For some time the faint jangle of a bell had been sounding at intervals far down the street. Ordinarily it would have caught Georgina’s attention long before this, but absorbed in the letter to which she had returned after putting the eggs down cellar, she did not hear the ringing until it was near enough for the Towncrier’s message to be audible also. He was announcing the extra day of the Bazaar, and calling attention to the many new attractions it would have to offer on the morrow.
Instantly, Georgina dropped her pencil and flew out to meet him. Here was an opportunity to find out all about the Brewster trip. As he came towards her she saw the same look in his weather-beaten old face which she had wondered at the day before, when he was bending over Aunt Elspeth, patting her on the cheek. It was like the shining of a newly-lighted candle.
She was not the only one who had noticed it. All the way up the street glances had followed him. People turned for a second look, wondering what good fortune had befallen the old fellow. They had come to expect a cheery greeting from him. He always left a kindly glow behind him whenever he passed. But to-day the cheeriness was so intensified that he seemed to be brimming over with good will to everybody.
“Why, Uncle Darcy!” cried Georgina. “You look so happy!”
“Well, is it any wonder, lass, with such news from Danny? Him alive and well and sure to come back to me some of these days! I could hardly keep from shouting it out to everybody as I came along the street. I’m afraid it’ll just naturally tell itself some day, in spite of my promise to Belle. I’m glad I can let off steam up here, you knowing the secret, too, for this old heart of mine is just about to burst with all the gladness that’s inside of me.”
Here was someone as anxious to tell as she was to hear; someone who could recall every word of the interview with the wild-cat woman. Georgina swung on to his arm which held the bell, and began to ask questions, and nothing loath, he let her lead him into the yard and to the rustic seat running around the trunk of the big willow tree. He was ready to rest, now that his route was traveled and his dollar earned.
Belle, back in the kitchen, preparing a light dinner for herself and Georgina, Tippy being away for the day, did not see him come in. She had not seen him since the day the old rifle gave up its secret, and she tried to put him out of her mind as much as possible, for she was miserable every time she thought of him. She would have been still more miserable could she have heard all that he was saying to Georgina.
“Jimmy Milford thought that the liniment folks calling the boy ‘Dave,’ proved that he wasn’t the same as my Danny. But just one thing would have settled all doubts for me if I’d a had any. That was what he kept a calling in his fever when he was out of his head: ’Belle mustn’t suffer. Belle must be spared, no matter what happens!’
“And that’s the one thing that reconciles me to keeping still a while longer. It was his wish to spare her, and if he could sacrifice so much to do it, I can’t make his sacrifice seem in vain. I lay awake last night till nearly daylight, thinking how I’d like to take this old bell of mine, and go from one end of the town to the other, ringing it till it cracked, crying out, _’Danny is innocent,_’ to the whole world. But the time hasn’t come yet. I’ll have to be patient a while longer and bear up the best I can.”
Georgina, gazing fixedly ahead of her at nothing in particular, pondered seriously for a long, silent moment.
“If you did that,” she said finally, “cried the good news through the town till everybody knew--then when people found out that it was Emmett Potter who was the thief and that he was too much of a coward to own up and take the blame--would they let the monument go on standing there, that they’d put up to show he was brave? It would serve him right if they took it down, wouldn’t it!” she exclaimed with a savage little scowl drawing her brows together.
“No, no, child!” he said gently. “Give the lad his due. He _was_ brave that one time. He saved all those lives as it is chiseled on his headstone. It is better he should be remembered for the best act in his life than for the worst one. A man’s measure should be taken when he’s stretched up to his full height, just as far as he can lift up his head; not when he’s stooped to the lowest. It’s only fair to judge either the living or the dead that way.”
For some time after that nothing more was said. The harbor was full of boats this morning. It was a sight worth watching. One naturally drifted into day-dreams, following the sweep of the sails moving silently toward the far horizon. Georgina was busy picturing a home-coming scene that made the prodigal son’s welcome seem mild in comparison, when Uncle Darcy startled her by exclaiming:
“Oh, it _pays_ to bear up and steer right onward! S’pose I hadn’t done that. S’pose I _hadn’t_ kept Hope at the prow. I believe I’d have been in my grave by this time with all the grief and worry. But now----”
He stopped and shook his head, unable to find words to express the emotion which was making his voice tremble and his face glow with that wonderful inner shining. Georgina finished the sentence for him, looking out on the sail-filled harbor and thinking of the day he had taken her out in his boat to tell her of his son.
“But now you’ll be all ready and waiting when your ship comes home from sea with its precious cargo.” They were his own words she was repeating.
“Danny’ll weather the storms at last and come into port with all flags flying.”
The picture her words suggested was too much for the old father. He put his hat up in front of his face, and his shoulders shook with silent sobs. Georgina laid a sympathetic little hand on the rough sleeve next her. Suddenly the sails in the harbor seemed to run together all blurry and queer. She drew her hand across her eyes and looked again at the heaving shoulders. A happiness so deep that it found its expression that way, filled her with awe. It must be the kind of happiness that people felt when they reached “the shining shore, the other side, of Jordan,” and their loved ones came down to welcome them “into their desired haven.”
That last phrase came to her lips like a bit of remembered music and unconsciously she repeated it aloud. Uncle Darcy heard it, and looked up. His cheeks were wet when he put down his hat, but it was the happiest face she had ever seen, and there was no shake in his voice now when he said solemnly:
“And nobody but the good Lord who’s helped his poor sailors through shipwreck and storm, knows how mightily they’ve desired that haven, or what it means to them to be brought into it.”
A delivery wagon from one of the fruit stores stopped in front of the gate, and the driver came in, carrying a basket. Uncle Darcy spoke to him as he passed the willow tree.
“Well, Joe, this looks like a chance for me to get a lift most of the way home.”
“Sure,” was the cordial reply. “Climb in. I’ll be right back.”
Georgina thought of something as he rose to go.
“Oh, wait just a minute, Uncle Darcy, I want to get something of yours that’s down cellar.”
When she came back there was no time or opportunity for an explanation. He and the driver were both in the wagon. She reached up and put the bag on the seat beside him.
“I--I did something to some of your eggs, yesterday,” she stammered, “and these are to take the place of the ones I broke.”
Uncle Darcy peered into the bag with a puzzled expression. He had not missed any eggs from the crock of bran. He didn’t know what she was talking about. But before he could ask any questions the driver slapped the horse with the reins, and they were rattling off down street. Georgina stood looking after them a moment, then turned her head to listen. Somebody was calling her. It was Belle, who had come to the front door to say that dinner was ready.
Whenever Mrs. Triplett was at home, Belle made extra efforts to talk and appear interested in what was going on around her. She was afraid her keen-eyed Aunt Maria would see that she was unhappy. But alone with Georgina who shared her secret, she relapsed into a silence so deep it could be felt, responding only with a wan smile when the child’s lively chatter seemed to force an answer of some kind. But to-day when Georgina came to the table she was strangely silent herself, so mute that Belle noticed it, and found that she was being furtively watched by the big brown eyes opposite her. Every time Belle looked up she caught Georgina’s gaze fastened on her, and each time it was immediately transferred to her plate.
“What’s the matter, Georgina?” she asked finally. “Why do you keep staring at me?”
Georgina flushed guiltily. “Nothing,” was the embarrassed answer. “I was just wondering whether to tell you or not. I thought maybe you’d like to know, and maybe you ought to know, but I wasn’t sure whether you’d want me to talk to you about it or not.”
Belle put down her tea-cup. It was her turn to stare.
“For goodness’ sake! What _are_ you beating around the bush about?”
“About the news from Danny,” answered Georgina. “About the letter he wrote to the wild-cat woman and that got buried in the dunes too deep ever to be dug up again.”
As this was the first Belle had heard of either the letter or the woman, her expression of astonishment was all that Georgina could desire. Her news had made a sensation. Belle showed plainly that she was startled, and as eager to hear as Georgina was to tell. So she began at the beginning, from the time of the opening of the pouch on the Green Stairs, to the last word of the wild-cat woman’s conversation which Uncle Darcy had repeated to her only a few moments before under the willow.
Instinctively, she gave the recital a dramatic touch which made Belle feel almost like an eye witness as she listened. And it was with Uncle Darcy’s own gestures and manner that she repeated his final statement.
“Jimmy Milford thought the liniment folks calling the boy Dave proved he wasn’t the same as my Danny. But just one thing would have settled all doubts for me if I’d had any. That was what he kept a calling in his fever when he was out of his head: ’_Belle_ mustn’t suffer. _Belle_ must be spared no matter what happens.’”
At the bringing of her own name into the story Belle gave a perceptible start and a tinge of red crept into her pale cheeks.
“Did he say that, Georgina?” she demanded, leaning forward and looking at her intently. “Are you sure those are his exact words?”
“His very-own-exactly-the-same words,” declared Georgina solemnly. “I cross my heart and body they’re just as Uncle Darcy told them to me.”
Rising from the table, Belle walked over to the window and stood with her back to Georgina, looking out into the garden.
“Well, and what next?” she demanded in a queer, breathless sort of way.
“And then Uncle Darcy said that his saying that was the one thing that made him feel willing to keep still a while longer about--you know--what was in the rifle. ’Cause if Danny cared enough about sparing you to give up home and his good name and everything else in life he couldn’t spoil it all by telling now. But Uncle Darcy said he lay awake nearly all last night thinking how he’d love to take that old bell of his and go ringing it through the town till it cracked, calling out to the world, ’My boy is innocent.’
“And when I said something about it’s all coming out all right some day, and that Danny would weather the storms and come into port with all flags flying----” Here Georgina lowered her voice and went on slowly as if she hesitated to speak of what happened next--“he just put his old hat over his face and cried. And I felt so sorry----”
Georgina’s voice choked. There were tears in her eyes as she spoke of the scene.
“_Don’t_!” groaned Belle, her back still turned.
The note of distress in Belle’s voice stilled Georgina’s lively tongue a few seconds, but there was one more thing in her mind to be said, and with the persistence of a mosquito she returned to the subject to give that final stab, quite unconscious of how deeply it would sting. She was only wondering aloud, something which she had often wondered to herself.
“I should think that when anybody had suffered as long as Danny has to spare you, it would make you want to spare him. Doesn’t it? I should think that you’d want to do something to sort of make up to him for it all. Don’t you?”
“Oh, _don’t_!” exclaimed Belle again, sharply this time. Then to Georgina’s utter amazement she buried her face in her apron, stood sobbing by the window a moment, and ran out of the room. She did not come downstairs again until nearly supper time.
Georgina sat at the table, not knowing what to do next. She felt that she had muddled things dreadfully. Instead of making Belle feel better as she hoped to do, she realized she had hurt her in some unintentional way. Presently, she slowly drew herself up from her chair and began to clear the table, piling the few dishes they had used, under the dish-pan in the sink. The house stood open to the summer breeze. It seemed so desolate and deserted with Belle upstairs, drawn in alone with her troubles and Tippy away, that she couldn’t bear to stay in the silent rooms. She wandered out into the yard and climbed up into the willow to look across the water.
Somewhere out there on those shining waves, Richard was sailing along, in the party given for Mr. Locke, and to-morrow he would be going away on the yacht. If he were at home she wouldn’t be up in the willow wondering what to do next. Well, as long as she couldn’t have a good time herself she’d think of someone else she could make happy. For several minutes she sent her thoughts wandering over the list of all the people she knew, but it seemed as if her friends were capable of making their own good times, all except poor Belle. Probably _she_ never would be happy again, no matter what anybody did to try to brighten her life. It was so discouraging when one was trying to play the game of “Rainbow Tag,” for there to be no one to tag. She wished she knew some needy person, some unfortunate soul who would be glad of her efforts to make them happy.
Once she thought of slipping off down street to the library. Miss Tupman always let her go in where the shelves were and choose her own book. Miss Tupman was always so interesting, too, more than any of the books when she had time to talk. But that grim old word Duty rose up in front of her, telling her that she ought not to run away and leave the house all open with Belle locked in her room upstairs. Somebody ought to be within hearing if the telephone rang or anyone came. She went into the house for a book which she had read many times but which never failed to interest her, and curled up in a big rocking chair on the front porch.
Late in the afternoon she smelled burning pine chips and smoke from the kitchen chimney which told that a fire was being started in the stove. After a while she went around the house to the kitchen door and peeped in, apprehensively. Belle was piling the dinner dishes into the pan, preparatory to washing them while supper was cooking. Her eyes were red and she did not look up when Georgina came in, but there was an air of silent determination about her as forcible as her Aunt Maria’s. Picking up the tea-kettle, she filled the dishpan and carried the kettle back to the stove, setting it down hard before she spoke. Then she said:
“Nobody’ll ever know what I’ve been through with, fighting this thing out with myself. I can’t go all the way yet. I can’t say the word that’ll let the blow fall on poor old Father Potter. But I don’t seem to care about my part of it any more. I see things differently from what I did that first day--you know. Even Emmett don’t seem the same any more.”
For several minutes there was a rattling of dishes, but no further speech from Belle. Georgina, not knowing what to say or do, stood poised uncertainly on the door-sill. Then Belle spoke again.
“I’m willing it should be told if only it could be kept from getting back to Father Potter, for the way Dan’s done _does_ make me want to set him square with the world. I would like to make up to him in some way for all he’s suffered on my account. I can’t get over it that it was _him_ that had all the bravery and the nobleness that I was fairly worshiping in Emmett all these years. Seems like the whole world has turned upside down.”
Georgina waited a long time, but Belle seemed to have said all that she intended to say, so presently she walked over and stood beside the sink.
“Belle,” she said slowly, “does what you said mean that you’re really willing I should tell Barby? Right away?”
Belle waited an instant before replying, then taking a deep breath as if about to make a desperate plunge into a chasm on whose brink she had long been poised, said:
“Yes. Uncle Dan’l would rather have her know than anybody else. He sets such store by her good opinion. But oh, _do_ make it plain it mustn’t be talked about outside, so’s it’ll get back to Father Potter.”
The next instant Georgina’s arms were around her in a silent but joyful squeeze, and she ran upstairs to write to Barby before the sun should go down or Tippy get back from the Bazaar.
Georgina was having a beautiful day. It was the first time she had ever taken part in a Bazaar, and so important was the rôle assigned her that she was in a booth all by herself. Moreover, the little mahogany chair in which she sat was on a high platform inside the booth, so that all might behold her. Dressed in a quaint old costume borrowed from the chests in the Figurehead House, she represented “A Little Girl of Long Ago.”
On a table beside her stood other borrowed treasures from the Figurehead House--a doll bedstead made by an old sea captain on one of his voyages. Each of its high posts was tipped with a white point, carved from the bone of a whale. Wonderful little patchwork quilts, a feather bed and tiny pillows made especially for the bed, were objects of interest to everyone who crowded around the booth. So were the toys and dishes brought home from other long cruises by the same old sea captain, who evidently was an indulgent father and thought often of the little daughter left behind in the home port. A row of dolls dressed in fashions half a century old were also on exhibition.
With unfailing politeness Georgina explained to the curious summer people who thronged around her, that they all belonged in the house where the figurehead of Hope sat on the portico roof, and were not for sale at any price.
Until to-day Georgina had been unconscious that she possessed any unusual personal charms, except her curls. Her attention had been called to them from the time she was old enough to understand remarks people made about them as she passed along the street. Their beauty would have been a great pleasure to her if Tippy had not impressed upon her the fact that looking in the mirror makes one vain, and it’s wicked to be vain. One way in which Tippy guarded her against the sin of vanity was to mention some of her bad points, such as her mouth being a trifle too large, or her nose not quite so shapely as her mother’s, each time anyone unwisely called attention to her “glorious hair.”
Another way was to repeat a poem from a book called “Songs for the Little Ones at Home,” the same book which had furnished the “Landing of the Pilgrims” and “Try, Try Again.” It began:
“What! Looking in the glass again?
Why’s my silly child so vain?"
The disgust, the surprise, the scorn of Tippy’s voice when she repeated that was enough to make one hurry past a mirror in shame-faced embarrassment.
“Beauty soon will fade away.
Your rosy cheeks must soon decay.
There’s nothing lasting you will find,
But the treasures of the mind.”
Rosy cheeks might not be lasting, but it was certainly pleasant to Georgina to hear them complimented so continually by passers-by. Sometimes the remarks were addressed directly to her.
“My _dear_,” said one enthusiastic admirer, “if I could only buy _you_ and put you in a gold frame, I’d have a prettier picture than any artist in town can paint.” Then she turned to a companion to add: “Isn’t she a love in that little poke bonnet with the row of rose-buds inside the rim? I never saw such exquisite coloring or such gorgeous eyes.”
Georgina blushed and looked confused as she smoothed the long lace mitts over her arms. But by the time the day was over she had heard the sentiment repeated so many times that she began to expect it and to feel vaguely disappointed if it were not forthcoming from each new group which approached her.
Another thing gave her a new sense of pleasure and enriched her day. On the table beside her, under a glass case, to protect it from careless handling, was a little blank book which contained the records of the first sewing circle in Provincetown. The book lay open, displaying a page of the minutes, and a column of names of members, written in an exquisitely fine and beautiful hand. The name of Georgina’s great-great grandmother was in that column. It gave her a feeling of being well born and distinguished to be able to point it out.
The little book seemed to reinforce and emphasize the claims of the monument and the silver porringer. She felt it was so nice to be beautiful and to belong; to have belonged from the beginning both to a first family and a first sewing circle.
Still another thing added to her contentment whenever the recollection of it came to her. There was no longer any secret looming up between her and Barby like a dreadful wall. The letter telling all about the wonderful and exciting things which had happened in her absence was already on its way to Kentucky. It was not a letter to be proud of. It was scrawled as fast as she could write it with a pencil, and she knew perfectly well that a dozen or more words were misspelled, but she couldn’t take time to correct them, or to think of easy words to put in their places. But Barby wouldn’t care. She would be so happy for Uncle Darcy’s sake and so interested in knowing that her own little daughter had had an important part in finding the good news that she wouldn’t notice the spelling or the scraggly writing.
As the day wore on, Georgina, growing more and more satisfied with herself and her lot, felt that there was no one in the whole world with whom she would change places. Towards the last of the afternoon a group of people came in whom Georgina recognized as a family from the Gray Inn. They had been at the Inn several days, and she had noticed them each time she passed them, because the children seemed on such surprisingly intimate terms with their father. That he was a naval officer she knew from the way he dressed, and that he was on a long furlough she knew from some remark which she overheard.
He had a grave, stern face, and when he came into the room he gave a searching glance from left to right as if to take notice of every object in it. His manner made Georgina think of “Casabianca,” another poem of Tippy’s teaching:
“He stood
As born to rule the storm.
A creature of heroic blood,
A brave though ....... form.”
“Childlike” was the word she left out because it did not fit in this case. “A brave and manlike form” would be better. She repeated the verse to herself with this alteration.
When he spoke to his little daughter or she spoke to him his expression changed so wonderfully that Georgina watched him with deep interest. The oldest boy was with them. He was about fourteen and as tall as his mother. He was walking beside her but every few steps he turned to say something to the others, and they seemed to be enjoying some joke together. Somebody who knew them came up as they reached the booth of “The Little Girl of Long Ago,” and introduced them to Georgina, so she found out their names. It was Burrell. He was a Captain, and the children were Peggy and Bailey.
As Georgina looked down at Peggy from the little platform where she sat in the old mahogany chair, she thought with a throb of satisfaction that she was glad she didn’t have to change places with that homely little thing. Evidently, Peggy was just up from a severe illness. Her hair had been cut so short one could scarcely tell the color of it. She was so thin and white that her eyes looked too large for her face and her neck too slender for her head, and the freckles which would scarcely have shown had she been her usual rosy self, stood out like big brown spotches on her pallid little face. She limped a trifle too, as she walked.
With a satisfied consciousness of her own rose leaf complexion, Georgina was almost patronizing as she bent over the table to say graciously once more after countless number of times, “no, that is not for sale.”
The next instant Peggy was swinging on her father’s arm exclaiming, “Oh, Dad-o’-my-heart! See that cunning doll bathing suit. Please get it for me.” Almost in the same breath Bailey, jogging the Captain’s elbow on the other side, exclaimed, “Look, Partner, _that’s<i> a relic worth having.”_
Georgina listened, fascinated. To think of calling one’s father “Dad-o’- my-heart” or “Partner!” And they looked up at him as if they adored him, even that big boy, nearly grown. And a sort of laugh come into the Captain’s eyes each time they spoke to him, as if he thought everything they said and did was perfect.
A wave of loneliness swept over Georgina as she listened. There was an empty spot in her heart that ached with longing--not for Barby, but for the father whom she had never known in this sweet intimate way. She knew now how if felt to be an orphan. What satisfaction was there in having beautiful curls if no big, kind hand ever passed over them in a fatherly caress such as was passing over Peggy Burrell’s closely-clipped head? What pleasure was there in having people praise you if they said behind your back:
“Oh, that’s Justin Huntingdon’s daughter. Don’t you think a man would want to come home once or twice in a lifetime to such a lovely child as that?”
Georgina had heard that very remark earlier in the day, also the answer given with a significant shrug of the shoulders:
“Oh, he has other fish to fry.”
The remarks had not annoyed her especially at the time, but they rankled now as she recalled them. They hurt until they took all the pleasure and satisfaction out of her beautiful day, just as the sun, going under a cloud, leaves the world bereft of all its shine and sparkle. She looked around, wishing it were time to go home.
Presently, Captain Burrell, having made the rounds of the room, came back to Georgina. He smiled at her so warmly that she wondered that she could have thought his face was stern.
“They tell me that you are Doctor Huntingdon’s little girl,” he said with a smile that went straight to her heart. “So I’ve come back to ask you all about him. Where is he now and how is he? You see I have an especial interest in your distinguished father. He pulled me through a fever in the Philippines that all but ended me. I have reason to remember him for his many, many kindnesses to me at that time.”
The flush that rose to Georgina’s face might naturally have been taken for one of pride or pleasure, but it was only miserable embarrassment at not being able to answer the Captain’s questions. She could not bear to confess that she knew nothing of her father’s whereabouts except the vague fact that he was somewhere in the interior of China, and that there had been no letter from him for months and that she had not seen him for nearly four years.
“He--he was well the last time we heard from him,” she managed to stammer. “But I haven’t heard anything lately. You know my mother isn’t home now. She went to Kentucky because my grandfather Shirley was hurt in an accident.”
“Oh, I’m sorry to hear that,” was the answer in a cordial, sympathetic voice. “I hoped to have the pleasure of meeting her and I wanted Mrs. Burrell to know her, too. But I hope you’ll come over to the Inn and play with Peggy sometimes. We’ll be here another week.”
Georgina thanked him in her prettiest manner, but she was relieved when he passed on, and she was freed from the fear of any more embarrassing questions about her father. Yet her hand still tingled with the friendliness of his good-bye clasp, and she wished that she could know him better. As she watched him pass out of the door with Peggy holding his hand and swinging it as they walked, she thought hungrily:
“How good it must seem to have a father like _that_.”
Mrs. Triplett came up to her soon after. It was time to close the Bazaar. The last probable customer had gone, and the ladies in charge of the booths were beginning to dismantle them. Someone’s chauffeur was waiting to take Georgina’s costume back to the Figurehead House.
She followed Mrs. Triplett obediently into an improvised dressing-room in the corner, behind a tall screen, and in a very few minutes was about to emerge clad in her own clothes, when Mrs. Triplett exclaimed:
“For pity sakes! Those gold beads!”
Georgina’s hand went up to the string of gold beads still around her neck. They also were borrowed from Mrs. Tupman of the Figurehead House.
“I was going to ask Mrs. Tupman to take them home herself,” said Mrs. Triplett, “but she left earlier than I thought she would, and I had no chance to say anything about them. We oughtn’t to trust anything as valuable as gold beads that are an heirloom to any outsider, no matter how honest. They might be lost. Suppose you just _wear_ them home to her. Do you feel like doing that? And keep them on your neck till she unclasps them with her own hands. Don’t leave them with a servant.”
Georgina, tired of sitting all day in the booth, was glad of an excuse for a long walk. It was almost six o’clock, but the sun was still high. As she went along, jostled off the narrow sidewalk and back on to it again every few steps by the good-natured crowd which swarmed the streets at this hour, she could smell supper cooking in the houses along the way. It would be delayed in many homes because the tide was in and people were running down the beach from the various cottages for a dip into the sea. Some carried their bathing suits in bundles, some wore them under raincoats or dressing gowns, and some walked boldly along bare-armed and bare-legged in the suits themselves.
It was a gay scene, with touches of color in every direction. Vivid green grass in all the door-yards, masses of roses and hollyhocks and clematis against the clean white of the houses. Color of every shade in the caps and sweaters and bathing suits and floating motor veils and parasols, jolly laughter everywhere, and friendly voices calling back and forth across the street. It was a holiday town full of happy holiday people.
Georgina, skipping along through the midst of it, added another pretty touch of color to the scene, with her blue ribbons and hat with the forget-me-nots around it, but if her thoughts could have been seen, they would have showed a sober drab. The meeting with Captain Burrell had left her depressed and unhappy. The thought uppermost in her mind was why should there be such a difference in fathers? Why should Peggy Burrell have such an adorable one, and she be left to feel like an orphan?
When she reached the Figurehead House she was told that Mrs. Tupman had stepped out to a neighbor’s for a few minutes but would be right back. She could have left the beads with a member of the family, but having been told to deliver them into the hands of the owner only, she sat down in the swing in the yard to wait.
From where she sat she could look up at the figurehead over the portico. It was the best opportunity she had ever had for studying it closely. Always before she had been limited to the few seconds that were hers in walking or driving by. Now she could sit and gaze at it intently as she pleased.
The fact that it was weather-stained and dark as an Indian with the paint worn off its face in patches, only enhanced its interest in her eyes. It seemed to bear the scars of one who has suffered and come up through great tribulation. No matter how battered this Lady of Mystery was in appearance, to Georgina she still stood for “Hope,” clinging to her wreath, still facing the future with head held high, the symbol of all those, who having ships at sea, watch and wait for their home-coming with proud, undaunted courage.
Only an old wooden image, but out of a past of shipwreck and storm its message survived and in some subtle manner found its way into the heart of Georgina.
“And I’ll do it, too,” she resolved valiantly, looking up at it. “I’m going to hope so hard that he’ll be the way I want him to be, that he’ll just _have_ to. And if he isn’t--then I’ll just steer straight onward as if I didn’t mind it, so Barby’ll never know how disappointed I am. Barby must never know that.”
A few minutes later, the gold beads being delivered into Mrs. Tupman’s own hands, Georgina took her way homeward, considerably lighter of heart, for those moments of reflection in the swing. As she passed the antique shop a great gray cat on the door-step, rose and stretched itself.
“Nice kitty!” she said, stopping to smooth the thick fur which stood up as he arched his back.
It was “Grandpa,” to whose taste for fish she owed her prism and the bit of philosophy which was to brighten not only her own life but all those which touched hers. But she passed on, unconscious of her debt to him.
When she reached the Gray Inn she walked more slowly, for on the beach back of it she saw several people whom she recognized. Captain Burrell was in the water with Peggy and Bailey and half a dozen other children from the Inn. They were all splashing and laughing. They seemed to be having some sort of a game. She stood a moment wishing that she had on her bathing suit and was down in the water with them. She could swim better than any of the children there. But she hadn’t been in the sea since Barby left. That was one of the things she promised in their dark hour of parting, not to go in while Barby was gone.
While she stood there, Mrs. Burrell came out on the piazza of the Inn, followed by the colored nurse with the baby who was just learning to walk. The Captain, seeing them, threw up his hand to signal them. Mrs. Burrell fluttered her handkerchief in reply.
Georgina watched the group in the water a moment longer, then turned and walked slowly on. She felt that if she could do it without having to give up Barby, she’d be willing to change places with Peggy Burrell. She’d take her homely little pale, freckled face, straight hair and--yes, even her limp, for the right to cling to that strong protecting shoulder as Peggy was doing there in the water, and to whisper in his ear, “Dad-o-my-heart.”
There are some subjects one hesitates to discuss with one’s family. It is easier to seek information from strangers or servants, who do not feel free to come back at you with the disconcerting question, “But why do you ask?”
It was with the half-formed resolution of leading up to a certain one of these difficult subjects if she could, that Georgina wandered down the beach next morning to a little pavilion near the Gray Inn. It was occupied by Peggy Burrell, her baby brother and the colored nurse Melindy.
Georgina, sorely wanting companionship now that Richard and Captain Kidd were off on their yachting trip, was thankful that Mrs. Triplett had met Captain Burrell the day before at the Bazaar, and had agreed with him that Georgina and Peggy ought to be friends because their fathers were. Otherwise, the occupants of the pavilion would have been counted as undesirable playmates being outside the pale of her acquaintance.
Peggy welcomed her joyfully. She wasn’t strong enough yet to go off on a whole morning’s fishing trip with brother and Daddy, she told Georgina, and her mother was playing bridge on the hotel piazza. Peggy was a little thing, only eight, and Georgina not knowing what to do to entertain her, resurrected an old play that she had not thought of for several summers. She built Grandfather Shirley’s house in the sand.
It took so long to find the right kind of shells with which to make the lanterns for the gate-posts, and to gather the twigs of bayberry and beach plum for the avenues (she had to go into the dunes for them), that the question she was intending to ask Melindy slipped from her mind for a while. It came back to her, however, as she scooped a place in the wall of pebbles and wet sand which stood for the fence.
“Here’s the place where the postman drops the mail.”
Then she looked up at Melindy, the question on the tip of her tongue. But Peggy, on her knees, was watching her so intently that she seemed to be looking straight into her mouth every time it opened, and her courage failed her. Instead of saying what she had started to say, she exclaimed:
“Here’s the hole in the fence where the little pigs squeezed through.” Then she told the story that went with this part of the game. When it was time to put in the bee-hives, however, and Peggy volunteered to look up and down the beach for the right kind of a pebble to set the bee-hives on, Georgina took advantage of the moment alone with Melindy. There wasn’t time to lead up to the question properly. There wasn’t even time to frame the question in such a way that it would seem a casual, matter-of-course one. Georgina was conscious that the blood was surging up into her cheeks until they must seem as red as fire. She leaned forward toward the sand-pile she was shaping till her curls fell over her face. Then she blurted out:
“How often do husbands write to wives?”
Melindy either did not hear or did not understand, and Georgina had the mortifying experience of repeating the question. It was harder to give utterance to it the second time than the first. She was relieved when Melindy answered without showing any surprise.
“Why, most every week I reckon, when they loves ’em. Leastways white folks do. It comes easy to them to write. An’ I lived in one place where the lady got a lettah every othah day.”
“But I mean when the husband’s gone for a long, long time, off to sea or to another country, and is dreadfully busy, like Captain Burrell is when he’s on his ship.
Melindy gave a short laugh. “Huh! Let me tell you, honey, when a man _wants_ to write he’s gwine to write, busy or no busy.”
Later, Georgina went home pondering Melindy’s answer. “Most every week when they love’s ’em. Sometimes every other day.” And Barby had had no letter for over four months.
Something happened that afternoon which had never happened before in all Georgina’s experience. She was taken to the Gray Inn to call. Mrs. Triplett, dressed in her new black summer silk, took her.
“As long as Barbara isn’t here to pay some attention to that Mrs. Burrell,” Tippy said to Belle, “it seems to me it’s my place as next of kin. The Captain couldn’t get done saying nice things about Justin.”
Evidently, she approved of both Mrs. Burrell and Peggy, for when each begged that Georgina be allowed to stay to supper she graciously gave permission.
“Peggy has taken the wildest fancy to you, dear,” Mrs. Burrell said in an aside to Georgina. “You gave her a beautiful morning on the beach. The poor little thing has suffered so much with her lame knee, that we are grateful to anyone who makes her forget all that she has gone through. It’s only last week that she could have the brace taken off. She hasn’t been able to run and play like other children for two years, but we’re hoping she may outgrow the trouble in time.”
The dining-room of the Gray Inn overlooked thel sea, and was so close to the water one had the feeling of being in a boat, when looking out of its windows. There were two South American transports in the harbor. Some of the officers had come ashore and were dining with friends at the Gray Inn. Afterwards they stayed to dance a while in the long parlor with the young ladies of the party. Peggy and Georgina sat on the piazza just outside one of the long French windows, where they could watch the gay scene inside. It seemed almost as gay outside, when one turned to look across the harbor filled with moving lights. Captain and Mrs. Burrell were outside also. They sat farther down the piazza, near the railing, talking to one of the officers who was not dancing. Once when the music stopped, Peggy turned to Georgina to say:
“Do you hear Daddy speaking Spanish to that officer from South America? Doesn’t he do it well? I can understand a little of what they say because we lived in South America a while last year. We join him whenever he is stationed at a port where officers can take their families. He says that children of the navy have to learn to be regular gypsies. I love going to new places. How many languages can your father speak?”
Georgina, thus suddenly questioned, felt that she would rather die than acknowledge that she knew so little of her father that she could not answer. She was saved the mortification of confessing it, however, by the music striking up again at that moment.
“Oh, I can play that!” she exclaimed. “That’s the dance of the tarantula. Isn’t it a weird sort of thing?”
The air of absorbed interest with which Georgioa turned to listen to the music made Peggy forget her question, and listen in the same way. She wanted to do everything in the same way that Georgina did it, and from that moment that piece of music held special charm for her because Georgina called it weird.
The next time Georgina glanced down the piazza Mrs. Burrell was alone. In her dimly-lighted corner, she looked like one of the pretty summer girls one sees sometimes on a magazine cover. She was all in white with a pale blue wrap of some kind about her that was so soft and fleecy it looked like a pale blue cloud. Georgina found herself looking down that way often, with admiring glances. She happened to have her eyes turned that way when the Captain came back and stood beside her chair. The blue wrap had slipped from her shoulders without her notice, and he stooped and picked it up. Then he drew the soft, warm thing up around her, and bending over, laid his cheek for just an instant against hers.
It was such a fleeting little caress that no one saw but Georgina, and she turned her eyes away instantly, feeling that she had no right to look, yet glad that she had seen, because of the warm glow it sent through her. She couldn’t tell why, but somehow the world seemed a happier sort of place for everybody because such things happened in it.
“I wonder,” she thought wistfully, as her eyes followed the graceful steps of the foreign dancers and her thoughts stayed with what she had just witnessed, “I wonder if that had been Barby and my father, would _he_?”----
But she did not finish even to herself the question which rose up to worry her. It came back every time she recalled the little scene.
On the morning after her visit to the Gray Inn she climbed up on the piano stool when she had finished practising her scales. She wanted a closer view of the portrait which hung over it. It was an oil painting of her father at the age of five. He wore kilts and little socks with plaid tops, and he carried a white rabbit in his arms. Georgina knew every inch of the canvas, having admired it from the time she was first held up to it in someone’s arms to “see the pretty bunny.” Now she looked at it long and searchingly.
Then she opened the book-case and took out an old photograph album. There were several pictures of her father in that. One taken with his High School class, and one with a group of young medical students, and one in the white service dress of an assistant surgeon of the navy. None of them corresponded with her dim memory of him.
Then she went upstairs to Barby’s room, and stood before the bureau, studying the picture upon it in a large silver frame. It was taken in a standing position and had been carefully colored, so that she knew accurately every detail of the dress uniform of a naval surgeon from the stripes of gold lace and maroon velvet on the sleeves, to the eagle on the belt buckle and the sword knot dangling over the scabbard. There were various medals pinned on his breast which had always interested her.
But this morning it was not the uniform or the decorations which claimed her attention. It was the face itself. She was looking for something in the depths of those serious dark eyes, that she had seen in Captain Burrell’s when he looked at Peggy; something more than a smile, something that made his whole face light up till you felt warm and happy just to look at him. She wondered if the closely-set lips she was studying could curve into a welcoming smile if anybody ran to meet him with happy outstretched arms. But the picture was baffling and disappointing, because it was a profile view.
Presently, she picked it up and carried it to her own room, placing it on the table where she always sat to write. She had screwed up her courage at last, to the point of writing the letter which long ago she had decided ought to be written by somebody.
Once Barby said, “When you can’t think of anything to put in a letter, look at the person’s picture, and pretend you’re talking to it.” Georgina followed that advice now. But one cannot talk enthusiastically to a listener who continues to show you only his profile.
Suddenly, her resentment flamed hot against this handsome, averted face which was all she knew of a father. She thought bitterly that he had no business to be such a stranger to her that she didn’t even know what he looked like when he smiled. Something of the sternness of her old Pilgrim forbears crept into her soul as she sat there judging him and biting the end of her pen. She glanced down at the sheet of paper on which she had painstakingly written “Dear Father.” Then she scratched out the words, feeling she could not honestly call him that when he was such a stranger. Taking a clean sheet of paper, she wrote even more painstakingly:
“Dear Sir: There are two reesons----”
Then she looked up in doubt about the spelling of that last word. She might have gone downstairs and consulted the dictionary but her experience had proved that a dictionary is an unsatisfactory book when one does not know how to spell a word. It is by mere chance that what one is looking for can be found. After thinking a moment she put her head out of the window and called softly down to Belle, who was sewing on the side porch. She called softly so that Tippy could not hear and answer and maybe add the remark, “But why do you ask? Are you writing to your mother?”
Belle spelled the word for her, and taking another sheet of paper Georgina made a fresh start. This time she did not hesitate over the spelling, but scribbled recklessly on until all that was crowding up to be said was on the paper.
“Dear Sir: There are two reasons for writing this. One is about your wife. Cousin Mehitable says something is eating her heart out, and I thought you ought to know. Maybe as you can cure so many strange diseeses you can do something for her. The other is to ask you to send us another picture of yourself. The only ones we have of you are looking off sideways, and I can’t feel as well acquainted with you as if I could look into your eyes.
“There is a lovely father staying at the Gray Inn. He is Peggy Burrell’s. He is a naval officer, too. It makes me feel like an orfan when I see him going down the street holding her hand. He asked me to tell him all about where you are and what you are doing, because you cured him once on a hospital ship, and I was ashamed to tell him that I didn’t know because Barby has not had a letter from you for over four months. Please don’t let on to her that I wrote this. She doesn’t know that I was under the bed when Cousin Mehitable was talking about you, and saying that everybody thinks it is queer you never come home. If you can do only one of the things I asked, please do the first one. Yours truly, Georgina Huntingdon.”
Having blotted the letter, Georgina read it over carefully, finding two words that did not look quite right, although she did not know what was the matter with them. So she called softly out of the window again to Belle:
“How do you spell diseases?”
Belle told her but added the question, “Why do you ask a word like that? Whose diseases can you be writing about?”
Georgina drew in her head without answering. She could not seek help in that quarter again, especially for such a word as “orfan.” After studying over it a moment she remembered there was a poem in “Songs for the Little Ones at Home,” called “The Orphan Nosegay Girl.”
A trip downstairs for the tattered volume gave her the word she wanted, and soon the misspelled one was scratched out and rewritten. There were now three unsightly blots on the letter and she hovered over them a moment, her pride demanding that she should make a clean, fair copy. But it seemed such an endless task to rewrite it from beginning to end, that she finally decided to send it as it stood.
Addressed, stamped and sealed, it was ready at last and she dropped it into the mail-box. Then she had a moment of panic. It was actually started on its way to Hong-Kong and nothing in her power could stop it or bring it back. She wondered if she hadn’t done exactly the wrong thing, and made a bad matter worse.