The night came down slowly. There was no moon, the stars were few, but a mellow warmth was in the air. At the window of her little sitting-room up-stairs Faith sat looking out into the stillness. Beneath was the garden with its profusion of flowers and fruit; away to the left was the common; and beyond-far beyond—was a glow in the sky, a suffused light, of a delicate orange, merging away into a grey-blueness, deepening into a darker blue; and then a purple depth, palpable and heavy with a comforting silence.
There was something alluring and suggestive in the soft, smothered radiance. It had all the glamour of some distant place of pleasure and quiet joy, of happiness and ethereal being. It was, in fact, the far-off mirror of the flaming furnace of the great Heddington factories. The light of the sky above was a soft radiance, as of a happy Arcadian land; the fire of the toil beneath was the output of human striving, an intricate interweaving of vital forces which, like some Titanic machine, wrought out in pain—a vast destiny.
As Faith looked, she thought of the thousands beneath struggling and striving, none with all desires satisfied, some in an agony of want and penury, all straining for the elusive Enough; like Sisyphus ever rolling the rock of labour up a hill too steep for them.
Her mind flew to the man Kimber and his task of organising labour for its own advance. What a life-work for a man! Here might David have spent his days, here among his own countrymen, instead of in that far-off land where all the forces of centuries were fighting against him. Here the forces would have been fighting for him; the trend was towards the elevation of the standards of living and the wider rights of labour, to the amelioration of hard conditions of life among the poor. David’s mind, with its equity, its balance, and its fire—what might it not have accomplished in shepherding such a cause, guiding its activity?
The gate of the garden clicked. Kate Heaver had arrived. Faith got to her feet and left the room.
A few minutes later the woman of the cross-roads was seated opposite Faith at the window. She had changed greatly since the day David had sent her on her way to London and into the unknown. Then there had been recklessness, something of coarseness, in the fine face. Now it was strong and quiet, marked by purpose and self-reliance.
Ignorance had been her only peril in the past, as it had been the cause of her unhappy connection with Jasper Kimber. The atmosphere in which she was raised had been unmoral; it had not been consciously immoral. Her temper and her indignation against her man for drinking had been the means of driving them apart. He would have married her in those days, if she had given the word, for her will was stronger than his own; but she had broken from him in an agony of rage and regret and despised love.
She was now, again, as she had been in those first days before she went with Jasper Kimber; when she was the rose-red angel of the quarters; when children were lured by the touch of her large, shapely hands; when she had been counted a great nurse among her neighbours. The old simple untutored sympathy was in her face.
They sat for a long time in silence, and at length Faith said: “Thee is happy now with her who is to marry Lord Eglington?”
Kate nodded, smiling. “Who could help but be happy with her! Yet a temper, too—so quick, and then all over in a second. Ah, she is one that’d break her heart if she was treated bad; but I’d be sorry for him that did it. For the like of her goes mad with hurting, and the mad cut with a big scythe.”
“Has thee seen Lord Eglington?”
“Once before I left these parts and often in London.” Her voice was constrained; she seemed not to wish to speak of him.
“Is it true that Jasper Kimber is to stand against him for Parliament?”
“I do not know. They say my lord has to do with foreign lands now. If he helps Mr. Claridge there, then it would be a foolish thing for Jasper to fight him; and so I’ve told him. You’ve got to stand by those that stand by you. Lord Eglington has his own way of doing things. There’s not a servant in my lady’s house that he hasn’t made his friend. He’s one that’s bound to have his will. I heard my lady say he talks better than any one in England, and there’s none she doesn’t know from duchesses down.”
“She is beautiful?” asked Faith, with hesitation.
“Taller than you, but not so beautiful.”
Faith sighed, and was silent for a moment, then she laid a hand upon the other’s shoulder. “Thee has never said what happened when thee first got to London. Does thee care to say?”
“It seems so long ago,” was the reply.... “No need to tell of the journey to London. When I got there it frightened me at first. My head went round. But somehow it came to me what I should do. I asked my way to a hospital. I’d helped a many that was hurt at Heddington and thereabouts, and doctors said I was as good as them that was trained. I found a hospital at last, and asked for work, but they laughed at me—it was the porter at the door. I was not to be put down, and asked to see some one that had rights to say yes or no. So he opened the door and told me to go. I said he was no man to treat a woman so, and I would not go. Then a fine white-haired gentleman came forward. He had heard all we had said, standing in a little room at one side. He spoke a kind word or two, and asked me to go into the little room. Before I had time to think, he came to me with the matron, and left me with her. I told her the whole truth, and she looked at first as if she’d turn me out. But the end of it was I stayed there for the night, and in the morning the old gentleman came again, and with him his lady, as kind and sharp of tongue as himself, and as big as three. Some things she said made my tongue ache to speak back to her; but I choked it down. I went to her to be a sort of nurse and maid. She taught me how to do a hundred things, and by-and-by I couldn’t be too thankful she had taken me in. I was with her till she died. Then, six months ago I went to Miss Maryon, who knew about me long before from her that died. With her I’ve been ever since—and so that’s all.”
“Surely God has been kind to thee.”
“I’d have gone down—down—down, if it hadn’t been for Mr. Claridge at the cross-roads.”
“Does thee think I shall like her that will live yonder?” She nodded towards the Cloistered House. “There’s none but likes her. She will want a friend, I’m thinking. She’ll be lonely by-and-by. Surely, she will be lonely.”
Faith looked at her closely, and at last leaned over, and again laid a soft hand on her shoulder. “Thee thinks that—why?”
“He cares only what matters to himself. She will be naught to him but one that belongs. He’ll never try to do her good. Doing good to any but himself never comes to his mind.”
“How does thee know him, to speak so surely?”
“When, at the first, he gave me a letter for her one day, and slipped a sovereign into my hand, and nodded, and smiled at me, I knew him right enough. He never could be true to aught.”
“Did thee keep the sovereign?” Faith asked anxiously.
“Ay, that I did. If he was for giving his money away, I’d take it fast enough. The gold gave father boots for a year. Why should I mind?”
Faith’s face suffused. How low was Eglington’s estimate of humanity!
In the silence that followed the door of her room opened, and her father entered. He held in one hand a paper, in the other a candle. His face was passive, but his eyes were burning.
“David—David is coming,” he cried, in a voice that rang. “Does thee hear, Faith? Davy is coming home!” A woman laughed exultantly. It was not Faith. But still two years passed before David came.
Lord Windlehurst looked meditatively round the crowded and brilliant salon. His host, the Foreign Minister, had gathered in the vast golden chamber the most notable people of a most notable season, and in as critical a period of the world’s politics as had been known for a quarter of a century. After a moment’s survey, the ex-Prime-Minister turned to answer the frank and caustic words addressed to him by the Duchess of Snowdon concerning the Under-Secretary for Foreign Affairs. Presently he said:
“But there is method in his haste, dear lady. He is good at his dangerous game. He plays high, he plunges; but, somehow, he makes it do. I’ve been in Parliament a generation or so, and I’ve never known an amateur more daring and skilful. I should have given him office had I remained in power. Look at him, and tell me if he wouldn’t have been worth the backing.”
As Lord Windlehurst uttered the last word with an arid smile, he looked quizzically at the central figure of a group of people gaily talking.
The Duchess impatiently tapped her knee with a fan. “Be thankful you haven’t got him on your conscience,” she rejoined. “I call Eglington unscrupulous and unreliable. He has but one god—getting on; and he has got on, with a vengeance. Whenever I look at that dear thing he’s married, I feel there’s no trusting Providence, who seems to make the deserving a footstool for the undeserving. I’ve known Hylda since she was ten, and I’ve known him since the minute he came into the world, and I’ve got the measure of both. She is the finest essence the middle class can distil, and he, oh, he’s paraffin-vin ordinaire, if you like it better, a selfish, calculating adventurer!”
Lord Windlehurst chuckled mordantly. “Adventurer! That’s what they called me—with more reason. I spotted him as soon as he spoke in the House. There was devilry in him, and unscrupulousness, as you say; but, I confess, I thought it would give way to the more profitable habit of integrity, and that some cause would seize him, make him sincere and mistaken, and give him a few falls. But in that he was more original than I thought. He is superior to convictions. You don’t think he married yonder Queen of Hearts from conviction, do you?”
He nodded towards a corner where Hylda, under a great palm, and backed by a bank of flowers, stood surrounded by a group of people palpably amused and interested; for she had a reputation for wit—a wit that never hurt, and irony that was only whimsical.
“No, there you are wrong,” the Duchess answered. “He married from conviction, if ever a man did. Look at her beauty, look at her fortune, listen to her tongue. Don’t you think conviction was easy?”
Lord Windlehurst looked at Hylda approvingly. She has the real gift—little information, but much knowledge, the primary gift of public life. “Information is full of traps; knowledge avoids them, it reads men; and politics is men—and foreign affairs, perhaps! She is remarkable. I’ve made some hay in the political world, not so much as the babblers think, but I hadn’t her ability at twenty-five.”
“Why didn’t she see through Eglington?”
“My dear Betty, he didn’t give her time. He carried her off her feet. You know how he can talk.”
“That’s the trouble. She was clever, and liked a clever man, and he—!”
“Quite so. He’d disprove his own honest parentage, if it would help him on—as you say.”
“I didn’t say it. Now don’t repeat that as from me. I’m not clever enough to think of such things. But that Eglington lot—I knew his father and his grandfather. Old Broadbrim they called his grandfather after he turned Quaker, and he didn’t do that till he had had his fling, so my father used to say. And Old Broadbrim’s father was called I-want-to-know. He was always poking his nose into things, and playing at being a chemist-like this one and the one before. They all fly off. This one’s father used to disappear for two or three years at a time. This one will fly off, too. You’ll see!
“He is too keen on Number One for that, I fancy. He calculates like a mathematician. As cool as a cracksman of fame and fancy.”
The Duchess dropped the fan in her lap. “My dear, I’ve said nothing as bad as that about him. And there he is at the Foreign Office!”
“Yet, what has he done, Betty, after all? He has never cheated at cards, or forged a cheque, or run away with his neighbour’s wife.”
“There’s no credit in not doing what you don’t want to do. There’s no virtue in not falling, when you’re not tempted. Neighbour’s wife! He hasn’t enough feeling to face it. Oh no, he’ll not break the heart of his neighbour’s wife. That’s melodrama, and he’s a cold-blooded artist. He will torture that sweet child over there until she poisons him, or runs away.”
“Isn’t he too clever for that? She has a million!”
“He’ll not realise it till it’s all over. He’s too selfish to see—how I hate him!”
Lord Windlehurst smiled indulgently at her. “Ah, you never hated any one—not even the Duke.”
“I will not have you take away my character. Of course I’ve hated, or I wouldn’t be worth a button. I’m not the silly thing you’ve always thought me.”
His face became gentler. “I’ve always thought you one of the wisest women of this world—adventurous, but wise. If it weren’t too late, if my day weren’t over, I’d ask the one great favour, Betty, and—”
She tapped his arm sharply with her fan. “What a humbug you are—the Great Pretender! But tell me, am I not right about Eglington?”
Windlehurst became grave. “Yes, you are right—but I admire him, too. He is determined to test himself to the full. His ambition is boundless and ruthless, but his mind has a scientific turn—the obligation of energy to apply itself, of intelligence to engage itself to the farthest limit. But service to humanity—”
“Service to humanity!” she sniffed.
“Of course he would think it ‘flap-doodle’—except in a speech; but I repeat, I admire him. Think of it all. He was a poor Irish peer, with no wide circle of acquaintance, come of a family none too popular. He strikes out a course for himself—a course which had its dangers, because it was original. He determines to become celebrated—by becoming notorious first. He uses his title as a weapon for advancement as though he were a butter merchant. He plans carefully and adroitly. He writes a book of travel. It is impudent, and it traverses the observations of authorities, and the scientific geographers prance with rage. That was what he wished. He writes a novel. It sets London laughing at me, his political chief. He knew me well enough to be sure I would not resent it. He would have lampooned his grandmother, if he was sure she would not, or could not, hurt him. Then he becomes more audacious. He publishes a monograph on the painters of Spain, artificial, confident, rhetorical, acute: as fascinating as a hide-and-seek drawing-room play—he is so cleverly escaping from his ignorance and indiscretions all the while. Connoisseurs laugh, students of art shriek a little, and Ruskin writes a scathing letter, which was what he had played for. He had got something for nothing cheaply. The few who knew and despised him did not matter, for they were able and learned and obscure, and, in the world where he moves, most people are superficial, mediocre, and ‘tuppence coloured.’ It was all very brilliant. He pursued his notoriety, and got it.”
“Industrious Eglington!”
“But, yes, he is industrious. It is all business. It was an enormous risk, rebelling against his party, and leaving me, and going over; but his temerity justified itself, and it didn’t matter to him that people said he went over to get office as we were going out. He got the office-and people forget so soon. Then, what does he do—”
“He brings out another book, and marries a wife, and abuses his old friends—and you.”
“Abuse? With his tongue in his cheek, hoping that I should reply. Dev’lishly ingenious! But on that book of Electricity and Disease he scored. In most other things he’s a barber-shop philosopher, but in science he has got a flare, a real talent. So he moves modestly in this thing, for which he had a fine natural gift and more knowledge than he ever had before in any department, whose boundaries his impertinent and ignorant mind had invaded. That book gave him a place. It wasn’t full of new things, but it crystallised the discoveries, suggestions, and expectations of others; and, meanwhile, he had got a name at no cost. He is so various. Look at it dispassionately, and you will see much to admire in his skill. He pleases, he amuses, he startles, he baffles, he mystifies.”
The Duchess made an impatient exclamation. “The silly newspapers call him a ‘remarkable man, a personality.’ Now, believe me, Windlehurst, he will overreach himself one of these days, and he’ll come down like a stick.”
“There you are on solid ground. He thinks that Fate is with him, and that, in taking risks, he is infallible. But the best system breaks at political roulette sooner or later. You have got to work for something outside yourself, something that is bigger than the game, or the end is sickening.”
“Eglington hasn’t far to go, if that’s the truth.”
“Well, well, when it comes, we must help him—we must help him up again.”
The Duchess nervously adjusted her wig, with ludicrously tiny fingers for one so ample, and said petulantly: “You are incomprehensible. He has been a traitor to you and to your party, he has thrown mud at you, he has played with principles as my terrier plays with his rubber ball, and yet you’ll run and pick him up when he falls, and—”
“‘And kiss the spot to make it well,’” he laughed softly, then added with a sigh: “Able men in public life are few; ‘far too few, for half our tasks; we can spare not one.’ Besides, my dear Betty, there is his pretty lass o’ London.”
The Duchess was mollified at once. “I wish she had been my girl,” she said, in a voice a little tremulous. “She never needed looking after. Look at the position she has made for herself. Her father wouldn’t go into society, her mother knew a mere handful of people, and—”
“She knew you, Betty.”
“Well, suppose I did help her a little—I was only a kind of reference. She did the rest. She’s set a half-dozen fashions herself—pure genius. She was born to lead. Her turnouts were always a little smarter, her horses travelled a little faster, than other people’s. She took risks, too, but she didn’t play a game; she only wanted to do things well. We all gasped when she brought Adelaide to recite from ‘Romeo and Juliet’ at an evening party, but all London did the same the week after.”
“She discovered, and the Duchess of Snowdon applied the science. Ah, Betty, don’t think I don’t agree. She has the gift. She has temperament. No woman should have temperament. She hasn’t scope enough to wear it out in some passion for a cause. Men are saved in spite of themselves by the law of work. Forty comes to a man of temperament, and then a passion for a cause seizes him, and he is safe. A woman of temperament at forty is apt to cut across the bows of iron-clad convention and go down. She has temperament, has my lady yonder, and I don’t like the look of her eyes sometimes. There’s dark fire smouldering in them. She should have a cause; but a cause to a woman now-a-days means ‘too little of pleasure, too much of pain,’ for others.”
“What was your real cause, Windlehurst? You had one, I suppose, for you’ve never had a fall.”
“My cause? You ask that? Behold the barren figtree! A lifetime in my country’s service, and you who have driven me home from the House in your own brougham, and told me that you understood—oh, Betty!”
She laughed. “You’ll say something funny as you’re dying, Windlehurst.”
“Perhaps. But it will be funny to know that presently I’ll have a secret that none of you know, who watch me ‘launch my pinnace into the dark.’ But causes? There are hundreds, and all worth while. I’ve come here to-night for a cause—no, don’t start, it’s not you, Betty, though you are worth any sacrifice. I’ve come here to-night to see a modern Paladin, a real crusader:
“‘Then felt I like some watcher of the skies, When a new planet swims into his ken.’”
“Yes, that’s poetry, Windlehurst, and you know I love it-I’ve always kept yours. But who’s the man—the planet?”
“Egyptian Claridge.”
“Ah, he is in England?”
“He will be here to-night; you shall see him.”
“Really! What is his origin?”
He told her briefly, adding: “I’ve watched the rise of Claridge Pasha. I’ve watched his cause grow, and now I shall see the man—ah, but here comes our lass o’ London!”
The eyes of both brightened, and a whimsical pleasure came to the mask-like face of Lord Windlehurst. There was an eager and delighted look in Hylda’s face also as she quickly came to them, her cavaliers following.
The five years that had passed since that tragic night in Cairo had been more than kind to her. She was lissome, radiant, and dignified, her face was alive with expression, and a delicate grace was in every movement. The dark lashes seemed to have grown longer, the brown hair fuller, the smile softer and more alluring.
“She is an invaluable asset to the Government,” Lord Windlehurst murmured as she came. “No wonder the party helped the marriage on. London conspired for it, her feet got tangled in the web—and he gave her no time to think. Thinking had saved her till he came.”
By instinct Lord Windlehurst knew. During the first year after the catastrophe at Kaid’s Palace Hylda could scarcely endure the advances made by her many admirers, the greatly eligible and the eager ineligible, all with as real an appreciation of her wealth as of her personal attributes. But she took her place in London life with more than the old will to make for herself, with the help of her aunt Conyngham, an individual position.
The second year after her visit to Egypt she was less haunted by the dark episode of the Palace, memory tortured her less; she came to think of David and the part he had played with less agitation. At first the thought of him had moved her alternately to sympathy and to revolt. His chivalry had filled her with admiration, with a sense of confidence, of dependence, of touching and vital obligation; but there was, too, another overmastering feeling. He had seen her life naked, as it were, stripped of all independence, with the knowledge of a dangerous indiscretion which, to say the least, was a deformity; and she inwardly resented it, as one would resent the exposure of a long-hidden physical deformity, even by the surgeon who saved one’s life. It was not a very lofty attitude of mind, but it was human—and feminine.
These moods had been always dissipated, however, when she recalled, as she did so often, David as he stood before Nahoum Pasha, his soul fighting in him to make of his enemy—of the man whose brother he had killed—a fellow-worker in the path of altruism he had mapped out for himself. David’s name had been continually mentioned in telegraphic reports and journalistic correspondence from Egypt; and from this source she had learned that Nahoum Pasha was again high in the service of Prince Kaid. When the news of David’s southern expedition to the revolting slave-dealing tribes began to appear, she was deeply roused. Her agitation was the more intense because she never permitted herself to talk of him to others, even when his name was discussed at dinner-tables, accompanied by strange legends of his origin and stranger romances regarding his call to power by Kaid.
She had surrounded him with romance; he seemed more a hero of history than of her own real and living world, a being apart. Even when there came rumblings of disaster, dark dangers to be conquered by the Quaker crusader, it all was still as of another life. True it was, that when his safe return to Cairo was announced she had cried with joy and relief; but there was nothing emotional or passionate in her feeling; it was the love of the lower for the higher, the hero-worship of an idealist in passionate gratitude.
And, amid it all, her mind scarcely realised that they would surely meet again. At the end of the second year the thought had receded into an almost indefinite past. She was beginning to feel that she had lived two lives, and that this life had no direct or vital bearing upon her previous existence, in which David had moved. Yet now and then the perfume of the Egyptian garden, through which she had fled to escape from tragedy, swept over her senses, clouded her eyes in the daytime, made them burn at night.
At last she had come to meet and know Eglington. From the first moment they met he had directed his course towards marriage. He was the man of the moment. His ambition seemed but patriotism, his ardent and overwhelming courtship the impulse of a powerful nature. As Lord Windlehurst had said, he carried her off her feet, and, on a wave of devotion and popular encouragement, he had swept her to the altar.
The Duchess held both her hands for a moment, admiring her, and, presently, with a playful remark upon her unselfishness, left her alone with Lord Windlehurst.
As they talked, his mask-like face became lighted from the brilliant fire in the inquisitorial eyes, his lips played with topics of the moment in a mordant fashion, which drew from her flashing replies. Looking at her, he was conscious of the mingled qualities of three races in her—English, Welsh, and American-Dutch of the Knickerbocker strain; and he contrasted her keen perception and her exquisite sensitiveness with the purebred Englishwomen round him, stately, kindly, handsome, and monotonously intelligent.
“Now I often wonder,” he said, conscious of, but indifferent to, the knowledge that he and the brilliant person beside him were objects of general attention—“I often wonder, when I look at a gathering like this, how many undiscovered crimes there are playing about among us. They never do tell—or shall I say, we never do tell?”
All day, she knew not why, Hylda had been nervous and excited. Without reason his words startled her. Now there flashed before her eyes a room in a Palace at Cairo, and a man lying dead before her. The light slowly faded out of her eyes, leaving them almost lustreless, but her face was calm, and the smile on her lips stayed. She fanned herself slowly, and answered nonchalantly: “Crime is a word of many meanings. I read in the papers of political crimes—it is a common phrase; yet the criminals appear to go unpunished.”
“There you are wrong,” he answered cynically. “The punishment is, that political virtue goes unrewarded, and in due course crime is the only refuge to most. Yet in politics the temptation to be virtuous is great.”
She laughed now with a sense of relief. The intellectual stimulant had brought back the light to her face. “How is it, then, with you—inveterate habit or the strain of the ages? For they say you have not had your due reward.”
He smiled grimly. “Ah, no, with me virtue is the act of an inquiring mind—to discover where it will lead me. I began with political crime—I was understood! I practise political virtue: it embarrasses the world, it fogs them, it seems original, because so unnecessary. Mine is the scientific life. Experiment in old substances gives new—well, say, new precipitations. But you are scientific, too. You have a laboratory, and have much to do—with retorts.”
“No, you are thinking of my husband. The laboratory is his.”
“But the retorts are yours.”
“The precipitations are his.”
“Ah, well, at least you help him to fuse the constituents!... But now, be quite confidential to an old man who has experimented too. Is your husband really an amateur scientist, or is he a scientific amateur? Is it a pose or a taste? I fiddled once—and wrote sonnets; one was a pose, the other a taste.”
It was mere persiflage, but it was a jest which made an unintended wound. Hylda became conscious of a sudden sharp inquiry going on in her mind. There flashed into it the question, Does Eglington’s heart ever really throb for love of any object or any cause? Even in moments of greatest intimacy, soon after marriage, when he was most demonstrative towards her, he had seemed preoccupied, except when speaking about himself and what he meant to do. Then he made her heart throb in response to his confident, ardent words—concerning himself. But his own heart, did it throb? Or was it only his brain that throbbed?
Suddenly, with an exclamation, she involuntarily laid a hand upon Windlehurst’s arm. She was looking down the room straight before her to a group of people towards which other groups were now converging, attracted by one who seemed to be a centre of interest.
Presently the eager onlookers drew aside, and Lord Windlehurst observed moving up the room a figure he had never seen before. The new-comer was dressed in a grey and blue official dress, unrelieved save by silver braid at the collar and at the wrists. There was no decoration, but on the head was a red fez, which gave prominence to the white, broad forehead, with the dark hair waving away behind the ears. Lord Windlehurst held his eye-glass to his eye in interested scrutiny. “H’m,” he said, with lips pursed out, “a most notable figure, a most remarkable face! My dear, there’s a fortune in that face. It’s a national asset.”
He saw the flush, the dumb amazement, the poignant look in Lady Eglington’s face, and registered it in his mind. “Poor thing,” he said to himself, “I wonder what it is all about—I wonder. I thought she had no unregulated moments. She gave promise of better things.” The Foreign Minister was bringing his guest towards them. The new-comer did not look at them till within a few steps of where they stood. Then his eyes met those of Lady Eglington. For an instant his steps were arrested. A swift light came into his face, softening its quiet austerity and strength.
It was David.
A glance of the eye was the only sign of recognition between David and Hylda; nothing that others saw could have suggested that they had ever met before. Lord Windlehurst at once engaged David in conversation.
At first when Hylda had come back from Egypt, those five years ago, she had often wondered what she would think or do if she ever were to see this man again; whether, indeed, she could bear it. Well, the moment and the man had come. Her eyes had gone blind for an instant; it had seemed for one sharp, crucial moment as though she could not bear it; then the gulf of agitation was passed, and she had herself in hand.
While her mind was engaged subconsciously with what Lord Windlehurst and David said, comprehending it all, and, when Lord Windlehurst appealed to her, offering by a word contribution to the ‘pourparler’, she was studying David as steadily as her heated senses would permit her.
He seemed to her to have put on twenty years in the steady force of his personality—in the composure of his bearing, in the self-reliance of his look, though his face and form were singularly youthful. The face was handsome and alight, the look was that of one who weighed things; yet she was conscious of a great change. The old delicate quality of the features was not so marked, though there was nothing material in the look, and the head had not a sordid line, while the hand that he now and again raised, brushing his forehead meditatively, had gained much in strength and force. Yet there was something—something different, that brought a slight cloud into her eyes. It came to her now, a certain melancholy in the bearing of the figure, erect and well-balanced as it was. Once the feeling came, the certainty grew. And presently she found a strange sadness in the eyes, something that lurked behind all that he did and all that he was, some shadow over the spirit. It was even more apparent when he smiled.
As she was conscious of this new reading of him, a motion arrested her glance, a quick lifting of the head to one side, as though the mind had suddenly been struck by an idea, the glance flying upward in abstracted questioning. This she had seen in her husband, too, the same brisk lifting of the head, the same quick smiling. Yet this face, unlike Eglington’s, expressed a perfect single-mindedness; it wore the look of a self-effacing man of luminous force, a concentrated battery of energy. Since she had last seen him every sign of the provincial had vanished. He was now the well-modulated man of affairs, elegant in his simplicity of dress, with the dignified air of the intellectual, yet with the decision of a man who knew his mind.
Lord Windlehurst was leaving. Now David and she were alone. Without a word they moved on together through the throng, the eyes of all following them, until they reached a quiet room at one end of the salon, where were only a few people watching the crowd pass the doorway.
“You will be glad to sit,” he said, motioning her to a chair beside some palms. Then, with a change of tone, he added: “Thee is not sorry I am come?”
Thee—the old-fashioned simple Quaker word! She put her fingers to her eyes. Her senses were swimming with a distant memory. The East was in her brain, the glow of the skies, the gleam of the desert, the swish of the Nile, the cry of the sweet-seller, the song of the dance-girl, the strain of the darabukkeh, the call of the skis. She saw again the ghiassas drifting down the great river, laden with dourha; she saw the mosque of the blue tiles with its placid fountain, and its handful of worshippers praying by the olive-tree. She watched the moon rise above the immobile Sphinx, she looked down on the banqueters in the Palace, David among them, and Foorgat Bey beside her. She saw Foorgat Bey again lying dead at her feet. She heard the stir of the leaves; she caught the smell of the lime-trees in the Palace garden as she fled. She recalled her reckless return to Cairo from Alexandria. She remembered the little room where she and David, Nahoum and Mizraim, crossed a bridge over a chasm, and stood upon ground which had held good till now—till this hour, when the man who had played a most vital part in her life had come again out of a land which, by some forced obliquity of mind and stubbornness of will, she had assured herself she would never see again.
She withdrew her hand from her eyes, and saw him looking at her calmly, though his face was alight. “Thee is fatigued,” he said. “This is labour which wears away the strength.” He made a motion towards the crowd.
She smiled a very little, and said: “You do not care for such things as this, I know. Your life has its share of it, however, I suppose.”
He looked out over the throng before he answered. “It seems an eddy of purposeless waters. Yet there is great depth beneath, or there were no eddy; and where there is depth and the eddy there is danger—always.” As he spoke she became almost herself again. “You think that deep natures have most perils?”
“Thee knows it is so. Human nature is like the earth: the deeper the plough goes into the soil unploughed before, the more evil substance is turned up—evil that becomes alive as soon as the sun and the air fall upon it.”
“Then, women like me who pursue a flippant life, who ride in this merry-go-round”—she made a gesture towards the crowd beyond—“who have no depth, we are safest, we live upon the surface.” Her gaiety was forced; her words were feigned.
“Thee has passed the point of danger, thee is safe,” he answered meaningly.
“Is that because I am not deep, or because the plough has been at work?” she asked. “In neither case I am not sure you are right.”
“Thee is happily married,” he said reflectively; “and the prospect is fair.”
“I think you know my husband,” she said in answer, and yet not in answer.
“I was born in Hamley where he has a place—thee has been there?” he asked eagerly.
“Not yet. We are to go next Sunday, for the first time to the Cloistered House. I had not heard that my husband knew you, until I saw in the paper a few days ago that your home was in Hamley. Then I asked Eglington, and he told me that your family and his had been neighbours for generations.”
“His father was a Quaker,” David rejoined, “but he forsook the faith.”
“I did not know,” she answered, with some hesitation. There was no reason why, when she and Eglington had talked of Hamley, he should not have said his own father had once been a Quaker; yet she had dwelt so upon the fact that she herself had Quaker blood, and he had laughed so much over it, with the amusement of the superior person, that his silence on this one point struck her now with a sense of confusion.
“You are going to Hamley—we shall meet there?” she continued.
“To-day I should have gone, but I have business at the Foreign Office to-morrow. One needs time to learn that all ‘private interests and partial affections’ must be sacrificed to public duty.”
“But you are going soon? You will be there on Sunday?”
“I shall be there to-morrow night, and Sunday, and for one long week at least. Hamley is the centre of the world, the axle of the universe—you shall see. You doubt it?” he added, with a whimsical smile.
“I shall dispute most of what you say, and all that you think, if you do not continue to use the Quaker ‘thee’ and ‘thou’—ungrammatical as you are so often.”
“Thee is now the only person in London, or in England, with whom I use ‘thee’ and ‘thou.’ I am no longer my own master, I am a public servant, and so I must follow custom.”
“It is destructive of personality. The ‘thee’ and ‘thou’ belong to you. I wonder if the people of Hamley will say ‘thee’ and ‘thou’ to me. I hope, I do hope they will.”
“Thee may be sure they will. They are no respecters of persons there. They called your husband’s father Robert—his name was Robert. Friend Robert they called him, and afterwards they called him Robert Denton till he died.”
“Will they call me Hylda?” she asked, with a smile. “More like they will call thee Friend Hylda; it sounds simple and strong,” he replied.
“As they call Claridge Pasha Friend David,” she answered, with a smile. “David is a good name for a strong man.”
“That David threw a stone from a sling and smote a giant in the forehead. The stone from this David’s sling falls into the ocean and is lost beneath the surface.”
His voice had taken on a somewhat sombre tone, his eyes looked away into the distance; yet he smiled too, and a hand upon his knee suddenly closed in sympathy with an inward determination.
A light of understanding came into her face. They had been keeping things upon the surface, and, while it lasted, he seemed a lesser man than she had thought him these past years. But now—now there was the old unschooled simplicity, the unique and lonely personality, the homely soul and body bending to one root-idea, losing themselves in a wave of duty. Again he was to her, once more, the dreamer, the worker, the conqueror—the conqueror of her own imagination. She had in herself the soul of altruism, the heart of the crusader. Touched by the fire of a great idea, she was of those who could have gone out into the world without wallet or scrip, to work passionately for some great end.
And she had married the Earl of Eglington!
She leaned towards David, and said eagerly: “But you are satisfied—you are satisfied with your work for poor Egypt?”
“Thee says ‘poor Egypt,’” he answered, “and thee says well. Even now she is not far from the day of Rameses and Joseph. Thee thinks perhaps thee knows Egypt—none knows her.”
“You know her—now?”
He shook his head slowly. “It is like putting one’s ear to the mouth of the Sphinx. Yet sometimes, almost in despair, when I have lain down in the desert beside my camel, set about with enemies, I have got a message from the barren desert, the wide silence, and the stars.” He paused.
“What is the message that comes?” she asked softly. “It is always the same: Work on! Seek not to know too much, nor think that what you do is of vast value. Work, because it is yours to be adjusting the machinery in your own little workshop of life to the wide mechanism of the universe and time. One wheel set right, one flying belt adjusted, and there is a step forward to the final harmony—ah, but how I preach!” he added hastily.
His eyes were fixed on hers with a great sincerity, and they were clear and shining, yet his lips were smiling—what a trick they had of smiling! He looked as though he should apologise for such words in such a place.
She rose to her feet with a great suspiration, with a light in her eyes and a trembling smile.
“But no, no, no, you inspire one. Thee inspires me,” she said, with a little laugh, in which there was a note of sadness. “I may use ‘thee,’ may I not, when I will? I am a little a Quaker also, am I not? My people came from Derbyshire, my American people, that is—and only forty years ago. Almost thee persuades me to be a Quaker now,” she added. “And perhaps I shall be, too,” she went on, her eyes fixed on the crowd passing by, Eglington among them.
David saw Eglington also, and moved forward with her.
“We shall meet in Hamley,” she said composedly, as she saw her husband leave the crush and come towards her. As Eglington noticed David, a curious enigmatical glance flashed from his eyes. He came forward, however, with outstretched hand.
“I am sorry I was not at the Foreign Office when you called to-day. Welcome back to England, home—and beauty.” He laughed in a rather mirthless way, but with a certain empressement, conscious, as he always was, of the onlookers. “You have had a busy time in Egypt?” he continued cheerfully, and laughed again.
David laughed slightly, also, and Hylda noticed that it had a certain resemblance in its quick naturalness to that of her husband.
“I am not sure that we are so busy there as we ought to be,” David answered. “I have no real standards. I am but an amateur, and have known nothing of public life. But you should come and see.”
“It has been in my mind. An ounce of eyesight is worth a ton of print. My lady was there once, I believe”—he turned towards her—“but before your time, I think. Or did you meet there, perhaps?” He glanced at both curiously. He scarcely knew why a thought flashed into his mind—as though by some telepathic sense; for it had never been there before, and there was no reason for its being there now.
Hylda saw what David was about to answer, and she knew instinctively that he would say they had never met. It shamed her. She intervened as she saw he was about to speak.
“We were introduced for the first time to-night,” she said; “but Claridge Pasha is part of my education in the world. It is a miracle that Hamley should produce two such men,” she added gaily, and laid her fan upon her husband’s arm lightly. “You should have been a Quaker, Harry, and then you two would have been—”
“Two Quaker Don Quixotes,” interrupted Eglington ironically.
“I should not have called you a Don Quixote,” his wife lightly rejoined, relieved at the turn things had taken. “I cannot imagine you tilting at wind-mills—”
“Or saving maidens in distress? Well, perhaps not; but you do not suggest that Claridge Pasha tilts at windmills either—or saves maidens in distress. Though, now I come to think, there was an episode.” He laughed maliciously. “Some time ago it was—a lass of the cross-roads. I think I heard of such an adventure, which did credit to Claridge Pasha’s heart, though it shocked Hamley at the time. But I wonder, was the maiden really saved?”
Lady Eglington’s face became rigid. “Well, yes,” she said slowly, “the maiden was saved. She is now my maid. Hamley may have been shocked, but Claridge Pasha has every reason to be glad that he helped a fellow-being in trouble.”
“Your maid—Heaver?” asked Eglington in surprise, a swift shadow crossing his face.
“Yes; she only told me this morning. Perhaps she had seen that Claridge Pasha was coming to England. I had not, however. At any rate, Quixotism saved her.”
David smiled. “It is better than I dared to hope,” he remarked quietly.
“But that is not all,” continued Hylda. “There is more. She had been used badly by a man who now wants to marry her—has tried to do so for years. Now, be prepared for a surprise, for it concerns you rather closely, Eglington. Fate is a whimsical jade. Whom do you think it is? Well, since you could never guess, it was Jasper Kimber.”
Eglington’s eyes opened wide. “This is nothing but a coarse and impossible stage coincidence,” he laughed. “It is one of those tricks played by Fact to discredit the imagination. Life is laughing at us again. The longer I live, the more I am conscious of being an object of derision by the scene-shifters in the wings of the stage. What a cynical comedy life is at the best!”
“It all seems natural enough,” rejoined David.
“It is all paradox.”
“Isn’t it all inevitable law? I have no belief in ‘antic Fate.’”
Hylda realised, with a new and poignant understanding, the difference of outlook on life between the two men. She suddenly remembered the words of Confucius, which she had set down in her little book of daily life: “By nature we approximate, it is only experience that drives us apart.”
David would have been content to live in the desert all his life for the sake of a cause, making no calculations as to reward. Eglington must ever have the counters for the game.
“Well, if you do not believe in ‘antic Fate,’ you must be greatly puzzled as you go on,” he rejoined, laughing; “especially in Egypt, where the East and the West collide, race against race, religion against religion, Oriental mind against Occidental intellect. You have an unusual quantity of Quaker composure, to see in it all ‘inevitable law.’ And it must be dull. But you always were, so they say in Hamley, a monument of seriousness.”
“I believe they made one or two exceptions,” answered David drily. “I had assurances.”
Eglington laughed boyishly. “You are right. You achieved a name for humour in a day—‘a glass, a kick, and a kiss,’ it was. Do you have such days in Egypt?”
“You must come and see,” David answered lightly, declining to notice the insolence. “These are critical days there. The problems are worthy of your care. Will you not come?”
Eglington was conscious of a peculiar persuasive influence over himself that he had never felt before. In proportion, however, as he felt its compelling quality, there came a jealousy of the man who was its cause. The old antagonism, which had had its sharpest expression the last time they had met on the platform at Heddington, came back. It was one strong will resenting another—as though there was not room enough in the wide world of being for these two atoms of life, sparks from the ceaseless wheel, one making a little brighter flash than the other for the moment, and then presently darkness, and the whirring wheel which threw them off, throwing off millions of others again.
On the moment Eglington had a temptation to say something with an edge, which would show David that his success in Egypt hung upon the course that he himself and the weak Foreign Minister, under whom he served, would take. And this course would be his own course largely, since he had been appointed to be a force and strength in the Foreign Office which his chief did not supply. He refrained, however, and, on the moment, remembered the promise he had given to Faith to help David.
A wave of feeling passed over him. His wife was beautiful, a creature of various charms, a centre of attraction. Yet he had never really loved her—so many sordid elements had entered into the thought of marriage with her, lowering the character of his affection. With a perversity which only such men know, such heart as he had turned to the unknown Quaker girl who had rebuked him, scathed him, laid bare his soul before himself, as no one ever had done. To Eglington it was a relief that there was one human being—he thought there was only one—who read him through and through; and that knowledge was in itself as powerful an influence as was the secret between David and Hylda. It was a kind of confessional, comforting to a nature not self-contained. Now he restrained his cynical intention to deal David a side-thrust, and quietly said:
“We shall meet at Hamley, shall we not? Let us talk there, and not at the Foreign Office. You would care to go to Egypt, Hylda?”
She forced a smile. “Let us talk it over at Hamley.” With a smile to David she turned away to some friends.
Eglington offered to introduce David to some notable people, but he said that he must go—he was fatigued after his journey. He had no wish to be lionised.
As he left the salon, the band was playing a tune that made him close his eyes, as though against something he would not see. The band in Kaid’s Palace had played it that night when he had killed Foorgat Bey.