer, shrank down in the shadowy
corner inside the doorway.
The merchant, solid and square-built and fearless, stood before
the young priest baring his head as he spoke.
"I come on a grave errand, good Father. This afternoon my two
nephews and a young man from New England came in here and saw a
child asleep under protection of this holy sanctuary. That
child's name is Eloise St. Vrain. I had hoped to find her mother
able to care for her. She--cannot do it, as you know. I must do
it for her now. I come here to claim what it is my duty to
protect."
At these words the crouching figure sprang up and Ferdinand
Ramero, his steel-blue eyes blazing, came forward with cat-like
softness. But the sturdy little man before the priest stood, hat
in hand, undisturbed by any presence there.
"Father Josef," the tall man began, in a voice of menace, "you
will not protect this American here. I have confessed to you and
you know that this man is my enemy. He comes, a traitor to his
own country and a spy to ours. He has risked the lives of three
children by bringing them across the plains. He comes alone where
large wagon-trains dare not venture. He could not go back to the
States now. And lastly, good Father, he has no right to the child
that he claims is here."
"To the child that is here, asleep beside our sacred altar,"
Father Josef said, sternly.
Ferdinand Ramero turned upon the priest fiercely.
"Even the Church might go too far," he muttered,
threateningly.
"It might, but it never has," the holy man agreed. Then turning
to Esmond Clarenden, he continued: "You must see that these
charges do not stand against you. Our Holy Church offers no
protection, outside of these four walls, to a traitor or a spy or
even an unpatriotic speculator seeking to profit by the needs of
war. Nor could it sanction giving the guardianship of a child to
one who daringly imperils his own life or the lives of children,
nor can it sanction any rights of guardianship unless due cause
be given for granting them."
Ferdinand Ramero smiled as the priest concluded. He was a
handsome man, with the sort of compelling magnetism that gives
controlling power to its possessor. But because I knew my uncle
so well in after years, I can picture Esmond Clarenden as he
stood that night before the young priest in the little mud-walled
church of Agua Fria. And I can picture the tall, threatening man
in the shadows beside him. But never have I held an image of him
showing a sign of fear.
"Father Josef, I am willing to make any explanation to you. As
for this man whom you call Ramero here--up in the States he bears
another name and I finished with him there six years ago--I have
no time nor breath to waste on him. Are these your demands?" my
uncle asked.
"They are," Father Josef replied.
"Do I take away the little girl, Eloise, unmolested, if you are
satisfied?" Esmond Clarenden demanded, first making sure of his
bargain, like the merchant he was.
Ferdinand Ramero stiffened insolently at these words, and looked
threateningly at Father Josef.
"You do," the holy man replied, something of the flashing light
in his eyes alone revealing what sort of a soldier the State had
lost when this man took on churchly orders.
"I am no traitor to my flag, since my full commerical
purpose was known and sanctioned by the military authority at
Fort Leavenworth before I left there. I brought no aid to my
country's enemy because my full cargo was bargained for by your
merchant, Felix Narveo, before the declaration of war was made. I
merely acted as his agent bringing his own to him. I have come
here as a spy only in this--that I shall profit in strictly
legitimate business by the knowledge I hold of commercial
conditions and my acquaintance with your citizens when this war
for territory ends, no matter how its results may run. I deal in
wholesome trade, not in human hate. I offer value for value, not
blood for blood."
Up to this time a smile had lighted the merchant's eyes. But now
his voice lowered, and the lines about his mouth hardened.
"As to the guardianship of children, Father Josef, I am a
bachelor who for nearly nine years have given a home, education,
support, and affection to three orphan children, until, though
young in years, they are wise and capable. So zealous was I for
their welfare, that when word came to me--no matter how--that a
company of Mexicans were on their way to Independence, Missouri,
ostensibly to seek the protection of the United States Government
and to settle on the frontier there, but really to seize these
children in my absence, and carry them into the heart of old
Mexico, I decided at once that they would be safer with me in New
Mexico than without me in Missouri.
"In the night I passed this Mexican gang at Council Grove,
waiting to seize me in the morning. At Pawnee Rock a storm
scattered a band of Kiowa Indians to whom these same Mexicans had
given a little Indian slave girl as a reward for attacking our
train if the Mexicans should fail to get us themselves. Through
every peril that threatens that long trail we came safely because
the hand of the Lord preserved us."
Esmond Clarenden paused, and the priest bowed a moment in
prayer.
"If I have dared fate in this journey," the merchant went on, "it
was not to be foolhardy, nor for mere money gains, but to keep my
own with me, and to rescue the daughter of Mary St. Vrain, of
Santa Fé, and take her to a place of safety. It was her
mother's last pleading call, as you, Father Josef, very well
know, since you yourself heard her last words and closed her dead
eyes. Under the New Mexican law, the guardianship of her property
rests with others. Mine is the right to protect her and, by the
God of heaven, I mean to do it!"
Esmond Clarenden's voice was deep and powerful now, filling the
old church with its vehemence.
Up by the altar, the little girl sat up suddenly and looked about
her, terrified by the dim light and the strange faces there.
"Don't be afraid, Eloise."
How strangely changed was this gentle tone from the vehement
voice of a moment ago.
The little girl sprang up and stared hard at the speaker. But no
child ever resisted that smile by which Esmond Clarenden held
Beverly and me in loving obedience all the days of our lives with
him.
Shaking with fear as she caught sight of Ferdinand Ramero, the
girl reached out her hands toward the merchant, who put his arm
protectingly about her. The big, dark eyes were filled with
tears; the head with its sunny ripples of tangled hair leaned
against him for a moment. Then the fighting spirit came back to
her, so early in her young life had the need for defending
herself been forced upon her.
"Where have I been? Where am I going?" she demanded.
"You are going with me now," Uncle Esmond said, softly.
"And never have to fight Marcos any more? Oh, good, good, good!
Let's go now!"
She frowned darkly at Ferdinand Ramero, and, clutching tightly at
Esmond Clarenden's hands, she began pulling him toward the open
door.
"Eloise," Father Josef said, "you are about to go away with this
good man who will be a father to you. Be a good child as your
mother would want you to be." His musical voice was full of
pathos.
Eloise dropped her new friend's hand and sprang down the
aisle.
"I will be good, Father Josef," she said, squeezing his dark hand
between her fair little palms. Then, tossing back the curls from
her face, she reached up a caressing hand to his cheek.
Father Josef stooped and kissed her white forehead, and turned
hastily toward the altar.
"Esmond Clarenden!" It was Ferdinand Ramero who spoke, his sharp,
bitter voice filling the church.
"By order of this priest Eloise St. Vrain is yours to protect so
long as you stay within these walls. The minute you leave them
you reckon with me."
Father Josef whirled about quickly, but the man made a scoffing
gesture.
"I brought this child here for protection this morning. But for
that sickly Yankee and two inquisitive imps of boys she would
have been safe here. I acknowledge sanctuary privilege. Use it as
long as you choose in the church of Agua Fria. Set but a foot
outside these walls and I say again you reckon with me."
His tall form thrust itself menacingly before the little man and
his charge clinging to his arm.
"Set but a foot outside these walls and you will reckon
with me."
It was Jondo's clear voice, and the big plainsman, towering up
suddenly behind Ferdinand Ramero, filled the doorway.
"You meant to hide in the old Church of San Miguel because it is
so near to the home where you have kept this little girl. But
Gail Clarenden blocked your game and found your house and this
child in the church door before our wagon-train had reached the
end of the trail. You found this church your nearest refuge,
meaning to leave it again early in the morning. I have waited
here for you all day, protected by the same means that brought
word to Santa Fé this morning. Come out now if you wish.
You dare not follow me to the States, but I dare to come to your
land. Can you meet me here?" Jondo was handsome in his sunny
moods. In his anger he was splendid.
Ferdinand Ramero dropped to a seat beside Father Josef.
"I have told you I cannot face that man. I will stay here now,"
he said, in a low voice to the priest. "But I do not stay here
always, and I can send where I do not follow," he added,
defiantly.
Esmond Clarenden was already on his horse with his little charge,
snugly wrapped, in his arms.
Father Josef at the portal lifted his hand in sign of
blessing.
"Peace be with you. Do not tarry long," he said. Then, turning to
Jondo, he gazed into the strong, handsome face. "Go in peace. He
will not follow. But forget not to love even your enemies."
In the midnight dimness Jondo's bright smile glowed with all its
courageous sweetness.
"I finished that fight long ago," he said. "I come only to help
others."
Long these two, priest and plainsman, stood there with clasped
hands, the gray night mists of the Santa Fé Valley round
about them and all the far stars of the midnight sky gleaming
above them. Then Jondo mounted his horse and rode away up the
trail toward Santa Fé.
VIII
THE WILDERNESS CROSSROADS
I will even make a way in the wilderness. --ISAIAH.
Bent's fort stood alone in the wide wastes of the upper Arkansas
valley. From the Atlantic to the Pacific shores there was in
America no more isolated spot holding a man's home. Out on the
north bank of the Arkansas, in a grassy river bottom, with
rolling treeless plains rippling away on every hand, it reared
its high yellow walls in solitary defiance, mute token of the
white man's conquering hand in a savage wilderness. It was a
great rectangle built of adobe brick with walls six feet through
at the base, sloping to only a third of that width at the top,
eighteen feet from the ground. Round bastions, thirty feet high,
at two diagonal corners, gave outlook and defense. Immense wooden
doors guarded a wide gateway looking eastward down the Arkansas
River. The interior arrangement was after the Mexican custom of
building, with rooms along the outer walls all opening into a big
patio, or open court. A cross-wall separated this court
from the large corral inside the outer walls at the rear. A
portal, or porch, roofed with thatch on cedar poles, ran around
the entire inner rectangle, sheltering the rooms somewhat from
the glare of the white-washed court. A little world in itself was
this Bent's Fort, a self-dependent community in the solitary
places. The presiding genius of this community was William Bent,
whose name is graven hard and deep in the annals of the eastern
slopes of the Rocky Mountain country in the earlier decades of
the nineteenth century.
Hither in the middle '40's the wild trails of the West converged:
northward, from the trading-posts of Bent and St. Vrain on the
Platte; south, over the Raton Pass from Taos and Santa Fé;
westward, from the fur-bearing plateaus of the Rockies, where
trappers and traders brought their precious piles of pelts down
the Arkansas; and eastward, half a thousand miles from the
Missouri River frontier--the pathways of a restless, roving
people crossed each other here. And it was toward this wilderness
crossroads that Esmond Clarenden directed his course in that
summertime of my boyhood years.
The heat of a July sun beat pitilessly down on the scorching
plains. The weary trail stretched endlessly on toward a somewhere
in the yellow distance that meant shelter and safety. Spiral
gusts of air gathering out of the low hills to the southeast
picked up great cones of dust and whirled them zigzagging across
the brown barren face of the land. Every draw was bone dry; even
the greener growths along their sheltered sides, where the last
moisture hides itself, wore a sickly sallow hue.
Under the burden of this sun-glare, and through these stifling
dust-cones, our little company struggled sturdily forward.
We had left Santa Fé as suddenly and daringly as we had
entered it, the very impossibility of risking such a journey
again being our, greatest safeguard. Esmond Clarenden was doing
the thing that couldn't be done, and doing it quickly.
In the gray dawn after that midnight ride to Agua Fria a little
Indian girl had slipped like a brown shadow across the Plaza.
Stopping at the door of the Exchange Hotel, she leaned against
the low slab of petrified wood that for many a year served as a
loafer's roost before the hotel doorway. Inside the building
Jondo caught the clear twitter of a bird's song at daybreak,
twice repeated. A pause, and then it came again, fainter this
time, as if the bird were fluttering away through the Plaza
treetops.
In that pause, the gate in the wall had opened softly, and Aunty
Boone's sharp eyes peered through the crack. The girl caught one
glimpse of the black face, then, dropping a tiny leather bag
beside the stone, she sped away.
A tall young Indian boy, prone on the ground behind a pile of
refuse in the shadowy Plaza, lifted his head in time to see the
girl glide along the portal of the Palace of the Governors and
disappear at the corner of the structure. Then he rose and
followed her with silent moccasined feet.
And Jondo, who had hurried to the hotel door, saw only the lithe
form of an Indian boy across the Plaza. Then his eye fell on the
slender bag beside the stone slab. It held a tiny scrap of paper,
bearing a message:
Take long trail QUICK. Mexicans follow
far. Trust bearer anywhere.
JOSEF.
An hour later we were on our way toward the open prairies and
the Stars and Stripes afloat above Fort Leavenworth.
In the wagon beside Mat Nivers was the little girl whose face had
been clear in the mystic vision of my day-dreams on the April
morning when I had gone out to watch for the big fish on the
sand-bars; the morning when I had felt the first heart-throb of
desire for the trail and the open plains whereon my life-story
would later be written.
We carried no merchandise now. Everything bent toward speed and
safety. Our ponies and mules were all fresh ones--secured for
this journey two hours after we had come into Santa
Fé--save for the big sturdy dun creature that Uncle
Esmond, out of pure sentiment, allowed to trail along behind the
wagons toward his native heath in the Missouri bottoms.
We had crossed the Gloriettas and climbed over the Raton Pass
rapidly, and now we were nearing the upper Arkansas, where the
old trail turns east for its long stretch across the
prairies.
As far as the eye could see there was no living thing save our
own company in all the desolate plain aquiver with heat and ashy
dry. The line of low yellow bluffs to the southeast hardly cast a
shadow save for a darker dun tint here and there.
At midday we drooped to a brief rest beside the sun-baked
trail.
"You all jus' one color," Aunty Boone declared. "You all like the
dus' you made of 'cep' Little Lees an' me. She's white and I'm
black. Nothin' else makes a pin streak on the face of the
earth."
Aunty Boone flourished on deserts and her black face glistened in
the sunlight. Deep in the shadow of the wagon cover the face of
Eloise St. Vrain--"Little Lees," Aunty Boone had named
her--bloomed pink as a wild rose in its frame of soft hair. She
had become Aunty Boone's meat and drink from the moment the
strange African woman first saw her. This regard, never expressed
in caress nor word of tenderness, showed itself in warding from
the little girl every wind of heaven that might visit her too
roughly. Not that Eloise gave up easily. Her fighting spirit made
her rebel against weariness and the hardships of trail life new
to her. She fitted into our ways marvelously well, demanding
equal rights, but no favors. By some gentle appeal, hardly put
into words, we knew that Uncle Esmond did not want us to talk to
her about herself. And Beverly and Mat and I, however much we
might speculate among ourselves, never thought of resisting his
wishes.
Eloise was gracious with Mat, but evidently the boy Marcos had
made her wary of all boys. She paid no attention to Beverly and
me at first. All her pretty smiles and laughing words were for
Uncle Esmond and Jondo. And she was lovely. Never in all these
long and varied years have I seen another child with such a
richness of coloring, nor such a mass of golden hair rippling
around her forehead and falling in big, soft curls about her
neck. Her dark eyes with their long black lashes gave to her face
its picturesque beauty, and her plump, dimpled arms and sturdy
little form bespoke the wholesome promise of future years.
But the life of the trail was not meant for such as she, and I
know now that the assurance of having saved her from some greater
misfortune alone comforted Uncle Esmond and Jondo in this
journey. For Aunty Boone was right when she declared, "They tote
together always."
As we grouped together under that shelterless glare, getting what
comfort we could out of the brief rest, Jondo sprang up suddenly,
his eyes aglow with excitement.
"What's the matter? Because if it isn't, this is one hot day to
pretend like it is," Rex Krane asserted.
He was lying on the hot earth beside the trail, his hat pulled
over his face. Beverly and Bill Banney were staring dejectedly
across the landscape, seeing nothing. I sat looking off toward
the east, wondering what lay behind those dun bluffs in the
distance.
"Something is wrong back yonder," Jondo declared, making a
half-circle with his hand toward the trail behind us.
My heart seemed to stop mid-beat with a kind of fear I had never
known before. Aunty Boone had always been her own defender. Mat
Nivers had cared for me so much that I never doubted her bigger
power. It was for Eloise, Aunty Boone's "Little Lees," that my
fear leaped up.
I can close my eyes to-day and see again the desolate land banded
by the broad white trail. I can see the dusty wagons and our
tired mules with drooping heads. I can see the earnest, anxious
faces of Esmond Clarenden and Jondo; Beverly and Bill Banney
hardly grasping Jondo's meaning; Rex Krane, half asleep on the
edge of the trail. I can see Mat Nivers, brown and strong, and
Aunty Boone oozing sweat at every pore. But these are only the
setting for that little girl on the wagon-seat with white face
and big dark eyes, under the curl-shadowed forehead.
Jondo stared hard toward the hills in the southeast. Then he
turned to my uncle with grim face and burning eyes; His was a
wonderful voice, clear, strong and penetrating. But in danger he
always spoke in a low tone.
"I've watched those dust-whirls for an hour. The wind isn't
making all of them. Somebody is stirring them up for cover. Every
whirl has an Indian in it. It's all of ten miles to Bent's. We
must fight them off and let the others run for it, before they
cut us off in front. Look at that!"
The exclamation burst from the plainsman's lips.
That was my last straight looking. The rest is ever a
kaleidoscope of action thrilled through with terror. What I saw
was a swiftly moving black splotch coming out of the hills, with
huge dust-heaps flying here and there before it. Then a yellow
cloud spiral blinded our sight as a gust of hot wind swept round
us. I remember Jondo's stern face and blazing eyes and his
words:
"Mexicans behind the Indians!"
And Uncle Esmond's voice:
"Narveo said they would get us, but I hoped we had outrun
them."
The far plains seemed spotted with Indians racing toward us, and
coming at an angle from the southeast a dozen Mexicans swept in
to cut us off from the trail in front.
I remember a quick snatching of precious things in boxes placed
for such a moment as this, a quick snapping of halter ropes
around the ponies' necks, a gleaming of gun-barrels in the hot
sunlight; a solid cloud of dust rolling up behind us, bigger and
nearer every second; and the urgent voice of Jondo: "Ride for
your lives!"
And the race began. On the trail somewhere before us was Bent's
Fort. We could only hope to reach it soon. We did not even look
behind as we tore down that dusty wilderness way.
At the first motion Aunty Boone had seized Eloise St. Vrain with
one hand and the big dun mule's neck-strap with the other.
"Go to the devil, you tigers and cannibals!" She roared with the
growl of a desert lioness, shaking her big black fist at the band
of Mexicans pouring out of the hills.
And dun mule and black woman and white-faced, terror-stricken
child became only a dust-cloud far in front of us. Mat and
Beverly and I leaped to the ponies and followed the lead of the
African woman. Nearest to us was Rex Krane, always a shield for
the younger and less able. And behind him, as defense for the
rear and protection for the van, came Esmond Clarenden and Bill
Banney, with Jondo nearest the enemy, where danger was
greatest.
I tell it calmly, but I lived it in a blind whirl. The swift
hoof-beat, the wild Indian yells, the whirl of arrows and whiz of
bullets, the onrush to outrun the Mexicans who were trying to cut
us off from the trail in front. Lived it! I lived ages in it. And
then an arrow cut my pony's flank, making him lurch from the
trail, a false step, the pony staggering, falling. A sharp pain
in my shoulder, the smell of fire, a shriek from demon throats,
the glaring sunlight on the rocking plain, searing my eyes in a
mad whirlpool of blinding light, the fading sounds--and then--all
was black and still.
* * * * *
When I opened my eyes again I was lying on a cot. Bare adobe
walls were around me, and a high plastered roof resting on cedar
poles sheltered that awful glare from my eyes. Through the open
door I could see the rain falling on the bare ground of the
court, filling the shallow places with puddles.
I tried to lift myself to see more as shrieks of childish
laughter caught my ear, but there was a sickish heat in my dry
skin, an evil taste in my throat, and a sharp pain in my left
shoulder; and I fell back again.
Another shriek, and Eloise St. Vrain came before my doorway,
pattering with bare white feet out into the center of the
patio puddles and laughing at the dashing summer shower.
Her damp hair, twisted into a knot on top of her head, was
curling tightly about her temples and neck, her eyes were
shining; her wet clothes slapping at her bare white knees--a
picture of the delicious happiness of childhood. A little child
of three or four years was toddling after her. He was brown as a
berry, and at first I thought he was a little Indian. I could
hear Mat and Beverly splashing about safe and joyous somewhere,
and I forgot my fever and pain and the dread of that awful glare
coming again to sear my burning eyeballs as I watched and
listened. A louder shriek as the little child ran behind Eloise
and gave her a vigorous shove for one so small.
"Oh, Charlie Bent, see what you've done," Mat cried; and then
Beverly was picking up "Little Lees," sprawling, all mud-smeared
and happy, in the very middle of the court.
The child stood looking at her with shining black eyes full of a
wicked mischief, but he said not a word.
Just then a dull grunt caught my ear, and I half-turned to see a
cot beyond mine. An Indian boy lay on it, looking straight at me.
I stared back at him and neither of us spoke. His head was
bandaged and his cheek was swollen, but with my memory for faces,
even Indian faces, I knew him at once for the boy who had
followed us into Agua Fria and out of it again.
Just then the frolickers came to the door and peered in at
me.
"Are you awake?" Eloise asked.
Then seeing my face, she came romping in, followed by Mat and
Beverly and little Charlie Bent, all wet and hilarious. They gave
no heed to the Indian boy, who pretended to be asleep. Once,
however, I caught him watching Beverly, and his eyes were like
dagger points.
"We are having the best times. You must get well right away,
because we are going to stay." They all began to clatter,
noisily.
Rex Krane appeared at the door just then and they stopped
suddenly.
"Clear out of here, you magpies," he commanded, and they scuttled
away into the warm rain and the puddles again.
"Do you want anything, Gail?" Rex asked, bending over me.
I drew his head down with my right arm.
"I want that Indian out of here," I whispered.
"Out he goes," Rex returned, promptly, and almost before I knew
it the boy was taken away. When we were alone the tall young man
sat down beside me.
"You want to ask me a million questions. I'll answer 'em to save
you the trouble," he began, in his comfortable way.
"You are wounded in your shoulder. Slight, bullet, that's
Mexican; deep, arrow, that's Indian. But you are here and pretty
much alive and you will be well soon."
"And Uncle Esmond? Jondo? Bill?" I began, lifting myself up on my
well arm.
"Keep quiet. I'll answer faster. Everybody all right. Clarenden
and Jondo leave for Independence the minute you are better, and a
military escort permits."
I dropped down again.
"The U.S. Army, en route for perdition, via Santa Fé, is
camping in the big timbers down-stream now. Jondo and Esmond
Clarenden will leave you boys and girls here till it's safe to
take you out again. And I and Daniel Boone, vestal god and
goddess of these hearth-fires, will keep you from harm till that
time. Bill's joining the army for sure now, and our happy family
life is ended as far as the Santa Fé Trail is concerned.
I'm a well man now, but not quite army-well yet, they tell
me."
"Tell me about this." I pointed to my shoulder.
"All in good time. It was a nasty mess of fish. A dozen Mexicans
and as many Indians had followed us all the way from the sunny
side of the Gloriettas. You and Bev and Mat had got by the
Mexics. Daniel Boone and 'Little Lees' were climbing the North
Pole by that time. The rest of us were giving battle straight
from the shoulder; and someway, I don't know how, just as we had
the gang beat back behind us--you had a sniff of a bullet just
then--an Indian slipped ahead in the dust. I was tendin' to mite
of an arrow wound in my right calf, and I just caught him in
time, aimin' at Bev; but he missed him for you. I got him,
though, and clubbed his scalp a bit loose."
Rex paused and stared at his right leg.
"How did that boy get here, Rex? Is he a friendly Indian?" I
asked.
"Oh, Jondo brought him in out of the wet. Says the child was made
to come along, and as soon as he could get away from the gang he
had to run with up here; he came right into camp to help us
against them. Fine young fellow! Jondo has it from them in
authority that we can trust him lyin' or tellin' the truth.
He's all right."
"How did he get hurt?" I inquired, still remembering in my own
mind the day at Agua Fria.
"He'd got into our camp and was fightin' on our side when it
happened," Rex replied.
"Some of them shot at him, then?" I insisted. "No, I beat him up
with the butt of my gun for shootin' you," Rex said, lazily.
"At me! Why don't you tell Jondo?"
"I tried to," Rex answered, "but I can't make him see it that
way. He's got faith in that redskin and he's going to see that he
gets back to New Mexico safely--after while."
"Rex, that's the same boy that was down in Agua Fria, the one Bev
laughed at. He's no good Indian," I declared.
"You are too wise, Gail Clarenden," Rex drawled, carelessly. "A
boy of your brains had ought to be born in Boston. Jondo and I
can't agree about him. His name, he says, is Santan. There's one
'n' too many. If you knock off the last one it makes him
Santa--'holy'; but if you knock out the middle it's Satan. We
don't knock out the same 'n', Jondo and me."
Just then the little child came tumbling noisily into the
room.
"Look here, youngun. You can't be makin' a racket here," Rex
said.
The boy stared at him, impudently.
"I will, too," he declared, sullenly, kicking at my cot with all
his might.
Rex made no reply but, seizing the child around the waist, he
carried him kicking and screaming outside.
"You stay out or I'll spank you!" Rex said, dropping him to the
ground.
The boy looked up with blazing eyes, but said nothing.
"That's little Charlie Bent. His daddy runs this splendid fort.
His mother is a Cheyenne squaw, and he's a grim clinger of a
half-breed. Some day he'll be a terror on these plains. It's in
him, I know. But that won't interfere with us any. And you
children are a lot safer here than out on the trail. Great God! I
wonder we ever got you here!" Rex's face was very grave. "Now go
to sleep and wake up well. No more thinkin' like a man. You can
be a child again for a while."
Those were happy days that followed. Safe behind the strong walls
of old Fort Bent, we children had not a care; and with the stress
and strain of the trail life lifted from our young minds, we
rebounded into happy childhood living. Every day offered a new
drama to our wonder-loving eyes. We watched the big hide-press
for making buffalo robes and furs into snug bales. We climbed to
the cupola of the headquarters department and saw the soldiers
marching by on their way to New Mexico. We saw the Ute and the
Red River Comanche come filing in on their summer expeditions
from the mountains. We saw the trade lines from the far north
bearing down to this wilderness crossroads with their early fall
stock for barter.
Our playground was the court off which all the rooms opened. And
however wild and boisterous the scenes inside those walls in that
summer of 1846, in four young lives no touch of evil took root.
Stronger than the six-feet width of wall, higher than the
eighteen feet of adobe brick guarding us round about, was the
stern strength of the young Boston man interned in the fort to
protect us from within, as the strength of that structure
defended us from without.
And yet he might have failed sometimes, had it not been for Aunty
Boone. Nobody trifled with her.
"You let them children be. An give 'em the run of this shack,"
she commanded of the lesser powers whose business was to domineer
over the daily life there. "The man that makes trouble wide as a
needle is across is goin' to meet me an' the Judgment Day the
same minute."
"When Daniel gets on her crack-o'-doom voice, the mountains goin'
to skip like rams and the little hills like lambs, an' the Army
of the West won't be necessary to protect the frontier," Rex
declared. But he knew her worth to his cause, and he welcomed
it.
And so with her brute force and his moral strength we were
unconsciously intrenched in a safety zone in this far-isolated
place.
With neither Uncle Esmond nor Jondo near us for the first time in
our remembrance, we gained a strength in self-dependence that we
needed. For with the best of guardianship, there are many ways in
which a child's day may be harried unless the child asserts
himself. We had the years of children but the sturdy defiance of
youth. So we were happy within our own little group, and we paid
little heed to the things that nobody else could forestall for
us.
Outside of our family, little Charlie Bent, the half-breed child
of the proprietor of the fort, was a daily plague. He entered
into all of our sports with a quickness and perseverance and
wilfulness that was thoroughly American. He took defeat of his
wishes, and the equal measure of justice and punishment, with the
silent doggedness of an Indian; and on the edge of babyhood he
showed a spirit of revenge and malice that we, in our rollicking,
affectionate lives, with all our teasing and sense of humor,
could not understand; so we laughed at his anger and ignored his
imperious demands.
Behind him always was his Cheyenne mother, jealously defending
him in everything, and in manifold ways making life a burden--if
we would submit to the making, which we seldom did.
And lastly Santan, the young boy who had deserted his Mexican
masters for Jondo's command, contrived, with an Indian's
shrewdness, never to let us out of his sight. But he gave us no
opportunity to approach him. He lived in his own world, which was
a savage one, but he managed that it should overlap our world and
silently grasp all that was in it. Beverly had persistently tried
to be friendly for a time, for that was Beverly's way. Failing to
do it, he had nick-named the boy "Satan" for all time.
"We found Little Blue Flower a sweet little muggins," Beverly
told the Indian early in our stay at the fort. "We like good
Indians like her. She's one clipper."
Santan had merely looked him through as though he were air, and
made no reply, nor did he ever by a single word recognize Beverly
from that moment.
The evening before we left Fort Bent we children sat together in
a corner of the court. The day had been very hot for the season
and the night was warm and balmy, with the moonlight flooding the
open space, edging the shadows of the inner portal with silver.
There was much noise and boisterous laughter in the billiard-room
where the heads of affairs played together. Rex Krane had gone to
bed early. Out by the rear gate leading to the fort corral, Aunty
Boone was crooning a weird African melody. Crouching in the deep
shadows beside the kitchen entrance, the Indian boy, Santan,
listened to all that was said.
To-night we had talked of to-morrow's journey, and the strength
of the military guard who should keep us safe along the way.
Then, as children will, we began to speculate on what should
follow for us.
"When I get older I'm going to be a freighter like Jondo, Bill
and me. We'll kill every Indian who dares to yell along the
trail. I'm going back to Santa Fé and kill that boy that
stared at me like he was crazy one day at Agua Fria."
In the shadows of the porchway, I saw Santan creeping nearer to
us as Beverly ran on flippantly:
"I guess I'll marry a squaw, Little Blue Flower, maybe, like the
Bents do, and live happily ever after."
"I'm going to have a big fine house and live there all the time,"
Mat Nivers declared. Something in the earnest tone told us what
this long journey had meant to the brave-hearted girl.
"I'm going to marry Gail when I grow up," Eloise said,
meditatively. "He won't ever let Marcos pull my hair." She shook
back the curly tresses, gold-gleaming in the moonlight, and
squeezed my hand as she sat beside me.
"What will you be, Gail?" Mat asked.
"I'll go and save Bev's scalp when he's gunning too far from
home," I declared.
"Oh, he'll be 'Little Lees's' husband, and pull that Marcos
cuss's nose if he tries to pull anybody's curls. Whoo-ee! as
Aunty Boone would say," Beverly broke in.
I kept a loving grip on the little hand that had found mine, as I
would have gripped Beverly's hand sometimes in moments when we
talked together as boys do, in the confidences they never give to
anybody else.
A gray shadow dropped on the moon, and a chill night wind crept
down inside the walls. A sudden fear fell on us. The noises
inside the billiard room seemed far away, and all the doors
except ours were closed. Santan had crept between us and the two
open doorways leading to our rooms. What if he should slip
inside. A snake would have seemed better to me.
A silence had fallen on us, and Eloise still clung to my hand. I
held it tightly to assure her I wasn't afraid, but I could not
speak nor move. Aunty Boone's crooning voice was still, and
everything had grown weird and ghostly. The faint wailing cry of
some wild thing of the night plains outside crept to our ears,
making us shiver.
"When the stars go to sleep an' the moon pulls up the gray
covers, it's time to shut your eyes an' forget." Aunty Boone's
soft voice broke the spell comfortingly for us. "Any crawlin'
thing that gits in my way now, goin' to be stepped on."
At the low hissing sound of the last sentence there was a swift
scrambling along the shadows of the porch, and a door near the
kitchen snapped shut. The big shining face of the African woman
glistened above us and the court was flooded again with the
moon's silvery radiance. As we all sprang up to rush for our
rooms, "Little Lees" pulled me toward her and gently kissed my
cheek.
"You never would let Marcos in if he came to Fort Leavenworth,
would you?" she whispered.
"I'd break his head clear off first," I whispered back, and then
we scampered away.
That night I dreamed again of the level plains and Uncle Esmond
and misty mountain peaks, but the dark eyes were not there,
though I watched long for them.
The next day we left Fort Bent, and when I passed that way again
it was a great mass of yellow mounds, with a piece of broken wall
standing desolately here and there, a wreck of the past in a
solitary land.