They buried Saul Chadron next day in a corner
of the garden by the river. And there was the
benediction of tender autumn sunshine over the place
where they laid him down, away from the turmoil of
his life, and the tangle of injustices that he left
behind.
But there was none to come forward and speak
for the body of Mark Thorn. The cowboys hid him
in the sage at the foot of a butte, as men go silently
and shadow-like to bury away a shame.
There seemed to be a heart-soreness over the
ranchhouse by the river as night fell upon it again.
Saul Chadron had been a great and noble man to
some who wept in its silent rooms as the gloaming
deepened into darkness over the garden, where the
last leaves of autumn were tugging at their anchorage
to sail away. Even Frances Landcraft in her
vigil beside Macdonald’s cot felt pity for Chadron’s
fall. She regretted, at least, that he had not gone
out of life more worthily.
Colonel Landcraft had gone up the river to carry
a new message to the homesteaders whose houses lay
in ashes. He had ridden to tell them that they could
build in security and live in peace. The surgeon had
returned to the post, but was coming again tomorrow.
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Behind him he had left the happy assurance
that Macdonald would live.
Macdonald himself had added his own brave word
to bear out the doctor’s prediction, as far as Frances
would permit him to speak. That was not above ten
words, whispered into her ear, inclined low to hear.
When he attempted to go beyond that, soft warm
fingers made a latch upon his lips.
Mrs. Chadron came down a little after dark, and
whispered at the door. Macdonald was sleeping, and
Frances went softly to tell her.
“Nola’s askin’ for you,” Mrs. Chadron told her,
“she’s all heartbroke and moanin’ in her bed. If
you’ll go to her, and comfort her a little, honey, I’ll
take as good care of him as if he was my own.”
Frances was touched by the appeal for sympathy.
She could picture Nola, little fashioned by nature or
her life’s experiences to bear grief, shuddering and
sobbing alone in the dark, and her heart went out to
her in all its generosity and large forgivingness.
Nola’s room was dark for all except the night sky
at her window. Frances stood a moment in her door,
listening, believing from the silence that she must
have gone to sleep.
“Nola,” she whispered, softly.
A little shivering sob was the answer. Frances
went in, and closed the door. Nola was lying face
downward on her pillow, like a child, and Frances
found on putting out her comforting hand that the
fickle little lady’s bolster was wet with tears. She
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sat on the bedside and tried gently to turn Nola’s
face toward her. That brought on a storm of tears
and moanings, and agonized burrowing of her face
into the pillow.
“Oh, I feel so mean and wicked!” she cried. “If
I hadn’t been so deceitful and treacherous and—and—and
everything, maybe all this sorrow wouldn’t
have come to us!”
Frances said nothing. She had found one hot
hand, tear-wet from lying under Nola’s cheek, and
this she held tenderly, feeling it best to let the tears
of penitence purge the sufferer’s soul in their world-old
way. After a time Nola became quieter. She
shifted in the bed, and moved over to give Frances
more room, and put up her arms to draw her friend
down for the kiss of forgiveness which she knew
would not be denied.
Afterwards she sat up in bed, and brushed her hair
back from her throbbing forehead with her palms.
“Oh, it aches and aches—so!” she said.
“I’ll bind a cold towel around it, dear; that always
used to ease it, you remember?”
“Not my head, Frances—my heart, my heart!”
It was better so, Frances understood. Penitence
that brings only a headache is like plating over brass;
it cannot long conceal the baseness of the thing that
lies beneath.
“Time is the only remedy for that, Nola,” she
said, her own words slow and sad.
“Do you think I’ve sinned past forgiveness because
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I—because—I love him?” Nola’s voice
trembled with earnestness.
“He is free, to love and be loved as it may fall,
Nola. I told you he was mine, but I thought then
that I was claiming him from death. He will live.
He never has asked me to marry him; maybe he
never will. When he recovers, he may turn to you—who
can tell?”
“No, it’s only you that he thinks of, Frances.
When I was watching by him he opened his eyes,
and you should have seen the look in them when he
saw me instead of you. He struggled to sit up and
look for you, and he called your name, sharp and
frightened, as if he thought somebody had taken
you away from him forever.”
Frances did not need that assurance to quiet any
fear of his loyalty. She had spoken the truth, only
because it was the truth, but not to give Nola hope.
For hope she knew there was not any, nor any love,
to come to Nola out of that man’s heart.
“We’ll not talk of it,” Frances said.
“I must, I can’t let anything stand between us,
Frances. If I’d been fair, all the way through—but
I wasn’t. I wasn’t fair about Major King, and I
wasn’t fair this time. I was fool enough to think
that if you were out of the way for a little while I
could make him love me! He’d never love me, never
in a million years!”
Frances said nothing. But she was beginning to
doubt the sincerity of Nola’s repentance. There,
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under the shadow of her bereavement, she could think
of nothing but the hopelessness of love.
“But I didn’t want you to come up just to pet
me and be good to me, Frances—I wanted to give
you something.”
Nola felt under her pillow, and groped for Frances’
hand, in which she placed a soft something with a
stub of a feather in it.
“I have no right to keep it,” said Nola. “Do
you know what it is?”
“Yes, I know.”
Much of the softness which Frances had for the
highland bonnet was in her voice as she replied, and
the little bonnet itself was being nestled against her
cheek, as a mother cuddles a baby’s hand.
“The best that’s in me goes out to that man,”
said Nola solemnly—and truthfully, Frances knew—“but
I wouldn’t take him from you now, Frances,
even if I could. I don’t want to care for him, I don’t
want to think of him. I just want to think of poor
father lying out there under the ground.”
“It’s best for you to think of him.”
“Only a day ago he was alive and warm, like you
and me, and now he’s dead! Mother never will want
to leave this place again now, and I don’t feel like
I want to either. I just want to lie down and die—oh,
I just want to die!”
Pity for herself brought Nola’s tears gushing
again, and her choking sobs into her throat. Her
voice was hoarse from her lamentations; there seemed
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to be only sorrow for her in every theme. Frances
held her shivering slim body in her supporting arm,
and Nola’s face bent down upon her shoulder. It
seemed that her renunciation was complete, her regeneration
undeniable. But Frances knew that a
great flood of tears was required to put out the fire
of passion in a woman’s heart. One spark, one little
spark, might live through the deluge to spring into
the heat of the past under the breath of memory.
Again the heaving breast grew calm, and the tear-wet
face was lifted to shake back the fallen hair.
“This has emptied everything out for me,” Nola
sighed. “I’m going to be serious in everything, with
everybody, after this. Do you suppose Mrs.
Mathews would let me help her over at the mission—if
I went to her meek and humble and asked her?”
“If she saw that it would help you, she would,
Nola.”
“Just think how lonesome it will be here when the
post’s abandoned and everybody but the Indians
gone! You’ll be away—maybe long before that—and
I’ll not see anybody but Indians and cowboys
from year’s beginning to year’s end. Oh, it will be
so dreary and lonesome here!”
“There’s work up the river in the homesteaders’
settlement, Nola; there’s suffering to be relieved, and
bereaved hearts to be comforted. There’s your work,
it seems to me, for you and those nearest to you are
to blame for the desolation of those poor homes,
excuse it as charitably as we may.”
Frances felt a shudder run through the girl’s body
as her arm clasped the pliant waist.
“Why, Frances! You can’t mean that! They’re
terrible—just think what they’ve done—oh, the
underhanded thieves! By the law of the range it’s
my fight now, instead of my work to help them!”
“The law of the range isn’t the law any longer
here, Nola, and it never will be again. Alan Macdonald
has done the work that he put his lone hand
to. You have no quarrel with anybody, child, no
feud to carry on to a bloody end. Put it out of your
mind. If you are sincere in your heart, and truly
penitent, you can prove it best by beginning to do
good in the place where your house has done a terrible,
sad wrong.”
“They started it!” said Nola, vindictively, the
lifelong hatred for those who encroached upon the
range so deep in her breast, it seemed, that the soil
of her life must come away on its roots.
“There’s no use talking to you about it, then,”
said Frances, coldly.
Nola seemed hurt by her tone. She began to cry
again, and plead her cause in moaning, broken words.
“It’s our country, we were here first—father always
said that!”
“I know.”
“But I don’t blame Mr. Macdonald, they deceived
him, the rustlers deceived him and told him lies. He
didn’t belong to this country, he couldn’t know at
first, or understand. Frances”—she put her hand
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on her friend’s shoulder, and lifted her head as if
trying to pierce the dark and look into her eyes—“don’t
you know how it was with him? He was too
much of a man to turn his back on them, even when
he found he was on the wrong side. A man like him
must have understood it our way.”
“What he has done in this country calls for no
excuse,” returned Frances, loftily.
“In your eyes and mine he wouldn’t need any
excuse for anything he might do,” said Nola, with
a sagacity unexpected. “We love him, and we’d
love him, right or wrong. Well”—a sigh—“you’ve
got a right to love him, and I haven’t. I wouldn’t try
to make him care for me now if I could, for I’m
different; I’m all emptied out.”
“It takes more than you’ve gone through to empty
a human life, Nola. But you have no right to love
him; honor and honesty are in the way, friendship
not considered at all. You’ll spring up in the sun
again after a little while, like fresh grass that’s trodden
on, just as happy and light-hearted as before.
Let me have this one without any more interference—there
are plenty in the world that you would stand
heart-high to with your bright little head, just as
well as Alan Macdonald.”
“I can’t give him up, the thought of him, and the
longing for him, without regret, Frances; I can’t!”
“I wouldn’t have you do it. I want you to have
regret, and pain—not too deep nor too lasting, but
some corrective pain. Now, go to sleep.”
Frances pressed her back to the pillow, and
touched her head with light caress.
“Frances,” she whispered, a new gladness dawning
in her voice, “I’ll go and see those poor people,
and try to help them—if they’ll let me. Maybe we
were wrong—partly, anyhow.”
“That’s better,” Frances encouraged.
“And I’ll try not to care for him, or think about
him, even one little bit.”
Frances bent and kissed her. Nola’s arms clung
to her neck a little, holding her while she whispered
in her ear.
“For I’m going to be different, I’m going to be
good—abso-lutely good!”
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CHAPTER XXIV
BANJO FACES INTO THE WEST
“You don’t tell me? So the old colonel’s got
what his heart’s been pinin’ for many a year.
Well, well!”
Mrs. Chadron was beside her window in her favored
rocker again, less assertive of bulk in her black
dress, not so florid of face, and with lines of sadness
about her mouth and eyes. A fire was snapping in
the chimney, for the gray sky was driving a bitter
wind, and the first snowflakes of winter were straying
down.
Banjo Gibson was before the fire, his ears red, his
cheeks redder, just in from a brisk ride over from
the post. His instruments lay beside him on the
floor, and he was limbering his fingers close to the
blaze.
“Yes, he’s a brigamadier now,” said he.
“Brigadier-General Landcraft,” said she, musingly,
looking away into the grayness of the day;
“well, maybe he deserves it. Fur as I’m concerned,
he’s welcome to it, and I’m glad for Frances’ sake.”
“He’s vinegar and red pepper, that old man is!
Takin’ him up both sides and down the middle, as
the feller said, I reckon the colonel—or brigamadier,
I guess they’ll call him now—he’s about as good as
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they make ’em. I always did have a kind of a likin’
for that old feller—he’s something like me.”
“It was nice of you to come over and tell me the
news, anyhow, Banjo; you’re always as obligin’ and
thoughtful as you can be.”
“It’s always been a happiness and a pleasure,
mom, and I’ve come a good many times with news,
sad and joyful, to your door. But I reckon it’ll be
many a long day before I come ridin’ to Alamito with
news ag’in; many a long, long day.”
“What do you mean, Banjo? You ain’t goin’—”
“To Californy; startin’ from here as soon as my
horse blows a spell and eats his last feed at your
feed box, mom. I’ve got to make it to Meander to
ketch the mornin’ train.”
“Oh, Banjo! you don’t tell me!” Tears gushed
to Mrs. Chadron’s eyes, used to so much weeping
now, and her lips trembled as she pressed them hard
to keep back a sob. “You’re the last friend of the
old times, the last face outside of this house belongin’
to the old days. When you’re gone my last friend,
the very last one I care about outside of my own, ’ll
be gone!”
Banjo cleared his throat unsteadily, and looked
very hard at the fire for quite a spell before he
spoke.
“The best of friends must part,” he said.
“Yes, they must part,” she admitted, her handkerchief
pressed to her eyes, her voice muffled behind
it.
“But they ain’t no use of me stayin’ around in
this country and pinin’ for what’s gone, and starvin’
on the edge,” said Banjo, briskly. “Since you’ve
sold out the cattle and the boys is all gone, scattered
ever-which-ways and to Texas, and the homesteaders
is comin’ into this valley as thick as blackbirds, it
ain’t no place for me. I don’t mix with them kind
of people, I never did. You’ve give it all up to ’em,
they tell me, but this homestead, mom?”
“All but the homestead,” she sighed, her tears
checked now, her eyes on the farthest hill, where she
had watched the crest many and many a time for Saul
to rise over it, riding home from Meander.
“You hadn’t ort to let it go,” said he, shaking his
sad head.
“I couldn’t’a’held it, the lawyers and Mr. Macdonald
told me that. It’s public land, Banjo, it belongs
to them folks, I reckon. But we was here
first!” A futile sigh, a regretful sigh, a sigh bitter
with old recollections.
“I reckon that’s so, down to the bottom of it,
but you folks made this country what it was, and
by rights it’s yourn. Well, I stopped in to say
good-bye to the old brigamadier-colonel over at the
post as I come through. He tells me Alan and that
little girl of hisn that stuck to him and stood up for
him through thick and thin ’re goin’ to be married
at Christmas time.”
“Then they’ll be leavin’, too,” she said.
“No, they’re goin’ to build on his ranch up the
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river and stay here, and that old brigamadier-colonel
he’s goin’ to take up land next to ’em, or has
took it up, one of the two, and retire from the army
when they’re married. He says this country’s the
breath of his body and he couldn’t live outside of
it, he’s been here so long.”
“Well, well!” said she, her face brightening a
little at the news.
“How’s Alan by now?”
“Up and around—he’s goin’ to leave us in the
morning.”
“Frances here?” he asked.
“No, she went over home this morning—I thought
maybe you met her—but she’s comin’ back for him
in the morning.”
Banjo sat musing a little while. Then—
“Yes, you’ll have neighbors, mom, plenty of ’em.
A colony of nesters is comin’ here, three or four
hundred of ’em, they tell me, all ready to go to puttin’
up schoolhouses and go to plowin’ in the spring.
And they’re goin’ to run that hell-snortin’ railroad
right up this valley. I reckon it’ll cut right along
here somewheres a’past your place.”
“Yes, changes’ll come, Banjo, changes is bound
to come,” she sighed.
“All over this country, they say, the nesters’ll
squat now wherever they want to, and nobody
won’t dast to take a shot at ’em to drive ’em off of
his grass. They put so much in the papers about
this rustlers’ war up here that folks has got it
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through ’em the nesters ain’t been gittin’ what was
comin’ to ’em. The big ranches ’ll all be split up to
flinders inside of five years.”
“Yes, the cattle days is passin’, along with the
folks that was somebody in this country once. Well,
Banjo, we had some good times in the old days; we
can remember them. But changes will come, we must
expect changes. You don’t need to pack up and go
on account of that. I ain’t goin’ to leave.”
“I’ve made up my mind. I’m beginnin’ to feel
tight in the chist already for lack of air.”
Both sat silent a little while. Banjo’s elbows were
across his knees, his face lifted toward the window.
The wind was falling, and there was a little breaking
among the low clouds, baring a bit of blue sky here
and there. Banjo viewed this brightening of the day
with gladness.
“I guess it’s passin’,” he said, going to the window
and peering round as much of the horizon as
he could see, “it wasn’t nothing but a little shakin’
out of the tablecloth after breakfast.”
“I’m glad of it, for I don’t think it’s good luck
to start out on a trip in a storm. That there Nola
she’s out in it, too.”
“Gone up the river?”
“Yes. It beats all how she’s takin’ up with them
people, and them with her. She’s even bought lumber
with her own money to help some of ’em build.”
“She’s got a heart like a dove,” he sighed.
“As soft as a puddin’,” Mrs. Chadron nodded.
“But I never could git to it.” Banjo sighed again.
Mrs. Chadron shook her head, with an expression
of sadness for his failure which was deeper than any
words she knew.
“The loss of her pa bore down on her terrible;
she’s pinin’ and grievin’ too hard for a body so
young. I hear her cryin’ and moanin’ in the night
sometimes, and I know it ain’t no use goin’ to her,
for I’ve tried. She seems to need something more
than an old woman like me can give, but I don’t know
what it is.”
“Maybe she needs a change—a change of air,”
Banjo suggested, with what vague hope only himself
could tell.
“Maybe, maybe she does. Well, you’re goin’ to
take a change of air, anyhow, Banjo. But what’re
you goin’ to do away out there amongst strangers?”
“I was out there one time, five years ago, and
didn’t seem to like it then. But since I’ve stood off
and thought it over, it seems to me that’s a better
place for me than here, with my old friends goin’ or
gone, and things changin’ this a-way. Out there
around them hop and fruit ranches they have great
times at night in the camps, and a man of my build
can keep busy playin’ for dances. I done it before,
and they took to me, right along.”
“They do everywheres, Banjo.”
“Some don’t,” he sighed, watching out of the window
in the direction that Nola must come.
“She’s not likely to come back before morning—I
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think she aims to go to the post tonight and stay with
Frances,” she said, reading his heart in his face.
“Maybe it’s for the best,” said Banjo.
“I guess everything that comes to us is for the
best, if we knew how to take it,” she said. “Well,
you set there and be comfortable, and I’ll stir Maggie
up and have her make you something nice for dinner.
After that I want you to play me the old songs over
before you go. Just to think I’ll never hear them
songs no more breaks my heart, Banjo—plumb
breaks my heart!”
As she passed Banjo she laid her hand on his head
in a manner of benediction, and tears were in her
eyes.
The sun was out again when they had finished
lunch, coaxing autumn on into November at the peril
of frosted toes. Mrs. Chadron had brightened considerably,
also. Even bereavement and sorrow could
not shake her fealty to chili, and now it was rewarding
her by a rubbing of her old color in her face as
she sat by the window and waited for Banjo to tune
his instruments for the parting songs.
Her workbasket was beside her, the bright knitting-needles
in the unfinished sock. It never would
be completed now, she knew, but she kept it by her
to cry over in the twilight hours, when thoughts of
Saul came over her with their deep-harrowing pangs.
Banjo sang the touching old ballads over to her
appreciative ear, watching the shadows outside, as he
played, for three o’clock. That was the hour set for
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him to go. “Silver Threads” was saved for the end,
and when its last strain died Mrs. Chadron’s face was
hidden in her hands. She was rocking gently, her
handkerchief fallen to the floor.
Banjo put his bow in its place in the lid of the
case, the rosin in its little box. But the fiddle he
still held on his knee, stroking its smooth back with
loving hand, as if he would soothe Mrs. Chadron’s
regrets and longings and back-tugging pains by that
vicarious caress. So he sat petting his instrument,
and after a little she looked at him, her eyes red, and
tear-streaks on her face.
“Don’t put it away just yet, Banjo,” she requested;
“there’s another one I want you to sing,
and that will be the last. It’s the saddest one you
play—one that I couldn’t stand one time—do you
remember?” Banjo remembered; he nodded. “I can
stand it now, Banjo; I want to hear it now.”
Banjo drew bow again, no more words on either
side, and began his song:
All o-lone and sad he left me,
But no oth-o’s bride I’ll be;
For in flow-os he bedecked me,
In tho cottage by tho sea.
When he finished, Mrs. Chadron’s head was bent
upon her arm across the little workstand where her
basket stood. Her shoulders were moving in piteous
convulsions, but no sound of crying came from her.
Banjo knew that it was the hardest kind of weeping
that tears the human heart.
He put away his fiddle, and strapped the case.
Then he went to her and laid his hand on her
shoulder.
“I’ll have to be saddlin’ up, mom,” said he, his
own voice thick, “and I’ll say adios to you now.”
“Good-bye, Banjo, and may God bless you in that
country you’re goin’ to so fur away from the friends
you used to know!”
Banjo’s throat moved as he gulped his sorrow.
“I’ll not come back in the house, but I’ll wave you
good-bye from the gate,” said he.
“I had hopes you might change your mind,
Banjo,” she said, as she took his hand and held it a
little while.
“If I could’a’got to somebody’s heart that I’ve
pined for many a day, I would’a’changed my mind,
mom. But it wasn’t to be.”
“It wasn’t to be, Banjo,” she said, shaking her
head. “I don’t think she’ll ever marry—she’s
changed, she’s so changed!”
“Well, adios to you, mom, and the best of luck.”
“Adios, Banjo, boy; good-bye!”
She waited at the window for him to pass the gate.
He appeared there leading his horse, and bent to
examine the girths before putting foot to the stirrup.
She hoped that he was coming back, to tell her that
he could not find it in his heart to go. But no; the
change that was coming over the cattle country was
like an unfriendly wind to the little troubadour.
His way was staked into the west where new ties
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waited him, where new hearts were to be won. He
mounted, turned to the window, waved his hat and
rode away.
Mrs. Chadron sat in her old place and watched him
until he passed beyond the last hill line and out of
her sight. Her last glimpse of him had been in
water lines through tears. Now she reached for her
basket and took out her unfinished knitting. Broken
off there, like her own life it was, she thought, never
to be completed as designed. The old days were done;
the promise of them only partly fulfilled. She was
bidding farewell to more than Banjo, parting with
more than friends.
“Good-bye, Banjo,” she murmured, looking dimly
toward the farthest hill; “adios!”
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CHAPTER XXV
“HASTA LUEGO”
Frances came into the room as fresh as a
morning-glory. Her cheeks were like peonies,
and the fire of her youth and strength danced in her
happy eyes. Macdonald rose to greet her, tall,
gaunt, and pale from the drain that his wound had
made upon his life. He had been smoking before
the fireplace, and he reached up now to put his pipe
away on the manteltree.
“And how are things at the post?” he asked, as
she stood before him in her saddle dress, her sombrero
pressing down her hair, her quirt swinging by
its thong from her gloved wrist.
Before replying she intercepted the hand that was
reaching to stow the pipe away, pressed it firmly
back, inserted the stem between his close lips.
“In this family, the man smokes,” she said.
His slow smile, which was reward enough to her
for all the trouble that it took to wake it, twinkled
in his eyes like someone coming to the window with a
light.
“Then the piece of a man will go ahead and
smoke,” said he, drawing a chair up beside his own
and leading her to it with gentle pressure upon her
hand.
“Has Mrs. Chadron been overfeeding you while
I was gone? Did she give you chili?”
“She offered me chili, in five different dishes, which
I, remembering the injunction, regretfully put aside.”
“Well, they’re coming with the ambulance, I rode
on ahead, and you’ll soon be beyond the peril of
chili.” She smiled as she looked up into his face,
and the smile broadened into an outright laugh when
she saw the little flitting cloud of vexation there.
“I could well enough ride,” said he.
“The doctor says you could not.”
“I’m as fit for the saddle this minute as I ever was
in my life,” he declared.
She made no reply to that in words. But there
was tender pity in her caressing eyes as they measured
the weakness of his thin arms, wasted down to
tendon and bone now, it seemed. He would ride to
the post, she knew very well, if permitted, and come
through it without a murmur. But the risk would
be foolish, no matter what his pride must suffer by
going in a wagon.
“Have you heard the news from Meander?” she
inquired.
“No, news comes slowly to Alamito Ranch, and
will come slower now that Banjo is gone, Mrs. Chadron
says. What’s been happening at Meander?”
“They held their conventions there last week to
nominate county officers, and what do you think?
They’ve nominated you for something, for—for
what do you suppose?”
“Nominated me? Who’s nominated me?”
“Oh, one party or the other began it, and the
other indorsed you, for—oh, it’s—”
“For what, Frances?” he asked, laughter in his
eyes at her unaccountable way of holding back on
the secret.
“Why, for sheriff!” said she, with magnificent
scorn.
Macdonald leaned back in his chair and laughed,
the first audible sound of merriment that she ever
had heard come from those stern lips. She looked
at him with reproach.
“It should have been governor, the very least they
could have done, decently!” She was full of feeling
on the subject of what she believed to be his undervaluation.
Macdonald took her hand, the laughter dying out
of his sober face.
“That’s all in the different ways of looking at a
man, palomita,” he said to her.
“But you look bigger than sheriff to anybody!”
she replied, indignation large in her heart.
“In this country, Frances, a sheriff is a pretty
sizable man,” he said, his thoughtful eyes on the
fire, “about the biggest man they can conceive, next
only to the president himself. Up here in the cattle
country the greatness of men is dimmed, their magnitude
being measured by appreciable results. The
offices of lawmaker, governor, and such as the outside
world invest with their peculiar dignity, are
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incidental, indefinite—all but negative, here. It’s
different with a sheriff. He’s the man who comes
riding with his guns at his side; they can see him
perform. All the law that they know centers in
him; all branches of government, as they understand
his powers. Yes, a sheriff is something of a figure
in this county, Frances, and to be nominated for that
office by one party and indorsed by another is just
about the biggest compliment a man can receive.”
“But surely, Alan, you’ll not accept it?”
“Why, I think so,” he returned, thoughtfully. “I
think I’d be worth more to this county as sheriff
than I would be as—as governor, let us say.”
“Yes, but they go shooting sheriffs,” she protested.
“They’ll not be doing so much careless and easy
shooting around here since Colonel—Brigadier-General
Landcraft—and that sounds more like his size,
too—gave them a rubdown with the iron hand. The
cattle barons’ day is over; their sun went down when
Mark Thorn brought the holy scare to Saul Chadron’s
door.”
“Father is of the same opinion. Do you know,
Alan, the whole story about that horrible old man
Thorn is in the eastern papers?”
“Is it possible?”
“With a Cheyenne date-line,” she nodded, “the
whole story—who hired him to skulk and kill, and a
list of his known crimes. Father says if there was
anything lacking in the fight you made on the cattlemen,
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this would finish them. It’s a terrible story—poor
Nola read it, and learned for the first time her
father’s connection with Thorn. She’s humiliated
and heartbroken over it all.”
“With sufficient reason,” he nodded.
“She’s afraid her mother will hear of it in some
way.”
“She’ll find it out in time, Frances; a thing like
that walks on a man’s grave.”
“It will not matter so much after a while, after
her first grief settles.”
“Did Nola come back with you?”
“No, she went on to take some things to poor old
Mrs. Lassiter. She never has recovered from the loss
of her son—it’s killing her by inches, Tom says.
And you considering that office of sheriff!” She
turned to him with censorious eyes as she spoke, as
if struck with a pain of which he was the cause. “I
tell you, you men don’t know, you don’t know! It’s
the women that suffer in all this shooting and killing—we
are the ones that have to bear the sorrows in
the night and watch through the uncertain days!”
“Yes,” said he gently, “the poor women must bear
most of this world’s pain. That is why God made
them strong above all his created things.”
They sat in silence, thinking it over between them.
Outside there was sunshine over the brown rangeland;
within there dwelt the lifting confidence that their
feet had passed the days of trouble and were entering
the bounds of an enlarging peace.
“And Major King?” said he.
“Father has relented, as I knew he would, out of
regard for their friendship of the past, and will not
bring charges based on Major King’s plottings with
Chadron.”
“It’s better that way,” he nodded. “Do you suppose
there’s nothing between him and Nola?”
“I think she’ll have him after her grief passes,
Alan.”
“Better than he deserves,” said he. “There’s a
lump of gold in that little lady’s heart, Frances.”
“There is, Alan; I’m glad to hear you say that.”
There was moisture in her tender eyes.
“There was something in that man, too,” he reflected.
“It’s unfortunate that he allowed his desire
to humiliate you and me to drive him into such folly.
If he’d only have held those brigands here for the
civil authorities, as I requested, we could have forgotten
the rest.”
“Yes, father says that would have saved him in
his eyes, in spite of his scheming with Chadron
against your life, and against father’s honor and all
that he holds sacred. But it’s done, and he’s genuinely
despised in the service for it. And there’s the
ambulance coming over the hill.”
“Ambulance for me!” said he, in disgust of his
slow mending.
“Be glad that it isn’t—oh, I shouldn’t say that!”
“I am,” said he, nodding his slow, grave head.
“We’ll have to say good-bye to Mrs. Chadron,”
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said she, bustling around, or making a show of doing
so to hide the tears which had sprung into her eyes
at the thought that it might have been a different
sort of conveyance coming to Alamito to take Alan
Macdonald away.
“And to Alamito,” said he, looking out into the
frost-stricken garden with a tenderness in his eyes.
“I shall always have a softness in my heart for
Alamito, because it gave me you. That garden out
there yielded me the dearest flower that any garden
ever gave a man”—he took her hands, and folded
them above his heart—“a flower with a soul in it
to keep it alive forever.”
She bowed her head as he spoke, as if receiving a
benediction.
“I hate saying good-bye to Mrs. Chadron,” she
said, her voice trembling, “for she’ll cry, and I’m
afraid I’ll cry, too.”
“It will not be farewell, only hasta luego[A] we can
assure her of that. We’ll be neighbors to her, for
this is home, dear heart, this is our val paraiso.”
“Our valley of paradise,” she nodded, her hands
reaching up to his shoulders and clinging there a
moment in soft caress, “our home!”
His arm about her shoulders, he faced her to the
window, and pointed to the hills, asleep now in their
brown winter coat behind a clear film of smoky blue.
“I stood up there one evening, weighted down with
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guns and ammunition, hunting and hunted in the
most desperate game I ever played,” he said. “The
sun was low over this valley, and Alamito was a
gleam of white among the autumn gold. I was tired,
hungry, dusty, thirsty and sore, and my heart was
all but dead in its case. That was after you had
sent me away from the post, scorned and half
despised.”
“Don’t rebuke me for that night now, Alan,” she
pleaded, turning her pained eyes to his. “I have
suffered for my injustice.”
“It wasn’t injustice, it was discipline, and it was
good for both of us. We must come to confidence
through misunderstandings and false charges very
frequently in this life. Never mind that; I was telling
you about that evening on the side of the hill. I
had been sitting with my back to a rock, watching the
brush for Mark Thorn, but I was thinking more of
you than of him. For he meant only death, and you
were life. But I thought that I had lost you that
day.”
She drew nearer to him as they stood, in the unequivocal
consolation of her presence, in the most
comforting refutation of that sad hour’s dark forebodings.
“I thought that, until I stood up and started down
the slope to go my lone-handed way. The sun struck
me in the face then, and it was yellow over the valley,
and the wind was glad. I knew then, when I looked
out over it, that it held something for me, that it
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was my country, and my home. The lines of gray
old Joaquin Miller came to me, and lifted my heart
in a new vision. I said them over to myself:
Lo! these are the isles of the watery miles
That God let down from the firmament.
Lo! Duty and Love, and a true man’s trust;
Your forehead to God and your feet in the dust—
only, there were two lines which I did not repeat, I
dared not repeat, even in my heart. My vision halted
short of their fulfillment.”
“What are the words—do you remember them?”
she asked.
“Yes; I can repeat them now, for my vision is
broader, it is a better dream:
Lo! Duty and Love, and a sweet babe’s smiles,
And there, O friend, are the Fortunate Isles.”
He pressed her closer, and kissed her hair. They
stood, unmindful of the waiting ambulance, their
vision fusing in the blue distances of the land their
hearts held dear. It was home.
“Come on, Alan”—she started from her reverie
and drew him by the hand—“there’s Mrs. Chadron
on the porch, waiting for hasta luego.”
“For hasta luego,” said he.