RELIGION
“Teach me that I be Ye.”
And now we well may ask: What is the purpose
of all this? Here we appear to have an
invisible intelligence, speaking an obsolete
language, producing volumes of poetry containing
many evidences of profound wisdom.
So far as I have been able to find out, no such
phenomenon has occurred before since the
world began. Do not misunderstand that assertion.
There is nothing extraordinary in the
manner of its coming, as I have said before.
The publications of the Society for Psychical
Research are filled with examples of communications
received in the same or a similar way.
The fact that makes this phenomenon stand
out, that altogether isolates it from everything
else of an occult nature, is the character and
quality of its literature. Literature is something
tangible, something that one can lay
hands on, so to speak. It is in a sense physical;
it can be seen with the eyes. And this literature
is the physical evidence which Patience
Worth presents of herself as a separate and
distinct personality.
But why is it contributed? Is there in it
any intimation or assertion of a definite purpose?
If we may assume that Patience is what she
seems to be—a voice from another world, then
indeed we may discern a purpose. She has a
message to deliver, and she gives the impression
that she is a messenger.
“Do eat that which I offer thee,” she says.
“’Tis o’ Him. I but bear the pack apacked
for the carry o’ me by Him.”
Constantly she speaks of herself as bearing
food or drink in her words. “I bid thee eat,”
she said to one, “and rest ye, and eat amore,
for ’tis the wish o’ me that ye be filled.” The
seed, the loaf, the cup, are frequently used
symbolically when referring to her communications.
“There be a man who buyeth grain and he
telleth his neighbor and his neighbor’s neighbor,
and lo, they come asacked and clamor for
the grain. And what think ye? Some do
make price, and yet others bring naught. But
I be atelling ye, ’tis not a price I beg. Nay,
’tis that ye drink my cup.”
“’Tis truth o’ earth that ’tis the seed
aplanted deep that doth cause the harvester for
to watch. For lo, doth he to hold the seed
athin (within) his hand, ’tis but a seed. And
aplanted he doth watch him in wondering.
Verily do I say, ’tis so with me. I be aplanted
deep; do thee then to watch.”
And with greater significance she has exclaimed:
“Morn hath broke, and ye be the first
to see her light. Look ye wide-eyed at His
workings. He hath offered ye a cup.”
It is thus she announces herself to be a
herald of a new day, a bearer of tidings
divinely commissioned.
What, then, is her message? For answer
it may be said that it is at once a revelation, a
religion and a promise. Whatever we may
think of the nature of this phenomenon, Patience
herself is a revelation, and there are
many revelations in her words. The religion
she presents is not a new one. It is as old
as that given to the world nineteen centuries
ago; for fundamentally it is the same. It is
that religion, stripped of all the doctrines and
creeds and ceremonials and observances that
have grown up about it in all the ages since
His coming, and paring it down to the point
where it can be expressed by the one word—Love.
Love, going out to fellow man, to all
nature and overflowing toward God.
In the consideration of this religion let us
begin at the beginning, at the ground, so to
speak, with this expression of love for the loveless:
Ah, could I love thee,
Thou, the loveless o’ the earth,
And pry aneath the crannies
Yet untouched by mortal hand
To send therein this love o’ mine—
Thou creeping mite, and winged speck,
And whirled waters o’ the mid o’ sea
Where no man seeth thee?
And could I love thee, the days
Unsunned and laden with hate o’ sorrying?
Ah, could I love thee,
Thou who beareth blight;
And thou the fruit bescorched
And shrivelling, to fall unheeded
’Neath thy mother-stalk?
Ah, could I love thee, love thee?
Aye, for Him who loveth thee,
And blightest but through loving;
Like to him who bendeth low the forest’s king
To fashion out a mast.
Love for everything is the essence of her
thought and of her song. And as she thus
sings for the loveless, so she sings for the
wearied ones and the failures of the earth:
I’d sing.
Wearied word adropped by weary ones,
And broked mold afashioned out by wearied hands;
A falter-song sung through tears o’ wearied one;
A fancied put o’ earth’s fair scene
Afallen at awry o’ weariness. Love’s task
Unfinished, aye, o’ertaken by sore weariness—
O’ thee I’d sing.
Aye, and put me such an songed-note
That earth, aye, and heaven, should hear;
And thou, aye all o’ ye, the soul-songs
O’ my brothers, be afinished,
At the closing o’ my song.
Aye, and wearied, aye and wearied, I’d sing.
I’d sing for them, the loved o’ Him,
And brothers o’ thee and me. Amen.
This is the prelude and now comes the song:
I choose o’ the spill
O’ love and word and work,
The waste o’ earth, to build.
Ye hark unto the sages,
And oft a way-singer’s song
Hath laden o’erfull o’ truth,
And wasteth ’pon the air,
And falleth not unto thine ear.
Think ye He scattereth whither
E’en such an grain? Nay.
And do ye seek o’ spill
And put unto thy song,
’Twill fill its emptiness.
Ye seek to sing but o’ thy song,
And ’tis an empty strain. ’Tis need
O’ love’s spill for to fill.
The spill of earth, the love that goes unnoticed
and unappreciated, the words that are
unheard or unheeded, the work that seems to
be for naught—none of these is waste. A song
it is for the wearied ones, the heart-sick and
discouraged, “the loved of Him and brothers
of thee and me.”
And yet she calls them waste but to show
that they are not. “The waste of earth,” she
says, “doth build the Heaven,” and this is the
theme of much of her song.
Earth hath filled it up o’ waste and waste.
The sea’s fair breast, that heaveth as a mother’s,
Beareth waste o’ wrecks and wind-blown waste.
The day doth hold o’ waste.
The smiles that die, that long to break,
The woes that burden them already broke,
’Tis waste, ah yea, ’tis waste.
And yet, and yet, at some fair day,
E’en as the singing thou dost note
Doth bound from yonder hill’s side green
As echo, yea, the ghost o’ thy voice;
So shall all o’ this to sound aback
Unto the day.
Of waste, of waste, is heaven builded up.
It is to the waste of earth that she speaks in
this message of love and sympathy:
Ah, emptied heart! The weary o’ the path!
How would I to fill ye up o’ love!
I’d tear this lute, that it might whirr
A song that soothed thy lone, awearied path.
I’d steal the sun’s pale gold,
And e’en the silvered even’s ray,
To treasure them within this song
That it be rich for thee.
From out the wastes o’ earth I’d seek
And catch the woe-tears shed,
That I might drink them from the cup
And fill it up with loving.
From out the hearts afulled o’ love
Would I to steal the o’er-drip
And pack the emptied hearts of earth.
The bread o’ love would I to cast
Unto thy bywayed path, and pluck me
From the thornèd bush that traileth o’er
The stepping-place, the thorn, that brothers
O’ the flesh o’ me might step ’pon path acleared.
Yea, I’d coax the songsters o’ the earth
To carol thee upon thy ways,
And fill ye up o’ love and love and love.
And a message of cheer and encouragement
she gives to those who sorrow, in this:
“The web o’ sorrow weaveth ’bout the days
o’ earth, and ’tis but Folly who plyeth o’ the
bobbin. I tell thee more, the bobbins stick and
threads o’ day-weave go awry. But list ye;
’tis he who windeth o’ his web ’pon smiles and
shuttleth ’twixt smiles and woe who weaveth
o’ a day afull and pleantious. And sorrow
then wilt rift and show a light athrough.”
Smiles amid sorrows. He who windeth of
his web upon smiles not only rifts his own woes
but those of others, as she expresses it in this
verse:
The smile thou cast today that passed
Unheeded by the world; the handclasp
Of a friend, the touch of baby palms
Upon its mother’s breast—
Whither have they flown along the dreary way?
Mayhap thy smile
Hath fallen upon a daisy’s golden head,
To shine upon some weary traveler
Along the dusty road, and cause
A softening of the hard, hard way.
Perchance the handclasp strengthened wavering love
And lodged thee in thy friend’s regard.
And where the dimpled hands caress,
Will not a well of love spring forth?
Who knows, but who will tell
The hiding of these fleeting gifts!
And she gives measure to the same thought
in this:
Waft ye through the world sunlight;
Throw ye to the sparrows grain
That runneth o’er the heaping measure.
Scatter flower petals, like the wings
Of fluttering butterflies, to streak
The dove-gray day with daisy gold,
And turn the silver mist to fleece of gold.
Hath the king a noble who is such
An wonder-worker? Or hath his jester
Such a pack of tricks as thine?
Both of these last have to do with the hands
and with the use of the hands in the expression
of love for others, but in the following poem
Patience pays a tender and yet somewhat mystical
tribute to the hands themselves, empty
hands filled with the gifts of Him, the power
to build and weave and soothe:
Hands. Hands. The hands o’ Earth;
Abusied at fashioning, Aye,
And put o’ this, aye, and that.
Hands. Hands upturned at empty.
Hands. Hands untooled, aye, but builders
O’ the soothe o’ Earth.
Hands. Hands aspread, aye, and sending forth
That which they do hold—the emptiness.
Aye, at empty they be, afulled o’ the give o’ Him.
At put at up, aye, and down, ’tis at weave
O’ cloth o’ Him they be.
Hands. Hands afulled o’ work o’ Him;
Aye, and ever at a spread o’ doing in His name.
Aye, and at put o’ weave
For naught but loving.
There are no doubt such hands on earth,
many of them “ever at a spread of doing in
His name,” but not often have their work and
their mission been so beautifully and so fittingly
expressed as in this strange verse which,
to me at least, grows in wonder at every reading.
And this not so much because of the
quaintness of the words and the singularity
of the construction, as for the thought. This,
however, is characteristic of all of her work.
There is always more in it than appears upon
the surface. And yet when one analyzes it,
one finds that whatever may be the nature or
the subject of the composition, in nearly every
instance love is the inspiration.
The love that she expresses is universal. It
goes out to nature in all its forms, animate and
inanimate, lovely and unlovely. It is manifested
in all her references to humanity, from
the infant to doddering age; and her compositions
are filled with appeals for the application
of love to the relations between man and
man. But it is when she sings of God that she
expresses love with the most tender and passionate
fervency—His love for man, her love
for Him. “For He knoweth no beginning, no
ending to loving,” she says, “and loveth thee
and me and me and thee ever and afore ever.”
“Sighing but bringeth up heart’s weary; tears
but wash the days acleansed; hands abusied
for them not thine do work for Him; prayers
that fall ’pon but the air and naught, ye deem,
sing straight unto Him. Close, close doth He
to cradle His own to Him.” She gives poetic
expression to this divine love in the song which
follows:
Brother, weary o’ the plod,
Art sorried sore o’ waiting?
Brother, bowed aneath the pack o’ Earth,
Art seeking o’ the path
That leadest thee unto new fields
O’ green, and breeze-kissed airs?
Art bowed and bent o’ weight o’ sorry?
Art weary, weary, sore?
Then come and hark unto this song o’ Him.
Hast thou atrodden ’pon the Earth,
And worn the paths o’ folly
Till thou art foot-sore?
And hast the day grinned back to thee,
A folly-mask adown thy path
That layeth far behind thee?
Thy heart, my brother, hast thou then
Alost it ’pon the path?
And filled thee up o’ word and tung
O’ follysingers long the way?
Ah, weary me, ah, weary me!
Come thou unto this breast.
For though thou hast suffered o’ the Earth,
And though thy robe be stained
O’ travel o’er the stoney way,
And though thy lips deny thy heart,
Come thou unto this breast,
The breast o’ Him.
For He knoweth not the stain.
Aye, and the land o’ Him doth know
No stranger ’mid its hosts.
Ayea, and though thou comest mute,
This silence speaketh then to Him,
And He doth hold Him ope His arms.
So come thou brother, weary one,
To Him, for ’tis but Earth and men
Who ask thee WHY.
She pours out her love for God in many
verses of praise and prayer.
Bird skimming to the south,
Bear thou my song,
Sand slipping to the wave’s embrace,
Do thou but bear it too!
And, shifting tide, take thou
Unto thy varied paths
The voicing of my soul!
I’d build me such an endless
Chant to sing of Him
That days to follow days
Would be but builded chord
Of this my lay.
Still more ardently does she express her love
in these lines:
Spring, thou art but His smile
Of happiness in me, and sullen days
Of weariness shall fall when Spring is born
In winds of March and rains of April’s tears.
Methinks ’tis weariness of His that I,
His loved, should tarry o’er the task
And leave life’s golden sheaves unbound.
And, Night, thou too art mine, of Him.
Thy dim and veiled stars are but the eyes
Of Him that through the curtained mystery
Watch on and sever dark from me.
And, Love, thou too art His,
His words of wooing to my soul.
Should I, then, crush thee in embrace,
And bruise thee with my kiss,
And drink thy soul through mine?
What, then! ’Tis He, ’tis He, my love,
That gave me thee, and while my love is thine,
What wonder is it causeth here
This heart of mine to stifle so
And seek expression in a prayer of thanks?
With equal fervency of devotion and gratitude
she sings this tribute to the day:
Ah, what a day He hath made, He hath made!
It flasheth abright and asweet, and asweet.
It showeth His love and His smile, yea, His smile.
The hills stand abrown, aye astand brown,
And peaked as a monk in his cowl, aye, his cowl!
The grass it hath seared, aye, hath seared
And scenteth asweet, yea, asweet.
Ayonder a swallow doth whirl, aye, doth whirl,
And skim mid the grey o’ the blue,
Aye, the grey o’ the blue.
The young wave doth lap ’pon the sands,
Yea, lap soft and soft ’pon the sands.
The field’s maid doth seek, yea, doth seek,
And send out her song to the day,
Yea, send out her song to the day.
My heart it is full, yea, ’tis full,
For the love of Him batheth the day,
Yea, the love of Him batheth the day.
Ah, what a day He hath made,
Yea, He hath made it for me!
Her prayers are not appeals for aid; they
are not begging petitions. They are outpourings
of love and trust and gratitude.
To an old couple, friends of Mr. and Mrs.
Curran, who passed a round-eyed evening with
Patience, she said:
Keep ye within thy heart a song
And murmur thou this prayer:
“My God, am I then afraid
Of heights or depths?
And doth this dark benumb my quaking limbs?
And do I stop my song in fear
Lest Thee do then forsake me?
Nay, for I do love Thee so,
I fain would choose a song
Built from my chosen tung,
And though it be but chattering
Of a soul bereft of reasoning,
I know Thou would’st love it as Thine own,
For I do love Thee so!”
This was not given for another, but is her
own cry:
I beseech Thee, Lord, for naught!
But cry aloud unto the sunlight
Who bathes the earth in gold
And boldly breaketh into crannies
Yet unseen by man:
Flash thou in flaming sheen!
Mine own song of love doth falter
And my throat, it is afail!
And thou, the greening shrub along the way,
And earth at bud-season,
Do thou then spurt thy shoots
And pierce the air with loving!
And age-wabbled brother—
I do love thee for thy spending,
And I do gaze in loving at thy face,
Whereon I find His peace,
And trace the withered cheek
For record of His love.
Around thy lips doth hang
The child-smile of a trusting heart;
And world hath vanished
From thine eyes, bedimmed
To gard thee at awakening.
Thou, too, art of my song of love.
I beseech Thee, Lord, for naught.
These hands are Thine for loving,
And this heart, already Thine,
Why offer it?
I beseech Thee, Lord, for naught.
This one does ask for something, but only to
know Him:
Teach me, O God,
To say, “’Tis not enough.”
Aye, teach me, O Brother,
To sing, and though the weight
Be past this strength,
Teach me, O God, to say,
“’Tis not enough—to pay!”
Teach me, O God, for I be weak.
Teach me to learn
Of strength from Thee.
Teach me, O God, to trust, and do.
Teach me, O God, no word to pray.
Teach me, O God, the heart Thou gavest me.
Teach me, O God, to read thereon.
Teach me, O God, to waste not word.
Teach me that I be Ye!
That last line presents the most impressive
principle of the religion she expresses, and
which, we might almost say, she embodies.
“Who are you?” she was once asked abruptly.
“I be Him,” she replied; “alike to thee.
Ye be o’ Him.”
At another time she said:
“I be all that hath been, and all that is, all
that shalt be, for that be He.”
Taken alone this would seem to be a declaration
that she herself was God, but when it is
read in connection with the previous affirmation
it is readily understood.
“Thou art of Him,” she said again, “aye,
and I be of Him, and ye be of Him, and He
be all and of all.”
In this prayer, where she says “Teach me,
O God, no word to pray,” it is evident from
her other prayers that she uses the word pray
in the sense of “to beg.” Her prayers are
merely expressions of love and gratitude.
She herself interprets the line, “Teach me,
O God, to waste not word,” in this verse:
Speak ye a true tongue,
Or waste ye with words the Soul’s song?
A damning evidence is with wasted words;
For need I prate to yonder star
When hunger fills the world wherein I dwell?
Cast I a glance so precious as His
Which wakes at every dawn?
Speak I a tongue one half so true
As sighing winds who sing amid
Aeolian harps strung with siren tress?
For lo, the sea murmureth a thousand tones,
Wrung from its world within,
But telleth only of Him,
And so His silence keeps.
In the order in which we have chosen to present
these poems, they are more and more
mystical as we go on. We trust, then, that the
reader meeting them for the first time will feel
no impertinence in increasing attempts at
elucidation from one who has read them often
and pondered them much.
There is another and a very interesting
phase of these communications in the place
Christ holds in them. Patience’s attitude toward
the Savior is one of deep and loving
reverence.
“Didst thou then,” she says, “with those
drops so worth, buy the throbbing at thy memory
set aflutter? And is this love of mine so
freely thine by that same purchase, or do I
love thee for thy love of me? And do I, then,
my father’s tilling for love of Him, like thee
to shed my blood and tears for reapers in an
age to come, because He wills it so? God
grant ’tis so!”
Nor does she hesitate to assert His divinity
with definiteness. “Think ye,” she cries,
“that He who doth send the earth aspin
athrough the blue depth o’ Heaven, be not a
wonder-god who springeth up where’er He
doth set a wish! Yea, then doth He to spring
from out the dust a lily; so also doth He to
breathe athin (within) the flesh, and come unto
the earth, born from out flesh athout the touch
o’ man. ’Tis so, and from off the lute o’ me
hath song aflowed that be asweeted o’ the
blood o’ Him that shed for thee and me.”
And she puts the same assertion of His
divine birth into this tribute to the Virgin:
Mary, mother, thou art the Spring
That flowereth, though nay man aplanteth thee.
Mary, mother, the song of thee
That lulled His dreams to come,
Sing them athrough the earth and bring
The hope of rest unto the day.
Mary, mother, from out the side of Him
That thou didst bear, aflowed the crimson tide
That doth to stain e’en unto this day—
The tide of blood that ebbed the man
From out the flesh and left the God to be.
Mary, mother, wilt thou then leave me catch
These drops, that I do offer them as drink
Unto the brothers of the flesh of me of earth?
Mary, mother of the earth’s loved!
Mary, bearer of the God!
Mary, that I might call thee of a name befitting thee,
I seek, I seek, I seek, and none
Doth offer it to me save this:
Mother! Mother! Mother of the Him;
The flesh that died for me.