XXI
IN THE SHADOW OF THE INFINITE
And though there's never a grave to tell,
Nor a cross to mark his fall,
Thank God! we know that he "batted well"
In the last great Game of all.
--SERVICE.
We left Santa Fé within an hour, and struck out toward the
unknown land where Beverly Clarenden, in the midst of uncertain
friends, was being hunted down by an Apache band. As our little
company passed out on the trail toward Agua Fria, I recalled the
day when we had gone with Rex Krane to this little village beside
the Santa Fé River. Eloise and Father Josef and Santan and
Little Blue Flower were all there that day; and Jondo, although
we did not know it then. Rex Krane had told Beverly, going out,
that an Indian never forgets. In all the years Santan had not
forgotten.
To-day we covered the miles rapidly. Jondo and Father Josef rode
ahead, with Esmond Clarenden and Felix Narveo following them;
then came Eloise St. Vrain with Sister Gloria; behind them, Aunty
Boone, with Rex and myself bringing up the rear. Three pack-mules
bearing our equipment went tramping after us with bobbing ears
and sturdy gait.
I looked down the line of our little company ahead. The four men
in the lead were college chums once, and all of them had loved
the mother of the girl behind them. I have said the girl looked
best by twilight. I had not seen her in a coarse-gray
riding-dress when I said that. I had seen her when she needed
protection from her enemies. I had not seen her until to-day,
going out to meet hardship fearlessly, for the sake of one who
wanted her--only an Indian maiden, but a faithful friend. In the
plainest face self-forgetfulness puts a beauty all its own. That
beauty shone resplendent now in the beautiful face of Mary
Marchland's daughter.
The world can change wonderfully in sixty minutes. As we rode out
toward the Rio Grande, the yellow sands, the gray gramma grass,
the purple sage, the tall green cliffs, and, high above, the
gleaming snow-crowned peaks, took on a beauty never worn for me
before. Why should a hope spring up within me that would die as
other hopes had died? But back of all my thought was the longing
to help Beverly, and a faith in Aunty Boone's weird, prophetic
grip on things unseen. He had just "gone out" to her--why not to
all of us? I could not understand Little Blue Flower's part in
this tragedy, so I let it alone.
A day out from Santa Fé we were joined by the little squad
of cavalrymen with whom we had parted company back at the Fort
Bent camping-place. With these we had little cause to dread
personal danger. The Apache band was a small, vicious gang that
could do much harm to the Hopis, but it seemed nothing for us to
fear.
Our care was to reach Beverly before the Hopis should rise up
against Little Blue Flower, or the band led by Santan should fall
upon them. Father Josef had sent a runner on to tell them of our
coming and to warn them of the Apache raid. But runners sometimes
come to grief.
It is easy enough now to sleep most of the hours away across the
and lands that lie between the Rockies and the Coast Range
mountains, where the great "through limiteds," swinging down
their long trail of steel, sweep farther in one day than we crept
in two long, weary weeks in that October fifty years ago. Only
Father Josef's unerring Indian accuracy brought us through.
We crawled up rugged mountain trails and skirted the rims of
dizzy chasms; we wound through cañons, with only narrow
streams for paths, between sheer walls of rock; we pitched our
camp at the bases of great, red sand stone mesas, barren of life;
we followed long, yellow ways over stretches of unending plain;
we wandered in the painted-desert lands, where all the colors God
has made bewilder with their beauty, in the barest, dreariest,
most unlovely bit of unfinished world that our great continent
holds; the lands forgotten, maybe, when, in Creation's busy week,
the evening and the morning were the sixth day, and the Great
Builder looked on His work and called it good.
We found the Hopi trails, but not the Hopi clan that we were
seeking. We found Apache trails behind them, but only dimly
marked, as if they blew one moccasin track full of sand before
they made another.
The October days were dreams of loveliness, and dawn and sunset
on the desert were indescribably beautiful. But the nights were
bitterly cold. Eloise and Sister Gloria were native to the
Southwest and they knew how to dress warmly for it. Aunty Boone
had never felt such chilling night breezes, but not one word of
complaint came from her lips in all that journey.
One night we gathered into camp beneath the shelter of a little
butte. We had overtaken Father Josef's Indian runner an hour
before. He had not found the Hopis yet, and so we held a
council.
"The Hopi is ahead of us northwest," the Indian declared.
"Is the Apache following?" Jondo asked.
The runner nodded. "They have been pursued, but they have slipped
away; the Apache goes north, they turn north-west. They take the
dry lands and the pine forests beyond; their last chance. If they
hold out till the Apache leaves, they will return safely. You
follow them, wait for them, or go back without them. It is your
choice."
We turned toward the three women, one in the bloom of her young
womanhood, one with the patient endurance of the nun, one black
and strong and always unafraid.
"I do not want to leave Little Blue Flower in her hour of peril,"
Eloise said.
"I can go where I am needed," Sister Gloria declared.
"This is my land, I never know Africa was right out here. I
thought they was oceans on both sides of it. I go where Bev's
gone out an then I come here and stay. Whoo-ee!"
We smiled at her mistaken dream of her far African home, and,
cheering one another on, when morning came we moved
northwest.
Jondo rode beside me all that day, and we talked of many
things.
"Gail," he said, "Aunty Boone is right. This is her Africa. I
don't believe she will ever leave it."
"She can't stay here, Jondo," I replied.
"She will, though. You will see. Did she ever fail to have her
way?"
"No. She is a type of her own, never to be reproduced, but like a
great dog in her faithful loyalty," I declared.
"And shrewder than most men," Jondo went on. "She supplied the
lost link with Santan for me last night. Years ago, when Little
Blue Flower brought me a message from Father Josef on the morning
that we took Eloise from Santa Fé, I caught a glimpse of
the Apache across the plaza and read the message--'trust the
bearer anywhere'--to mean that boy. Aunty Boone had just
peered out and scared the little girl away. She told me all about
it last night, when she was bewailing Beverly's hard fate. How
small a thing can open the road to a big tragedy. I trusted that
whelp till that day at San Christobal."
"I hope we will finish this soon," I said. "I don't understand
Beverly at all and I marvel at Little Blue Flower's love for him.
Don't you?"
Jondo looked up with a pathos in his dark-blue eyes.
"Don't hurry, Gail. The trails all end somewhere soon. Life is a
stranger thing from day to day, but the one thing that no man
will ever fully understand is a woman's love for man. There is
only one thing higher, and that is mother-love."
"The kind that you and Uncle Esmond have," I said.
"Oh, I am only a man, but Clarenden has a woman's heart, as you
and Beverly and my sister's child all know."
"Your sister's child?" I gasped.
"Yes. When her parents went with yellow fever, too, I could not
adopt Mat--you know why. Clarenden did it for me. She has always
known that I am her uncle, but Mat was always a self-contained
child."
I loved Mat more than ever from that hour.
The next day our trail ran into pine forests, where tall, shapely
trees point skyward. Not a dense woodland, but a seemingly
endless one. Snows lay in the darker places, and here and there
streams trickled out into the sunlight, whose only sources were
these melting snows. It was a land of silence and loneliness--a
land forgotten or unknown to record. The Hopi trail was stronger
here and we followed it eagerly, but night overtook us early in
the forest.
That evening we gathered about a huge fire of pine boughs beneath
a low stone ridge covered with evergreen trees that sheltered us
warmly from the sharp west winds. We heard the cries of
night-roving beasts, and in the darkness, now and then, a pair of
gleaming eyes, seen for an instant, and then the rush of feet,
told us that some wild creature had looked for the first time on
fire.
"To-morrow night will see our journey's end," Jondo declared.
"The Hopi can't be far away, and I'm sure they are safe yet, and
we shall reach them before the Apache does."
The Indian runner's face did not change its blankness, but I felt
that he doubted Jondo's judgment. That night he slipped away and
we never saw him again.
We were all hopeful that night, and hopeful the next morning when
we broke camp early. A trail we had not seen the night before ran
up the low ridge to the west of us. Eloise and I followed it up a
little way, riding abreast. The ridge really was a narrow, rocky
tableland, and beyond it was another higher slope, up which the
same trail ran. The trees were growing smaller and the sky flowed
broad and blue above their tops. The ground was only rock, with a
thin veneer of soil here and there. Gnarled, stunted cedars and
gray, twisted cypress clung for a roothold to these barren
ledges. The morning breeze swept, sharp and invigorating, out of
a broad open space beyond the edge of this rocky woodland height.
Eloise and I pushed on a little farther, leaving the others still
on the narrow shelf above our camping-place.
Suddenly, as we rode out of the closer timber to where the
scattered growths were hardly higher than our heads, the first
heaven and the first earth seemed to pass away--not in
irreverence I write it--and we stood face to face with a new
heaven and a new earth--where, in the Grand Cañon of the
Colorado River, the sublimity of the Almighty Builder's beauty
and omnipotence was voiced in one stupendous Word, wrought in
enduring color in everlasting stone. Cleaving its way westward to
some far-off sea, a wide abyss, a dozen miles across from lip to
lip, yawned down to the very vitals of the earth. We stood upon
the rim of it--a sheer cliff that dropped a thousand feet of
solid limestone, in one plummet line, to other cliffs below, that
dropped again through furlongs of black gneiss, red sandstone,
and gray granite.
Beyond this mighty chasm great forest trees were, to our eyes,
only as weeds along its rim. Between that rim and ours we could
look down upon high mountain buttes and sloping red tablelands,
and dizzy gorges with pinnacled walls and towers and domes--vast
forms no pen will ever picture--not hurled in wild confusion by
titan fury, but symmetrical and purposeful and calm.
Through slowly crawling millions of patiently wearing years,
while stars grew old and perished from the firmament, with cloud,
and frost, and wind, and water, and sharp cutting sands, these
strata of the old earth's crust were chiseled into gigantic
outlines, and all the worn-down, crumbled atoms of debris were
swept through long, tortuous leagues of distance toward the sea
by a mad river swirling through the lowest depths. A mile
straight down, as the crow never flies here, it rushes, but to us
the river was a mere creek, seen only where the lower gorges open
to the channel.
In the early light of that October morning the weird, vast shapes
that filled, the abyss were bathed in a bewildering opulence of
color. Pale gold along the farther rim, with pink and amber, blue
and gray, and heliotrope and rose--all blending softly, tone on
tone. Deeper, the heart of every rift and chasm that flows into
the one stupendous mother-rift was full of purple shadows. Not
the thin lavender of the upper world where we must live, but
tensely, richly regal, beyond words to paint; with silvery mists
above, soft, filmy veils that draped the jutting rocks and
rounded each harsh edge, melting pink to rose and gray to violet.
Eternal silence brooded over all this symbol, wrought in visible
form, of His Almightiness, to whom a thousand years are as a day,
and in the hollow of whose hand He holds the universe.
Measureless, motionless, voiceless, it seemed as if all the
cañons of all the mountains of our great contienent
might have given to it here their awful depth and height and
rugged strength; their picturesqueness, color, graceful outlines,
dizzy steeps and awe-inspiring lengths and breadths. And fusing
all these into itself, height on height, and breadth on breadth,
entrancing charm on charm, with all the hues that the Great
Alchemist can throw from His vast prism, it seemed to say:
"'Twas only in a vision that St. John saw the four-square city
whose twelve gates are each a single pearl! whose walls are
builded on foundation stones of jasper, sapphire, and chalcedony,
emerald and topaz, chrysolite and amethyst; whose streets are of
pure gold, like unto clear glass; whose light is ever like unto a
stone most precious.
"To you who may not dream the vision beautiful, the Mighty Maker
of all things sublime has given me a token here in finite stone
and earthly coloring of that undreamed sublimity of all things
omnipotent."
My companion and I sat on our horses speechless, gazing down at
this overwhelming marvel below us. We forgot ourselves, each
other, our companions of the journey, its purpose, Beverly, and
his enemy Santan, the desert, the brown plains, green prairies,
rivers, mountains, the earth itself, as we stood there in the
shadow of the Infinite.
At last we turned and looked into each other's eyes for one long
moment. In its space we read the old, old story through, and a
great, up-leaping joy illumined our faces. God, who had let us
know each other, had let us stand by this to feel the
barrier of misunderstanding fall away.
* * * * *
A sound of horses' hoofs on the rocky slope below us, a weird
Indian call, and a great shout from our calverymen drew us
to earth again. The Hopis were coming. Father Josef knew the
signal. Our Indian runner had found them in the night and sent
them toward us. We dashed into the forest, keeping close
together; and here, a mile away, under green pines, surrounded by
a little group of a desert Hopi clan, was Beverly Clarenden--big,
strong, unhurt and joyful. And Little Blue Flower.
The years since that far night when I had seen two maidens in
Grecian robes beside the Flat Rock in the "Moon of the Peach
Blossom," had left no trace on Eloise St. Vrain, save to imprint
the graces of womanliness on her girlish face. But the
picturesque Indian maiden of that night looked aged and sorrowful
in the pine forest of her native land, bent, as she was, with the
dull existence of her own people; she, who had known and loved a
different form of life. Only the big, luminous eyes held their
old charm.
We came together in a little open space with pine-trees all about
us. The minutes went swiftly then--and I must hurry to what came
hurrying on, for much of it is lost in mist and wonder.
In the moment of glad reunion Aunty Boone suddenly gave a whoop
the like of which I had never heard before, and, dashing wildly
toward Eloise and Sister Gloria, she drove them in a fierce
charge straight back into the shelter of the pine-trees.
At the same time a sudden rain of bullets, like a swift
hail-storm, and a yell--the Apache cry of vengeance--filled the
air. Long afterward we learned that our Indian runner had met
this band and tried to turn it back--and failed. He would have
saved us if he could.
It was over soon--that encounter in the forest where each tree
was a shield. The cavalrymen and maybe, too, we who had been
plainsmen, knew how to drive back a villianous handful of
Apaches. In any other moment since we had ridden out of Sante
Fé we would have laughed at such a struggle. They
took us in the most unguarded instant of that fortnight's
journey.
The Hopis fled wildly out of sight. Here and there, from the
defeated, scattered band, an Apache warrior sprang back and lost
himself quickly in the shadows. But Santan, plunging into our
very midst, seized Little Blue Flower in his iron grip, and the
bullet from a cavalry carbine, meant for him, struck her.
He laughed and threw her back and, whirling, dashed--into the
arms of Aunty Boone--and stopped.
We carried our wounded tenderly up the steep wooded slope and out
into the sweet sunlight of its crest, where we laid them down
beside that wondrous rift with its shimmering mist and velvet
shadows, and colorings of splendor, folded all in the
magnificence of its immensity and its eternal silence.
We knew that Jondo's wound was mortal, and Father Josef and
Eloise and Rex Krane sat beside him, as the brave eyes looked out
across the sublimity of earthly beauty toward the far land no eye
hath seen, facing, unafraid, the outward-leading trail.
But Beverly was in the prime of young manhood, and we felt sure
of him, as Esmond Clarenden and Sister Gloria; and I ministered
to his wants.
"It's no use, Gail." My cousin lifted a pleading face to mine a
moment, as on that day, years ago on the parade-ground at Fort
Leavenworth. Then the bright smile came back to stay.
"Why, Bev, you have a life before you, and you aren't the only
Eighteenth Kansas man who deserted. We can pull you through
somehow--and people will forget. Even General Sheridan was
willing to send a squad with us, on the possibility of a mistake
somewhere."
"Deserted!" Beverly's voice was too strong for a dying man's.
"Uncle Esmond, Jondo, Eloise--all of you--Gail calls me a
deserter. Me! Knock him over that precipice, won't some of
you?"
We listened eagerly as he went on:
"Why, don't you know that Charlie Bent and his renegade dogs
crawled into camp like snakes and carried me out by force. They
had a time of it, too, but never mind. Bent told me he left a
note for you. I supposed he would say I was dead. And when Gail
stirred, half awake, he went pacing around the camp, looking so
near like me I thought it was myself and I was Charlie Bent. I
was roped and gagged then, but I could see. Deserter! I'm glad I
got that white horse of his on the Prairie Dog Creek,
anyhow."
Beverly's face paled suddenly and he lay still a little
while.
"I'd better hurry." The smile was winsome. "They didn't give me a
ghost of a chance to escape, but they didn't harm a hair. They
kept me for a meaner purpose, and, well, I was landed, finally,
at Santan's door-step in the Apache-land. Santan offered to let
me go free if I'd persuade Little Blue Flower--dead down
there--to marry him. He had her come to me on pretense of my
sending for her. She hated the brute, and she was a woman, if she
was an Indian. I told him I'd see him in hell first, and I told
her never to give in. Poor girl! It was a cruel test, but Santan
knew how to be cruel. He said he'd fix me, and I guess he has
done it."
"Oh no, Bev. You are good for a century," I declared,
affectionately, holding his head on my knee.
"Little Blue Flower managed, somehow, to fool the Apache dog, and
we escaped and got away to her people," Beverly continued,
speaking more slowly, "then she sent word to Father Josef. But
the Hopi folks were scared about the Apaches coming against them
on account of harboring me, like a Jonah, among 'em; and they
were going to make it hard for Little Blue Flower. I don't know
heathen ethics in such things, but a handful of us had to cut for
it. I'm no deserter, though. Don't forget that. As soon as I
could be sure the little Indian woman's life was safe I was going
to get away and come home. I could not leave her to be sacrificed
after she had saved me from Santan's scalping-knife."
Beverly paused and looked at us. His voice seemed weaker when he
spoke again:
"I thought, sometimes, that even if I wasn't to blame for it, I
ought to take Little Blue Flower with me when I got away. Dear
little girl! she gave me one smile and whispered 'Lolomi'
before she went just now. I told her long ago I was just
everybody's friend. I never meant to spoil anybody's life, and I
can meet her down at the end of the trail and never fear."
Just then a half-wailing, half-purring cry came from Aunty Boone,
who was standing beside a gnarled cypress-tree.
"I knowed the morning we picked up Little Blue Flower, back at
Pawnee Rock, we was pickin' up trouble for the rest of the trail.
I see it then. You can trust a nigger 'cause they never no
'count, but you don't know what you gettin' when you trust an
Indian. But, Cla'nden, that Apache Indian, Santan, ain't goin' to
trouble you no more. When the world ain't no fit place for folks
they needs helpin' out of it, and I sees to it they gets it, too.
Whoo-ee!" She paused and leaned against the crooked cypress. Half
turning her face toward us, she continued in a clear, soft
voice:
"That man they call Ramero down in Santy Fee--I knowed him when
he was just Fred Ramer back in the rice-fields country. His
father, old man Ramer, tried to kill me once, 'cause he said I
knowed too much. I helped him into kingdom come right then and
saved a lot of misery. They blamed some other folks, I guess, but
they never hunted me up at all. Good-by, Clan'den, and you, too,
Felix, and Dick Verra. I've knowed you all these years, but
nobody takes no 'count of niggers' knowin's. Good-by, Little
Lees, and all you boys. I'll see you again pretty soon, I'm goin'
back to my desset now. It's over yonder just a little way.
Jondo--but you won't be John Doe then. Whoo-ee!"
Aunty Boone slowly settled down beside the cypress, with her face
toward her beloved "desset," and when we went to her a little
later, her eyes, still looking eastward, saw nothing earthly any
more forever.
Jondo's face seemed glorified as he caught Aunty Boone's last
words, and his voice was sweet and clear as he looked up at
Eloise bending over him.
"Thank God! It is all made right at last. Eloise, the charge of
murder against your father's name would have broken the heart of
the woman that I always loved--your mother. One of us had to bear
the shame. I took the guilt on myself for her sake--and for
yours. I have walked the trails of my life a nameless man, but I
have kept my soul clean in God's sight, and I know His name will
soon be written on my forehead over there."
He gazed out toward the glorious beauty of the view beyond him,
then closed his eyes, and, bravely as he had lived, so bravely he
went forth on the Long Trail, leaving a name sweet with the
perfume of self-sacrifice and love.
We did not speak of him to Beverly, for our boy had suddenly
grown restless, and his blood was threshing furiously in his
veins, and he was in pain, but only briefly.
Presently he said, "Let us be alone a little." The others drew
away.
"Lean down, Gail. I want to tell you something." He smiled
sweetly upon me as I bent over him.
"I tried to tell you back on the Smoky Hill, but I'd promised not
to. And honor was something to me still. But I'm going pretty
soon. So listen! I loved Eloise always--always. But she never
cared for me. She was only my good chum. I've been too
happy-hearted all my days, though, Gail, to make a cross of
anything that would break me down. Men differ so, you know, and I
never was a dreamer like you. Turn me a little, won't you, so
that I can see that awful beauty down there."
I lifted his shoulders gently and placed him where his eyes could
rest on the majestic scene spread out before him.
"Eloise loves you, but she thinks you would not marry her because
they say her father was a murderer. I don't believe that, Gail. I
told her that you didn't, either, not one little minute. You care
for her, I know, and losing her will break your heart. I tried to
tell you long ago, but Little Lees made me promise not to say a
word that night at Burlingame when you had gone away and I
thought maybe I had a half-chance with her. Tell me you'll make
her happy, Gail."
"Oh, Beverly, I'll do my best," I murmured, softly.
"Come closer, Gail. Look at those colors there. Is it so far
across, or only seeming so? And see the soft white clouds drop
purple shadows down. Is that the way the trail runs? How
beautiful it must be farther on. Good-by, old boy of my heart's
heart, and don't forget, however long the years, and wide away
your feet may go, to keep the old trail law. 'Hold fast.'"
We laid them away in the deep pine forest--Aunty Boone, of
strange, prophetic vision; Santan, the cruel Indian; the loyal
Hopi maiden; Jondo and Beverly. God made them all and in His
heaven they will be rightly placed.
Beside the cañon's rim, in the soft twilight hour of that
October day, Eloise St. Vrain and I plighted our troth, till
death us do part--for just a little while. Plighted it not in
happy, selfish affection, such as youth and maiden give,
sometimes, each to each; but in the deep, marvelous love of man
and woman pledged where, in sacred moments on that day, we had
seen the mortal put on immortality. To us there could be no
grander, richer, lovelier setting for life's best and holiest
hour than here, where, upon things finite, there rests the
beneficent uplifting beauty that shadows forth the Infinite.
IV
REMEMBERING THE
TRAIL
XXII
THE GOLDEN WEDDING
The heart that's never old! Oh the heart that's never old!--
'Tis a vision of the lavender, the crimson and the gold
Of an airy, fairy morning, when the sky is all ablaze
With an ever-changing splendor, driving back the gloom and
haze!
'Tis the vision of an orchard in the balmy month of May,
Where the birds are ever singing, and the leaves are ever
gay;
Where the sun is ever shining with a glory never told,
And the trees are ever blooming--for the heart that's never
old!
--JAMES E. HILKEY.
The summers and winters of fifty golden years have brought to the
plains their balmy breezes and blazing heat, their soft,
life-giving showers, and their fierce, blizzard anger. And down
through these fifty years Eloise St. Vrain and I have walked the
love trails of the plains together.
In the early spring of this, our "golden-wedding" year, we sat on
the veranda of our suburban home in Kansas City, above the
picturesque Cliff Drive, rippling with automobiles. The same
drive winds in its course somewhere near the old, rough road that
once led from the Clarenden home, above the valley of the Kaw,
down to the little city of great promise--now fulfilled.
"Eloise, youth may have a charm that is all its own," I said to
my wife, "but I wonder if it really matches the enduring charm of
age when one looks back on busy years of service."
Eloise smiled up at me--the same gracious smile that has lighted
all my days with her.
"You are a dreamer still, Gail. But dreams do so sweeten life and
keep the fires of romance forever burning."
"When did romance begin with you, Little Lees?" I asked.
"I think it was on that day when I came bounding up to the door
of the old San Miguel church," Eloise replied, "and saw you
looking like a big, brown bob-cat, or something else, that might
have slept in the Hondo 'Royo all your life. But withal a boy so
loyal to the helpless that you were willing to fight for me
against an assailant bigger than yourself. You became my prince
in that hour, and all my dreams since then have been of you. When
did romance begin with you, or have you forgotten in the busy
years of a life swallowed up in mercantile pursuits?"
"My life may have been, as you say, swallowed up in building
trade that builds empire, but I have never forgotten the things
that make it fine to me," I answered her. "Romance for me began
one day, long ago, out on the parade-ground at Fort Leavenworth.
I've been a Vanguard of the Plains since then, bull-whacker for
the ox-teams that hauled the commerce of the West; cavalryman in
hard-wearing Indian campaigns that defended the frontier; and
merchant, giving measure for measure always, like that grand man
who taught me the worth of business--Esmond Clarenden."
"On the parade-ground? How there?" Eloise asked.
"It came the day that I first knew we were to go with Uncle
Esmond to Santa Fé--for you. We didn't know that it was
for you then. I think I was born again that day into a daring
plainsman, who had been a sort of baby-boy before. I sat with Mat
and Beverly on the edge of the parade-ground, when I looked up to
see, with a boy's day-dreaming eyes, somewhere this side of misty
mountain peaks, a vision of a cloud of golden hair about a sweet
child face, with dark eyes looking into mine. That vision stayed
with me until, one morning, fifty years ago, on the rim of the
Grand Cañon--you looked into my eyes again and I knew my
life dream had come true."
I rose and, bending over my wife's cloud of beautiful silvery
hair, I kissed her gently on each fair cheek.
"Gail, why not take the old trail for our golden-wedding
anniversary--a long journey, clear to the mountains?" Eloise
suggested.
"There is no trail now; only its ghost haunting the way," I
replied, "but, Little Lees, I don't believe that we who look back
on so many happy years, after the stormy ones of early life,
could find any other path half so dear to us as that long path we
knew in childhood and early youth, and the one we followed
together in our first years of mature womanhood and manhood."
And so we did not celebrate one October day with all of our
children and grandchildren and friends coming to offer us gold
coins, gold-headed canes--which I do not use--and gold-rimmed
glasses for eyes that see farther and clearer than my spectacled
grandsons at the university can see to-day. We made a golden
summer of the thing and followed where, like a will-o'-the-wisp
of memory, the Santa Fé Trail of threescore years ago
reached from the raw frontier at Independence on to the Missouri
bluffs, clear to the sunny valley of the Holy Faith.
Only a headstone at long intervals shows the way now--a stone
that well might read:
Here ran the old Santa Fé Trail. This
stone, set here, is sacred to
the memory of the Vanguards of the Plains who followed it.
They stand, these "markers" now, on hilltops and in deep
valleys; by country crossroads and where main streets cut each
other in the towns and villages. They ornament the city parks,
they show where splendid concrete bridges, re-enforced with
structural steel, span streams that once the ox-teams doubled and
trebled strength to ford. They gleam where corn grows tall and
black on fertile prairies; where seas of wheat have flooded
barren, burning plains, and perfumey alfalfa sweetens the air
above what was once grassless desolation. They whisper of a day
gone by among the silent mountains, where tunnels let the iron
trail run easily under the old trail's dizzy path. They nestle in
the shadows of gray-green cliffs and by red mesa heights; until
the last monument, sacred to the memory of a day forgotten,
speaks at the corner of the old Plaza in the heart of Santa
Fé.
That was a journey long to be remembered--the long,
golden-wedding journey of Gail Clarenden with his wife, Eloise
St. Vrain, and all of it was sweet with memories of other days.
Not in peril and privation and uncertainty did we follow the
trail now. The Pullman has replaced the Conestoga wagon, dainty
viands the coarse food smoke-blackened over camp-fires, and never
fear of Kiowa nor Comanche broke our slumber. The long shriek
that cuts the air of dawn was not from wild marauders on a
daybreak raid down lonely cañons, but from the throats of
splendid, steel-wrought engines swinging forth upon their solid,
certain course.
The prairies still lap up to the edges of the little town of
Burlingame, whose main street is still the old trail's path. The
well has long since disappeared from the center of the place.
Where once the thirsty gathered here to drink, there stands a
monument sacred to the memory of the old trail days. And sacred,
too, to the memory of the one far-visioned woman, Fannie Geiger
Thompson, who first conceived the thought of marking for the
coming generations the course of commerce that built up the West
in years gone by.
We never lived in Burlingame, where once--a heart-hungry little
boy--I longed to have a home. But the Krane children and their
children's children still make it an abiding-place for us.
To Council Grove, and old Pawnee Rock, the Cimarron Crossing of
the Arkansas River, the open plain about the site of old Fort
Bent--where only ghosts of walls and the court remain, and on to
Santa Fé, dreamy and picturesque--hoary with age, and
sweet with sacred memories, we wandered on our golden-wedding
trail.
The name of Narveo in New Mexico still stands for gentleman. The
old church of San Miguel still shelters troubled hearts, and in
the San Christobal valley the Pictured Rocks still build up a
rude stair for feet that still may need the sanctuary rim of
safety set about them. Along the length of the old trail a
marvelous fifty years have enriched a history whose epic days
record the deeds of vanguards, who foreran and builded for the
softer days of golden-wedding years. The last lap of all that
wondrous journey bore us in ease and comfort beyond the
desert--the Africa, of Aunty Boone's weird fancy--to the Grand
Cañon of the Colorado. Here, as of old, the riven crust,
in its eternal silence, and sublimity, and beauty indescribable,
calmly, year by year, reveals its mighty purpose:
To quarry the heart of earth,
Till, in the rock's red rise,
Its age and birth, through an awful girth
Of strata, should show the wonder-worth
Of patience to all eyes.
Amid luxurious surroundings we lived the October days upon the
cañon's rim, where, half a century ago, we had gone in
hardship and looked on tragedy. We crept down all the dizzy
lengths to the very heart of it, and ate and slept in easy
comfort, and gazed upward at the sky-cleaving edges thousands of
feet above us; we stood beside the raging Colorado River, which
no man had explored when we first looked upon it here. In the
serene hours of our sunset years we went back in memory over the
long way our feet had come. Life is easy for us now, made so by
all the splendid, simple forces of those who, in justice,
honesty, and broad human sympathy build enduring empire. Not
empire gained by bomb and liquid fire, defended by sharp
entanglement and cross-trenched to shut out enemies; but empire
builded on the commerce of the land, value for value; empire of
bridged rivers, quick transportation on steel-marked trails that
girdle harvest fields and fruitful pastures; empire of homes and
schools and sacred shrines.
Our fifty golden years have seen such empire rise and grow before
our eyes, made great by thrift and business sense, swayed by the
Golden Rule. An empire rich in love and sweet romance and
thrilling deeds of courage and self-sacrifice. Glad am I to have
been a vanguard of its trails upon the Kansas prairies and the
far Western plains, sure now, as always down the years, that its
old law is still a righteous one: To that which is good--
"HOLD FAST."
THE END
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