Lynn, Mass., Tenth Month, Fifth Day, 1888.
My Beloved Granddaughter:
Thy letter reached me Second Day. Truly thou hast found a field that needs a worker, and I do not question that the Lord's hand led thee to Gila. What thou art doing and dost plan to do, interest me deeply; but it will tax thy strength. I am thankful that thou hast felt a deepening sense of God's nearness. His world is full of Him, only men's eyes are holden that they do not know. All who gain strength to lead and inspire their fellows, learn this surely at last:—that the soul of man finds God most surely in the Open. If men would help their fellows, they must seek inspiration and strength in communion with God.
To keep well, one must keep his mind calm and cheerful. So I urge thee not to allow the sorrowfulness of life about thee to depress thee. Thou canst not do thy most effective work if thy heart is always bowed down. The great sympathy of thy nature will lead thee to sorrow for others more than is well for thee. Joy is necessary to all of us. So, Beloved, cultivate joyousness, and teach others to do so. It keeps us sane, and strong and helpful.
I know that the conditions thou hast found shock and distress thee, as they do all godly men and women; but I beg thee to remember, Esther, that our Lord had compassion on such as these, on the sinful as well as on the good, and that He offers salvation to all. How to have compassion! Ah, my child, men are so slow in learning that. Love,—compassion, is the key of Christ's philosophy.
I am often lonely without thee; but do not think I would call thee back while the Lord hath need of thee.
Thy Uncle and Aunt are well, and send their love to thee.
I have just been reading John Whittier's 'Our Master.' Read it on next First Day, as my message to thee.
God bless thee.
Thy faithful grandfather,
David Bright.
As she read, her eyes filled.
In the veins of Esther Bright flowed the blood of honorable, God-fearing people; but to none of these, had humanity's needs called more insistently than to her. Her grandfather had early recognized and fostered her passion for service; and from childhood up, he had frequently taken her with him on his errands of mercy, that she might understand the condition and the needs of the unfortunate. Between the two there existed an unusual bond.
After reading the letter, Esther sat absorbed in thought. The present had slipped away, and it seemed as though her spirit had absented itself from her body and gone on a far journey. She was aroused to a consciousness of the present by a quick step. In a moment Kenneth Hastings was before her; then, seated at her side.
"Well!" he began. "How fortunate I am! Here I was on my way to call on you to give you these flowers. I've been up on the mountains for them."
"What beautiful mountain asters!" was her response, her face lighting with pleasure. "How exquisite in color! And how kind of you!"
"Yes, they're lovely." He looked into her face with undisguised admiration. Something within her shrank from it.
Three weeks had now passed since the meeting of Kenneth Hastings and Esther Bright. During this time, he had become an almost daily caller at Clayton Ranch. When he made apologies for the frequency of his calls, the Claytons always assured him of the pleasure his presence gave them, saying he was to them a younger brother, and as welcome.
It was evident to them that Kenneth's transformation had begun. John Clayton knew that important changes were taking place in his daily life; that all his social life was spent in their home; that he had ceased to enter a saloon; and that he had suddenly become fastidious about his toilet.
If Esther noted any changes in him, she did not express it. She was singularly reticent in regard to him.
At this moment, she sat listening to him as he told her of the mountain flora.
"Wait till you see the cactus blossoms in the spring and summer." He seemed very enthusiastic. "They make a glorious mass of color against the soft gray of the dry grass, or soil."
"I'd love to see them." She lifted the bunch of asters admiringly.
"I have some water colors of cacti I made a year ago. I'd like to show them to you, Miss Bright, if you are interested."
She assured him she was.
"I was out in the region of Colorado River a year ago. It is a wonderful region no white man has yet explored. Only the Indians know of its greatness. I have an idea that when that region is explored by some scientist, he will discover that canyon to be the greatest marvel of the world. What I saw was on a stupendous, magnificent scale."
"How it must have impressed you!"
"Wonderfully! I'll show you a sketch I made of a bit of what I found. It may suggest the magnificence of the coloring to you."
"How did you happen to have sketching materials with you?"
"I agreed to write a series of articles for an English magazine, and wished illustrations for one of the articles."
"How accomplished you are!" she exclaimed. "A mining engineer, a painter, an author—"
"Don't!" he protested, raising a deprecatory hand.
Having launched on the natural wonders of Arizona, he grew more and more eloquent, till Esther's imagination made a daring leap, and she looked down the gigantic gorge he pictured to her, over great acres of massive rock formation, like the splendor of successive day-dawns hardened into stone, and saw gigantic forms chiseled by ages of erosion.
"Do you ride horseback, Miss Bright?" he asked, suddenly changing the conversation.
"I am sorry to say that I do not. I do not even know how to mount."
"Let me teach you to ride," he said, with sudden interest.
"You would find me an awkward pupil," she responded, rising.
"I am willing to wager that I should not. When may I have the pleasure of giving you the first lesson?"
"Any time convenient for you when I am not teaching." She began to gather up her flowers and hat.
Then and there, a day was set for the first lesson in horsemanship.
"Sit down, please," said Kenneth. "I want you to enlighten me. I am painfully dense."
She seated herself on the tree trunk again, saying as she did so:
"I had not observed any conspicuous signs of density on your part, Mr. Hastings, save that you think I could be metamorphosed into a horsewoman. Some women are born to the saddle. I was not. I am not an Englishwoman, you see."
"But decidedly English," he retorted. "I wish you would tell me your story."
Her face flushed.
"I beg your pardon," he hastened to say. "I did not mean to be rude. You interest me deeply. Anything you think or do, anything that has made you what you are, is of deep interest to me."
"There is nothing to tell," she said simply. "Just a few pages, with here and there an entry; a few birthdays; graduation from college; foreign travel; work in Gila; a life spent in companionship with a wonderfully lovely and lovable grandfather; work at his side, and life's history in the making. That is all."
"All?" he repeated. "But that is rich in suggestion. I have studied you almost exclusively for three weeks, and I know you."
She looked up. The expression in his eyes nettled her. Her spinal column stiffened.
"Indeed! Know a woman in three weeks! You do well, better than most of your sex. Most men, I am told, find woman an unsolvable problem, and when they think they know her, they find they don't."
This was interesting to him. He liked the flash in her eye.
"Some life purpose brings you to Gila, to work so unselfishly for a lot of common, ignorant people."
"What is that to you?"
Her question sounded harsh in her own ears, and then she begged his pardon.
"No apology is necessary on your part," he said, changing from banter to a tone of seriousness. "My words roused your resentment. I am at fault. The coming of a delicately nurtured girl like you into such a place of degradation is like the coming of an angel of light down to the bottomless pit. I beg forgiveness for saying this; but, Miss Bright, a mining camp, in these days, is a hotbed of vice."
"All the more reason why people of intelligence and character should try to make the life here clean. I believe we can crowd out evil by cultivating the good."
"You are a decided optimist," he said; "and I, by force of circumstances, have become a confirmed pessimist."
"You will not continue to be a pessimist," she said, prophetically, seeing in her mind's eye what he would be in the years to come. "You will come to know deep human sympathy; you will believe in the possibility of better and better things for your fellows. You will use your strength, your intellect, your fine education, for the best service of the world about you."
Somehow that prophecy went home to him.
"By George!" he exclaimed, "you make a fellow feel he must be just what you want him to be, and what he ought to be."
The man studied the woman before him, with deep and increasing interest. She possessed a strength, he was sure, of which no one in Gila had yet dreamed. He continued:
"Would you mind telling me the humanitarian notions that made you willing to bury yourself in this godless place?"
She hesitated. The catechism evidently annoyed her, for it seemed to savor of impertinent curiosity. But at last she answered:
"I believe my grandfather is responsible for the humanitarian notions. It is a long story."
She hesitated.
"I am interested in what he has done, and what you are doing. Please tell me about it."
"Well, it goes back to my childhood. I was my grandfather's constant companion until I went to college. He is a well-known philanthropist of New England, interested in the poor, in convicts in prison and out, in temperance work, in the enfranchisement of woman, in education, and in everything that makes for righteousness."
She paused.
"And he discussed great questions with you?"
"Yes, as though in counsel. He would tell me certain conditions, and ask me what I thought we had better do."
"An ideal preparation for philanthropic service." He was serious now.
"There awoke within me, very early, the purpose to serve my fellow men in the largest possible way. Grandfather fostered this; and when the time came for me to go to college, he helped me plan my course of study." She looked far away.
"You followed it out?"
"Very nearly. You see, Mr. Hastings, service is no accident with me. It dates back generations. It is in my blood."
"Your blood is of the finest sort. Surely service does not mean living in close touch with immoral, disreputable people."
Her eyes kindled, grew dark in color.
"What does it mean, then? The strong, the pure, the godly should live among men, teach by precept and example how to live, and show the loveliness of pure living just as Jesus did. I have visited prisons with grandfather, have prayed with and for criminals, and have sung in the prisons. Is it not worth while to help these wretched creatures look away from themselves to God?"
"Oh, Miss Bright," he protested, "it is dreadful for a young girl like you even to hear of the wickedness of men."
"Women are wicked, too," she responded seriously, "but I never lose hope for any one."
"Some day hope will die out in your heart," he said discouragingly.
"God forbid!" she spoke solemnly. In a moment she continued:
"I am sure you do not realize how many poor creatures never have had a chance to be decent. Just think how many are born of sinful, ignorant parents, into an environment of sin and ignorance. They live in it, they die in it. I, by no will or merit of my own, received a blessed heritage. My ancestors for generations have been intelligent, godly people, many of them people of distinction. I was born into an atmosphere of love, of intelligence, of spirituality, and of refinement. I have lived in that atmosphere all my life. My good impulses have been fostered, my wrong ones checked."
"I'll wager you were painfully conscientious," he said.
"Why should I have been given so much," she continued, "and these poor creatures so little, unless it was that I should minister to their needs?"
"You may be right." He seemed unconvinced. "But I am sure of one thing. If I had been your grandfather, and you my grandchild, I never would have let you leave me."
He was smiling.
"You should know my grandfather, and then you would understand."
"How did you happen to come to Gila?" he asked.
"I met Mr. and Mrs. Clayton in the home of one of their friends in England. We were house guests there at the same time. We returned to America on the same steamer. Mrs. Clayton knew I was to do settlement work, and urged me to come to Gila a while instead. So I came."
How much her coming was beginning to mean to him, to others! Both were silent a while. Then it was Kenneth who spoke.
"Do you know, Miss Bright, it never occurred to me before you came, that I had any obligations to these people? Now I know I have. I was indifferent to the fact that I had a soul myself until you came."
She looked up questioningly.
"Yes, I mean it," he said. "To all intents and purposes I had no soul. A man forgets he has a soul when he lives in the midst of vice, and no one cares whether he goes to the devil or not."
"Is it the environment, or the feeling that no one cares?" she asked.
"Both." He buried his face in his hands.
"Did you feel that no one cared? I'm sure your mother cared."
She had touched a sore spot.
"My mother?" he said, bitterly. "My mother is a woman of the world." Here he lifted his head. "She is engrossed in society. She has no interest whatever in me, and never did have, although I am her only child."
"Perhaps you are mistaken," she said softly. "I am sure you must be mistaken."
"When a mother lets year after year go by without writing to her son, do you think she cares?"
"You don't mean to say that you never receive a letter from your mother?"
"My mother has not written to me since I came to America. Suppose your mother did not write to you. Would you think she had a very deep affection for you?"
Esther's face grew wistful.
"Perhaps you do not know," she answered, "I have no living mother. She died when I was born."
"Forgive my thoughtless question," he said. "I did not know you had lost your mother. I was selfish."
"Oh, no," she said, "not selfish. You didn't know, that was all. We sometimes make mistakes, all of us, when we do not know. I lost my father when I was a very little child."
"And your grandfather reared you?"
"Yes, grandfather, assisted by my uncle and auntie."
"Tell me about your grandfather, I like to hear."
"He was my first playfellow, and a fine one he was, too."
"How I envy him!"
"You mustn't interrupt me," she said demurely.
"I am penitent. Do proceed."
Then she told him, in brief, the story of her life, simple and sweet in the telling. She told him of the work done by her grandfather.
"He preaches, you tell me."
"Yes," she said, rambling on, "he is a graduate of Yale, and prepared to be a physician. But his heart drew him into the ministry, the place where he felt the Great Physician would have him be. Grandfather is a Friend, you know, a Quaker."
"So I understood."
"He had a liberal income, so it was possible for him to devote his entire time to the poor and distressed. He has been deeply interested in the Negro and American Indian, and in fact, in every one who is oppressed by his stronger brother."
"An unusual man."
"How could you leave him? Did you not feel that your first duty was to him?"
"It was hard to leave him," she said, while her eyes were brimming with tears; "but grandfather and I believe that opportunity to serve means obligation to serve. Besides, love is such a spiritual thing we can never be separated."
"Love is such a spiritual thing—" he repeated, and again, "Spiritual."
He was silent a moment, then he spoke abruptly.
"You have already been the salvation of at least one soul. I owe my soul to you."
"Oh, no, not to me," she protested. "That was God's gift to you from the beginning. It may have slumbered, but you had it all the while."
"What did your grandfather say to your coming to Gila?"
"When I told him of the call to come here, told him that within a radius of sixty miles there was no place of religious worship, he made no response, but sat with his head bowed. At last he looked up with the most beautiful smile you ever saw, and said, 'Go, my child, the Lord hath need of thee.'" Her voice trembled a little.
"He was right," said Kenneth earnestly. "The Lord has need of such as you everywhere. I have need of you. The people here have need of you. Help us to make something of our lives yet, Miss Bright." There was no doubting his sincerity.
She had again risen to go.
"Don't go," he said. "I would like to tell you my story, if you care to hear."
"I shall be glad to hear your story. I know it will not be as meager as mine."
"I wish," he said earnestly, "that I might measure up to your ideal of what a man should be. I cannot do that. But I can be honest and tell you the truth about myself.
"I belong to a proud, high-strung race of people. My father is like his forbears. He is a graduate of Cambridge; has marked literary ability.
"My mother is a society woman, once noted as a beauty at court. She craves admiration and must have it. That is all she cares for. She has never shown any affection for my father or me.
"I left England when I was twenty-two,—my senior year at Cambridge. I've been in America eight years, and during that time I have received but two letters from home, and those were from my father."
"You must have felt starved."
"That's it," he said, "starved! I did feel starved. You see, Miss Bright, a fellow's home has much to do with his life and character. What is done there influences him. Wine was served on our table. My parents partook freely of it; so did our guests. I have seen some guests intoxicated. We played cards, as all society people do. We played for stakes, also. You call that gambling. My mother's men admirers were mush-headed fools."
"Such conditions obtain in certain circles in this country, too. They are a menace to the American home," she said gravely.
"I was sent to Cambridge," he continued, "as my father and his father, and father's father before him, had been sent. I was a natural student and always did well in my work. But my drinking and gambling finally got me into trouble. I was fired. My father was so incensed at my dismissal he told me never to darken his doors again. He gave me money, and told me to leave at once for America.
"I went to my mother's room to bid her good-by. She stood before a mirror while her maid was giving the final touches to her toilet. She looked regal and beautiful as she stood there, and I felt proud of her. I told her what had happened, and that I had come to bid her good-by. She turned upon me pettishly, and asked me how I could mar her pleasure just as she was going to a ball. Her last words to me were, 'I hate to be disturbed with family matters!'"
"Did she bid you good-by?"
"No."
"Forget it," she urged. "All women are not like that. I hope you will find some rare woman who will be as a mother to you."
"Forget it!" he repeated bitterly. "I can't."
"But you will sometime. You came to America. What next?"
"Then I entered the School of Mines at Columbia, and took my degree the following year, after which I joined Mr. Clayton here. That was seven years ago."
"Did you know him in England?"
"Yes. During these intervening years I have frequented the saloons. I have drank some, gambled some, as I did at home. And I have mingled with disreputable men here, but not to lift them up. I have not cared, chiefly because I knew no one else cared."
His companion was silent.
"You despise me, Miss Bright," he continued. "I deserve your contempt, I know. But I would do anything in the power of man to do now, if I could undo the past, and have a life as blameless as your own."
He glanced at his companion.
"What a brute I have been," he exclaimed, "to pour my ugly story into your ears!"
"I am glad you told me," she assured him. She looked up with new sympathy and understanding. "You are going to live down your past now, Mr. Hastings. We'll begin here and now. You will not speak of this again unless it may be a relief to you. The matter will not cross my lips."
She flashed upon him a radiant smile. She believed in him. He could hardly comprehend it.
"You do not despise me? You forgive my past?" He looked into her face.
"It is God who forgives. Why should I despise whom God forgives?"
"If ever I find my way to God," he said in a low voice, "it will be through you."
She quoted softly:
"'Though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they be red as crimson, they shall be as wool.'" Then she added, "I must go home now."
They walked on to Clayton Ranch. After a few commonplaces, Kenneth lifted his hat, and turning, walked swiftly toward the company's headquarters.
Esther stood a moment, watching the easy, graceful stride of the young engineer. His words then, and long afterwards, rang in her ears,—"Help us to make something of our lives yet." And as the words echoed in her heart, a voice aged and full of tender love, came to her like an old refrain,—"Go, my child, the Lord hath need of thee."
She lifted her face and looked into the sky. Suddenly she became conscious of the beauty of the hour. The violet light of evening played about her face and form. She forgot the flowers in her arms, forgot the sunset, and stood absorbed in prayer.
It was the day of the ball. Parties of mountaineers, some on horseback, some in wagons, started for Jamison Ranch.
In the early evening, a wagon load made up of the members of the Clayton household, Kenneth Hastings and some Scotch neighbors, started for the same destination.
The road skirted the foothills for some distance, then followed the canyon several miles; and then, branching off, led directly to Jamison Ranch. As the twilight deepened into night, Nature took on a solemn and mysterious beauty. The rugged outline of the mountains, the valley and river below,—were all idealized in the softening light. The New England girl sat drinking in the wonder of it all. The mountains were speaking to her good tidings of great joy.
In the midst of merry chatter, some one called out:
"Sing us a song, Miss Bright."
It was Kenneth Hastings. Hearing her name, she roused from her reverie.
"A song?"
"Yes, do sing," urged several.
"Sing 'Oft in the Stilly Night,'" suggested Mrs. Clayton.
"All sing with me," responded Esther.
Then out on the stillness floated the beautiful old Irish song. Other voices joined Esther's. Kenneth Hastings was one of the singers. His voice blended with hers and enriched it.
Song after song followed, all the company participating to some extent in the singing.
Was it the majesty of the mountain scenery that inspired Esther, that sent such a thrill of gladness into her voice? Or was it perhaps the witchery of the moonlight? Whatever may have been the cause, a new quality appeared in her voice, and stirred the hearts of all who listened to her singing; it was deep and beautiful.
What wonder if Kenneth Hastings came under the spell of the song and the singer? The New England girl was a breath of summer in the hard and wintry coldness of his life.
"Who taught you to sing?" he asked abruptly.
"The birds," she answered, in a joyous, laughing tone.
"I can well believe that," he continued, "but who were your other instructors?"
Then, in brief, she told him of her musical training.
Would she sing one of his favorite arias some day? naming the aria.
She hummed a snatch of it.
"Go on," he urged.
"Not now; some other time."
"Won't you give us an evening recital soon?" asked John Clayton.
And then and there the concert was arranged for.
"Miss Bright," said Mrs. Carmichael, "I am wondering how we ever got on without you."
Esther laughed a light-hearted, merry laugh.
"That's it," Kenneth hastened to say. "We 'got on.' We simply existed. Now we live."
"You are not complimentary to our friends. I protest," said Esther.
"You are growing chivalrous, Kenneth," said Mrs. Clayton. "I'm glad you think as we do. Miss Bright, you have certainly enriched life for all of us."
"Don't embarrass me," said Esther in a tone that betrayed she was a little disconcerted.
But now they were nearing their journey's end. The baying of hounds announced a human habitation. An instant later, the house was in sight, and the dogs came bounding down the road, greeting the party with vociferous barks and growls. Mr. Jamison followed, profuse in words of welcome.
As Kenneth assisted Esther from the wagon, he said:
"Your presence during this drive has given me real pleasure."
Her simple "Thank you" was her only response.
At the door they were met by daughters of the house, buxom lasses, who ushered them into an immense living room. This opened into two other rooms, one of which had been cleared for dancing.
Esther noted every detail,—a new rag carpet on the floor; a bright-colored log-cabin quilt on one of the beds; on the other bed, was a quilt of white, on which was appliqued a menagerie of nondescript animals of red and green calico, capering in all directions. The particular charm of this work of art was its immaculate quilting,—quilting that would have made our great-grandmothers green with envy.
Cheap yellow paper covered the walls of the room. A chromo, "Fast Asleep," framed in heavy black walnut, hung close to the ceiling. A sewing machine stood in one corner.
At first, Esther did not notice the human element in the room. Suddenly a little bundle at the foot of the bed began to grunt. She lifted it, and found a speck of humanity about three months old. In his efforts to make his wants known, and so secure his rightful attention, he puckered his mouth, doubled up his fists, grew red in the face, and let forth lusty cries.
As she stood trying to soothe the child, the mother rushed in, snatched it from the teacher's arms, and gave it a slap, saying as she did so, "The brat's allus screechin' when I wanter dance!"
She left the babe screaming vociferously, and returned to dance. Four other infants promptly entered into the vocal contest, while their respective parents danced in the adjoining room, oblivious of everything save the pleasure of the hour. Then it was that the New England girl became a self-appointed nurse, patting and soothing first one, then another babe; but it was useless. They had been brought to the party under protest; and offended humanity would not be mollified.
The teacher stepped out into the living room, which was in festive array. Its picturesqueness appealed to her. A large fire crackled on the hearth, and threw its transforming glow over the dingy adobe walls, decorated for the occasion with branches of fragrant silver spruce. Blocks of pine tree-trunks, perhaps two feet in height, stood in the corners of the room. Each of these blocks contained a dozen or more candle sockets, serving the purpose of a candelabrum. Each of the sockets bore a lighted candle, which added to the weirdness of the scene.
The room was a unique background for the men and women gathered there. At least twenty of the mountaineers had already assembled. They had come at late twilight, and would stay till dawn, for their journey lay over rough mountain roads and through dangerous passes.
The guests gathered rapidly, laughing and talking as they came.
It was a motley crowd,—cowboys, in corduroy, high boots, spurs, slouch hats, and knives at belt, brawny specimens of human kind; cowlasses, who for the time, had discarded their masculine attire of short skirts, blouse, belt and gun, for feminine finery; Scotchmen in Highland costume; Mexicans in picturesque dress; English folk, clad in modest apparel; and Irishmen and Americans resplendent in colors galore.
For a moment, Esther stood studying the novel scene. Mr. Clayton, observing her, presented her to the individuals already assembled. The last introduction was to a shambling, awkward young miner. After shaking the hand of the teacher, which he did with a vigor quite commensurate to his elephantine strength, he blurted out, "Will yez dance a polky wid me?"
She asked to be excused, saying she did not dance.
"Oh, but I can learn yez," he said eagerly. "Yez put one fut so, and the other so," illustrating the step with bovine grace as he spoke.
His efforts were unavailing, so he found a partner among the cowlasses.
Again Esther was alone. She seated herself near one of the improvised pine candelabra, and continued to study the people before her. Here she found primitive life indeed, life close to the soil. How to get at these people, how to learn their natures, how to understand their needs, how to help them,—all these questions pressed upon her. Of this she was sure:—she must come in touch with them to help them. Men and women older and more experienced than she might well have knit their brows over the problem.
She was roused to a consciousness of present need by a piercing cry from one of the infants in the adjoining room. The helpless cry of a child could never appeal in vain to such a woman as Esther Bright. She returned to the bedroom, lifted the wailing bundle in her arms, seated herself in a rocker, and proceeded to quiet it. Kenneth Hastings stood watching her, while an occasional smile flitted across his face. As John Clayton joined him, the former said in a low tone:
"Do you see Miss Bright's new occupation, John?"
"Yes, by George! What will that girl do next? Who but Miss Bright would bother about other people's crying infants? But it's just like her! She is true woman to the heart. I wish there were more like her."
"So do I, John. I wish I were more like her myself in unselfish interest in people."
"She has done you great good already, Kenneth."
"Yes, I know."
Then a shadow darkened Kenneth's face. He moved toward the outer door that stood open, and looked out into the night.
At last Esther's task was accomplished, the babe was asleep, and she returned to the scene of the dancing. Kenneth sought her and asked her to dance the next waltz with him. She assured him, also, that she did not dance.
"Let me teach you," he urged. But she shook her head.
"You do not approve of dancing?" he asked, lifting his brows.
"I did not say I do not approve of dancing; I said I do not dance. By the way," she said, changing the subject of the conversation, "my lessons in riding are to begin to-morrow, are they not?"
"To-morrow, if I may have the pleasure. Do you think riding wicked, too?"
This he said with a sly twinkle in his eye.
"Wicked, too?" she echoed. "What's the 'too' mean?"
"Dancing, of course."
"But I didn't say I thought dancing wicked. I said I do not dance."
"Oh, well, you think it wicked, or you would dance."
She looked amused.
"What would you say if I should tell you I learned to dance years ago?"
"That you are strait-laced obstinacy personified. Why not dance? It could do you no harm."
"It is not expedient, that is all. Let me tell you I really did learn. I am not an accomplished dancer, though. I was taught to dance in a school I attended. But I have never danced in social life."
"Why not put aside your scruples for once," he urged, "and dance the next waltz with me? You don't know what pleasure it would give me."
But she still refused. He saw that to pursue the matter further would be useless. The conversation was interrupted by the entrance of cowboys and cowlasses, who, as they filed past, were presented to her by Kenneth Hastings.
"How are ye?" asked one husky fellow, gripping Esther's hand like a vise.
"Happy ter know yer acquaintance," said another.
The girls snickered and looked foolish, keeping time to the music with the tapping of their feet.
"You like to dance, I see," said Esther to one girl.
"You bet I do!"
The girl's jaws kept time to the music as she vigorously chewed gum.
"Come, Jim," said another loud-voiced cowlass, "that's our set."
And away they went, hand in hand, edging their way through the crowded rooms. Soon they were in the midst of the boisterous dancers.
Kenneth joined the human fringe around the dance room. He stood watching as though what he saw amused him.
"Swing y'r pardners," shouted the fiddler, above the din of voices. Down came the bow across the strings, that responded in shrill, piercing notes. Around flew the dancers, their cheeks growing redder and redder. The clatter of the cowboys' spurs, and the tapping of the fiddler's foot kept time to the music.
While watching the dancers, Kenneth discovered Jessie Roth, a young Scotch girl, in from the range. As soon as he could do so, he presented her to Esther Bright. Jessie responded to the introduction awkwardly and shyly; but as she looked into Esther's face, she seemed to gain confidence. It was such a kindly, such a sympathetic face.
Jessie was a girl Esther had long been wishing to meet, and to interest in better things. She was at heart good, and if wisely directed would undoubtedly exercise a wholesome influence over other girls. As the teacher expressed her interest in her, and what they might do together, Jessie's face beamed.
"Mr. Hastings telt me aboot y'r Bible school, an' how ye wantit me tae come. Did ye?"
"Dae ye want mony mair tae come?"
"Yes, as many as you can bring, Jessie."
Then the two took seats in the corner of the room, and Esther gave her an enthusiastic account of her plans for the Gila girls. The Scotch girl listened, with an occasional comment.
"Do you like the life on the range, Jessie?"
"Rael weel! Y're as free as the air!"
Here the girl gave her body and arms a swing, as though ready to leap to the back of a running horse. She seemed all muscle.
"My mustang's the best friend I hev. I broke 'er mysel'. My! She can gae like the wind!"
"You!" said the astonished teacher. "Can you break a horse?"
"Can I?" she repeated in amusement. "I'd like tae show ye. I wad like tae tak ye oot on the range wi' me. My, but ye'd like it!"
"No doubt. What do you do out on the range?"
"Oh, we rides an' rides an' looks after the cattle; we cooks, an' plays cards, an' joshes the boys."
Here Jessie laughed.
"What a dreary life this must be," thought Esther. She said aloud, "You must find the life monotonous and lonely."
"Never lonely, schoolma'am. It's full o' excitement. There's somethin' doin' all the time. Sometime ye sees herds o' antelope, or ye meets a grizzly. It's better'n a dance tae bring down a grizzly."
"A bear?" the teacher exclaimed in astonishment. "You don't mean to say you ever killed a bear?"
The cowlass's eyes sparkled as she said proudly:
"I've shot several, an' other big game too. But the greatest thing on the range is tae see a stampede o' cattle. It's as much as y'r life's worth tae be in their way."
The girl, though rough, had a vitality and picturesqueness attractive to the polished New Englander.
It was equally certain that Esther was attractive to the cowlass. Jessie left her for a moment, but soon returned, bringing three others with her. After presenting them, she said:
"Tell 'em, schoolma'am, what ye telt me."
"Tell what, Jessie?"
"Oh, aboot the Bible school an' the parties, an' how ye wants tae dae somethin' fer the lasses."
Then Esther briefly outlined her plans, during which they occasionally interrupted her by questions or comments.
"Do you mean, schoolma'am, that y're willin' to learn us outside o' school hours?"
"Yes."
"Y're mighty good. I love ye already," said one lass.
"But we're sae auld," said Jessie.
"No, you're not. You're not old,—not too old to study."
"Yes, schoolma'am, that's what mother used tae say," said Jessie in a softer tone. She turned her face aside. Another girl whispered to Esther, "Her father killed her mother when he was drunk."
Esther slipped her arm around Jessie's waist, and continued to speak her plans, and how much their co-operation would mean to her.
"Git y'r pardners!" shouted the fiddler.
Soon the lasses were led away to the dance; and for the time, nothing more was said of their plans; but Esther Bright knew that of all the days' work she had done in Gila, this would probably count the most.
The rooms were now crowded with people. The huge candles burned lower; the air grew more stifling; the noise more tiring.
As she looked up, she met the gaze of a young English girl, who flushed and turned her eyes away. An instant later, Kenneth Hastings seated himself by Esther and began speaking.
"I was glad to see you talking with the cowlasses, for they need the gentle, refining influence that you can bring them." He was evidently deeply in earnest. "You have no idea how full of peril their life is. You see there is something in this bold, free life of exposure that almost unsexes a woman. Some of the cowlasses are good-hearted, honest girls, but many are a hard lot. Your womanly influence would help them."
As he spoke, he caught sight of the girl who, a moment before, had attracted Esther's attention.
"Do you see that girl with the cameo-like face?" he asked.
"Yes."
"I have been hoping you could save that child. She can't be more than seventeen, if she is that. What her previous history is I do not know; but it is evident she has had gentle breeding."
"What a sweet face she has!"
"Yes. Lovely, isn't it? Like a flower."
"What is her name?" Esther looked sympathetically at the girlish figure.
"Earle—Carla Earle. She lives at Keith's. I see her often with Mark Clifton, a young Englishman here. He is a wild fellow. She is shy of everyone else."
"Poor child!" said Esther, glancing toward her.
"I made bold to speak to her one day, and invited her to come to your Bible school. I believe if you could meet her you would be her salvation."
Esther looked up with a grave question in her eyes.
"Well?" he asked.
"You invite her to come to the Bible school, but do not come yourself, do not offer to help."
"It does seem inconsistent, doesn't it? I will try to explain."
He studied the cracks in the floor.
"You see, I have felt that I would be a hypocrite if I came. I know nothing about religion; at least, I knew nothing about it until I began to find it in you."
"And yet religion is the great question of life. I wonder that, with your habit of thought, you have not been attracted to the study of philosophy and religion."
"Some of the most materialistic men I have known," he replied, "have been students of philosophy and religion. They seemed anything but religious. But your religion is practical. You live it. You make men believe in your religion, make them believe it is the one real thing of life. I need to be taught of you."
"Please bring this young girl to me, or take me to her," she responded.
Together they sought Carla Earle. As Esther was introduced, she clasped Carla's hand, and began to talk to her of England. Kenneth excused himself, and the two girls took seats in the corner where he had left them. At first Carla avoided looking into the face of her companion. When she did gain courage to look up, she saw that Esther's face was full of tenderness. What could it mean? Sympathy for her? Carla Earle? Her chest rose and fell. Suddenly she hid her face in her hands, while suppressed sobs shook her frame.
Quickly, Esther slipped her arm about her, and drew her to the open door, and out into the clear night air. There, Nature seemed full of peace. Up and down, the two walked in the moonlight, talking in low, earnest tones. Often they paused and looked up into the heavens. Once the English girl bowed her head on the New England girl's shoulder, and wept bitterly. The teacher listened, listened to a story whose pathos touched her heart. Then she said gently:
"You know right from wrong. Leave the wrong life. Come to me for shelter, until I can find a home for you where you will be safe, and I hope, contented."
"Oh, I can't," sobbed Carla, "I am so unhappy!"
"I know you can leave if you will," Esther said firmly. "You will have strength and courage given you to do right. It is wrong for you to continue in the life you are now living."
Carla shuddered. She was still weeping.
"God will never forgive me," she said. "He has forsaken me."
She seemed utterly hopeless.
"God always forgives those who come to Him penitent, Carla. He has not forsaken you; you have forsaken Him. I am glad you and I have found each other. Perhaps I can help you find your way back to God."
Carla gripped her hand. When they re-entered the house, the English girl slipped into the bedroom.
"Fust couple forrerd an' back!" called out the fiddler, keeping time with his foot.
There were bows, differing more in quality than in kind; bows masculine, with spurred foot to rearward; bows feminine, quite indescribable.
"Swing y'r pardners!" shouted the fiddler, flourishing his bow. Around flew the lasses, with skirts and ribbons flying; down came the boots of the cowboys, their spurs clanking time to the music. The room grew more stifling.
Among the late-comers was a middle-aged woman, immaculately clean. Her snapping black eyes were set close to her nose, which was sharp and thin. Her lips closed firmly. Her thin black hair, drawn tightly back, was fastened in a tight wad at the back of her head. She wore an antiquated black alpaca dress, sans buttons, sans collar, sans cuffs; but the crowning glory of her costume, and her particular pride, was a breastpin of hair grapes. She was accompanied by an easy-going, stubby little Irishman, and a freckle-faced, tow-headed lad of ten.
"Maw, Maw!" said the child, "there's my teacher!"
"Mind y'r mannerses," said the woman, as she cuffed him on the ear.
"I am mindin' my mannerses," he said sulkily.
The teacher saw the shadow on the child's face, stepped forward to greet him, then extended her hand to the mother, saying:
"Good evening, Mrs. Black. I am Brigham's teacher."
But Mrs. Murphy was on the warpath.
"I'm not Miz. Black," she snapped, assuming an air of offended dignity; "I'm Miz Murphy, the wife o' Patrick Murphy. This is my man," pointing to the stubby Irishman, with the air of a tragedy queen. The teacher thereupon shook hands with Patrick. Mrs. Murphy continued:
"My first husband were a Young, my second a Thompson, my third a Wigger, my fourth a Black, and my fifth a Murphy."
"I wonders who the nixt wan will be," said Patrick, grinning from ear to ear. "My woman lived wid the Mormons."
Mrs. Murphy's eyes looked daggers. He continued:
"An' she thought if it were good fur wan man to marry many women, it were equally good fur wan woman ter have many husbands, even if she didn't have all of thim ter onct." He chuckled.
"Mind y'r bizness!" snapped the irate Mrs. Murphy.
"An' so it came my turrhn, schoolma'am, an' she were that delighted wid me she have niver tried another man since. Eh, mavourneen?"
Saying which, Patrick made his escape, shaking with laughter.
Then Esther poured oil on the troubled waters, by telling Mrs. Murphy how interested she was in what Brigham had told her of his little sisters, Nora and Kathleen.
"Won't you sit down, Mrs. Murphy?"
Esther's voice and manner were very charming at that moment, as she drew a chair forward for her companion.
Somewhat mollified, Mrs. Murphy seated herself.
"Oh, I don't mind ef I do set down. I'm that tuckered out with scrubbin' and washin' an' cookin', I'm afeared I can't dance till mornin'."
As she talked, she fanned herself with her red cotton handkerchief.
"You enjoy dancing, don't you, Mrs. Murphy?" asked the teacher, with apparent interest.
"Enjoy dancin'? I should say I did!" She suddenly assumed an air of great importance. "Back East where I was riz, I went ter all the barn raisin's, an' was accounted the best dancer in the county."
She showed sudden interest in the fiddler, and tapped time to the music with her foot.
"Then I joined the Mormons. When I lived in Utah, there was plenty o' dancin', I can tell you."
"You are from New York, Mrs. Murphy, I think you said."
"Yep," complacently. "I was riz in York State, near Syrycuse. My folks was way up, my folks was. Why, my aunt's husband's sister's husband kep' a confectony, an' lived on Lexity Street, York City. She were rich, she were,—an' dressed! My landy! How she dressed! Always latest style! Ye didn't know her, I s'pose. Miz Josiah Common was her name, lived at 650 somethin' Lexity Street. Wisht you'd a knowed her."
Here she mopped her face again.
It was not often that Mrs. Murphy found herself in society, and in society where she wished to make an impression. Her voice rose higher and shriller.
"Yep," she continued, in a tone of supreme satisfaction, "I'm 'lated, as it were, to Miz Josiah Common. She gimme this here pin."
Here she took off a hair grape pin, and held it up for inspection. "A bunch o' grapes, yer see, hereditaried in the family, descended from father to son, yer know, in memory of the departed."
All this in a tone of one who gives information, and commiserates the ignorance of the listener. Suddenly Esther Bright lifted her handkerchief to her eyes.
"Got pink eye?" asked Mrs. Murphy with sudden sympathy. But at this moment Patrick Murphy joined them, and Mrs. Murphy rose to dance with him.
As the two left her, Esther saw John Clayton edging his way through the crowd. An instant later, he presented Lord Kelwin, of Dublin, Ireland.
"Really," said the newcomer, "I had no idea I should meet an American lady on the frontier. I am charmed. So delighted, Mr. Clayton, to meet Mrs. Clayton and Miss Bright. I had anticipated meeting Indians, Indian princesses, don't you know, like the people we see in the shows you send us."
"It is too bad you should be disappointed, Lord Kelwin," said the New Englander, smiling. "There are princesses galore in the southwest, and a little search will reward you."
"Beg pardon, I did not intend to give the impression that I was disappointed; rather, I am surprised that here out of civilization, ah—ah—I should find a lady,—two ladies. I count myself most fortunate."
John Clayton's eyes twinkled. At the first opportunity he drew Lord Kelwin aside, and whispered in his ear. The Irishman looked astonished.
"An Indian princess, did you say? By Jove!"
"Yes, of the blood royal," replied John Clayton, with gravity.
"And possessed of untold wealth? What was it you said?"
"Of untold wealth. I'd rather have her wealth than the crown jewels of any royal house."
"By George! A fortune and a pretty girl thrown in!"
It was evident that this bit of information was not without effect upon Lord Kelwin, for he turned to Esther Bright effusively.
"It is such a pleasure, such a great pleasure, to meet one who so charmingly represents her race."
He bowed deferentially.
Esther looked mystified. Before she could frame a reply, their conversation was interrupted.
Lord Kelwin drew John Clayton aside.
"An American princess, did you say?"
"Yes, by divine right," responded the older man.
The Irishman adjusted his monocle, to view Esther more critically.
"She looks more like an English woman," he said meditatively. "Rather too slender to be a beauty."
"She was born on the free soil of America," continued his companion, "and has some ideas of her own."
The Irishman smiled cynically.
"As if a pretty girl ever had ideas of her own! She usually knows just what her mamma or governess teaches her. I always find a pretty girl an easy victim. I've broken more than one innocent's heart." He twirled his moustache.
"You'll not get on so well with Miss Bright. You see, she is used to meeting men." John Clayton looked a trifle wicked, as he continued, "She might take you for a long-headed animal with long ears."
But the last remark was lost upon the Irishman, whose attention was fixed upon Esther Bright.
"You say her ancestors were savages, Mr. Clayton?"
"I suppose they were savages, same as ours. She has the best heritage the ages can give,—a healthy body, a beautiful mind, and a heroic soul."
John Clayton's voice, half ironical, had an undertone of seriousness.
"A heroic soul! A heroic soul!" The Irishman raised his monocle again. "I didn't suppose savages had souls. I've always imagined this fad about souls came with civilization."
"I have begun to think," answered his companion, "that with much of the so-called civilization, men and women are losing their souls. Miss Bright is a remarkable woman. She believes in the possibilities of every man and woman. It is her purpose in life to awaken the soul wherever she finds it dormant or atrophied."
"Indeed!"
Again the monocle was raised, and the Irishman's curious gaze was fixed upon the American girl, then engaged in conversation with a cowboy.
Patrick Murphy now interrupted this dialogue.
"Lord Kelwin, we wants yez ter dance an Irish jig."
The lord lifted his eyebrows.
"There's no one to dance an Irish jig with me unless you do it yourself, Patrick."
Here there was a general laugh.
"Come along wid yez," persisted Patrick, half carrying him toward the dance room.
"Here," he said to Lord Kelwin, "here's light-footed Janette O'Neil will dance this wid yez."
There was a stir. The center of the room was cleared, then out stepped Lord Kelwin, leading rosy, graceful Janette. She was lithe and dainty.
The fiddler flourished his bow, drew it across the strings, and brought forth the strains of "Soldier's Joy,"—a melody that sets an Irishman's feet flying.
Janette's short, red skirt showed her trim feet and ankles. Down the room came the two dancers, side by side, their feet fairly flying. Backward, again they danced, the length of the room, still keeping up the feathery rapidity of flying feet. Then Lord Kelwin swung his partner around and around; then facing each other, they danced apart. Expressions of admiring approval were heard.
"Them's fine dancers!"
"Go it, Kelwin! I'll bet on you."
"Three cheers for ould Ireland!"
Down again the full length of the room sped the flying feet; then back again. Then, whirling as birds in flight, they faced each other once more, and danced apart, and finished the dance amid deafening applause. As it continued, Lord Kelwin raised his hand for attention.
"Give us the Highland fling. Here, Burns, you and Jessie Roth dance the Highland fling."
"Highland fling! Highland fling!" echoed many voices.
Again the center of the room was cleared, and Robert Burns led forth Jessie Roth.
In a moment the air of "Bonnie Woods and Braes" shrieked from the fiddle. With rhythmic swing of body and limb, the graceful Scotch dancers kept time to the music. Up rose the arm of the girl, with inimitable grace; forward came one foot, daintily touching the floor. It was the very poetry of motion. At the close of this dance, the applause was again deafening.
"Git y'r pardners fer Virginny reel!" shouted the weary fiddler.
In the rush of the dancers, John Clayton was jostled against Esther Bright and Kenneth Hastings.
"Well!" said he, "I believe we'd better go out to supper, and then start homeward."
A brief search brought the other members of the party. They seated themselves at a long improvised table, covered with red tablecloths. There was but one course, and that included everything from roast venison and Irish stew, hot biscuit and honey, to New England doughnuts, hot tamales and whiskey.
Near by sat an Indian half-breed, who, discovering a large plate of doughnuts, greedily devoured every one. As he had been drinking heavily, no one interfered, or made audible comments. When the Clayton party were about to withdraw, there were sounds of scuffling, oaths and cries, from the adjoining room, followed by a heavy thud. Some one had fallen. John Clayton rushed out, and finding one of his own cowboys in the fight, dragged him out into the open air. To keep him out of the mêlée, he sent him for their team, and he himself returned to the house for the members of his party. The leave-taking over, the spirited team dashed away from Jamison Ranch. The lights of the house grew fainter and fainter, then disappeared. The babble of voices, the clink of glasses, the clatter of spurs, the sound of dancing feet, were far behind. To the New England girl, the experience of the night seemed a strange dream; and the reality, the solemn hush of the midnight sky brooding over all.