Out of Death Valley we surely were. To Rogers and I, the
case seemed hopeful, for we had confidence in the road and
believed all would have power to weather difficulties, but the
poor women—it is hard to say what complaints and sorrows
were not theirs. They seemed to think they stood at death's
door, and would about as soon enter, as to take up a farther
march over the black, desolate mountains and dry plains before
them, which they considered only a dreary vestibule to the
dark door after all. They even had an idea that the road was
longer than we told them, and they never could live to march
so far over the sandy, rocky roads. The first day nearly
satisfied them that it was no use to try, Rogers and I counted
up the camps we ought to reach each day and in this way could
pretty near convince them of time that would be consumed in
the trip. We encouraged them in every way we could; told them
we had better get along a little every day and make ourselves
a little nearer the promised land, and the very exercise would
soon make them stronger and able to make a full day's
march.
John and I told them we felt in much better spirits now
than we did when we set out alone, and now that nothing but
the arrows of an Indian could stop us. We said to them.
"We are not going to leave you two ladies out here to die
for there is not a sign of a grave to put you in,—"
and it was a pretty tough place to think of making one. We
told them of the beautiful flowery hillsides over the other
side and begged them to go over there to die, as it would be
so much better and easier to perform the last sad rites there
instead of here on the top of the dismal mountain. It seemed
quite like a grim joke, but it produced a reaction that turned
the tide of thoughts and brought more courage. We only laid
out the march for this day as far as the falls and after a
little prepared to move. The cattle seemed to have quit their
foolishness, and they were loaded without trouble. The
children fitted into the pockets better than usual, and the
mothers with full canteens strapped across their shoulders
picked out soft places on which to place their poor blistered
feet at every step. They walked as if they were troubled with
corns on every toe and on their heels into the bargain, and
each foot was so badly affected, that they did not know on
which one to limp. But still they moved, and we were once more
on our way westward. They often stopped to rest, and Arcane
waited for them with Old Crump, while they breathed and
complained awhile and then passed on again.
The route was first along the foot of the high peak, over
bare rocks and we soon turned south somewhat so as to enter
the cañon leading down to the falls. The bottom of this
was thick with broken rock, and the oxen limped and picked out
soft places about as bad as the women did. A pair of moccasins
would not last long in such rocks and we hoped to get out of
them very soon. Rogers and I hurried along, assisting Arcane
and his party as much as we could, while Bennett staid behind
and assisted the women as much as possible, taking their arms,
and by this means they also reached camp an hour behind the
rest.
A kettle of hot steaming soup, and blankets all spread out
on which to rest, was the work Rogers and I had done to
prepare for them, and they sank down on the beds completely
exhausted. The children cried some but were soon pacified and
were contented to lie still. A good supper of hot soup made
them feel much better all around.
The first thing Bennett and Arcane did was to look round
and see the situation at the falls, and see if the obstacle
was enough to stop our progress, or if we must turn back and
look for a better way. They were in some doubt about it, but
concluded to try and get the animals over rather than to take
the time to seek another pass, which might take a week of
time. We men all went down to the foot of the fall, and threw
out all the large rocks, then piled up all the sand we could
scrape together with the shovel, till we had quite a pile of
material that would tend to break a fall. We arranged
everything possible for a forced passage in the morning, and
the animals found a few willows to browse and a few bunches of
grass here and there, which gave them a little food, while the
spring supplied them with enough water to keep them from
suffering with thirst.
Early in the morning we took our soup hastily and with
ropes lowered our luggage over the small precipice, then the
children, and finally all the ropes were combined to make a
single strong one about thirty feet long. They urged one of
the oxen up to the edge of the falls, put the rope around his
horns, and threw down the end to me, whom they had stationed
below. I was told to pull hard when he started so that he
might not light on his head and break his neck. We felt this
was a desperate undertaking, and we fully expected to lose
some of our animals, but our case was critical and we must
take some chances. Bennett stood on one side of the ox, and
Arcane on the other, while big Rogers was placed in the rear
to give a regular Tennessee boost when the word was given.
"Now for it," said Bennett, and as I braced out on
the rope those above gave a push and the ox came over,
sprawling, but landed safely, cut only a little by some
angular stones in the sand pile. "Good enough," said
some one and I threw the rope back for another ox. "We'll
get 'em all over safely" said Arcane, "if Lewis down
there, will keep them from getting their necks broken."
Lewis pulled hard every time, and not a neck was broken. The
sand pile was renewed every time and made as high and soft as
possible, and very soon all our animals were below the falls.
The little mule gave a jump when they pushed her and lighted
squarely on her feet all right. With the exception of one or
two slight cuts, which bled some, the oxen were all right and
we began loading them at once.
Bennett and Arcane assisted their wives down along the
little narrow ledge which we used in getting up, keeping their
faces toward the rocky wall, and feeling carefully for every
footstep. Thus they worked along and landed safely by the time
we had the animals ready for a march. We had passed without
disaster, the obstacle we most feared, and started down the
rough cañon, hope revived, and we felt we should get
through. After winding around among the great boulders for a
little while we came to the two horses we had left behind,
both dead and near together. We pointed to the carcasses, and
told them those were the horses we brought for the women to
ride, and that is the way they were cheated out of their
passage. The bodies of the animals had not been touched by
bird or beast. The cañon was too deep and dark for
either wolves or buzzards to enter, and nothing alive had been
seen by us in the shape of wild game of any sort. Firearms
were useless here except for defence against Indians, and we
expected no real trouble from them.
From what we could see, it was my opinion that no general
rain ever fell in that region. There was some evidence that
water had at times flowed down them freely after cloud bursts,
or some sudden tempest, but the gravel was so little worn that
it gave no evidence of much of a stream.
We hurried on as rapidly as possible so as to get into the
Jayhawker's beaten trail which would be a little easier to
follow. When we reached the lowest part of the valley we had
to turn south to get around a little, slow running stream of
salt water, that moved north and emptied into a Salt Lake. No
source of the stream could be seen from this point, but when
we reached a point where we could cross, we had a smooth, hard
clay bed to march over. It seemed to have been, some day, a
bed of mortar, but now baked hard, and the hoofs of the oxen
dented into it no more than half an inch. On our left hand was
a perpendicular cliff, along which we traveled for quite a
little way. The range of mountains now before us to cross was
black, nothing but rocks, and extremely barren, having no
water in it that we knew of, so when we reached the summit we
camped, tied all our animals to rocks, where they lay down and
did not rise till morning. The women were so tired they were
over two hours late, and we had the fire built, the soup
cooked and the beds made. As we did not stop at noon all were
very hungry, and ate with a relish. The poor animals had to go
without either grass or water. When Old Crump and the party
came in the men were carrying the babies, and their wives were
clinging to their arms, scarcely able to stand. When they
reached the beds they fell at full length on them, saying
their feet and limbs ached like the tooth ache. It seemed to
be best for them to rest a little before eating. Mrs. Bennett
said that the only consolation was that the road was getting
shorter every day, but were it not for the children she would
sooner die than follow the trail any farther. Their soup was
carried to them in the bed, and they were covered up as they
lay, and slept till morning. This day's walk was the hardest
one yet, and probably the longest one of the whole journey,
but there was no other place where we could find a place large
enough to make a camp and free enough of rocks so that a bed
could be made.
Rogers and I had the kettle boiling early, and put in the
last of the meat, and nearly all that was left of the flour.
At the next camp an ox must be killed. Just as it was fairly
light I went about 200 yards south where the dead body of Mr.
Fish lay, just as he died more than a month before. The body
had not been disturbed and looked quite natural. He was from
Oscaloosa, Iowa.
The folks arose very reluctantly this morning, and appeared
with swollen eyes and uncombed hair, for there was no means of
making a toilet, without a drop of water, except what we had
used in getting breakfast. We set the soup kettle near the
foot of the bed so the women could feed the children and
themselves. Now as we loaded the oxen, it was agreed that
Rogers and I should go ahead with all but Old Crump, and get
in camp as soon as possible, and they were to follow on as
best they could. There was a little water left in the canteens
of Bennett and Arcane, to be given only to the children, who
would cry when thirsty, the very thing to make them feel the
worst.
We were to kill an ox when we reached camp, and as each of
the men had an equal number on the start each was to furnish
one alternately and no disputing about whose were better or
stronger, in any emergency.
Our road now led down the western slope of the mountain,
and loose, hard, broken rocks were harder on the feet of our
animals than coming up, and our own moccasins were wearing
through. The cattle needed shoes as well as we. Any one who
has never tried it can imagine how hard it is to walk with
tender feet over broken rock. It was very slow getting along
at the best, and the oxen stumbled dreadfully in trying to
protect their sore feet. At the foot of the mountain we had
several miles of soft and sandy road. The sun shone very hot,
and with no water we suffered fearfully. A short way out in
the sandy valley we pass again the grave of Mr. Isham, where
he had been buried by his friends. He was from Rochester, N.Y.
He was a cheerful, pleasant man, and during the forepart of
the journey used his fiddle at the evening camps to increase
the merriment of his jolly companions. In those days we got no
rain, see no living animals of any kind except those of our
train, see not a bird nor insect, see nothing green except a
very stunted sage, and some dwarf bushes. We now know that the
winter of 1849-50 was one of the wettest ever seen in
California, but for some reason or other none of the wet
clouds ever came to this portion of the State to deposit the
most scattering drops of moisture.
Quite a long way from the expected camp the oxen snuffed
the moisture, and began to hurry towards it with increased
speed. A little while before it did not seem as if they had
ambition enough left to make a quick move, but as we
approached the water those which had no packs fairly trotted
in their haste to get a drink. This stream was a very small
one, seeping out from a great pile of rocks, and maintaining
itself till it reached the sands, where it disappeared
completely. A few tufts of grass grew along the banks,
otherwise everything surrounding was desolate in the
extreme.
As soon as we could get the harness off the oxen, we went
to look for our little buried sack of wheat, which we were
compelled to leave and hide on our way out. We had hidden it
so completely, that it took us quite a little while to strike
its bed but after scratching with our hands awhile, we hit the
spot, and found it untouched. Although the sand in which it
was buried seemed quite dry, yet the grain had absorbed so
much moisture from it, that the sack was nearly bursting. It
was emptied on a blanket, and proved to be still sound and
sweet.
Our first work now was to kill an ox and get some meat to
cook for those who were coming later. We got the kettle over
boiling with some of the wheat in it, for the beans were all
gone. We killed the ox saving the blood to cook. Cutting the
meat all off the bones, we had it drying over a fire as soon
as possible, except what we needed for this meal and the next.
Then we made a smooth place in the soft sand on which to
spread the blankets, the first good place we had found to
sleep since leaving Death Valley.
The next job was to make moccassins for ourselves and for
the oxen, for it was plain they could not go on another day
barefooted. We kept busy indeed, attending the fires under the
meat and under the kettle, besides our shoemaking, and were
getting along nicely about sundown, when Old Christian Crump
appeared in sight followed by the women and the rest of the
party. The women were just as tired as ever and dropped down
on the blankets the first thing. "How many such days as
this can we endure?"—they said. We had them count
the days gone by, and look around to see the roughest part of
the road was now behind them. They said that only five days
had passed, and that two thirds of the distance still remained
untraveled, and they knew they could never endure even another
five day's work like the last. We told them to be brave, and
be encouraged, for we had been over the road and knew what it
was, and that we felt sure of being able to do it nicely. They
were fed in bed as usual, and there they lay till morning. We
men went to making moccasins from the green hide, and when we
had cut out those for the men and women the balance of the
hide was used in preparing some also for the oxen,
particularly the worst ones, for if I remember correctly there
was not enough to go round.
The morning came, bright and pleasant, as all of them were,
and just warm enough for comfort in the part of the day. The
women were as usual, and their appearance would remind one
quite strongly of half-drowned hens which had not been long
out of trouble. Hair snarled, eyes red, nose swollen, and out
of fix generally. They did not sleep well so much fatigued,
for they said they lived over their hard days in dreams at
night, and when they would close their eyes and try to go to
sleep, the visions would seem to come to them half waking and
they could not rest.
There was now before us a particularly bad stretch of the
country as it would probably take us four or five days to get
over it, and there was only one water hole in the entire
distance. This one was quite salt, so much so that on our
return trip the horses refused to drink it, and the little
white one died next day. Only water for one day's camp could
be carried with us, and that was for ourselves alone and not
for the animals.
When the moccasins were finished in the morning we began to
get our cattle together when it was discovered that Old
Brigham was gone, and the general belief was that the Indians
had made a quiet raid on us and got away with the old fellow.
We circled around till we found his track and then Arcane
followed it while we made ready the others. Arcane came in
with the stray namesake of the polygamous saint about this
time shouting:—"I've got him—No
Indians." The ox had got into the wash ravine below camp
and passed out of sight behind, in a short time. He had been
as easily tracked as if he walked in snow. There was larger
sage brush in the wash than elsewhere, and no doubt Brigham
had thought this a good place to seek for some extra blades of
grass.
Immediately south of this camp now known as Providence
Springs, is the salt lake to which Rogers and I went on the
first trip and were so sadly disappointed in finding the water
unfit to use.
As soon as ready we started up the cañon, following
the trail made by the Jayhawkers who had proceeded us, and by
night had reached the summit, but passed beyond, a short
distance down the western slope, where we camped in a valley
that gave us good large sage brush for our fires, and quite a
range for the oxen without their getting out of sight. This
being at quite a high elevation we could see the foot as well
as the top, of the great snow mountain, and had a general good
view of the country.
This proved to be the easiest day's march we had
experienced, and the women complained less than on any other
night since our departure. Their path had been comparatively
smooth, and with the new moccasins their feet had been well
protected, they had come through pretty nicely. We told them
they looked better, and if they would only keep up good
courage they would succeed and come out all right to the land
where there was plenty of bread and water, and when safely
out, they might make good resolutions never to get in such a
trap again. Mrs. Bennett said such a trip could never be done
over again, and but for the fact that Rogers and I had been
over the road, and that she believed all we had said about it;
she never would have had the courage to come thus far. Now,
for the children's sake, she wished to live, and would put
forth any effort to come through all right.
The next day we had a long cañon to go down, and in
it passed the dead body of the beautiful white mare Rogers had
taken such a fancy to. The body had not decomposed, nor had it
been disturbed by any bird or beast. Below this point the bed
of the cañon was filled with great boulders, over which
it was very difficult to get the oxen along. Some of them had
lost their moccasins and had to suffer terribly over the
rocks.
Camp was made at the salt water hole, and our wheat and
meat boiled in it did not soften and get tender as it did in
fresh water. There was plenty of salt grass above; but the
oxen did not eat it any more than the horses did, and wandered
around cropping a bite of the bitter brush once in awhile, and
looking very sorry. This was near the place where Rogers and I
found the piece of ice which saved our lives. The women did
not seriously complain when we reached this camp, but little
Charley Arcane broke out with a bad looking rash all over his
body and as he cried most of the time it no doubt smarted and
pained him like a mild burn. Neither his mother nor any one
else could do anything for him to give him any relief. We had
no medicines, and if he or any one should die, all we could do
would be to roll the body in a blanket and cover it with a
light covering of sand.
From this camp to the next water holes at the base of the
great snow mountain, it was at least 30 miles, level as to
surface, and with a light ascending grade. The Jayhawkers had
made a well marked trail, and it it was quite good walking.
The next camp was a dry one, both for ourselves and the oxen,
nothing but dry brush for them, and a little dried meat for
ourselves, but for all this the women did not complain so very
much. They were getting use to the work and grew stronger with
the exercise. They had followed Old Crump and the children
every day with the canteens of water and a little dried meat
to give them if they cried too much with hunger, and Arcane
had led his ox day after day with a patience that was
remarkable, and there was no bad temper shown by any one. This
was the way to do, for if there were any differences, there
was no tribunal to settle them by.
In all this desert travel I did not hear any discontent and
serious complaint, except in one case, and that was at the
Jayhawker's camp, where they burned their wagons at the end of
the wagon road, in Death Valley. Some could not say words bad
enough to express their contempt, and laid all the trouble of
salt water to Lot's wife. Perhaps she was in a better position
to stand the cursing than any of the party present.
The next day we reached the water holes at the place where
Rogers and I stole up to camp fire in the evening, supposing
it to be Indians, but finding there Capt. Doty and his mess, a
part of the Jayhawker's band. By dipping carefully from these
holes they filled again, and thus, although there was no flow
from them we gradually secured what water we needed for the
camp, which was a small amount after so long a time without.
There was some low brush here called greasewood, which grew
about as high as currant bushes, and some distance up the
mountain the oxen could find some scattery bunch grass, which,
on the whole, made this camp a pretty good one. The women,
however, were pretty nearly exhausted, and little Charley
Arcane cried bitterly all day and almost all night. All began
to talk more and feel more hopeful of getting through. The
women began to say that every step brought them so much nearer
to the house we had told them about on the other side and
often said the work was not so very hard after all. Really it
was not so bad travelling as we had at first. We were now nine
days from the wagons. "Are we half way?" was the
question they began to ask. We had to answer them that more
than one half the hard days were over, if one half the
distance had not been traveled, and with the better walking
and getting hardened to the work, they would get over the last
half better than the first. One thing was a little hard. All
of our beans and flour had been used up, and now the wheat was
about gone also. We had cooked it, and it seemed best, trying
to build up our strength, where it was most needed for the
greatest trials, and now we thought they would be able to get
along on the meat. We had reached the base of the great snow
mountain. It seems strange with the mass of snow resting
above, and which must be continually thawing more or less, no
ravines or large streams of water were produced flowing down
this side. It seemed dry all around its base, which is is very
singular, with the snow so near.
We had now our barren cañon to go down, and right
here was the big trail coming down from the north, which we
took and followed. We said all these good things about the
road, and encouraged the people all we could to keep in good
spirits and keep moving. We told them we thought we knew how
to manage to get them safe over the road if they only fully
endeavored to do it. We were all quite young, and not in the
decline of life as were most of them who had perished by the
way. No reader can fully realize how much we had to say and do
to keep up courage, and it is to this more than anything else
that we did which kept up the lagging energies and inspired
the best exertion. I don't know but we painted some things a
little brighter than they were, and tried to hide some of the
most disheartening points of the prospects ahead, for we found
the mind had most to do with it after all. We have no doubt
that if we had not done all we could to keep up good courage,
the women would have pined away and died before reaching this
far. Whenever we stopped talking encouragingly, they seemed to
get melancholy and blue.
There was some pretty good management to be exercised
still. The oxen were gradually growing weaker, and we had to
kill the weakest one every time, for if the transportation of
our food failed, we should yet be open to the danger of
starvation. As it was, the meat on their frames was very
scarce, and we had to use the greatest economy to make it last
and waste nothing. We should now have to kill one of our oxen
every few days, as our other means of subsistence had been so
completely used up. The women contracted a strange dislike to
this region and said they never wanted to see any part of it
again.
As the sun showed its face over the great sea of mountains
away to the east of Death Valley, and it seemed to rise very
early for winter season we packed up and started west on the
big trail. Rogers and I took the oxen and mule and went on,
leaving the others to accompany Old Crump and his little
charges. Arcane had found it best to carry Charley on his
back, as it relieved the burning sensation, caused by the
eruption on his skin, which was aggravated by the close
quarters of the pockets. Thus leaving the pockets unbalanced,
Bennett had to carry his baby also. This made it harder for
them, but every one tried to be just as accommodating as they
could and each one would put himself to trouble to accommodate
or relieve others.
Rogers and I made camp when we reached the proper place
which was some distance from the mountain, on a perfectly
level plain where there was no water, no grass, nothing but
sage brush would grow on the dry and worthless soil. We let
the oxen go and eat as much of this as they chose, which was
very little and only enough to keep them from absolute
starvation. The great trail had a branch near here that turned
north, and went up a ravine that would seem to reach the snow
in a little while. This was believed to be impassable at this
time of year. This route is known as Walker's Pass, leading
over a comparatively low ridge, and coming out the south fork
of the Kern River.
We made our camp here because it was as long a march as the
women could make, and, for a dry one, was as good a location
as we could find. The cool breeze came down from the snow to
the north of us, not so very many miles away, and after a
little it became uncomfortably cold. We gathered greasewood
bushes and piled them up to make a wind-break for our heads.
The oxen, even, would come and stand around the fire, seeming
greatly to enjoy the warm smoke, which came from burning the
greasewood brush, which by the way, burns about the best of
any green wood. When we were ready to lie down we tied the
animals to bunches of brush, and they lay contentedly till
morning.
To the north of us, a few miles away we could see some
standing, columns of rock, much reminding one of the great
stone chimney of the boiler house at Stanford Jr., University;
not quite so trim and regular in exterior appearance, but
something in that order. We reckon the only students in the
vicinity would be lizards.
When the women arrived in camp they were very tired, but
encouraged themselves that they were much nearer the promised
land than they were in the morning. Mrs. Bennett said she was
very careful never to take a step backward, and to make every
forward one count as much as possible. "That's a good
resolution, Sally," said Mr Bennett. "Stick to it
and we will come out by and bye."
From near this camp we have a low range of mountains to
cross, a sort of spur or offshoot of the great snow mountain
that reaches out twenty miles or more to the southeast, and
its extremity divides away into what seems from our point of
view a level plain. We had attained quite an elevation without
realizing it, so gradual had been the ascent, and our course
was now down a steep hillside and into a deep cañon. In
its very bottom we found a small stream of water only a few
yards long, and then it sank into the sands. Not a spear of
grass grew there, and if any had grown it had been eaten by
the cattle which had gone before. This was the same place,
where Rogers and I had overtaken the advance portion of the
Jayhawkers when we were on our outward trip in search of
relief, and where some of the older men were so discouraged
that they gave us their home addresses in Illinois so that we
could notify their friends of their precarious situation, and
if they were never otherwise heard from they could be pretty
sure they had perished from thirst and starvation when almost
at their journey's end.
The scenes of this camp on that occasion made so strong an
impression on my memory that I can never forget it. There were
poor dependent fellows without a morsel to eat except such
bits of poor meat as they could beg from those who were
fortunate enough to own oxen. Their tearful pleadings would
soften a heart of stone. We shared with some of them even when
we did not know the little store upon our backs would last us
through. Our oxen here had water to drink, but nothing more.
It might be a little more comfortable to drink and starve,
than both choke and starve, but these are no very pleasant
prospects in either one.
Both ourselves and the oxen were getting barefoot and our
feet very tender. The hill we had just come down was very
rough and rocky and our progress very slow, every step made in
a selected spot. We could not stop here to kill an ox and let
the remainder of them starve, but must push on to where the
living ones could get a little food. We fastened the oxen and
the mule to keep them from wandering, and slept as best we
could. The women and children looked worse than for some time,
and could not help complaining. One of the women held up her
foot and the sole was bare and blistered. She said they ached
like toothache. The women had left their combs in the wagons,
and their hair was getting seriously tangled. Their dresses
were getting worn off pretty nearly to their knees, and showed
the contact with the ground that sometimes could not be
avoided. They were in a sad condition so far as toilet and
raiment were concerned. Life was in the balance, however, and
instead of talking over sad things, we talked of the time when
we would reach the little babbling brook where Rogers and I
took such long draughts of clear, sweet water and the waiter
at our dinner gave us the choice of Crow, Hawk
or Quail, and where we took a little of all three.
In the morning we were off again down the cañon,
limping some as we trod its coarse gravelly bed with our
tender feet and stiffened joints, but getting limbered up a
little after a bit, and enduring it pretty well. We set out to
try to reach the bunch of willows out on the level plain,
where the cattle could get some water and grass, but night
overtook us at the mouth of the cañon, and we were
forced to go into camp. This cañon is now called Red
Cañon. This was on an elevated plain, with a lake near
by, but as we had been so often deceived by going to the lake
for water, and finding them salt in every instance, or poison
on account of strong alkali, we did not take the trouble to go
and try this one.
Near us was some coarse grass and wet ground where we found
water enough for our moderate use, and the oxen, by
perseverance, could get something to eat and drink. After
supper we were out of meat and we would have to kill an ox to
get some food for breakfast. In the night a storm came on,
much to our surprise, for we had seen none since the night on
the mountain east of Death Valley more than two months before.
We tried to fix up a shelter to protect the children and
ourselves, but were not very successful. We tried to use our
guns for tent poles, but could not keep them in place. We laid
down as close as pigs in cold weather, and covered up as best
we could, but did not keep dry, and morning found us wet to
the skin, cold and shivering. We gathered big sage brush for a
fire in the morning, and the tracks of our nearly bare feet
could be plainly seen in the snow which lay like a blanket
awhile over the ground, about two inches deep. Some lay in bed
and we warmed blankets before the fire and put over them to
keep them comfortable till the sun should rise and warm the
air. We selected an ox and brought him up before the fire
where I shot him, and soon there was meat roasting over the
fire and blood cooking in the camp kettle. We had nothing to
season the blood pudding with but salt, and it was not very
good, but answered to sustain life. We ate a hasty meal, then
packed our animals and started for the willow patch about four
miles away. The snow was about gone.
I staid in camp to keep it till they could get through to
the willows and some one to come back with the mule to carry
forward the portion of meat that could not be taken at first.
We intended to dry it at the willows, and then we could carry
it along as daily food over the wide plain we had yet to
cross. Having carried the meat forward, we made a rack of
willows and dried it over the fire, making up a lot of
moccasins for the barefooted ones while we waited. We were
over most of the rocky road, we calculated that our shoemaking
would last us through. This was a very pleasant camp. The
tired ones were taking a rest. No one needed it more than our
women and children, who were tired nearly out. They were in
much better condition to endure their daily hardships than
when they started out, and a little rest would make them feel
quite fresh again. They understood that this was almost on the
western edge of this desert country and this gave them good
hope and courage.
This wonderful spot in the level plain, with a spring of
pure water making an oasis of green willows and grass has been
previously spoken of as:—"A spring of good water,
and a little willow patch in a level desert away from any
hill." In all our wanderings we had never seen the like
before. No mountaineer would ever think of looking here for
water, much less ever dream of finding a lone spring away out
in the desert, several miles from the mountain's base. Where
the range we just came through leaves the mother mountain
stands a peak, seemingly alone, and built up of many colored
rocks, in belts, and the whole looks as if tipped with
steel.
Arcane's boy Charley still suffered from his bogus measles
or whatever else his disorder might be, and Bennett's little
Martha grew more quiet and improved considerably in health,
though still unable to walk, and still abdominally corpulent.
The other two children George and Melissa seemed to bear up
well and loved to get off and walk in places where the trail
was smooth and level. Bennett, Arcane and Old Crump usually
traveled with the same party as the women, and as each of them
had a small canteen to carry water, they could attend to the
wants of the children and keep them from worrying and getting
sick from fretfulness. They often carried the two younger ones
on their backs to relieve and rest them from their cramped
position on the ox.
Arcane used to say he expected the boys—meaning
Rogers and I—would try to surprise the party by letting
them get very near the house before they knew how near they
were. "Be patient Mr. Arcane," said we, "we can
tell you just how many camps there must be before we reach it,
and we won't fool you or surprise you in any way."
"Well," said he. "I was almost in hopes you
would, for I like to be disappointed in that way."
"What do you think the folks will say when we tell them
that our little mule packed most of the meat of an ox four
miles from one camp to another?" "What will they say
when we tell them that the oxen were so poor that there was no
marrow in the great thigh bones?" Instead of marrow there
was a thick dark liquid something like molasses in
consistency, but streaked with different colors which made it
look very unwholesome. Arcane said the whole story was so
incredible, that he never should fight anyone, even if he
should tell him he lied when he related the strange sad truth.
He said he had no doubt many a one would doubt their story, it
was so much beyond what people had ever seen or heard of
before, and they might be accused of very strong romancing in
the matter.
They all felt more like talking; for we were thus far safe
and sound, and though there was a desperate struggle of
seventy-five miles or more, from this place to the next water
in the foot-hills. Possibly the snow storms had left a little
in some of the pools, but we made no calculations on any. The
promised land we had so steadily been approaching, and now
comparatively so near, gave us great hope, which was better
than food and drink to give us strength.
There were surely two camps between this and the little
pond John and I found, among the Cabbage trees, and not more
than six by ten feet square. As we worked away at our
foot-wear we talked more in an hour than we had in a whole day
before. We were slowly leaving Death Valley behind us with its
sad memories and sufferings. We were leaving behind the dead
bodies of several who had traveled with us and been just as
strong and hopeful as we. We had left behind us all in our
possession in that terrible spot, and simply with our lives we
hoped to escape, and trust to Providence and humanity on the
other side. Arcane now admitted that they could not have got
along half as well, if we had not gone ahead and looked out
the land. It was such a gain to know exactly where the next
water hole was, so it could be steered for and struggled
toward. He even went so far as to say they would have no
chance alone, and that as he now saw the road, he was sure
they have would all perished even before reaching as far as
this. We had strong hopes of the morrow, when we would be all
rested, all were shod, and would make every footstep count in
our western progress.
It seems quite a strange occurrence that the only two
storms we had had since we turned westward on this route, Nov.
4th, were snow storms, and that both had come while we were
asleep, so that all our days were cloudless. Sometimes the sun
was uncomfortably warm even in the heart of the winter. One
would have naturally expected that the great rainfall all over
the California coast in the winter of 1849-50, and the deep
snows that came in the Sierra Nevada mountains the same
winter, would have extended southerly the few hundred miles
that separated the two places. Modern science has shown the
tracks of the storms and partially explains the reasons for
this dry and barren nature of this region. When rains do come
they are so out of the regular order, that they are called
cloud-bursts or waterspouts, and the washes in the
cañons and their mouths show how great has been the
volume of water that sometimes rushed down the slope. If
clouds at a warm or moderate temperature float against these
snow peaks all the water they contain is suddenly
precipitated. The country is an arid one and unless wealth
should appear in the shape of mines, the country can never be
inhabited. We considered ourselves very fortunate in finding
the little pools and holes of water which kept us alive. It
was not very good drinking water, but to us thirsty folks it
was a blessing and we never passed it by on account of any
little stagnant bitter taste. Salt water we could not drink of
course, though we sometimes used it to cook with.
We were as well prepared next morning as possible for a
move, and the long walk before us, the last one between us and
the fertile land. They all talked of how delighted they would
be to see once more a running brook, green grass and trees,
and such signs of life as they had seen and been used to in
the good land they had left behind. The women said they could
endure the march of four or five days, if when all over, they
could sleep off the terrible fatigue and for once drink all
the pure sweet water they could desire. No more forced
marches. No more grey road, stretching out its dusty miles as
far as the eye could reach. The ladies thought the oxen would
be as happy as themselves, and the little mule, the most
patient one of the whole train deserved a life of ease for her
valuable services. This little black, one-eyed lady wandered
here and there at will seeking for grass, but never going
astray or getting far enough from the track to alarm us in the
least. She seldom drank much water, was always ready, never
got foot-sore, and seemed made expressly for such a life and
for such a desert.
A good kettleful of soup for breakfast, dried meat fixed in
packages, kegs and canteens filled with water, and we were
ready for an advance.
There is one less ox to lead, and very little load for
those we have, still the load is all such poor weak fellows
ought to bear. Old Crump was not thus favored by a gradually
lightened load. He bore the same four children every day,
faithfully, carefully, with never a stumble nor fall, as
though fully aware of the precious nature of his burden.
In this new march John and I took the oxen and pushed on as
usual, leaving the families to follow on, at a slower pace,
the trail we made. The trail was slightly inclined. The bushes
stunted at the best, getting smaller as we proceeded, and the
horse bones, new and ancient are now thickly scattered along
the way. The soil is different from that we have had. We can
see the trail, winding gently here and there, swept clean by
the wind, and the surface is hard and good; but when the mule
gets the least bit off of it she sinks six inches deep into
the soft sand, and the labor of walking is immense. I stepped
out to examine the peculiar soil, and found it finer than
superfine flour. It was evident that a strong wind would lift
it in vast clouds which might even darken the sky, but we were
fortunate in this respect, for during all the time we were on
this peculiar soil, there was no wind at all, and we escaped a
sand-storm, a sort of storm as peculiar to this region as are
blizzards to some of the states of the great west.
Our first night's camp was out on the barren waterless
plain, now known as the Mojave Desert. There were no shrubs
large enough to make a fire of, and nothing to tie our cattle
to, so we fastened all our animals together to keep them from
scattering and getting lost. We ate a little dry meat and
drank sparingly of the water, for our scanty stock was to last
us another day, when we might reach prospective water holes.
Starting early, John and I took all but Old Crump and the
other travelers, and hurried on to try and find the water
holes as early as possible. We, as well as the oxen were very
dry, for we left all the water we had with the party, for the
children, for they cannot endure the thirst as the older
people can. We reached the camping place before night. Quite a
time before we reached it, the cattle seemed to scent the
water and quickened their pace, so we were confident it had
not dried up. We got ahead of the oxen and kept there until we
reached the little pond and then guarded it to keep them from
wading into it, in their eagerness to reach some drink. They
all satisfied their thirst, and then we removed the harness,
built a fire of the dead cabbage trees which we found round
about, laid down the beds and arranged them neatly, and had
all nicely done before the rear guard came up, in charge of
Captain Crump. The party was eager for water and all secured
it. It was rain water and no doubt did not quench thirst as
readily as water from some living spring or brook. There was
evidence that there had been a recent shower or snow to fill
this depression up for our benefit. The Jayhawkers had passed
not more than a half mile north of this spot, but no sign
appeared that they had found it, and it was left to sustain
the lives of the women and children.
It often occurs to me that many may read incredulously when
I speak of our party eating the entire flesh of an ox in four
or five days. To such I will say that one cannot form an idea
how poor an ox will get when nearly starved so long. Months
had passed since they had eaten a stomachful of good
nutritious food. The animals walked slowly with heads down
nearly tripping themselves up with their long, swinging legs.
The skin loosely covered the bones, but all the flesh and
muscles had shrunk down to the smallest space. The meat was
tough and stringy as basswood bark, and tasted strongly of
bitter sage brush the cattle had eaten at almost every camp.
At a dry camp the oxen would lie down and grate their teeth,
but they had no cud to chew. It looked almost merciless to
shoot one down for food, but there was no alternative. We
killed our poor brute servants to save ourselves. Our cattle
found a few bunches out among the trees at this camp and
looked some better in the morning. They had secured plenty of
water and some grass.
Young Charlie Arcane seemed to grow worse rather than
better. His whole body was red as fire, and he screamed with
the pain and torment of the severe itching. Nothing could be
done to relieve him, and if his strength lasted till we could
get better air, water and food he might recover, but his
chances were very poor.
Not much rest at this camp for in the morning we aimed to
start early and reach the water in the foothills. We thought
we could do it if we started early, walked rapidly and took no
resting spell at noon. Such a poor soil as this we were
anxious to get away from, and walk once more on a soil that
would grow something besides stunted sage brush. From all
appearances the Jayhawkers were here in about the same
predicament Rogers and I were when we lost the trail. By their
tracks we could see they had scattered wide and there was no
road left for us to follow, and they had evidently tried to
follow our former tracks. Having no trail to follow we passed
on as best we could and came to a wide piece of land on which
were growing a great many cabbage trees. The soil was of the
finest dust with no grit in it, and not long before a light
shower had fallen, making it very soft and hard to get along
in with the moccasins. The women had to stop to rest
frequently, so our progress was very slow. Rogers and I had
feet about as hard as those of the oxen, so we removed our
moccasins and went barefoot, finding we could get along much
easier in that way, but the others had such tender feet they
could not endure the rough contact with the brush and mud.
Only a few miles had been made before the women were so
completely tired out that we had to stop and eat our little
bit of dried meat and wait till morning. The little mule now
carried all our stock of food, and the precious burden
lightened every day. This delay was not expected, but we had
to endure it and bear it patiently, for there was a limit to
strength of the feeble ones of our party. We had therefore to
make another barren camp. Relief seemed so near at hand we
kept good courage and talked freely of the happy ending which
would soon come. If we had any way to set a good table we
would feast and be merry like the prodigal son, but at any
rate we shall be safe if we can reach the fertile shore.
When the sun went down we tied the mule and oxen to cabbage
trees, and shortly after dusk lay down ourselves, for we had
enjoyed a good fire made of the trunks of cabbage trees, the
first really comfortable one in a long time. The air was
cooler here, for we were on higher ground, and there was some
snow on the range of mountains before us, which sent these
cool breezes down to us, a change of climate quite
pleasing.
For breakfast in the morning we had only dried meat roasted
before the fire, without water, and when we started each one
put a piece in his or her pocket to chew on during the day as
we walked along. As we went ahead the ground grew dryer and
the walking much improved. The morning overhead was perfectly
lovely, as away east, across the desert the sun early showed
his face to us. Not a cloud anywhere, not even over the tops
of the high peaks where great white masses sometimes cluster
but dissolve as soon as they float away, and there was not
wind enough to be perceptible. We remarked the same lack of
animal life which we had noticed on our first passage over
this section, seeing not a rabbit, bird, or living thing we
could use for food. Bennett had the same load in his gun he
put there when we left the wagons, and all the powder I had
burned was that used in killing the oxen we had slain whenever
it became necessary to provide for our barren kitchen.
As we approached the low foot-hills the trail became better
travelled and better to walk in, for the Jayhawkers who had
scattered, every one for himself apparently, in crossing the
plain, seemed here to have drawn together and their path was
quite a beaten one. We saw from this that they followed the
tracks made by Rogers and myself as we made our first trip
westward in search of bread. Quite a little before the sun
went out of sight in the west we reached our camping place in
the lower hills at the eastern slope of a range we must soon
cross. Here was some standing water in several large holes,
that proved enough for our oxen, and they found some large
sage brush and small bushes round about, on which they browsed
and among which they found a few bunches of grass. Lying about
were some old skulls of cattle which had sometime been killed,
or died. These were the first signs of the sort we had seen
along this route. They might have been killed by Indians who
doubtless used this trail.
The next day in crossing the range before us, we reached
the edge of the snow, which the sun had softened, and we dare
not attempt to cross. Early in the morning, when it was frozen
hard the cattle could travel it very well. The snow belt was
five or six miles wide, and the snow two or three feet deep.
This was a very good camping place except that we had to melt
snow for all our water, but this being coarse and icy it was
not a great job as we found enough dry juniper trees and twigs
to make a very good fire. Here we also had to kill another ox.
This one in its turn was Arcane's, and left him only two, and
Bennett three, but we think that if we have no accident we
shall get them along with us till we can get other food, as
they have very light loads to pack. When the ox is killed and
the meat prepared the mule has, for a time, a larger load than
all the oxen have, but seems content and nips a bite of food
whenever it can see a chance anywhere along the road, giving
us no more trouble than a dog. And by the way, I think I have
not mentioned our faithful camp dog, a worthy member of our
party who stood watch always and gave us a sure alarm if
anything unusual happened anywhere about. He was perhaps only
one of a hundred that tried to cross the plains and had to be
abandoned when they reached the upper Platte, where the alkali
dust made their feet so sore they could not travel, and as
they could not be hauled on wagons they were left behind. But
this dog Cuff did not propose to be left behind to starve, and
crippled along after us, we doing all we could for him, and
proved as tough as the best of us. Bennett and I had trained
him as a hunting dog in the East, and he was very knowing and
handy in every particular.
We were out of this camp at daylight. Very little rest for
some of us, but we must make the best of the cool morning
while the snow is hard, and so move on as soon as we can see
the way. As it gets lighter and the sun comes up red and hot
out of the desert we have a grand view of the great spread of
the country to south and of the great snow mountain to the
north and east, the peak standing over the place where we left
our wagons nineteen days before, on the edge of Death Valley.
The glare of the snow on the sun makes us nearly blind, but we
hurry on to try to cross it before it becomes so soft as to
slump under our feet. It is two or three feet in the deepest
places, and probably has been three times as deep when freshly
fallen, but it is now solid and icy. Our rawhide moccasins
protect our feet from cold, and both we and the animals got
along fairly well, the oxen breaking through occasionally as
the snow softened up, but generally walking on the top as we
did ourselves. The snow field reached much farther down the
western slope than we had hoped, much farther than on the
eastern side. Before we got out of it, we saw the track of
some animal which had crossed our route, but as it had been
made some days before and now could be seen only as some holes
in the surface, we could not determine what sort of an animal
it was.
A mile or two down the hill we were at last out of the
snow, and a little farther on we came to the little babbling
brook Rogers and I had so long painted in the most refreshing
colors to the tired women, with water, wood and grass on every
hand, the three greatest blessings of a camper's life. Here
was where Rogers and I had cooked and eaten our meat of crow,
quail and hawk, pretty hard food, but then, the blessed
water!
There it danced and jumped over the rocks singing the
merriest song one ever heard, as it said—Drink, drink ye
thirsty ones your fill—the happiest sweetest music to
the poor starved, thirsty souls, wasted down almost to haggard
skeletons. O! if some poet of wildest imagination could only
place himself in the position of those poor tired travelers to
whom water in thick muddy pools had been a blessing, who had
eagerly drank the fluid even when so salt and bitter us to be
repulsive, and now to see the clear, pure liquid, distilled
from the crystal snow, abundant, free, filled with life and
health—and write it in words—the song of that
joyous brook and set it to the music that it made as it echoed
in gentle waves from the rocks and lofty walls, and with the
gentle accompaniment of rustling trees—a soft singing
hush, telling of rest, and peace, and happiness.
New life seemed to come to the dear women. "O! What a
beautiful stream!" say they, and they dip in a tin cup
and drink, then watch in dreaming admiration the water as it
goes hurrying down; then dip and drink again, and again watch
the jolly rollicking brook as if it were the most entertaining
thing in the whole wide earth. "Why can't such a stream
as that run out of the great Snow Mountain in the dry Death
Valley?" say they—"so we could get water on
the way."
The men have felt as glad as any of them, but have gathered
wood and made a fire, and now a camp kettle of cut up meat is
boiling for our supper. It was not yet night, but we must camp
in so beautiful a place as this, and though the food was poor,
we were better off than we had been before.
Bennett proposed that I take the mule and go back to where
we saw the track of the animal in the snow and follow it in
hope that we might get some game for we had an idea it might
be an elk or bear or some large game, good to kill and give us
better meat: So I saddled the mule and took the trail back
till I came to the track, then followed it as best I could,
for it was very dull and gave me no idea what it was. I traced
out of the snow and then in a blind way through bushes as high
as the mule's back—Chaparral we called it
now—among which I made my way with difficulty. I could
now see that the track was made by an ox or cow—perhaps
an elk—I could not tell for sure it was so faint. This
chaparral covered a large piece of table land, and I made my
way through it, following the track for a mile or two, till I
came to the top of a steep hill sloping down into a deep
cañon and a creek, on the bank of which grew sycamore
and alder trees, with large willows. I stopped here some
minutes to see if I could see or hear the movement of of
anything. Across the creek I could see a small piece of
perhaps half an acre of natural meadow, and in it some small
bunches of sycamore trees. After a little I discovered some
sort of a horned animal there, and I reckoned this was good
enough game for me to try and capture, so led the mule out to
one side and down the hill near the creek, then tied her, and
crept along the bank, about four feet high, toward the little
meadow. When about right, as I thought, I climbed up behind a
bunch of sycamores, and when I slowly and cautiously raised up
I was within fifty yards of a cow or steer of some sort which
I could dimly see. I put a ball square in its forehead and it
fell without a struggle. I loaded again quick as possible, and
there saw two other smaller cattle stepping very high as
though terrified, but not aware of the nature or location of
the danger. I gave a low whistle and one of them looked toward
me long enough for me to put a ball in it. The third one was
now behind a clump of sycamores, and I soon saw its face
through a little opening not more than three inches wide. I
made a shot, and wounded it, and then rushed up and gave it a
fatal one.
I examined my game and found the first one was a poor old
cow, but the others were yearlings, one of them very fat and
nice, and I soon had the hind quarters skinned out, and all
the fat I could find, which made a big load for the mule. It
was now almost dark, and the next problem was to get back to
camp again. The brushy hills would be terrible to cross with a
load of meat, and by the way the ground lay I concluded our
camp was on this same creek farther down.
The only way that seemed at all feasible was to follow the
course of the stream if possible, rather than return the
course over which I had come. There were so many bushes and
trees along the bank that I had to take to the bed and follow
in the water, and as it was rocky and rough, and so dark I
could not see well how to step, I stumbled into holes and
pools up to my waist, wet as a rat. Coming to a small open
place I decided I had better camp for the night and not
attempt further progress in the darkness, and the decision was
hastened by dark clouds, which began to gather and a few
sprinkles of rain began to come. There was a good patch of
grass for the mule, but all was uncomfortable for me, with the
prospect for a rainy night, but as wood was plenty I decided
to make a fire and take the chances. I looked for matches and
scratched one. No go—they were damp, and scratch as
careful and quickly as I could, there was no answering spark
or flame, and darkness reigned supreme. A camp without a fire
in this wet place was not to be thought of, so I concluded I
might as well be slowly working my way down along the stream,
through thick brush and cold water, as to sit here in the cold
and wait.
So the little mule and I started on, wading the creek in
thick darkness, getting only the most dim reflected light from
the sky through now and then an opening in the trees. I did
not know then how easy it was for a grizzly to capture myself,
the mule and meat and have quite a variety for supper. But the
grizzly stayed at home and we followed on through brambles and
hard brush, through which it was almost impossible to force
one's way. As it turned out, I was not in the track of the
storm and did not suffer much from it. Soon the cañon
grew wider, and I could make out on the right hand a piece of
table land covered with brush that seemed easier to get
through than the creek bed.
The hill up to the table land was very steep, but not more
than fifty yards high, and when the mule tried to get up she
got along very well till near the top, when she slipped in the
wet earth and never stopped till she reached the bottom and
lay down. She was helped up to her feet again and we tried it
in another place, I holding her from slipping when she stopped
to rest, and at last we reached the top. The mule started on,
seeming to follow a trail, but I could not see whether there
was a trail or not, so thick was the darkness, but there was
evidently something of the kind, for the brush was two or
three feet high and very thick.
After proceeding some distance the mule stopped and did not
seem to wish to go any farther. I was pretty sure there was
something in front of her that blocked the way, and so worked
my way through the brush and carefully past her. I could
partly see and partly hear something just ahead, and in a
moment found it was our good faithful Cuff, and no frightful
spook at all. The good fellow had discovered our approach and
came out to meet us, and I am sure the mule was as glad as I
was to see him. He crawled through the brush and smelled at
the mule's load and then went forward in the trail, which we
followed. It was a long time after midnight when we reached
camp. There was a good fire burning, but all were asleep till
I led the mule up to the fire and called out—"Wake
Up," when they were most of them on their feet in a
minute without stopping to dress, for all had slept a long
time without taking off their clothes.
John took charge of the mule and unloaded it, telling me to
get into his warm bed. I took off my wet clothes and told him
to dry them, and then got between the dry, warm blankets in
greatest comfort. Daylight came very quickly, it seemed to me,
and before I finally rose, the sun had been up some hours
before me. Before I fell asleep I could hear the women say, as
they cut off the pieces of meat to roast—"See the
fat! Only see how nice it is!" Quickly roasted on the
coals they ate the delicate morsels with a relish and, most of
all, praised the sweet fat. "We like to have it all
fat," said they, showing how their system craved the
nourishment the poor starved beef could not give. No one went
to bed after I came, but all sat and roasted meat and ate till
they were satisfied.
This sporting trip was quite different from deer hunting in
Wisconsin, and nothing like looking for game in Death Valley
where nothing lived. It was the hardest night's work that ever
came to me in many a day, and not the wild sport I generally
looked for when on the chase. I felt pretty well when I got
up, and a chunk of my last night's prize which had been
toasted for me was eaten with a relish, for it was the best of
meat and I, of course, had a first class appetite. I had to
tell them my last hunting story, and was much praised as a
lucky boy.
We would not be compelled to kill any more of our poor oxen
in order to live. So far we had killed six of them, and there
were five left. Our present situation was much appreciated,
compared with that of a few days ago when we were crawling
slowly over the desert, hungry, sore-footed and dry, when to
lie was far easier than to take steps forward. We felt like
rejoicing at our deliverance and there was no mourning now for
us. The surrounding hills and higher mountains seemed more
beautiful to us. They were covered with green trees and brush,
not a desert place in sight. The clear little singing brook
ran merrily on its way, the happiest, brightest stream in all
my memory. Wild birds came near us without fear, and seemed
very friendly. All was calm, and the bright sunshine exactly
warm enough so that no one could complain of heat or cold.
When ready to move it was announced that I had lost my
saddle blanket in my adventure, so they substituted another
one and I took the back track to the place where the mule
slipped down the bank, and there I found it. I soon overtook
them again just as they were going to camp on Mrs. Bennett's
account, as she had been suddenly taken sick with severe pain
and vomiting, something as Rogers and I had been after eating
our first California corn meal. The rich, fat meat was too
strong for her weak stomach.
Arcane all along had an idea that Rogers and I meant to
surprise them by leading them to believe the house we had
visited was quite a distance off, and then to so manage it
that it should appear upon their sight suddenly. We assured
them it would take two or more camps before we could get
there, and if Mrs. Bennett did not soon recover, even more
than that. Our camp here was under a great live oak, the
ground deep covered with dry leaves, and near by a beautiful
meadow where our cattle and mule ate, drank and rested, the
oxen chewing their cud with such an air of comfort as had not
come to them since leaving their far-off eastern pastures.
They seemed as much pleased as any one. They would lie down
and rest and eat at the same time in perfectly enjoyable
laziness.
Here we all rested and washed such clothes as we could do
without long enough to dry, and washed our faces and hands
over and over again to remove the dirt which had been burned
and sweated in so completely as not to come off readily. We
sat on the bank of the brook with our feet dangling in the
water, a most refreshing bath, and they too began to look
clean again. We often saw tracks of the grizzly bear about,
but in our ignorance had no fear of them, for we did not know
they were a dangerous animal. An owl came and hooted in the
night, but that was the only challenge any wild beast or bird
gave to our peaceful and restful camp. We were out of the
dreadful sands and shadows of Death Valley, its exhausting
phantoms, its salty columns, bitter lakes and wild, dreary
sunken desolation. If the waves of the sea could flow in and
cover its barren nakedness, as we now know they might if a few
sandy barriers were swept away, it would be indeed, a
blessing, for in it there is naught of good, comfort or
satisfaction, but ever in the minds of those who braved its
heat and sands, a thought of a horrid Charnel house, a corner
of the earth so dreary that it requires an exercise of
strongest faith to believe that the great Creator ever smiled
upon it as a portion of his work and pronounced it "Very
good." We had crossed the great North American Continent,
from a land of plenty, over great barren hills and plains, to
another mild and beautiful region, where, though still in
winter months, we were basking in the warmth and luxuriance of
early summer. We thought not of the gold we had come to win.
We were dead almost, and now we lived. We were parched with
thirst, and now the brightest of crystal streams invited us to
stoop and drink. We were starved so that we had looked at each
other with maniac thoughts, and now we placed in our mouth the
very fat of the land. We had seen our cattle almost perishing;
seen them grow gaunt and tottering; seen them slowly plod
along with hanging heads and only the supremacy of human will
over animal instinct had kept them from lying down never to
rise again. Now they were in pastures of sweet grass, chewing
the cud of content and satisfaction. Life which had been a
burden grew sweet to us, and though it may be that our words
of praise to Him, whose will was to deliver us out of the jaws
of death, were not set nor formal, yet His all-seeing eye saw
the truth in our hearts, and saw there the fullest expression
of our gratitude and thankfulness. Who shall say the thanks
that arose were less acceptable, because not given on bended
knees before gilded altars?
Though across the desert and evidently in the long promised
land our troubles and trials were not through by any means,
but evidently we were out of danger. Our lives seemed to be
secure, and we were soon to meet with settlers who would no
doubt extend to us the hand of human sympathy. Many long miles
yet remained between us and the rivers in whose sands were
hidden the tiny grains of gold we came to seek.
The rest in the lovely camp had answered to cause Mrs.
Bennett to feel quite well again by the next morning, and we
made ready to proceed. We had the trail of the Jayhawkers to
follow, so the vines, brambles and tangles which had perplexed
Rogers and myself in our first passage were now somewhat
broken down, and we could get along very well without further
clearing of the road until the hills came down so close on
both sides that there was no room except in the very bed of
the stream. There was no other way, so we waded among after
the oxen as best we could. Sometimes the women fell down, for
a rawhide moccasin soaked soft in water was not a very
comfortable or convenient shoe, however it might be adapted to
hot, dry sands. The creek was shaded and the water quite cool.
The trail, such as it was, crossed the creek often and
generally was nothing else than the stream itself. The
constant wading, and wet, cold clothing caused the women to
give out soon and we selected the first dry suitable place
which offered food for the oxen, as a place to camp.
Wood was plenty and dry, so a good fire was soon burning,
and the poor women, wet to the waist and even higher, were
standing before it, turning round and round to get warm and
dry. Someone remarked that they resembled geese hanging before
the fire to roast, as they slowly revolved, and it was all
owing to their fatigue that the suggester did not receive
merited punishment then and there at their hands. As they got
a little dry and comfortable they remarked that even an excess
of water like this was better than the desert where there was
none at all, and as to their looks, there were no society
people about to point their fingers at them, and when they
reached a settled country they hoped to have a chance to
change their clothes, and get two dresses apiece, and that
these would be long enough to hide their knees which these
poor tatters quite failed to do. One remarked that she was
sure she had been down in the brook a dozen times and that she
did not consider cold water baths so frequently repeated were
good for the health.
Young Charley Arcane had been getting better for some days.
No medicine had been given him, and it was no doubt the change
of air and water that had begun to effect a cure. Arcane had a
hard time of it to keep the brush from pulling George and
Melissa off of Old Crump into the water. It was indeed one of
the hardest day's work of the whole journey, but no one was
low spirited, and all felt very well. The camping place was in
a deep cañon, surrounded by thick brush, so that no
wind came in to chill us. Everybody was cook and nobody was
boss. Not a cent of money among us, nor any chance to use any
if we had possessed it. We had nice, sweet, fat meat, cooked
rare or well done as each one preferred, and no complaints
about the waiters. The conditions were so favorable, compared
with the terrible Death Valley and its surroundings that every
one remarked about it, and no one felt in the least like
finding fault with the little inconveniences we were forced to
put up with. It might cure an inveterate fault-finder to take
a course of training in the desert.
The next day we did not wade half as much, and after a few
hours of travel we suddenly emerged from the brush into a
creek bottom which was much wider, with not a tree to obstruct
our way. The soil was sandy and covered more or less with sage
brush, and the stream which had been strong and deep enough to
make us very wet now sank entirely out of sight in the sandy
bottom. The hills were thinly timbered on the left side but
quite brushy on the right, and we could see the track of
cattle in the sand. No signs of other animals, but some small
birds came near, and meadow larks whistled their tune, quite
familiar to us, but still sounding slightly different from the
song of the same bird in the East. High in the air could be
seen a large sailing hawk or buzzard.
We stopped to rest at noon and noticed that the water ran a
little in the creek bed; but, by the time we were ready to
start we found none with which to fill our canteens. No doubt
this water was poured into the cañon somewhere near the
place where we killed the three cattle, and we had got out of
it before the flood came down. It was astonishing to see how
the thirsty sand drank up the quite abundant flow.
The next day we came down to the point of hill that nearly
crossed the valley, and we crossed the low ridge rather than
make a longer trip to get around by way of the valley. As we
reached the summit there appeared before us as beautiful a
rural picture as one ever looked upon. A large green meadow,
of a thousand acres, more or less; its southwest side bounded
by low mountains, at the base of which oak trees were plenty,
but no brush or undergrowth. It was like a grand old park,
such as we read of in English tales. All over the meadow
cattle of all sorts and sizes grazed, the "Ring-streaked
and speckled" of old Jacob's breed being very prominent.
Some lazily cropped the grass; some still more lazily reclined
and chewed their cud; while frisky calves exercised their
muscles in swift races and then secured their dinner from
anxious mothers. We camped at once and took the loads from all
the animals that they might feed in comfort on the sweet grass
that lay before them.
We tarried here perhaps two hours, till the cattle stopped
eating, and amply enjoyed the scene. Never again would any one
of the party go back over that dreary desert, they said, and
everyone wondered why all places could not be as green and
beautiful as this one. I cannot half tell how we felt and
acted, nor what we said in our delight over this picture of
plenty. The strong contrasts created strong impressions, and
the tongues so long silent in our dry and dreary trouble were
loosened to say everything the heart inspired. Think as much
as you can; you cannot think it all.
We felt much better after our rest, and the oxen seemed
stronger and better able, as well as more willing to carry
their loads, so we soon prepared to move on down the valley,
toward the house we had spoken of as the goal we were to
reach. It was now the 7th day of March 1850, and this date, as
well as the 4th day of November 1849 will always remain an
important one in memory. On the last named day we left the
trail to take the unfortunate cut-off, and for four long
months we had wandered and struggled in terrible hardship.
Every point of that terrible journey is indelibly fixed upon
my memory and though seventy-three years of age on April 6th
1893 I can locate every camp, and if strong enough could
follow that weary trail from Death Valley to Los Angeles with
unerring accuracy. The brushy cañon we have just
described is now occupied by the Southern Pacific Railroad,
and the steep and narrow ridge pierced by a tunnel, through
which the trains pass. The beautiful meadow we so much admired
has now upon its border a railroad station, Newhall, and at
the proper season some portion of it is covered with thousands
of trays of golden apricots, grown in the luxuriant orchards
just beyond the hills toward the coast, and here drying in the
bright summer sun. The cattle in the parti-colored coats are
gone, but one who knows the ground can see our picture.