Kept for the Master's Use--Havergal
Kept for
the Master’s
Use
By
Frances Ridley
Havergal
Philadelphia
Henry Altemus Company
Copyrighted 1895, by Henry Altemus.
HENRY ALTEMUS, MANUFACTURER,
PHILADELPHIA.
CONTENTS.
- I. Our Lives kept for Jesus, 9
- II. Our Moments kept for Jesus, 26
- III. Our Hands kept for Jesus, 34
- IV. Our Feet kept for Jesus, 46
- V. Our Voices kept for Jesus, 51
- VI. Our Lips kept for Jesus, 66
- VII. Our Silver and Gold kept for Jesus, 79
- VIII. Our Intellects kept for Jesus, 91
- IX. Our Wills kept for Jesus, 96
- X. Our Hearts kept for Jesus, 104
- XI. Our Love kept for Jesus, 109
- XII. Our Selves kept for Jesus, 115
- XIII. Christ for us, 122
PREFATORY NOTE.
My beloved sister Frances finished revising the
proofs of this book shortly before her death on
Whit Tuesday, June 3, 1879, but its publication
was to be deferred till the Autumn.
In appreciation of the deep and general sympathy
flowing in to her relatives, they wish that its
publication should not be withheld. Knowing her
intense desire that Christ should be magnified,
whether by her life or in her death, may it be to
His glory that in these pages she, being dead,
‘Yet speaketh!’
MARIA V. G. HAVERGAL.
Oakhampton, Worchestershire.
KEPT
FOR
The Master’s Use.
Take my life, and let it be
Consecrated, Lord, to Thee.
Take my moments and my days;
Let them flow in ceaseless praise.
Take my hands, and let them move
At the impulse of Thy love.
Take my feet, and let them be
Swift and ‘beautiful’ for Thee.
Take my voice, and let me sing
Always, only, for my King.
Take my lips and let them be
Filled with messages from Thee.
Take my silver and my gold;
Not a mite would I withhold.
Take my intellect, and use
Every power as Thou shalt choose.
Take my will and make it Thine;
It shall be no longer mine.
Take my heart; it is Thine own;
It shall be Thy royal throne.
Take my love; my Lord, I pour
At Thy feet its treasure-store.
Take myself, and I will be
Ever, only, ALL for Thee.
CHAPTER I.
Our Lives kept for Jesus.
‘Keep my life, that it may be
Consecrated, Lord, to Thee.’
Many a heart has echoed the little song:
‘Take my life, and let it be
Consecrated, Lord, to Thee!’
And yet those echoes have not been, in every case
and at all times, so clear, and full, and firm, so
continuously glad as we would wish, and perhaps
expected. Some of us have said:
‘I launch me forth upon a sea
Of boundless love and tenderness;’
and after a little we have found, or fancied, that
there is a hidden leak in our barque, and though we
are doubtless still afloat, yet we are not sailing with
the same free, exultant confidence as at first. What
is it that has dulled and weakened the echo of our
consecration song? what is the little leak that hinders
the swift and buoyant course of our consecrated
life? Holy Father, let Thy loving spirit
guide the hand that writes, and strengthen the heart
of every one who reads what shall be written, for
Jesus’ sake.
While many a sorrowfully varied answer to these
questions may, and probably will, arise from touched
and sensitive consciences, each being shown by
God’s faithful Spirit the special sin, the special
yielding to temptation which has hindered and
spoiled the blessed life which they sought to enter
and enjoy, it seems to me that one or other of two
things has lain at the outset of the failure and disappointment.
First, it may have arisen from want of the simplest
belief in the simplest fact, as well as want of
trust in one of the simplest and plainest words our
gracious Master ever uttered! The unbelieved fact
being simply that He hears us; the untrusted word
being one of those plain, broad foundation-stones
on which we rested our whole weight, it may be
many years ago, and which we had no idea we ever
doubted, or were in any danger of doubting now,—‘Him
that cometh to Me I will in no wise cast
out.’
‘Take my life!’ We have said it or sung it before
the Lord, it may be many times; but if it were
only once whispered in His ear with full purpose of
heart, should we not believe that He heard it?
And if we know that He heard it, should we not
believe that He has answered it, and fulfilled this,
our heart’s desire? For with Him hearing means
heeding. Then why should we doubt that He did
verily take our lives when we offered them—our
bodies when we presented them? Have we not
been wronging His faithfulness all this time by
practically, even if unconsciously, doubting whether
the prayer ever really reached Him? And if so, is it
any wonder that we have not realized all the power
and joy of full consecration? By some means or other
He has to teach us to trust implicitly at every step
of the way. And so, if we did not really trust in
this matter, He has had to let us find out our want
of trust by withholding the sensible part of the
blessing, and thus stirring us up to find out why it
is withheld.
An offered gift must be either accepted or refused.
Can He have refused it when He has said,
‘Him that cometh to Me I will in no wise cast out’?
If not, then it must have been accepted. It is just
the same process as when we came to Him first of
all, with the intolerable burden of our sins. There
was no help for it but to come with them to Him,
and take His word for it that He would not and did
not cast us out. And so coming, so believing, we
found rest to our souls; we found that His word
was true, and that His taking away our sins was
a reality.
Some give their lives to Him then and there, and
go forth to live thenceforth not at all unto themselves,
but unto Him who died for them. This is
as it should be, for conversion and consecration
ought to be simultaneous. But practically it is not
very often so, except with those in whom the bringing
out of darkness into marvellous light has been
sudden and dazzling, and full of deepest contrasts.
More frequently the work resembles the case of the
Hebrew servant described in Exodus xxi., who,
after six years’ experience of a good master’s service,
dedicates himself voluntarily, unreservedly,
and irrevocably to it, saying, ‘I love my master; I
will not go out free;’ the master then accepting and
sealing him to a life-long service, free in law, yet
bound in love. This seems to be a figure of later
consecration founded on experience and love.
And yet, as at our first coming, it is less than
nothing, worse than nothing that we have to bring;
for our lives, even our redeemed and pardoned lives,
are not only weak and worthless, but defiled and
sinful. But thanks be to God for the Altar that
sanctifieth the gift, even our Lord Jesus Christ
Himself! By Him we draw nigh unto God; to
Him, as one with the Father, we offer our living
sacrifice; in Him, as the Beloved of the Father, we
know it is accepted. So, dear friends, when once
He has wrought in us the desire to be altogether
His own, and put into our hearts the prayer, ‘Take
my life,’ let us go on our way rejoicing, believing
that He has taken our lives, our hands, our feet, our
voices, our intellects, our wills, our whole selves, to
be ever, only, all for Him. Let us consider that a
blessedly settled thing; not because of anything we
have felt, or said, or done, but because we know
that He heareth us, and because we know that He
is true to His word.
But suppose our hearts do not condemn us in
this matter, our disappointment may arise from another
cause. It may be that we have not received,
because we have not asked a fuller and further
blessing. Suppose that we did believe, thankfully
and surely, that the Lord heard our prayer, and that
He did indeed answer and accept us, and set us apart
for Himself; and yet we find that our consecration
was not merely miserably incomplete, but that we
have drifted back again almost to where we were
before. Or suppose things are not quite so bad as
that, still we have not quite all we expected; and
even if we think we can truly say, ‘O God, my heart
is fixed,’ we find that, to our daily sorrow, somehow
or other the details of our conduct do not
seem to be fixed, something or other is perpetually
slipping through, till we get perplexed and distressed.
Then we are tempted to wonder whether
after all there was not some mistake about it, and
the Lord did not really take us at our word, although
we took Him at His word. And then the
struggle with one doubt, and entanglement, and
temptation only seems to land us in another. What
is to be done then?
First, I think, very humbly and utterly honestly
to search and try our ways before our God, or
rather, as we shall soon realize our helplessness to
make such a search, ask Him to do it for us, praying
for His promised Spirit to show us unmistakably
if there is any secret thing with us that is hindering
both the inflow and outflow of His grace to
us and through us. Do not let us shrink from
some unexpected flash into a dark corner; do not
let us wince at the sudden touching of a hidden
plague-spot. The Lord always does His own work
thoroughly if we will only let Him do it; if we put
our case into His hands, He will search and probe
fully and firmly, though very tenderly. Very painfully,
it may be, but only that He may do the very
thing we want,—cleanse us and heal us thoroughly,
so that we may set off to walk in real newness of
life. But if we do not put it unreservedly into His
hands, it will be no use thinking or talking about
our lives being consecrated to Him. The heart that
is not entrusted to Him for searching, will not be
undertaken by Him for cleansing; the life that
fears to come to the light lest any deed should be
reproved, can never know the blessedness and the
privileges of walking in the light.
But what then? When He has graciously again
put a new song in our mouth, and we are singing,
‘Ransomed, healed, restored, forgiven,
Who like me His praise should sing?’
and again with fresh earnestness we are saying,
‘Take my life, and let it be
Consecrated, Lord, to Thee!’
are we only to look forward to the same disappointing
experience over again? are we always to stand
at the threshold? Consecration is not so much a
step as a course; not so much an act, as a position
to which a course of action inseparably belongs.
In so far as it is a course and a position, there must
naturally be a definite entrance upon it, and a time,
it may be a moment, when that entrance is made.
That is when we say, ‘Take’; but we do not want
to go on taking a first step over and over again.
What we want now is to be maintained in that position,
and to fulfil that course. So let us go on to
another prayer. Having already said, ‘Take my
life, for I cannot give it to Thee,’ let us now say,
with deepened conviction, that without Christ we
really can do nothing,—‘Keep my life, for I cannot
keep it for Thee.’
Let us ask this with the same simple trust to
which, in so many other things, He has so liberally
and graciously responded. For this is the confidence
that we have in Him, that if we ask anything
according to His will, He heareth us; and if
we know that He hears us, whatsoever we ask, we
know that we have the petitions that we desired of
Him. There can be no doubt that this petition is
according to His will, because it is based upon
many a promise. May I give it to you just as it
floats through my own mind again and again, knowing
whom I have believed, and being persuaded that
He is able to keep that which I have committed unto
Him?
Keep my life, that it may be
Consecrated, Lord, to Thee.
Keep my moments and my days;
Let them flow in ceaseless praise.
Keep my hands, that they may move
At the impulse of Thy love.
Keep my feet, that they may be
Swift and ‘beautiful’ for Thee.
Keep my voice, that I may sing
Always, only, for my King.
Keep my lips, that they may be
Filled with messages from Thee.
Keep my silver and my gold;
Not a mite would I withhold.
Keep my intellect, and use
Every power as Thou shalt choose.
Keep my will, oh, keep it Thine!
For it is no longer mine.
Keep my heart; it is Thine own;
It is now Thy royal throne.
Keep my love; my Lord, I pour
At Thy feet its treasure-store.
Keep myself, that I may be
Ever, only, ALL for Thee.
Yes! He who is able and willing to take unto
Himself, is no less able and willing to keep for
Himself. Our willing offering has been made by
His enabling grace, and this our King has ‘seen
with joy.’ And now we pray, ‘Keep this for ever
in the imagination of the thoughts of the heart of
Thy people’ (1 Chron. xxix. 17, 18).
This blessed ‘taking,’ once for all, which we
may quietly believe as an accomplished fact, followed
by the continual ‘keeping,’ for which He
will be continually inquired of by us, seems analogous
to the great washing by which we have part
in Christ, and the repeated washing of the feet for
which we need to be continually coming to Him.
For with the deepest and sweetest consciousness
that He has indeed taken our lives to be His very
own, the need of His active and actual keeping of
them in every detail and at every moment is most
fully realized. But then we have the promise of
our faithful God, ‘I the Lord do keep it, I will
keep it night and day.’ The only question is, will
we trust this promise, or will we not? If we do, we
shall find it come true. If not, of course it will
not be realized. For unclaimed promises are like
uncashed cheques; they will keep us from bankruptcy,
but not from want. But if not, why not?
What right have we to pick out one of His faithful
sayings, and say we don’t expect Him to fulfil
that? What defence can we bring, what excuse can
we invent, for so doing?
If you appeal to experience against His faithfulness
to His word, I will appeal to experience too,
and ask you, did you ever really trust Jesus to fulfil
any word of His to you, and find your trust
deceived? As to the past experience of the details
of your life not being kept for Jesus, look a little
more closely at it, and you will find that though you
may have asked, you did not trust. Whatever you
did really trust Him to keep, He has kept, and the
unkept things were never really entrusted. Scrutinize
this past experience as you will, and it will
only bear witness against your unfaithfulness, never
against His absolute faithfulness.
Yet this witness must not be unheeded. We
must not forget the things that are behind till they
are confessed and forgiven. Let us now bring all
this unsatisfactory past experience, and, most of all,
the want of trust which has been the poison-spring
of its course, to the precious blood of Christ, which
cleanseth us, even us, from all sin, even this sin.
Perhaps we never saw that we were not trusting
Jesus as He deserves to be trusted; if so, let us
wonderingly hate ourselves the more that we could
be so trustless to such a Saviour, and so sinfully
dark and stupid that we did not even see it. And
oh, let us wonderingly love Him the more that He
has been so patient and gentle with us, upbraiding
not, though in our slow-hearted foolishness we have
been grieving Him by this subtle unbelief, and
then, by His grace, may we enter upon a new era
of experience, our lives kept for Him more fully
than ever before, because we trust Him more simply
and unreservedly to keep them!
Here we must face a question, and perhaps a difficulty.
Does it not almost seem as if we were at
this point led to trusting to our trust, making everything
hinge upon it, and thereby only removing a
subtle dependence upon ourselves one step farther
back, disguising instead of renouncing it? If
Christ’s keeping depends upon our trusting, and
our continuing to trust depends upon ourselves, we
are in no better or safer position than before, and
shall only be landed in a fresh series of disappointments.
The old story, something for the sinner to
do, crops up again here, only with the ground
shifted from ‘works’ to trust. Said a friend to me,
‘I see now! I did trust Jesus to do everything
else for me, but I thought that this trusting was
something that I had got to do.’ And so, of
course, what she ‘had got to do’ had been a
perpetual effort and frequent failure. We can no
more trust and keep on trusting than we can do
anything else of ourselves. Even in this it must
be ‘Jesus only’; we are not to look to Him only to
be the Author and Finisher of our faith, but we are
to look to Him for all the intermediate fulfilment
of the work of faith (2 Thess. i. 11); we must ask
Him to go on fulfilling it in us, committing even
this to His power.
For we both may and must
Commit our very faith to Him,
Entrust to him our trust.
What a long time it takes us to come down to the
conviction, and still more to the realization of the
fact that without Him we can do nothing, but that
He must work all our works in us! This is the
work of God, that ye believe in Him whom He has
sent. And no less must it be the work of God that
we go on believing, and that we go on trusting.
Then, dear friends, who are longing to trust Him
with unbroken and unwavering trust, cease the
effort and drop the burden, and now entrust your
trust to Him! He is just as well able to keep that
as any other part of the complex lives which we
want Him to take and keep for Himself. And oh,
do not pass on content with the thought, ‘Yes,
that is a good idea; perhaps I should find that a
great help!’ But, ‘Now, then, do it.’ It is no
help to the sailor to see a flash of light across a
dark sea, if he does not instantly steer accordingly.
Consecration is not a religiously selfish thing. If
it sinks into that, it ceases to be consecration. We
want our lives kept, not that we may feel happy,
and be saved the distress consequent on wandering,
and get the power with God and man, and all the
other privileges linked with it. We shall have all
this, because the lower is included in the higher;
but our true aim, if the love of Christ constraineth
us, will be far beyond this. Not for ‘me’ at all but
‘for Jesus’; not for my safety, but for His glory;
not for my comfort, but for His joy; not that I may
find rest, but that He may see the travail of His soul,
and be satisfied! Yes, for Him I want to be kept.
Kept for His sake; kept for His use; kept to be His
witness; kept for His joy! Kept for Him, that in
me He may show forth some tiny sparkle of His
light and beauty; kept to do His will and His work in
His own way; kept, it may be, to suffer for His sake;
kept for Him, that He may do just what seemeth
Him good with me; kept, so that no other lord
shall have any more dominion over me, but that
Jesus shall have all there is to have;—little enough,
indeed, but not divided or diminished by any other
claim. Is not this, O you who love the Lord—is
not this worth living for, worth asking for, worth
trusting for?
This is consecration, and I cannot tell you the
blessedness of it. It is not the least use arguing
with one who has had but a taste of its blessedness,
and saying to him, ‘How can these things be?’ It
is not the least use starting all sorts of difficulties
and theoretical suppositions about it with such a
one, any more than it was when the Jews argued
with the man who said, ‘One thing I know, that
whereas I was blind, now I see.’ The Lord Jesus
does take the life that is offered to Him, and He
does keep the life for Himself that is entrusted to
Him; but until the life is offered we cannot know
the taking, and until the life is entrusted we cannot
know or understand the keeping. All we can do is
to say, ‘O taste and see!’ and bear witness to the
reality of Jesus Christ, and set to our seal that we
have found Him true to His every word, and that
we have proved Him able even to do exceeding
abundantly above all we asked or thought. Why
should we hesitate to bear this testimony? We
have done nothing at all; we have, in all our
efforts, only proved to ourselves, and perhaps to
others, that we had no power either to give or keep
our lives. Why should we not, then, glorify His
grace by acknowledging that we have found Him so
wonderfully and tenderly gracious and faithful in
both taking and keeping as we never supposed or
imagined? I shall never forget the smile and emphasis
with which a poor working man bore this
witness to his Lord. I said to him, ‘Well, H., we
have a good Master, have we not?’ ‘Ah,’ said he,
‘a deal better than ever I thought!’ That summed
up his experience, and so it will sum up the experience
of every one who will but yield their lives
wholly to the same good Master.
I cannot close this chapter without a word with
those, especially my younger friends, who, although
they have named the name of Christ, are saying,
‘Yes, this is all very well for some people, or for
older people, but I am not ready for it; I can’t say
I see my way to this sort of thing.’ I am going to
take the lowest ground for a minute, and appeal to
your ‘past experience.’ Are you satisfied with
your experience of the other ‘sort of thing’? Your
pleasant pursuits, your harmless recreations, your
nice occupations, even your improving ones, what
fruit are you having from them? Your social intercourse,
your daily talks and walks, your investments
of all the time that remains to you over and above
the absolute duties God may have given you, what
fruit that shall remain have you from all this? Day
after day passes on, and year after year, and what
shall the harvest be? What is even the present return?
Are you getting any real and lasting satisfaction
out of it all? Are you not finding that
things lose their flavour, and that you are spending
your strength day after day for nought? that you
are no more satisfied than you were a year ago—rather
less so, if anything? Does not a sense of
hollowness and weariness come over you as you go
on in the same round, perpetually getting through
things only to begin again? It cannot be otherwise.
Over even the freshest and purest earthly
fountains the Hand that never makes a mistake has
written, ‘He that drinketh of this water shall thirst
again.’ Look into your own heart and you will
find a copy of that inscription already traced,
‘Shall thirst again.’ And the characters are being
deepened with every attempt to quench the inevitable
thirst and weariness in life, which can only be
satisfied and rested in full consecration to God.
For ‘Thou hast made us for Thyself, and the heart
never resteth till it findeth rest in Thee.’ To-day
I tell you of a brighter and happier life, whose inscription
is, ‘Shall never thirst,’—a life that is no
dull round-and-round in a circle of unsatisfactorinesses,
but a life that has found its true and entirely
satisfactory centre, and set itself towards a
shining and entirely satisfactory goal, whose brightness
is cast over every step of the way. Will you
not seek it?
Do not shrink, and suspect, and hang back from
what it may involve, with selfish and unconfiding
and ungenerous half-heartedness. Take the word
of any who have willingly offered themselves unto
the Lord, that the life of consecration is ‘a deal
better than they thought!’ Choose this day whom
you will serve with real, thorough-going, whole-hearted
service, and He will receive you; and you
will find, as we have found, that He is such a good
Master that you are satisfied with His goodness,
and that you will never want to go out free. Nay,
rather take His own word for it; see what He says:
‘If they obey and serve Him, they shall spend their
days in prosperity, and their years in pleasures.’
You cannot possibly understand that till you are
really in His service! For He does not give, nor
even show, His wages before you enter it. And He
says, ‘My servants shall sing for joy of heart.’ But
you cannot try over that song to see what it is like,
you cannot even read one bar of it, till your nominal
or even promised service is exchanged for real
and undivided consecration. But when He can
call you ‘My servant,’ then you will find yourself
singing for joy of heart, because He says you shall.
‘And who, then, is willing to consecrate his service
this day unto the Lord?’
‘Do not startle at the term, or think, because
you do not understand all it may include, you are
therefore not qualified for it. I dare say it comprehends
a great deal more than either you or I
understand, but we can both enter into the spirit of
it, and the detail will unfold itself as long as our
probation shall last. Christ demands a hearty consecration
in will, and He will teach us what that
involves in act.’
This explains the paradox that ‘full consecration’
may be in one sense the act of a moment, and in
another the work of a lifetime. It must be complete
to be real, and yet if real, it is always incomplete;
a point of rest, and yet a perpetual progression.
Suppose you make over a piece of ground to
another person. You give it up, then and there,
entirely to that other; it is no longer in your own
possession; you no longer dig and sow, plant and
reap, at your discretion or for your own profit. His
occupation of it is total; no other has any right to
an inch of it; it is his affair thenceforth what crops
to arrange for and how to make the most of it. But
his practical occupation of it may not appear all at
once. There may be waste land which he will take
into full cultivation only by degrees, space wasted
for want of draining or by over fencing, and odd
corners lost for want of enclosing; fields yielding
smaller returns than they might because of hedgerows
too wide and shady, and trees too many and
spreading, and strips of good soil trampled into
uselessness for want of defined pathways.
Just so is it with our lives. The transaction of,
so to speak, making them over to God is definite
and complete. But then begins the practical development
of consecration. And here He leads on
‘softly, according as the children be able to endure.’
I do not suppose any one sees anything like
all that it involves at the outset. We have not
a notion what an amount of waste of power there
has been in our lives; we never measured out the
odd corners and the undrained bits, and it never
occurred to us what good fruit might be grown in
our straggling hedgerows, nor how the shade of our
trees has been keeping the sun from the scanty
crops. And so, season by season, we shall be sometimes
not a little startled, yet always very glad, as
we find that bit by bit the Master shows how much
more may be made of our ground, how much more
He is able to make of it than we did; and we shall
be willing to work under Him and do exactly what
He points out, even if it comes to cutting down a
shady tree, or clearing out a ditch full of pretty
weeds and wild-flowers.
As the seasons pass on, it will seem as if there
was always more and more to be done; the very
fact that He is constantly showing us something
more to be done in it, proving that it is really His
ground. Only let Him have the ground, no matter
how poor or overgrown the soil may be, and then
‘He will make her wilderness like Eden, and her
desert like the garden of the Lord.’ Yes, even our
‘desert’! And then we shall sing, ‘My
beloved has gone down into His garden, to the
beds of spices, to feed in the gardens and to
gather lilies.’
Made for Thyself, O God!
Made for Thy love, Thy service, Thy delight;
Made to show forth Thy wisdom, grace, and might;
Made for Thy praise, whom veiled archangels laud:
Oh, strange and glorious thought, that we may be
A joy to Thee!
Yet the heart turns away
From this grand destiny of bliss, and deems
’Twas made for its poor self, for passing dreams,
Chasing illusions melting day by day,
Till for ourselves we read on this world’s best,
‘This is not rest!’
CHAPTER II.
Our Moments kept for Jesus.
‘Keep my moments and my days;
Let them flow in ceaseless praise.’
It may be a little help to writer and reader if we
consider some of the practical details of the life
which we desire to have ‘kept for Jesus’ in the
order of the little hymn at the beginning of this
book, with the one word ‘take’ changed to ‘keep.’
So we will take a couplet for each chapter.
The first point that naturally comes up is that
which is almost synonymous with life—our time.
And this brings us at once face to face with one of
our past difficulties, and its probable cause.
When we take a wide sweep, we are so apt to
be vague. When we are aiming at generalities
we do not hit the practicalities. We forget that
faithfulness to principle is only proved by faithfulness
in detail. Has not this vagueness had
something to do with the constant ineffectiveness
of our feeble desire that our time should be devoted
to God?
In things spiritual, the greater does not always
include the less, but, paradoxically, the less more
often includes the greater. So in this case, time is
entrusted to us to be traded with for our Lord. But
we cannot grasp it as a whole. We instinctively
break it up ere we can deal with it for any purpose.
So when a new year comes round, we commit it with
special earnestness to the Lord. But as we do so,
are we not conscious of a feeling that even a year is
too much for us to deal with? And does not this
feeling, that we are dealing with a larger thing than
we can grasp, take away from the sense of reality?
Thus we are brought to a more manageable measure;
and as the Sunday mornings or the Monday mornings
come round, we thankfully commit the opening
week to Him, and the sense of help and rest is renewed
and strengthened. But not even the six or
seven days are close enough to our hand; even
to-morrow exceeds our tiny grasp, and even to-morrow’s
grace is therefore not given to us. So we
find the need of considering our lives as a matter of
day by day, and that any more general committal and
consecration of our time does not meet the case so
truly. Here we have found much comfort and help,
and if results have not been entirely satisfactory,
they have, at least, been more so than before we
reached this point of subdivision.
But if we have found help and blessing by going
a certain distance in one direction, is it not probable
we shall find more if we go farther in the same?
And so, if we may commit the days to our Lord,
why not the hours, and why not the moments? And
may we not expect a fresh and special blessing in
so doing?
We do not realize the importance of moments.
Only let us consider those two sayings of God about
them, ‘In a moment shall they die,’ and, ‘We shall
all be changed in a moment,’ and we shall think
less lightly of them. Eternal issues may hang upon
any one of them, but it has come and gone before
we can even think about it. Nothing seems less
within the possibility of our own keeping, yet
nothing is more inclusive of all other keeping.
Therefore let us ask Him to keep them for us.
Are they not the tiny joints in the harness through
which the darts of temptation pierce us? Only give
us time, we think, and we should not be overcome.
Only give us time, and we could pray and resist,
and the devil would flee from us! But he comes
all in a moment; and in a moment—an unguarded,
unkept one—we utter the hasty or exaggerated word,
or think the un-Christ-like thought, or feel the un-Christ-like
impatience or resentment.
But even if we have gone so far as to say, ‘Take
my moments,’ have we gone the step farther, and
really let Him take them—really entrusted them to
Him? It is no good saying ‘take,’ when we do not
let go. How can another keep that which we are keeping
hold of? So let us, with full trust in His power,
first commit these slippery moments to Him,—put
them right into His hand,—and then we may trustfully
and happily say, ‘Lord, keep them for me!
Keep every one of the quick series as it arises. I
cannot keep them for Thee; do Thou keep them
for Thyself!’
But the sanctified and Christ-loving heart cannot
be satisfied with only negative keeping. We do not
want only to be kept from displeasing Him, but to
be kept always pleasing Him. Every ‘kept from’
should have its corresponding and still more blessed
‘kept for.’ We do not want our moments to be
simply kept from Satan’s use, but kept for His use;
we want them to be not only kept from sin, but kept
for His praise.
Do you ask, ‘But what use can he make of mere
moments?’ I will not stay to prove or illustrate
the obvious truth that, as are the moments so will
be the hours and the days which they build. You
understand that well enough. I will answer your
question as it stands.
Look back through the history of the Church
in all ages, and mark how often a great work and
mighty influence grew out of a mere moment in the
life of one of God’s servants; a mere moment, but
overshadowed and filled with the fruitful power of
the Spirit of God. The moment may have been
spent in uttering five words, but they have fed five
thousand, or even five hundred thousand. Or it
may have been lit by the flash of a thought that
has shone into hearts and homes throughout the
land, and kindled torches that have been borne
into earth’s darkest corners. The rapid speaker
or the lonely thinker little guessed what use
his Lord was making of that single moment. There
was no room in it for even a thought of that. If
that moment had not been, though perhaps unconsciously,
‘kept for Jesus,’ but had been otherwise
occupied, what a harvest to His praise would have
been missed!
The same thing is going on every day. It is
generally a moment—either an opening or a culminating
one—that really does the work. It is not
so often a whole sermon as a single short sentence
in it that wings God’s arrow to a heart. It is seldom
a whole conversation that is the means of
bringing about the desired result, but some sudden
turn of thought or word, which comes with the
electric touch of God’s power. Sometimes it is
less than that; only a look (and what is more momentary?)
has been used by Him for the pulling
down of strongholds. Again, in our own quiet
waiting upon God, as moment after moment glides
past in the silence at His feet, the eye resting upon
a page of His Word, or only looking up to Him
through the darkness, have we not found that He
can so irradiate one passing moment with His light
that its rays never die away, but shine on and on
through days and years? Are not such moments
proved to have been kept for Him? And if some,
why not all?
This view of moments seems to make it clearer
that it is impossible to serve two masters, for it is
evident that the service of a moment cannot be
divided. If it is occupied in the service of self, or
any other master, it is not at the Lord’s disposal;
He cannot make use of what is already occupied.
Oh, how much we have missed by not placing
them at his disposal! What might He not have
done with the moments freighted with self or
loaded with emptiness, which we have carelessly
let drift by! Oh, what might have been if they
had all been kept for Jesus! How He might
have filled them with His light and life, enriching
our own lives that have been impoverished by the
waste, and using them in far-spreading blessing
and power!
While we have been undervaluing these fractions
of eternity, what has our gracious God been doing
in them? How strangely touching are the words,
‘What is man, that Thou shouldest set Thine heart
upon him, and that Thou shouldest visit him every
morning, and try him every moment?’ Terribly
solemn and awful would be the thought that He
has been trying us every moment, were it not for
the yearning gentleness and love of the Father
revealed in that wonderful expression of wonder,
‘What is man, that Thou shouldest set Thine heart
upon him?’ Think of that ceaseless setting of
His heart upon us, careless and forgetful children
as we have been! And then think of those other
words, none the less literally true because given
under a figure: ‘I, the Lord, do keep it; I will
water it every moment.’
We see something of God’s infinite greatness
and wisdom when we try to fix our dazzled gaze
on infinite space. But when we turn to the marvels
of the microscope, we gain a clearer view and
more definite grasp of these attributes by gazing on
the perfection of His infinitesimal handiworks.
Just so, while we cannot realize the infinite love
which fills eternity, and the infinite vistas of the
great future are ‘dark with excess of light’ even to
the strongest telescopes of faith, we see that love
magnified in the microscope of the moments,
brought very close to us, and revealing its unspeakable
perfection of detail to our wondering sight.
But we do not see this as long as the moments
are kept in our own hands. We are like little
children closing our fingers over diamonds. How
can they receive and reflect the rays of light, analyzing
them into all the splendour of their prismatic
beauty, while they are kept shut up tight in
the dirty little hands? Give them up; let our
Father hold them for us, and throw His own great
light upon them, and then we shall see them full
of fair colours of His manifold loving-kindnesses;
and let Him always keep them for us, and then we
shall always see His light and His love reflected in
them.
And then, surely, they shall be filled with praise.
Not that we are to be always singing hymns, and
using the expressions of other people’s praise, any
more than the saints in glory are always literally
singing a new song. But praise will be the tone,
the colour, the atmosphere in which they flow;
none of them away from it or out of it.
Is it a little too much for them all to ‘flow in
ceaseless praise’? Well, where will you stop?
What proportion of your moments do you think
enough for Jesus? How many for the spirit of
praise, and how many for the spirit of heaviness?
Be explicit about it, and come to an understanding.
If He is not to have all, then how much? Calculate,
balance, and apportion. You will not be able
to do this in heaven—you know it will be all praise
there; but you are free to halve your service of
praise here, or to make the proportion what you
will.
Yet,—He made you for His glory.
Yet,—He chose you that you should be to the
praise of His glory.
Yet,—He loves you every moment, waters you
every moment, watches you unslumberingly, cares
for you unceasingly.
Yet,—He died for you!
Dear friends, one can hardly write it without
tears. Shall you or I remember all this love, and
hesitate to give all our moments up to Him? Let
us entrust Him with them, and ask Him to keep
them all, every single one, for His own beloved
self, and fill them all with His praise, and let them
all be to His praise!
Chapter III.
Our Hands Kept for Jesus.
‘Keep my hands, that they may move
At the impulse of Thy love.’
When the Lord has said to us, ‘Is thine heart
right, as My heart is with thy heart?’ the
next word seems to be, ‘If it be, give Me thine
hand.’
What a call to confidence, and love, and free,
loyal, happy service is this! and how different will
the result of its acceptance be from the old lamentation:
‘We labour and have no rest; we have
given the hand to the Egyptians and to the Assyrians.’
In the service of these ‘other lords,’ under
whatever shape they have presented themselves, we
shall have known something of the meaning of having
‘both the hands full with travail and vexation
of spirit.’ How many a thing have we ‘taken in
hand,’ as we say, which we expected to find an
agreeable task, an interest in life, a something
towards filling up that unconfessed ‘aching void’
which is often most real when least acknowledged;
and after a while we have found it change under our
hands into irksome travail, involving perpetual vexation
of spirit! The thing may have been of the earth
and for the world, and then no wonder it failed to satisfy
even the instinct of work, which comes natural
to many of us. Or it may have been right enough
in itself, something for the good of others so far as
we understood their good, and unselfish in all but
unravelled motive, and yet we found it full of
tangled vexations, because the hands that held it
were not simply consecrated to God. Well, if so,
let us bring these soiled and tangle-making hands to
the Lord, ‘Let us lift up our heart with our hands’
to Him, asking Him to clear and cleanse them.
If He says, ‘What is that in thine hand?’ let us
examine honestly whether it is something which He
can use for His glory or not. If not, do not let us
hesitate an instant about dropping it. It may be
something we do not like to part with; but the
Lord is able to give thee much more than this, and
the first glimpse of the excellency of the knowledge
of Christ Jesus your Lord will enable us to count
those things loss which were gain to us.
But if it is something which He can use, He will
make us do ever so much more with it than before.
Moses little thought what the Lord was going to
make him do with that ‘rod in his hand’! The
first thing he had to do with it was to ‘cast it on
the ground,’ and see it pass through a startling
change. After this he was commanded to take it
up again, hard and terrifying as it was to do so.
But when it became again a rod in his hand, it was
no longer what it was before, the simple rod of a
wandering desert shepherd. Henceforth it was
‘the rod of God in his hand’ (Ex. iv. 20), wherewith
he should do signs, and by which God Himself
would do ‘marvellous things’ (Ps. lxxviii. 12).
If we look at any Old Testament text about consecration,
we shall see that the marginal reading of
the word is, ‘fill the hand’ (e. g.
Ex. xxviii. 41;
1 Chron. xxix. 5). Now, if our hands are full of
‘other things,’ they cannot be filled with ‘the
things that are Jesus Christ’s’; there must be emptying
before there can be any true filling. So if we
are sorrowfully seeing that our hands have not been
kept for Jesus, let us humbly begin at the beginning,
and ask Him to empty them thoroughly, that
He may fill them completely.
For they must be emptied. Either we come to
our Lord willingly about it, letting Him unclasp
their hold, and gladly dropping the glittering
weights they have been carrying, or, in very love,
He will have to force them open, and wrench from
the reluctant grasp the ‘earthly things’ which are
so occupying them that He cannot have His rightful
use of them. There is only one other alternative,
a terrible one,—to be let alone till the day
comes when not a gentle Master, but the relentless
king of terrors shall empty the trembling hands as
our feet follow him out of the busy world into the
dark valley, for ‘it is certain we can carry nothing
out.’
Yet the emptying and the filling are not all that
has to be considered. Before the hands of the
priests could be filled with the emblems of consecration,
they had to be laid upon the emblem of
atonement (Lev. viii. 14, etc.). That came first.
‘Aaron and his sons laid their hands upon the head
of the bullock for the sin-offering.’ So the transference
of guilt to our Substitute, typified by that
act, must precede the dedication of ourselves to
God.
‘My faith would lay her hand
On that dear head of Thine,
While like a penitent I stand,
And there confess my sin.’
The blood of that Holy Substitute was shed ‘to
make reconciliation upon the altar.’ Without that
reconciliation we cannot offer and present ourselves
to God; but this being made, Christ Himself
presents us. And you, that were sometime
alienated, and enemies in your mind by wicked
works, yet now hath He reconciled in the body of
His flesh through death, to present you holy and
unblamable and unreprovable in His sight.
Then Moses ‘brought the ram for the burnt-offering;
and Aaron and his sons laid their hands
upon the head of the ram, and Moses burnt the
whole ram upon the altar; it was a burnt-offering
for a sweet savour, and an offering made by fire unto
the Lord.’ Thus Christ’s offering was indeed a
whole one, body, soul, and spirit, each and all suffering
even unto death. These atoning sufferings,
accepted by God for us, are, by our own free act,
accepted by us as the ground of our acceptance.
Then, reconciled and accepted, we are ready for
consecration; for then ‘he brought the other ram;
the ram of consecration; and Aaron and his sons
laid their hands upon the head of the ram.’ Here
we see Christ, ‘who is consecrated for evermore.’
We enter by faith into union with Him who said,
‘For their sakes I sanctify Myself, that they also
might be sanctified through the truth.’
After all this, their hands were filled with ‘consecrations
for a sweet savour,’ so, after laying the
hand of our faith upon Christ, suffering and dying
for us, we are to lay that very same hand of faith,
and in the very same way, upon Him as consecrated
for us, to be the source and life and power of our
consecration. And then our hands shall be filled
with ‘consecrations,’ filled with Christ, and filled
with all that is a sweet savour to God in Him.
‘And who then is willing to fill his hand this
day unto the Lord?’ Do you want an added
motive? Listen again: ‘Fill your hands to-day
to the Lord, that He may bestow upon you a blessing
this day.’ Not a long time hence, not even to-morrow,
but ‘this day.’ Do you not want a blessing?
Is not your answer to your Father’s ‘What
wilt thou?’ the same as Achsah’s, ‘Give me a blessing!’
Here is His promise of just what you so
want; will you not gladly fulfil His condition? A
blessing shall immediately follow. He does not
specify what it shall be; He waits to reveal it. You
will find it such a blessing as you had not supposed
could be for you—a blessing that shall verily make
you rich, with no sorrow added—a blessing this
day.
All that has been said about consecration applies
to our literal members. Stay a minute, and look
at your hand, the hand that holds this little book as
you read it. See how wonderfully it is made; how
perfectly fitted for what it has to do; how ingeniously
connected with the brain, so as to yield that
instantaneous and instinctive obedience without
which its beautiful mechanism would be very little
good to us! Your hand, do you say? Whether it
is soft and fair with an easy life, or rough and strong
with a working one, or white and weak with illness,
it is the Lord Jesus Christ’s. It is not your own
at all; it belongs to Him. He made it, for without
Him was not anything made that was made, not
even your hand. And He has the added right of
purchase—He has bought it that it might be one of
His own instruments. We know this very well, but
have we realized it? Have we really let Him have
the use of these hands of ours? and have we ever
simply and sincerely asked Him to keep them for
His own use?
Does this mean that we are always to be doing
some definitely ‘religious’ work, as it is called?
No, but that all that we do is to be always definitely
done for Him. There is a great difference. If the
hands are indeed moving ‘at the impulse of His
love,’ the simplest little duties and acts are transfigured
into holy service to the Lord.
‘A servant with this clause
Makes drudgery divine;
Who sweeps a room as for Thy laws,
Makes that and the action fine.’
George Herbert.
A Christian school-girl loves Jesus; she wants to
please Him all day long, and so she practices her
scales carefully and conscientiously. It is at the
impulse of His love that her fingers move so steadily
through the otherwise tiresome exercises. Some
day her Master will find a use for her music; but
meanwhile it may be just as really done unto Him
as if it were Mr. Sankey at his organ, swaying the
hearts of thousands. The hand of a Christian lad
traces his Latin verses, or his figures, or his copying.
He is doing his best, because a banner has
been given him that it may be displayed, not so
much by talk as by continuance in well-doing.
And so, for Jesus’ sake, his hand moves accurately
and perseveringly.
A busy wife, or daughter, or servant has a number
of little manual duties to perform. If these are
done slowly and leisurely, they may be got through,
but there will not be time left for some little service
to the poor, or some little kindness to a suffering or
troubled neighbour, or for a little quiet time alone
with God and His word. And so the hands move
quickly, impelled by the loving desire for service or
communion, kept in busy motion for Jesus’ sake.
Or it may be that the special aim is to give no occasion
of reproach to some who are watching, but
so to adorn the doctrine that those may be won by
the life who will not be won by the word. Then
the hands will have their share to do; they will
move carefully, neatly, perhaps even elegantly,
making every thing around as nice as possible, letting
their intelligent touch be seen in the details of
the home, and even of the dress, doing or arranging
all the little things decently and in order for Jesus’
sake. And so on with every duty in every position.
It may seem an odd idea, but a simple glance at
one’s hand, with the recollection, ‘This hand is
not mine; it has been given to Jesus, and it must
be kept for Jesus,’ may sometimes turn the scale in
a doubtful matter, and be a safeguard from certain
temptations. With that thought fresh in your mind
as you look at your hand, can you let it take up
things which, to say the very least, are not ‘for
Jesus’? things which evidently cannot be used, as
they most certainly are not used, either for Him or
by Him? Cards, for instance! Can you deliberately
hold in it books of a kind which you know
perfectly well, by sadly repeated experience, lead
you farther from instead of nearer to Him? books
which must and do fill your mind with those ‘other
things’ which, entering in, choke the word? books
which you would not care to read at all, if your
heart were burning within you at the coming of
His feet to bless you? Next time any temptation
of this sort approaches, just look at your hand!
It was of a literal hand that our Lord Jesus spoke
when He said, ‘Behold, the hand of him that betrayeth
Me is with Me on the table;’ and, ‘He
that dippeth his hand with Me in the dish, the
same shall betray Me.’ A hand so near to Jesus,
with Him on the table, touching His own hand in
the dish at that hour of sweetest, and closest, and
most solemn intercourse, and yet betraying Him!
That same hand taking the thirty pieces of silver!
What a tremendous lesson of the need of keeping
for our hands! Oh that every hand that is with
Him at His sacramental table, and that takes the
memorial bread, may be kept from any faithless
and loveless motion! And again, it was by literal
‘wicked hands’ that our Lord Jesus was crucified
and slain. Does not the thought that human
hands have been so treacherous and cruel to our
beloved Lord make us wish the more fervently
that our hands may be totally faithful and devoted
to Him?
Danger and temptation to let the hands move at
other impulses is every bit as great to those who
have nothing else to do but to render direct service,
and who think they are doing nothing else. Take
one practical instance—our letter-writing. Have
we not been tempted (and fallen before the temptation),
according to our various dispositions, to let
the hand that holds the pen move at the impulse to
write an unkind thought of another; or to say a
clever and sarcastic thing, or a slightly coloured
and exaggerated thing, which will make our point
more telling; or to let out a grumble or a suspicion;
or to let the pen run away with us into flippant
and trifling words, unworthy of our high and
holy calling? Have we not drifted away from the
golden reminder, ‘Should he reason with unprofitable
talk, and with speeches wherewith he can do
no good?’ Why has this been, perhaps again and
again? Is it not for want of putting our hands
into our dear Master’s hand, and asking and trusting
Him to keep them? He could have kept; He
would have kept!
Whatever our work or our special temptations
may be, the principle remains the same, only let us
apply it for ourselves.
Perhaps one hardly needs to say that the kept
hands will be very gentle hands. Quick, angry
motions of the heart will sometimes force themselves
into expression by the hand, though the
tongue may be restrained. The very way in which
we close a door or lay down a book may be a victory
or a defeat, a witness to Christ’s keeping or a
witness that we are not truly being kept. How can
we expect that God will use this member as an instrument
of righteousness unto Him, if we yield it
thus as an instrument of unrighteousness unto sin?
Therefore let us see to it, that it is at once yielded
to Him whose right it is; and let our sorrow that
it should have been even for an instant desecrated
to Satan’s use, lead us to entrust it henceforth to
our Lord, to be kept by the power of God through
faith ‘for the Master’s use.’
For when the gentleness of Christ dwells in us,
He can use the merest touch of a finger. Have we
not heard of one gentle touch on a wayward shoulder
being the turning-point of a life? I have known
a case in which the Master made use of less than
that—only the quiver of a little finger being made
the means of touching a wayward heart.
What must the touch of the Master’s own hand
have been! One imagines it very gentle, though
so full of power. Can He not communicate both
the power and the gentleness? When He touched
the hand of Peter’s wife’s mother, she arose and
ministered unto them. Do you not think the hand
which Jesus had just touched must have ministered
very excellently? As we ask Him to ‘touch our lips
with living fire,’ so that they may speak effectively
for Him, may we not ask Him to touch our hands,
that they may minister effectively, and excel in all
that they find to do for Him? Then our hands
shall be made strong by the hands of the Mighty
God of Jacob.
It is very pleasant to feel that if our hands are indeed
our Lord’s, we may ask Him to guide them,
and strengthen them, and teach them. I do not
mean figuratively, but quite literally. In everything
they do for Him (and that should be everything
we ever undertake) we want to do it well—better
and better. ‘Seek that ye may excel.’ We
are too apt to think that He has given us certain
natural gifts, but has nothing practically to do with
the improvement of them, and leaves us to ourselves
for that. Why not ask him to make these
hands of ours more handy for His service, more
skilful in what is indicated as the ‘next thynge’ they
are to do? The ‘kept’ hands need not be clumsy
hands. If the Lord taught David’s hands to war and
his fingers to fight, will He not teach our hands, and
fingers too, to do what He would have them do?
The Spirit of God must have taught Bezaleel’s
hands as well as his head, for he was filled with it
not only that he might devise cunning works, but
also in cutting of stones and carving of timber. And
when all the women that were wise-hearted did spin
with their hands, the hands must have been made
skilful as well as the hearts made wise to prepare
the beautiful garments and curtains.
There is a very remarkable instance of the hand
of the Lord, which I suppose signifies in that case
the power of His Spirit, being upon the hand of a
man. In 1 Chron. xxviii. 19, we read: ‘All this,
said David, the Lord made me understand in writing
by His hand upon me, even all the works of
this pattern.’ This cannot well mean that the Lord
gave David a miraculously written scroll, because,
a few verses before, it says that he had it all by the
Spirit. So what else can it mean but that as David
wrote, the hand of the Lord was upon his hand,
impelling him to trace, letter by letter, the right
words of description for all the details of the temple
that Solomon should build, with its courts and
chambers, its treasuries and vessels? Have we not
sometimes sat down to write, feeling perplexed and
ignorant, and wishing some one were there to tell
us what to say? At such a moment, whether it
were a mere note for post, or a sheet for press, it is
a great comfort to recollect this mighty laying of a
Divine hand upon a human one, and ask for the
same help from the same Lord. It is sure to be
given!
And now, dear friend, what about your own
hands? Are they consecrated to the Lord who
loves you? And if they are, are you trusting Him
to keep them, and enjoying all that is involved in
that keeping? Do let this be settled with your
Master before you go on to the next chapter.
After all, this question will hinge on another, Do
you love Him? If you really do, there can surely
be neither hesitation about yielding them to Him,
nor about entrusting them to Him to be kept. Does
He love you? That is the truer way of putting it;
for it is not our love to Christ, but the love of
Christ to us which constraineth us. And this is
the impulse of the motion and the mode of the
keeping. The steam-engine does not move when
the fire is not kindled, nor when it is gone out; no
matter how complete the machinery and abundant
the fuel, cold coals will neither set it going nor
keep it working. Let us ask Him so to shed
abroad His love in our hearts by the Holy Ghost
which is given unto us, that it may be the perpetual
and only impulse of every action of our daily life.