It occurred to me that they might go out early in the
morning, so I secreted myself within gun shot of the trail
behind an old, moss-covered log where I slept comfortably; and
when it was light enough in the morning to see a deer, I
leveled my gun across the log in a position commanding the
trail and waited and watched until nine o'clock, but nothing
came upon that pathway that morning. After getting tired of
watching and waiting I went down to the trail where, to my
astonishment, I found the fresh tracks of a large bear which
must have passed by that way while I was sleeping. As a rule I
do not like to be treated discourteously, but in this instance
I felt glad that this stranger had passed me by.
On arriving at the fort late in the evening I found my
friend in a terrible state of mental excitement. He said that
he had not slept a minute during the whole of the night
before. He had filled the door of his room with rails, and
sharpened one end of a long stick, which he intended to use if
necessary as a weapon of defence. When I arrived he was again
filling the door with rails. I had the gun, pistol and big
knife with me so this was his only means of defence. He said
he would not stay alone another night for all the gold in
California.
I was much discouraged by our failures in hunting, and
after a lengthy discussion we decided to make another attempt
to cross the mountains and escape from what then seemed to us
certain starvation. This was Thursday night and we set Monday
as the time for starting. By Saturday night everything was in
readiness for the start and Sunday we devoted to Bible
reading, for we each still had a pocket Bible. As much of the
flesh of the wolf and the lamented mule as we thought we could
carry had been thoroughly jerked, and finding that we would
not be overburdened by it, we economized by roasting and
eating little scraps of flesh, the marrow from the bones, and
even the head of the mule was roasted, the fragments of flesh
scraped off and eaten, and Field found a rich fatty substance
in behind the eyes, which he ate.
We had a canteen in which our powder was carried, but the
powder was nearly all gone so we emptied it and used the
canteen to carry water in. Early Monday morning we loaded
ourselves, mostly with jerked mule and wolf, leaving many
useful things behind, bid adieu to Fort Uinta and took up our
line of march rather reluctantly.
My companion was not strong and we soon found it expedient
for me to take on part of his burden. We rested often and yet
long before night he became so tired that we had to go into
camp. Most of the day we had traveled on an old deserted
trail. The nights being cold we were under the necessity of
keeping up a fire as we had left our blankets at the fort. The
next morning we made an early start and rested often. At about
noon we found good shade and water, and the sun being quite
hot we stopped and rested in the shade for more than three
hours, then trudged on till nearly night when we found water,
and plenty of old dry timber for fuel and camped. Field
expressed a wish that he had his old mule again, and I
reminded him that he had a portion of it left in his knapsack,
and that turn about was fair play: as the mule had carried him
for a long time when he was unable to walk he should not
object to carrying a portion of the mule now; whereupon he
again plainly intimated that he thought I was a d---d fool. I
kept up the fire and he slept until morning.
Another day was passed without any unusual occurrence; we
traveled and ate at the same time as usual. Another day of
pretty hard travel over sandy plains and rocky hills brought
us to the foot of the mountain where we had plenty of good
water and an abundance of fuel. A little sprinkle of rain
early in the evening was the first we had seen since the
memorable night after Field had eaten the little red
berries.
Early Saturday morning we filled our canteen with water and
started up the mountain. I had been carrying most of the jerk,
but the stock was running down quite rapidly. My companions
bag now being almost empty, and as he had little else to carry
while I had the gun and some other things, including his heavy
overcoat, I divided the jerk, putting about half of it into
his sack. All day long we were climbing the mountain. Late in
the afternoon I was several rods ahead of Field when he called
to me to stop: I did so and when he came up he appeared to be
a little cross and insisted that we were not traveling in the
direction formerly agreed upon. I requested him to let me see
the little compass which he had in his pocket, and on
examining it he found that he was mistaken; whereupon he
muttered something which I thought was "swear
words," and then we went marching on. In a little while
we were within the old snow limits where we found large bodies
of old icy looking snow in places shaded by trees and rocks,
and a little before dark went into camp. We gathered some old
dry timber and made a large fire, then some green fir limbs
for a bed. When I began to prepare our bed on one side of the
flaming logs, to my surprise Field began to prepare one on the
other side of the fire. Neither had spoken since the
occurrence of the little unpleasantness in the afternoon about
the course of travel. Mutely each took his side of the
fire.
We had always slept together except when he was sick and
the night I had left him alone at the fort. Some time in the
night I became thirsty and got up and procured some snow, put
it in our only tin cup and set it on some live coals to melt
and went to sleep. The snow melted, the water evaporated, the
solder melted and left the tin. While I slept, my dumb friend
woke up thirsty, took the tin cup, filled it with snow and put
it on coals. The snow melted and the water run out on the
coals; his tongue let loose and he then denounced me as a
knave, an ass, a fool, an unregenerate heathen, and what else
I don't want to remember. I woke up alarmed and did not at
first fully understand what had created the storm, but after
having the bottomless cup dashed at my head I realized the
situation, and began to try to apologize and explain the
unavoidable and unfortunate circumstance; but no explanation
would satisfy his now thoroughly "Johnny Bull"
temper. After this little nocturnal disturbance had subsided,
I, on my bed of fir branches with my feet towards the fire,
soon fell into a sound sleep and knew nothing more of the
world until the sun was shining. Whether or not my friend had
cooled off I did not inquire; but I do know that there was an
unusual coldness between us, for neither spoke to the other
until about twelve o'clock and then, as will appear, our
conversation was very short.
As we did not rise until late no delay was made, but when
each had his bag on his back and a nugget of jerk in his hand
we started up the side of the mountain as quiet as two deaf
mutes. There was no water to be had; our camp kettle had been
left at the fort, and through my stupidity the cup had become
useless, therefore we were obliged to eat the icy snow or
endure the thirst. No new snow had yet fallen in this high
altitude although it was now nearing the end of October. These
mountains were then heavily covered with pine and fir but the
timber was not large. In some places where the snow had melted
away, short green grass was found quite close to great banks
of snow.
At about twelve o'clock we reached the summit of the great
Uinta range, and I, being a little in advance of my still mute
companion, halted to take a survey of the field before me. The
top of the range here is bare of timber and there was no snow.
When Field came up I broke the silence which had lasted since
the little unpleasantness of the night before, by suggesting
that we attempt to cross the snow-covered range of mountains
which now appeared north of us and probably fifty miles away,
through what appeared to be a gap or low place in the great
range of mountains. He replied, "You may go that way if
you want to, but I am going this way," pointing in
another direction and quickly started off at an angle of about
45 degrees to the right, or directly north-east. I also
started immediately, and when we were a few rods apart I said,
"Good-by; we may not meet again very soon." He
replied "Good-by," and within a few minutes we were
out of sight, and in a very short time beyond hailing
distance.
This was the last I saw or heard of him until after each of
us had undergone many more hardships, so I will now drop my
friend but will hereafter devote a chapter to him, and give
you an account of his experience as he afterwards gave it to
me, detailing an account of many most interesting incidents.
Fortunately we had divided the jerk, for nothing was said at
this sudden and unexpected parting about anything which either
had in his possession. I had an idea when I bade him good-by
that he would soon turn about and follow me.
After the unceremonious parting I immediately began to
descend the north side of the mountain which was very rough,
rocky and steep; but down, down, down I went into a deep, dark
cañon where I slept on the leaves under a fir tree,
after having taken some landmarks. When it was light enough to
see the objects I had noted to guide me, I set out and spent
the day in crossing over hills and through deep cañons.
In the evening I arrived at the foot of the range of mountains
which I had seen from the point of our parting. The sun
disappeared, dark clouds began to float over the mountains and
it was evident that a storm was approaching.
While it was yet light enough I took some landmarks or
guiding points; and it was well I did so, for on the following
morning when I woke I found it snowing quietly but heavily,
and before it was light enough for me to see my guiding
objects there must have been six or more inches of new snow on
the ground beyond my snug retreat under a sheltering pine.
When it was light enough I rose from my comfortable bed, took
my bearings as best I could without a compass and started up
the mountain through the rapidly accumulating bed of snow. The
snow continued to fall nearly all day, and before night it was
more than a foot deep.
All day long I struggled through a dense forest. Some time
in the forenoon I crossed the fresh trail of a large herd of
elk which forcibly reminded me that my sack was almost empty,
and I vainly wished that one of these wild creatures might
come in my way, but I did not dare to follow the herd with the
uncertainty of killing one, and the certainty of losing my way
this dark, snowy day. In order to maintain my course during
such dark days I was under the necessity of looking ahead and
observing trees or other objects in my line of travel.
That night I, as usual, slept under a pine tree where there
was no snow. I saw no sign of fire in either of these ranges
of mountains, nor did I see any signs of Indians on my trip
over these two ranges. The next day as I approached the top of
the mountain I found the timber much smaller, and mostly pine.
There is much fertile land in some of the valleys between the
two great ranges of mountains.
Early on the following morning I arrived at the bald,
snow-covered summit. On my right and on my left were high,
untimbered, snow-covered peaks. From this point I could
overlook a vast territory extending over many hills, valleys,
and smaller mountains where there was no snow; in fact, the
snow only extended a few miles down the steep sides of the
great range. As a rule there is more timber on the north than
on the south side of mountains west of the Rockies; but it was
the reverse here, for there was little timber on the north
side of this range.
One more day's tramping brought me down into a large barren
plain where I gathered some dry weeds for a bed, and slept,
without food or water; the last bit of the mule or wolf, I
know not which, I had eaten during the afternoon. I had had
very little jerk for the last two or three days, and began to
wish that I had another horse, mule, or even a wolf. For many
days I had seen no living thing except when I looked into a
small glass which I carried in my pocket, and then only saw a
familiar shadow.
I spent another day without food, but had plenty of water;
another night on a bed of green brush beside a good fire. The
next day was bright and sunny, quite a contrast to the gloomy
days I had spent in the mountains. For want of food I was
becoming quite weak and was not able to travel as fast as
usual. During the early part of the day I saw some tracks of
an unshod horse, which renewed my courage and hope of
redemption; and at about two o'clock in the afternoon I saw
some dark spots on the plain a long distance away, but almost
in the direction I was going. Hoping that these objects might
be living creatures, I hurried on for a time, then sat down
and after having watched them for a time I found that they
changed positions and that satisfied me to a moral certainty
that they were living creatures, but what I could not tell.
They might be horses, cattle, elk, deer, antelope or buffalo;
but no matter what, I must hurry on and try to reach them
before night.
Late in the evening I determined that they were horses but
could not yet tell whether they belonged to whites or Indians,
or were wild. As I approached them they stopped grazing and
started toward me, but soon disappeared in a deep gulch
between us which I had not noticed before. On arriving at the
edge of the gulch or narrow valley I saw the horses in the
vicinity of about fifteen or twenty wigwams which were all in
a row on the bank of a little creek that ran through the
gulch. Many Indians were sitting outside of their lodges, the
weather being warm.
On first sight of the village, being not more than 200
yards away, my heart fluttered just a little, not knowing
whether the savages would scalp me or not; but,
notwithstanding my natural cowardice, I at once determined to
"beard the lion in his den," and walked as boldly as
I could up to the lower end of the row of wigwams. Within a
few feet of the nearest one three young bucks met me and
seemed to be anxious to know whence I came and whither I was
going; whether right down from Heaven, and if so what was my
mission. They seemed as much surprised at my sudden appearance
as I was on coming so suddenly upon them. My first and most
important business was to determine whether they would give me
something to eat, or eat me.
As the men, women, and children began to gather around me I
heard some one half way up the line of lodges call out saying
something which I did not understand, but on looking that way
saw a man beckoning to me, as I thought, when the young men
motioned for me to move on up the line. On arriving at the
place indicated I found myself in the presence of one whom I
then suspected, and afterwards found to be the chief, who
extended to his royal right hand and greeted me in a most
courteous and polite manner, and then with a graceful wave of
his hand and a slight bow indicated that I should precede him
at the low open door into his Royal Palace where he very
politely introduced me to his wife who proved to be a
sensible, clever, courteous woman. She soon prepared some
thing for me to eat, and after I had finished my supper an
Indian brought in two pistols and wanted me to take the cap
tube from one and put it into the other, which I soon
accomplished. He was much pleased, went out, and soon returned
with ten or more pounds of elk meat which he tendered to me as
compensation for my work, but the chief objected, and
insisted, as I understood him, that he had plenty and that I
was his guest, but finally consented for me to accept part of
the meat. I gave him to understand that I wanted to go to Fort
Bridger.
A case of nice new blankets was opened, as it appeared to
me, for my especial benefit. The chief, his lady, two sons
almost grown, two or three wolfish looking dogs which forcibly
reminded me of Field's terrible scare, and myself made up the
number of lodgers in that mansion that night. Late that night
some warriors who had been out on a campaign came home, and
learning that there was a stranger within the gates came to
the king's palace to see him, and also to report that they had
discovered some white barbarians in the vicinity who had dared
to enter his domain without a special permit, and that they
had sent a message to his highness informing him that they had
a good assortment of blankets, cutlery, pins, needles, beads,
etc., which his people might need or desire, and also a
limited amount of "fire-water," and that they would
be pleased to receive his order for anything he might
desire.
The fact of the presence of these pale-faces in the
vicinity was at once communicated to me, and early on the
following morning I was informed that if it was my desire to
cut short my stay at the palace, the king would take great
pleasure in furnishing me means of conveyance, a proper
escort, and a reliable guide who would safely conduct me to
the camp of the accommodating merchants or Indian traders,
(but, in fact, Indian robbers.) Notwithstanding my reluctance
in leaving the society of the noble ruler and his people I
most readily accepted his generous offer, and after breakfast,
which consisted of elk meat and tobacco root in a combination
stew which was very palatable, a fine steed with a good
Mexican saddle and bridle was at the door. My escort,
consisting of four mounted warriors, was ready, and after
bidding my good friends farewell, I with some assistance
mounted my charger and we were all off on a full run, up and
down hill and across valley, at what seemed to me a fearful
rate.
In less than two hours we entered the camp of the traders
at full speed, dismounted, and found one man, a long Jake from
Illinois, who could speak English. He had two wives, (squaws,)
and several children which he claimed, but some of them were
quite dark. His name was John Smith; not a very uncommon one.
He was a very clever man, about 35 years old, was not a
Mormon, but had taken the women in order to become popular
with the Indians and to improve his opportunities for
trade.
After getting something to eat, and learning something,
through Smith, of my adventures, my escort made ready to
return to their camp. Their trip, as Smith told me, was made
solely for my accommodation and now I had nothing with which
to compensate them; but as they were about to leave I took a
large "bandanna," the only one I had left, and tied
it around the neck of the chief's son, he being one of the
clever escorts. He at first refused to accept it, but when
Smith told him that I desired him to take it as a token of
regard, he accepted it with an expression of thanks, and after
I had bidden them all good-bye, they rode away as rapidly as
we had come. I will always hold that chief and his people in
kindly remembrance.
All of the other white men with Smith were French, and all
had plenty of wives (squaws) and numerous slaves. The wives
were not slaves, but they had slaves all around them. The
whole tribe traveled about and lived much as other tribes did,
only much better, for they lived by trading while the others
lived by hunting and fishing. In this camp I ate bread for the
first time in many weeks. At the end of three days after my
arrival here a caravan was ready to start for Fort Bridger for
winter supplies for the traders. I was furnished with a good
horse and saddle, and Smith, one of the Frenchmen, five
slaves, 20 horses, and myself made up the caravan, and on the
evening of the third day we reached the fort where I was very
kindly received.
Smith was a large man, had a good head, and some
cultivation and apparent refinement, and treated his women and
children well. He said he had been to his old home in Illinois
since he had entered upon this kind of life, but was not
contented there and soon returned to his Indian friends. He
and those Frenchmen were as generous and hospitable as old
Southern planters, and their kindness to me will not be
forgotten while my memory lasts.
I was well treated at the fort which is 116 miles from the
point where the seven dug up the little flat-boat from its
sandy bed on the fifth day of August, just three mouths
before, since which I had undergone many hardships, took many
fearful risks, and traveled more than a thousand miles, far
enough to have taken me from Green River to San Francisco.
On the morning of the seventh day of November I started
with a Government train for Salt Lake City where I arrived on
the fifteenth. I soon found a home with a prominent Mormon, a
Scotchman named Archie Gardner, living in the fifth ward, on
Mill Creek, one of the many small streams coming down from the
mountains east of the city. Mr. Gardner was a clever gentleman
about 45 years old, had a saw-mill up in, the mountains, and
was then building a flour mill only a few rods from his
dwelling. I assisted him in completing the little flour mill
and in attending it during the winter. Mr. Gardner had three
wives, all living in one house, but occupying separate rooms
at night. I usually attended the little mill until midnight,
and Gardner made it part of my duty to go to his house and
call him. He usually told me where I could find him, but not
always, so at times I was under the necessity of rapping at
more than one door before I found him.
He had the largest house in the ward, and the religious
services were held there by Bishop Johnson who also acted as
Justice of the Peace in that ward. Gardner's family all ate at
the same table over which the first wife presided. She was,
indeed, mistress of the house, the other wives treating her
with great respect, and all were, to all outward appearance,
quite friendly. Gardner bestowed much attention on his first
wife, though I always suspected that he was just a little more
fond of the youngest one, and I did not blame him much for she
manifested strong affection for him even in the presence of
the others, and yet there was no outward manifestation of
jealousy.
The second, or the one I will call the second because she
was in age between the others, and was the mother of the third
or youngest, a widowed mother and her daughter having been
sealed to Gardner at the same time, the first wife having
given her consent and standing with them at the triple
matrimonial altar, and then and there joining in the sacred
ceremony. As I was about to say, the second wife seemed to be
pleased at the manifestation of affection for the common
husband by the youngest wife, and No. 1 would in a
good-humored way say:—"My, Annie, don't be so
demonstrative in the presence of other people," when the
husband would laugh and go and kiss No. 1.
Gardner spent most of his leisure time, particularly during
the day and evening, in his first wife's apartments with her
and her children. He was a very religious man, and always had
family prayers before retiring at night, and all persons about
the house were expected to join, at least formally, in this
service. The use of profane language was not allowed in or
about the house.
Many of the higher church officers were entertained at
Gardner's house and table, among whom were Brigham Young,
George A. Smith, Heber C. Kimble, George Taylor, and Parley P.
Pratt, with all of whom I formed some acquaintance. Brigham
was a dignified, clever gentleman, not austere but kind and
affable. Kimble was also a nice, genteel, genial, redheaded
gentleman. Smith was a heavy man with a very large abdomen,
dark hair full beard, exceedingly jovial and apparently always
happy. Pratt was a small, rather slim, quick and athletic man,
rather austere, refined, active and energetic. Taylor was a
large man, highly intellectual, and rather unsocial. Kimble
was my favorite notwithstanding the fact that he had fifteen
wives, mostly young and handsome, all in one house, and my
impression is that none of them had any children. I think it
was conceded that his was the finest harem in Utah. He called
me his young Gentile, was very kind and affable, but he never
invited me to inspect his harem.
About the first of December, 1849, Field arrived in Salt
Lake City, and I will allude to a little matter in which he
was concerned, after which I will give you a short account of
his trip from the time we parted company until he arrived in
Salt Lake as he afterwards gave it to me. Soon after he
arrived in the City of the Saints he heard of another who had
recently arrived from the south and that he was located in the
fifth ward on Mill creek at the house of one Gardner, and at
which house he soon arrived.
After staying with me for two or three days he found
employment in the family of the Apostle John Taylor. The
family consisted of seven wives living in seven different
houses. How many children there were I never knew, but there
was one wife who did not have any. She was a fine specimen of
English beauty. Taylor's women were nearly all English. It was
the business of my friend to cut wood, and do chores generally
for the Taylor family living in seven different places at the
same time. Taylor was in Europe that winter looking after the
interest of the church, and possibly after a few more wives,
and consequently could not, in person, attend to all of the
necessities of the seven branches of his family. In his daily
rounds looking after the seven wood-piles and other little
matters appertaining to the comfort of the family in so many
places Field happened to come in contact with the English
beauty, and the result was, mutual love at first sight,
notwithstanding the fact that this woman had passed, and taken
all of the solemn vows of the Lym house with the Apostle and
his six other wives.
I do not think that my English friend had lost one iota of
the fond recollection of his long since dead English wife, the
picture of whom he still carried near his heart; but,
nevertheless, he and this seventh wife of the noted Apostle
fell heels over head in love. Field, as you know, was a well
developed, good-looking, intelligent man of forty. The woman
was well developed, good-looking, and as smart as a
steel-trap, and both being English I was not at all surprised
at their mutual admiration and infatuation, nor did I blame
them much. I was intrusted with many closely-sealed envelopes
which I carried from one to the other. With my feeble
assistance they tried to devise some method by which they
might escape from the city before the Apostle should return
home; but the Danites were always on the alert, and they well
knew that detection by the Danites of an attempt to get away
together would lead to certain death to him, and if not to her
she would certainly have been returned to her polygamous state
of bondage. Spring came with little hope of escape, and they
reluctantly parted with the mutual understanding that, if
possible, she would make her escape and go to Sacramento where
he promised to keep his address. Ten months after the parting
they had not met yet, and if they ever did it was after I had
lost all further knowledge of him.
Mormon morals, exclusive of polygamy, are very good. I
never saw a drunken man in Salt Lake City, and heard very
little profane language there. The people were industrious and
seemed happy. Their hospitality rivaled that of the old
Southern planters, and their charity was equal to that of
other Christians.
I will now go back to the place where Field and I separated
on the mountain top and give you a short statement as he gave
it to me, and while some things may border on the miraculous,
and seem somewhat incredible, I do not question the truth of
his statements. When we parted so unexpectedly he had about
half of the jerked wolf and mule combined. I went north while
he bore off in a northeasterly direction, and after traveling
for three days came to the river at a point above where we
lost our flat-boat. He struggled on up the river without road
or trail, and nothing to guide him except the little compass
which he still carried in his pocket.
Two days more and his last bit of jerk was gone, starvation
began to stare him in the face once more. He saw signs of
Indians having crossed his pathless course which gave him
renewed courage. Soon after starting out next morning he was
delighted to see a pony in the distance grazing, and on coming
up to it found one of its front legs broken. This, he said was
another God-send. The poor pony seemed to fear him. It was
probably an Indian pony, had its leg broken and was left to
die. He followed it for some time and finally got close to it
and fired his revolver at its chest and wounded it, but it
then left him with the blood flowing from its wound. After
resting for a time he followed on and soon found it lying
down, but not dead. He told me how innocent and helpless it
appeared, and looked at him as if pleading with him not to
inflict any more pain; but he felt that his life was in a
balance with its, and after a little meditation he put the
revolver to its forehead and ended its life and suffering.
Then came the usual process of skinning, cutting up and
jerking which took the balance of that day and part of the
next.
Eight days more and he was again starving. On the ninth he
arrived at the spot where we had dug up the little ferry-boat
which carried the seven adventurers far down the river more
than three very long dreary months before. Snow now covered
the entire country, and all emigrants had long since gone by.
His strength was failing fast but it would not do to linger
there, so he arose and was about to start when he saw a poor
old ox slowly coming towards him, and when it had come up near
to him he discovered a wolf not far behind which seemed to be
following the ox, but it soon turned and went away. Night was
coming on and he was very hungry. Something must be done. The
last cartridge had been exploded in killing the poor, broken
legged Indian pony, and the revolver was no longer of use. The
ox, though feeble, was probably yet stronger than the starving
man.
Field feared that he was not able to catch the ox by the
horns and hold it until he could cut its throat, so the next
plan was to get hold of the animal's tail with one hand, and
with the big knife in the other cut his hamstrings so as to
disable him, and then cut his throat. The ox seemed fond of
being rubbed and petted, so after a little time a firm hold on
the tail was secured, and the big knife vigorously applied,
but it was so very dull that he could not sever the tough old
tendons. After sawing with the dull knife and being literally
dragged for some distance, he became so much exhausted that he
was obliged to relinquish his hold and see the excited old ox
disappear.
In almost complete despair Field spent the night beside a
fire under one of those large cottonwoods which I have no
doubt you will remember even though it is now more than forty
years since you saw them. He rose early next morning and
started out on the well beaten road towards the Golden West,
but had only gone a few hundred yards when he was agreeably
surprised to again behold the old ox approaching him, but so
much exhausted that it could scarcely walk. The same, or some
other, wolf was near by, and had probably followed the poor
old ox all night. When the ox came close to Field the wolf
growled and again turned away as on the evening before. After
the wolf had left the ox seemed to be relieved.
It then occurred to the starving emigrant that he had a
sharp razor in his "kitt" with which he knew he
could cut those tough tendons, provided he could get another
hold on that tail. Field, as you probably remember, always
kept his face cleanly shaved. Even while we were starving he
would shave almost every day. The ox was tired and worn out
and so was Field; but he got the razor ready and soon had hold
of that tail again. Off went the ox, the keen razor was
applied, soon the tendons parted and down went the ox. But
only half the victory was won, for the ox would raise up on
his front feet and show fight; but after resting awhile the
would-be victor rushed up, caught the poor beast by the horns,
pushed him over on his side, held him down and cut his
throat.
After a long, much needed rest he cut out a piece of the
poor beef, broiled and ate it, and then spent the remainder of
the day in hunting out the small, lean muscles that still
remained between the skin and bones of the poor old ox. The
poor beef was jerked and put into the sack which on the
following morning was thrown upon the back of its owner, and
from which he fed for the next six days, at the end of which
he arrived at Fort Bridger. From there he soon obtained a
passage for Salt Lake City, arriving there on the second day
of December, seventeen days after I had reached there, and
finding me as before stated.
Some time in the winter we formed an acquaintance of a
gentleman named Jesse Morgan, a Gentile, who had left Illinois
in the spring of 1849 for California, but for some cause had
been delayed and obliged to winter in the city of the Latter
Day Saints. Morgan had a wife, a little child, a wagon and two
yoke of oxen, but no food nor money. Field and I arranged to
furnish food for all for the trip from there to Sacramento,
and assist in camp duties, drive the team, &c. We made the
trip together and arrived in Sacramento in good condition on
the fourth day of July, 1850, and pitched our tent under a
large oak tree where the State Capitol now stands.
I spent five months with a wholesale grocery and miners
supply firm, Elder and Smith, Fourth and J streets,
Sacramento, and three months in the mines as a drummer, or
solicitor and collector for the same firm. I returned to
Sacramento and was almost ready to start home when the Scots
River excitement broke out. I then went to the mines on
Trinity River and associated myself in mining with Hiram
Gould, a young Presbyterian clergyman who had laid aside the
"cloth" for the time and engaged in mining. I
remained in the mines until July fourth, 1851, exactly one
year from the time I entered Sacramento, when I started home
by way of Nicaragua. In due time, after an interesting trip, I
arrived home and again entered upon the study of my chosen
profession, graduated from an honorable college, and am now,
as you know, practicing my profession on the sea shore.
M.S. MCMAHON.
In the foregoing chapters describing the trip across the
deserts and mountains, the author has had occasion many times
to refer to the "Jayhawkers." Their history is in
many respects no less remarkable and intensely interesting
than that of his own party. The author has therefore collected
many notes and interviews with prominent members and presents
herewith the only written history of their travels.
The little train afterward known by this name was made up
in the state of Illinois in 1849, of industrious, enterprising
young men who were eager to see and explore the new country
then promising gold to those who sought. The young men were
from Knoxville, Galesburg and other towns. Not all were
influenced by the desire for gold. It was said that California
had a milder climate and that pleasant homes could there be
made, and the long, cold winter avoided.
They placed some of the best men in position to manage for
the whole. The outfit was placed on a steam-boat and
transported to Kanesville, on the Missouri River above Council
Bluffs. Some of the company went with the goods while others
bought teams and wagons in Western Missouri and drove to the
appointed place. Kanesville was a small Mormon camp, while
Council Bluffs was a trading post of a few log cabins on the
river bank, inhabited mostly by Indians. There was no regular
ferry at either place, and our party secured a log raft which
they used to get their wagons and provisions across, making
the oxen swim.
They asked all the questions they could think of from
everyone who pretended to know anything about the great
country to the west of them, for it seemed a great undertaking
to set out into the land they could see stretching out before
them across the river. Other parties bound the same way, also
arrived and joined them. They chose a guide who claimed to
have been over the road before. When all were gathered
together the guide told them that they were about to enter an
Indian country, and that the dusky residents did not always
fancy the idea of strangers richer than themselves passing
through, and sometimes showed out some of the bad traits the
Indians had been said to possess. It would therefore be better
to organize and travel systematically. He would divide the
company into divisions and have each division choose a
captain, and the whole company unite in adopting some rules
and laws which they would all agree to observe. This
arrangement was satisfactorily accomplished, and they moved
out in a sort of military style. And then they launched out on
the almost endless western prairie, said then to be a thousand
miles wide, containing few trees, and generally unknown.
These Illinois boys were young and full of mirth and fun
which was continually overflowing. They seemed to think they
were to be on a sort of every day picnic and bound to make
life as merry and happy as it could be. One of the boys was Ed
Doty who was a sort of model traveler in this line. A camp
life suited him; he could drive an ox team, cook a meal of
victuals, turn a pan of flap-jacks with a flop, and possessed
many other frontier accomplishments. One day when Doty was
engaged in the duty of cooking flap-jacks another frolicsome
fellow came up and took off the cook's hat and commenced going
through the motions of a barber giving his customer a vigorous
shampoo, saying:—"I am going to make a Jayhawker
out of you, old boy." Now it happened at the election
for captain in this division that Ed Doty was chosen captain,
and no sooner was the choice declared than the boys took the
newly elected captain on their shoulders and carried him
around the camp introducing him as the King Bird of the
Jayhawkers. So their division was afterwards known as The
Jayhawkers, but whether the word originated with them, and
John Brown forgot to give them credit, or whether it was some
old frontier word used in sport on the occasion is more than I
will undertake to say; however the boys felt proud of their
title and the organization has been kept up to this day by the
survivors, as will be related further on.
The first few days they got along finely and began to lose
all feeling of danger and to become rather careless in their
guard duty. When the cattle had eaten enough and lain down,
the guards would sometimes come into camp and go to sleep,
always finding the stock all right in the morning and no enemy
or suspicious persons in sight. But one bright morning no
cattle were in sight, which was rather strange as the country
was all prairie. They went out to look, making a big circuit
and found no traces till they came to the river, when they
found tracks upon the bank and saw some camps across the
river, a mile or so away. Doty had a small spy glass and by
rigging up a tripod of small sticks to hold it steady they
scanned the camps pretty closely and decided that there were
too many oxen for the wagons in sight.
Some of the smartest of them stripped off their clothes and
started to swim the stream, but landed on the same side they
started from. Captain Doty studied the matter a little and
then set out himself, being a good swimmer, and by a little
shrewd management and swimming up stream when the current was
strongest, soon got across to where he could touch bottom and
shouted to the others to do the same. Soon all the swimmers
were across.
They could now see that there were two trains on that side
and that the farther one had already begun to move and was
about a mile in advance of the nearest one, Doty said
something must be done, and although they only were clothed in
undershirts they approached the nearest camp and were handed
some overalls for temporary use. The men in this camp on
hearing about the missing oxen said the fellows in the forward
train went over and got them, for, as they said there were no
wagons in sight and they must be strays. He said the forward
train was from Tennessee, and that they had some occasion to
doubt their honesty and had refused to travel with them any
further. They said they were all old Missourians, and did not
want other people's property and if the boys found their
cattle with the Tenneseans, and wanted any help to get them
back again to call on them, and putting in some good strong
swear words for emphasis.
The boys, barefooted and with only overalls and shirts,
started after the moving train which they called to a halt
when overtaken. The coarse grass was pretty hard to hurry
through, clothed as they were. The train men were pretty gruff
and wanted to know what was wanted. Capt. Doty very
emphatically told them he could see some of his oxen in their
train, and others in the herd, and he proposed to have them
all back again. The Jayhawker boys were unarmed but were in a
fighting mood and determined to have the stock at all hazards,
and if not peaceably, war might commence. The boys saw that
the two trains were of about equal strength, and if worse came
to worst they could go back and get their guns and men and
come over in full force after their property, and they were
assured the Missourians would help them and a combination of
forces would give them a majority and they could not be beaten
by the Tennessee crowd. There was a good deal of talk, but
finally when Doty demanded that their cattle be unyoked and
the others seperated from the herd, they yielded and gave them
all their stock, some seventy head.
The Missourians had come up and heard the talk, and some of
them went back and helped drive the cattle to the river, and
deal out some double shotted thunder against the biggest
scamps they had come across. It was quite a job to get the
cattle across the river. They would go in a little way and
then circle round and round like a circus, making no progress.
They finally put a rope on one of them and a man led him as
far as he could, which was more than half way, and although
they landed a good ways down stream, they got them all across
safely, left their borrowed overalls in the hands of their
friends, with a thousand thanks for valuable assistance, and
plunged into the swift running Platte, and swam back again to
the northern side. They drove the straggling oxen back to camp
with a sense of great satisfaction, and in turn received the
praise of their friends who said that Ed Doty was the best
Jayhawker of the border.
This was the first unpleasantness and they were afterwards
more cautious and stood guard all night, watching closely all
the time, both night and day, for for any signs of danger.
Thus in time they reached Salt Lake, rather late in the
season, but safe and sound, having escaped cholera or other
disease, and in good spirits to surmount any further
difficulties which might be met.
When the Jayhawkers reached Salt Lake it was found that it
was not safe to try to go the regular northern route to
California, as they were advised by those who seemed to know,
as they might be snowed in on the Sierra Nevada Mountains and
perish. The Mormons told them that the snow often fell there
twenty feet deep, and some other stories likely to deter them
from making the attempt. They also told them of a route
farther south by which they could come into California at Los
Angeles, or they could remain in Salt Lake until May when it
would be safe to try the mountain route again. After listening
to the talk of the mountaineers who claimed to have been over
the route and to know all about it, and camping some time to
rest and learn all they could, they finally decided on taking
the southern route. One Mormon told them of a place where they
could make a cut-off and save five hundred miles, and, if they
would follow his instructions, they would find the route fully
as good as the one usually traveled which was not much better
than a trail. The cut-off was so instilled into their minds
that they had great confidence in the report and talked very
favorably of taking it.
The man Williams made for them a map of the proposed route
and explained it to them and others who had gathered at Salt
Lake, and from the map they could see how much was to be
gained in time and distance by taking that route. A month or
two of travel was indeed something to gain, and as the roads
seemed similar in quality the reasoning was very plausible The
map explained all the watering places and favorable things but
said nothing about a desert, and as there was no one to tell
them any unfavorable side to this plan there were many who
quite concluded to go this way, and among those who did so
were the Jayhawkers, and the "Williams Short Route"
was freely talked about as a settled thing by them.
They now set about preparing to move. They sold, traded,
and bought oxen till they had the best and fattest teams in
Salt Lake Valley; selected good provisions, and plenty of them
so as to be safe in case of delay, and contended that nothing
could stop them in a country where but little snow could be,
and water was as plentiful as shown on the map. They wanted to
reach the gold mines and this was the shortest route and even
if it was still considerably longer than the northern way they
said they would rather be moving along and thus gain time than
to so long in camp with nothing to do by which they could earn
a cent. There were here in Salt Lake ten times as many men as
could find employment, and Brigham's saints would be pretty
sure to get all of the odd jobs to the exclusion of the
heretics.
To bring the matter to a determination a paper was drawn up
for those to sign who wanted to go the southern route and it
was pretty generally signed. The Mormon elder, John Hunt, was
consulted, and as he seemed to know the general southern route
better than any one else, he was prevailed upon to guide the
train through on the old Spanish Trail. This had never been
used as a wagon road, but he thought it could be without much
difficulty, and he said if they could secure him a fair sized
train he would go and conduct them through for ten dollars a
wagon. This proposition was accepted after some consideration,
and all who wished to do so were given permission to join the
train. In a few days there were one hundred and seven wagons
enlisted for this route, including seven Mormons bound for San
Bernardino.
Preparations for the trip now began in good earnest, and
the Saints were liberally patronized in purchase of flour and
meat which were the principal things they had to sell. As
their several wagons were loaded they moved out in small lots
to the south to keep in good fresh feed for their animals, and
to move on slowly till all were ready, when they would join in
one large body and proceed. The guide was in no special haste
as he said he wanted to wait a little later so the weather in
the south would be cooler than they would be likely to find it
if they pressed on at once. He said that in summer it was so
hot that no white man could endure the heat. He said they
could work slowly along the trail, and when the right time
came he would move out himself, and that they might be assured
that it would then be the coolest and best time in which to
travel down there. So the company dallied along, and it was
October before the whole train was made up at a point about a
hundred miles south of Salt Lake.
The complete organization was divided into seven divisions,
each with its captain, and division No. 1 was to lead the
march the first day and then fall to the rear while No. 2 took
the advance, and so continued till all had taken their turn.
The leading party was to guard and care for the cattle and
deliver them in the morning. The regulations were read aloud
to the captains, and this rather large army of men, women and
children, with about five hundred head of stock, moved out
very systematically. It would sometimes be fully ten o'clock
before the rear division could make a start, and
correspondingly late before they could get up with the main
camp at night. They got along very well, but cleaned the
country of grass for some distance each side of the trail, as
they swept along.
About the first of November Capt. Smith overtook us with
the pack train, and camped with us at night. He formed many
acquaintances and told them he was going to take a shorter
route and save five hundred miles, rather than take the long
route by way of Los Angeles. He had a map of his proposed
route, and it was very much like the one we had. He also
stated that it could probably be as easily traveled as the one
by way of Los Angeles, and as a consequence of his talk,
cut-off fever began to rage in camp again. Some got very
enthusiastic in the matter and spoke publicly in favor of
following Capt. Smith when he should come to the place when
his short route turned away from the other trail. His plan
grew so much in favor that when the place was reached a
hundred wagons turned out into the Smith trail, leaving Capt.
Hunt only the seven Mormon wagon bound for San Bernardino,
Hunt stood at the forks of the road as the wagons went by and
said to them;—"Good-bye, friends. I cannot,
according to my agreement go with you, for I was hired for
this road, and no other was mentioned. I am in duty bound to
go even if only one wagon decides to go." When the last
wagon had passed him he still stood talking with several who
had chosen the new way and told them they were taking a big
risk, for they did not know very much about the route, and he
had been thinking that they might find it pretty rough and
hard to get over the first time. He said that if all decided
to go that way he would go and help them, even if they went to
h-ll, but as it was he could not. He wished them luck and the
two trains parted company.
At the end of three days of travel on the Smith trail they
came to the top of a long steep hill. The trail went down and
down, and they see no way of crossing the terribly deep
cañon that was before them. So they went into camp and
sent explorers out to investigate and find a crossing if
possible.
On the second day the explorers began to return with very
unfavorable reports, and many who found their progress thus
blocked turned about and started to follow Hunt. Most of the
wagons which remained had each one or more of their men out
exploring and could not turn back until their return. Several
of the Jayhawkers having once started on this route were very
anxious to get through on it if a way could be found for them
to do it, and therefore searched farther and with greater
determination than the others. When they returned they
reported they had found a way around the head of the
cañon and they believed it to be the right way. The map
Williams had given them did not show this cañon and
they believed it to be correct, and that the real road led
around at the place which they had found, and no further
trouble would be met.
Acting on this report about twenty wagons, including the
Jayhawkers, concluded to go ahead. "We can beat the other
fellows a month," said they, and so they hitched up and
pulled out in a northerly direction, feeling in good spirits
and hopeful of success.
They named this place Mt. Misery. While camped here a lone
and seemingly friendless man died and was buried. None seem
now to remember his name, but think he was from Kentucky. He
was low with consumption and not strong enough to endure the
hardships of the journey.
About the third night the Jayhawkers were overtaken by
seven more wagons owned by A. Bennett and friends, J.B. Arcane
and family, two men named Earhart and a son of one of them,
and one or two other wagons.
The Jayhawker's train was made up of men from many states,
but seemed well united and was as complete as when they first
started. The Author was with the party that came up in the
rear, which had started later but traveled faster on account
of having a road broken for them. He visited the leaders in
camp when they were discussing the necessity of forming a new
travelling compact to help and protect each other on the road.
Those who had no families were objecting to being bound to
those who had women and children with them. They argued that
the road would be hard and difficult and those wagons with
women and children would require more assistance than they
would be able to render in return. They said they could go
back and follow Hunt who was on a better road and they could
proceed with more safely.
Among those with this train was Rev. J.W. Brier, his wife
and three children. He objected to being turned back and said
he did not want to be assisted, but would go with them and do
his part and take care of himself. The Author listened to the
various speeches without speaking and became satisfied that it
would end in every one looking out for himself in case of hard
times. He went over to their camp again the next night and
wished to ask them why they were steering so nearly due north.
He said to them that they were going toward Salt Lake rather
than California, and that the Bennet party did not feel
inclined to follow them any farther in that direction. They
replied that their map told them to go north a day or more and
then they would find the route as represented. They would then
turn west and reach Owen's Lake and from there there would be
no more trouble. The Jayhawker crowd seemed to think they
could go anywhere and no difficulty could happen which they
couldn't overcome. Bennett's little train turned west from
this point and the Jayhawkers went on north, but before night
they changed their minds and came following on after Bennett
whom they overtook and passed, again taking the lead.
Thus far the country had been well watered and furnished
plenty of grass, and most of them talked and believed that
this kind of rolling country would last all the way through.
The men at leisure scattered around over the hills on each
side of the route taken by the train, and in advance of it,
hunting camping places and making a regular picnic of it.
There were no hardships, and one man had a fiddle which he
tuned up evenings and gave plenty of fine music. Joy and
happiness seemed the rule, and all of the train were certainly
having a good time of it.
But gradually there came a change as the wagon wheels
rolled westward. The valleys seemed to have no streams in
them, and the mountain ranges grew more and more broken, and
in the lower ground a dry lake could be found, and water and
grass grew scarce—so much so that both men and oxen
suffered. These dry lake beds deceived them many times. They
seemed as if containing plenty of water, and off the men would
go to explore. They usually found the distance to them about
three times as far as they at first supposed, and when at last
they reached them they found no water, but a dry, shining bed,
smooth as glass, but just clay, hard as a rock. Most of these
dry lakes showed no outlet, nor any inlet for that matter,
though at some period in the past they must have been full of
water. Nothing grew in the shape of vegetables or plants
except a small, stunted, bitter brush.
Away to the west and north there was much broken country,
the mountain ranges higher and rougher and more barren, and
from almost every sightly elevation there appeared one or more
of these dry lake beds. One night after about three days of
travel the whole of the train of twenty seven wagons was
camped along the bank of one of these lakes, this one with a
very little water in it not more than one fourth or one half
an inch in depth, and yet spread out to the width of a mile or
more. It was truly providential, for by digging holes along
the border the water would run into them and prove abundant
for all, both oxen and men. If it had proved dry, as so many
before had proved, or if we had been a few days earlier or
later we might not have found a drop. This proved to be the
last time the whole twenty seven wagons were gathered in one
camp together.
The Author came into camp about nine o'clock in the evening
after climbing many peaks and taking a survey of the
surrounding country with a field glass. Men from nearly every
mess came to him to inquire what he had seen. They asked all
sorts of questions and wanted an opinion as to the
advisability of trailing across the prairie directly west,
which then seemed easy. They were told that from what could be
seen from the summit of buttes both north and south of the
camp, ranging a hundred or so miles in almost every direction,
it was believed no water could be found, between the present
camp and a range of mountains which could be seen crossing the
route far to the west. "Well," said Capt. Doty of
the Jayhawkers, "I don't like to hear such discouraging
talk from Manley, but I think we will have to steer straight
ahead. The prospect for water seems to be about the same, west
or south, and I cannot see that we would better ourselves, by
going north." When morning came Capt. Doty and his party
yoked up and set out straight across the desert, leaving seven
wagons of the Bennett party still in camp.
For some time all of us had seen in the range ahead an
appearance of a pass, or lower place in the mountain, and we
had got to calling it Martin's Pass, naming it after Jim
Martin. There was a snow-capped peak just to the south of it
and the pass, now apparently exactly west of the lake camp,
seemed to the Jayhawkers easy to reach. Their wills were
strong enough and they were running over with determination
and energy enough to carry them over any plain, no matter how
dry or barren, or over any mountain no matter how rugged and
steep.
Five days they traveled, without finding water, and small
supply they took along had been consumed. For lack of water
they could not eat or sleep. The oxen gathered round the
little fire and seemed to beg for water, they had no cud to
chew unless it was the cud of disappointment. The range of
mountains they had been aiming for still seemed far away and
the possible show for reaching it seemed very poor indeed, and
the prospect of any water hole between them and the mountains
poorer yet. Hope was pretty near gone. Martins mess unyoked
their oxen from the wagons, put some small packs on their own
backs, and loaded some upon the backs of the oxen, and turned
south toward the nearest snowy mountain they could see, the
same one towards which the Bennett party steered from the lake
camp.
The Doty party kept their courage longer and kept on
straight ahead for another day, and then camped, almost
without hope. No rest came to them, nor sleep. Towards morning
as they stood around the fire a stray cloud appeared and hid
the stars, and shortly after began to unload a cargo of snow
it carried. They spread out every blanket, and brushed up
every bit they could from the smooth places, kindled a little
fire of brush under the camp kettles and melted all the snow
all of them could gather, besides filling their mouths as fast
as ever they could, hoping that it would full in sufficient
quantities to satisfy themselves and the oxen, and quench
their dreadful thirst. Slowly the cloud moved scattering the
snowflakes till they felt relieved. The last time the Author
conversed with a member of this party was in 1892, and it was
conceded that this storm saved the lives of both man and beast
in that little band of Jayhawkers. It was like manna falling
from Heaven, and as surely saved their lives as did the manna
of the Bible save the lives of the tribes of Israel. They had
no reason to expect a storm of rain or snow, but came to them
just as they were perishing. A little further on they came to
a small stream of water, and as the bed showed only a recent
flow it must also have come from the little local storm
further up the mountain. They used this water freely, even
though it was not very good, and it acted on them very much
like a solution of Glanber Salts.
They decided at first that they had better follow the
stream southward, but after a little time, feeling the
sickness caused by the water, they saw it was no advantage and
turned west again, bearing to the north toward a sort of pass
they could now see in the mountains in that direction. This
stream is now known as the Amargosa, or bitter, river.
The new direction in which they marched gave them an
up-hill route for thirty or forty miles, rough and barren,
with no water or grass. There was no road or trail to follow,
the oxen were as weak as their owners from drinking the bitter
water, and the road needed some clearing and breaking in
places before the wagons could pass. They moved quite slowly
and reached the summit on the second night with the loss of a
single ox. The Author would say here that this was the last ox
which was allowed to die without using the flesh for food, and
it was from this same one he cut a steak to eat on Christmas
eve, 1849.
From the summit they took a way down a dark, deep
cañon having a steep slope, and very rocky and bad, but
down which the oxen drew their loads much easier than when
they came up, reaching water on the third day, where there
were many springs, and a sort of coarse grass for the oxen.
The place is now known as Furnace Creek. The Jayhawkers passed
on, and here at these very springs was where the Author
overtook the Rev. J.W. Brier delivering a lecture to his
children on the benefits of an early education, as referred to
in his narrative.
As the Jayhawkers drove out of this Furnace Creek
Cañon the valley into which they came was very narrow,
the high, snow-capped mountain before them seemed steeper and
rougher than ever, so steep in fact that it could not be
ascended by a man on foot. A short distance below could be
seen a lake containing water, and the pass toward which they
had been directing their course seemed to the north of them.
They therefore turned their course in that direction. The road
was sandy, and the brush that grew on it was only a few inches
high. On their way they came to an abandoned Indian camp
occupied by one poor old blind red man. He would hold his
mouth open like a young bird begging for something to eat. One
man dropped kernels of parched corn into his mouth, but
instead of eating them he quickly spit them out; it seemed
that he had been left to die and could not or would not. His
hair was white as snow. His skin looked about the color of a
smoked ham, and so crippled was he that he crawled about like
a beast, on all fours. It was barely possible that he had been
left to watch, and that his great infirmities were only
pretended, but they seemed genuine enough, and were doubtless
true. They left him in peaceable possession of the spot and
traveled on.
They approached the base of the mountain in front of what
they had all along supposed to be a pass, and found, as they
had lately begun to suspect, that there was no pass that their
wagons could be taken through, and they must be abandoned. The
camp was poor. What little water there was had a salty taste,
and they could only find here and there a bunch of the poorest
grass. The oxen stood around as if utterly dispirited, and
would sometimes make a faint effort to pick up and eat some of
the dry brush that grew around the desolate camp. This camp is
now known to be in the northern part of Death Valley, but then
they knew no names for anything, but if dreariness and absence
of life, and threatened danger all around were any indication,
they might well have named it Death Valley as was afterwards
done by the party with whom the Author traveled.
The party had been brave till now, but when they realized
that they must make pack animals of themselves, and trudge on,
they knew not where, perhaps to only a lingering death, the
keen edge of disappointment cut close, and they realized how
desolate they were. They felt much inclined to attribute all
their troubles to the advice of the Mormons. Some said that
the plan was thus to wipe so many more hated Gentiles out of
the way, and wishes were deep and loud that the Mormons might
all be buried out of sight in the Great Salt Lake. They
thought Lot's wife must have been turned to salt in the
neighborhood, everything was so impregnated with saline
substances, and the same result might come to them. But the
inherent manhood of the little band came to their relief and
they determined not to die without a struggle for escape and
life.
They killed some of their oxen, and took the wood of their
wagons and kindled fires to dry and smoke the flesh so it
would be light and easy to carry with them. They scattered all
surplus baggage around the ground, carefully storing and
saving the bit of bread that yet remained and dividing it
equally among the party. They also divided the tea, coffee,
rice and some such things, and each one agreed that he could
not ask aught of his neighbor more. Knapsacks were improvised
from parts of the wagon canvas, and long strips of canvas were
made into a sort of pack harness for the oxen. It was a sad
sight to see the strong and vigorous young men of a few days
ago reduced to such straits; almost skeletons now, with no
hope of nourishment to invigorate them. They made canteens by
sewing a couple of small powder cans in cloth, with a band to
go over the shoulders.
The Jayhawkers were still making their preparations when
the Martin party and Rev. J.W. Brier and family came up to
their camp, having taken a circuit around farther to the
south. The Martin party was already in marching order and this
camp was so poor that they did not wait, but gave all their
oxen they had left to Mr. Brier and said they could get on
faster without them. They took a straight course over the
hills and up the mountain, saying they believed they had
provisions enough upon their backs to last them through, and
that nothing should check their progress till they reached the
other side, where they said were fertile valleys and plenty of
chance to live.
The Doty party, or Jayhawkers, when they were ready started
first a northerly course to find a more favorable place to
cross the range and drove their oxen with them, each with a
small pack. They soon came to some good water, and after
refreshing themselves turned westward to cross the great
mountain before them. Both men and oxen were shod with
moccasins made of raw-hide to protect the feet against sharp
rocks. They could see no trail but merely picked out the best
way to go. While climbing the steep mountain side they came
across a dead ox left by some party that had gone before them.
They cut out the tongue and some of the best meat and ate it
to eke out their own small stock, and carried some pieces with
them, but soon threw it all away but enough for a roast for
supper.
When it was getting dark they were almost at the summit,
but there was no good camping place, and they saw a small fire
light at a little distance and went to it, finding a poor lone
camper taking care of himself. They camped here also. It
seemed as if there were many men from the various parties
scattered all around the country, each one seeking out the
path which seemed to suit best his tender feet or present
fancy, steering west as well as mountains and cañon
would permit, some farther north, some farther south and
generally demoralized, each thinking that as a last resort he
would be able to save his own life. It seemed to be a question
of will and endurance, strong hearts and keeping the body in
motion. The weak and faint must fail, and the strong said to
the weak;—"Stand up; be a man; don't fall
down;" and so the strong spurred on the weak and kept
them up as best they could.
Down the mountain they went, on the west side and instead
of Los Angeles, which some of them expected to see, they saw
only a salt lake in the midst of a barren desert valley and
their route lay directly across it. They traveled in several
directions as they went across. One went across the valley on
a strip of dried mud between two small lakes. Others followed
down along the east side of the lake near the foot of the
mountain, where they found some good water and an old Indian
camp. They found some mosquite beans, which they did not know
were of much use, but really, if they had known how to fix
them up a little they would have been good food.
Capt. Doty's mess crossed between the lakes on the strip of
dry mud while others went on where it was still soft and left
marks of their foot-steps. Both parties turned up a small
cañon on the west side and began the ascent of a black
and barren range, containing no water, but in the bed of the
ravine near the summit they found some damp sand and tried to
dig with their hands to find some of the precious fluid. But
no water came, and in the morning one of their number Mr. Fish
died and was left unburied on the barren rocks. No doubt his
bones could be found there to-day.
Turning west again, they had a down grade over a most
barren and rocky road for many miles. The prospect from this
point was any thing but cheering. To the left a large lake
could be seen, and from their previous experience they
concluded it to be salt, and the valley they were coming to
was very sandy, and the hardest sort of footing for men and
animals as weak as those of the party were. It must be crossed
before there was any possibility of water, and when across it
was quite uncertain whether they could obtain any. One of
their number had already died of thirst and fatigue and all
were suffering terribly.
The valley seemed about eight miles across, and before they
were half way over Mr. Ischam, one of their party sat down,
perfectly exhausted, and said he could not take another step.
No one was able to assist him or give him a drink of water,
and they could not tarry to see if rest would refresh him.
They could only look sadly at him and pass on in silence, for
he seemed fast wasting away. The thought came to everyone that
perhaps it would be his turn next to sit down and see the
others pass on. In fact the probability of any more of them
living another day was very poor, for they all grew weaker and
weaker with every hour, and no one knew how many hours must
pass before they could hope for water. There was not moisture
enough in their poor bodies to make tears, and no one dare
open his mouth, lest all the moisture suddenly evaporate and
respiration cease.
Those who had no cattle took different courses to reach the
hills and mountains on the west side of this valley, hoping
there to find water and signal to the others if they were
successful. All except the two men managed to get across, and
finding no water the packs were taken from the oxen and they
were driven to the lake which appeared on the left. Reaching
the lake they found the water red in color and so strong of
alkali that no man or beast could take a single swallow. They
drove the cattle back again with sad hearts, and almost
despondent, for in the rough, dry rocks of the mountains there
seemed no signs of water. But they were saved again. Those who
bore farthest to the right in their course to the mountains,
steering toward a pile of tremendous rocks, found a little
stream of good water which flowed only a short distance and
then sank into the sand. This good news spread rapidly, and
all soon gathered at the little streamlet. It was slow work
getting water for them all, but by being patient they were all
filled up. Some took two canteens of water and hurried back to
Mr. Ischam, whom they found still alive but his mouth and
throat so dry and parched, and his strength so small that he
was unable to swallow a single drop, and while they waited he
breathed his last. With their hands and feet they dug away the
sand for a shallow grave, placed the body in it, covered it
with his blankets, and then scraped the sand back over again
to make a little mound over their dead comrade. Perhaps if he
could have walked a mile farther he might have lived, and but
for the little trickling stream of water from the rocks they
might all be dead, so slight were the circumstances that
turned the scale to balance toward life or death.
There was so little feed for oxen that they could gain no
strength, but were much refreshed by the water and could still
travel. One was killed here, and the meat, poor as it was,
gave the men new strength. They all guessed it to be at least
fifty miles to the base of the great snow mountain before
them, and what there was between no one could tell, for there
were hills and valleys between. Leaving the little spring
their course led first up a small cañon, and when they
reached the summit of the ridge a small valley covered with
sage brush was before them, the most fertile spot they had
seen for a long time. The descent to this valley was through
another cañon which was filled with large boulders for
much of the way, and over these it seemed almost impossible to
get the cattle. They had seen no water since leaving the
little stream, and the plain they were now approaching seemed
thirty miles wide, with no signs of streams or springs.
However just at the foot of the cañon they found a
small water hole, but the water was so salt that even the oxen
refused to drink it.
They decided to make a push across the plain and endeavor
to reach the other side in two days, and they knew there could
be no water on its even expanse. The plain seemed quite an up
grade from where they were to the base of the mountain.
On the second day they all reached the point they were
aiming for except Rev. J.W. Brier and family, and they came in
one day behind. Every one looked out for himself and had no
time nor strength to spare to help others. Here on a small
bench overlooking the country to the south and east but still
a long distance from the snow, they found some holes of water,
and some bunch grass a little farther up the hill. Here was a
large trail coming from the north and leading from this point
westward. There were no signs of recent use, but there were
many indications that it was quite ancient and had been
considerably traveled in time past. This was quite encouraging
to many of them and they declared they would follow this trail
which would surely lead to some place well known, in a better
country. They cared not whether it led to California, Mexico,
or Texas, only that they might get out of this country which
seemed accursed. Any place where they could get something to
eat and drink would be better than this.